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Lesbian Actually is a place to discuss lesbian life and culture.

Lesbian Actually is a sub for you to be open and honest about the struggles, triumphs, and day to day life of being a woman who is attracted to women.

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  4. Post or comments attempting to restrict others definition of self will be removed

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Everyone. Everyone is welcome here as long as they understand that this is a place to talk about things involving the lesbian community.

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Ideas for a proposal?

I'm thinking of proposing to my girlfriend as a promise kind of thing (not for marrying proposes!!) and I would like some ideas to make this incredible and romantic for her. I already have the rings šŸ˜‰šŸ˜Š

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2024/12/03
08:33 UTC

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WLW movies

Hi everyone! Iā€™m looking for movie recommendations, my wife and really enjoyed love lies bleeding as well some of the classics like but im a cheerleader, fried green tomatoes, stuff like that. Weā€™re super open to suggestions and also Iā€™d love to just hear what your favorite movies are! Thank you! šŸ„°

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2024/12/03
08:11 UTC

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puppy love

So recently Iā€™ve heard this term being thrown around a lot. The general consensus, that Iā€™ve seen, is that people say itā€™s an unsustainable ā€œway to loveā€. I see people saying youā€™ll grow out of it, that it doesnā€™t last, etc.

I am just wondering what the reasoning behind this isā€” I am a very affectionate person, especially if I like the person Iā€™m around a lot. I make sure I know what they appreciate when it comes to expressions of love and I mirror that. I like being gentle, I like holding hands, I like cuddling. To hear that this is something that will go away with time is so disheartening.

So, for all of you who are maybe a bit older or have more experience than me, how has this gone for you or the people in your life? In theory, I think that any style of life (including love) should be balanced. Where there is gentle love, there are also boundaries and communication, but I digress.

Whatā€™s your opinion?

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2024/12/03
08:10 UTC

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How to flirt confidently with women?

Hi! I struggle with being confident but now that I am 30, I'd like to rid myself of this burden! I've never really tried flirting with strangers before, and would like to give that a go as opposed to using dating apps. I'm a bit worried about coming off as a creep, since I am masculine presenting, but thats probably just some internalized bs... So! How do you like to be flirted with? How do you like to flirt with people? Any tips on being or at least appearing more confident? How do you actually ask for someones number!? Thanks!

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2024/12/03
07:57 UTC

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Is it normal to be uncomfortable from being called ā€œthe man in the relationshipā€?

For context, I usually dress pretty masculine and kinda have masculine tendencies while my girlfriend is more feminine. Okay so I was hanging out with my girlfriend in between classes and she told me that she kind of considers me the man in the relationship. Her statement kinda caught me off guard and I kinda felt weirded out when she told me that. I donā€™t wanna be considered the man in the relationship, I wanna be treated like a girl I guess? It just made me uncomfortable and I donā€™t know if iā€™m overreacting or not. Please give advice on how to approach this?

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2024/12/03
07:38 UTC

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Birthday Request

Hello everyone! Today is my birthday and I have one request..to make new friends today! I just turned 30 and Iā€™m ready to start a new chapter in my life.

Honestly I wasnā€™t sure what I was going to put in here but back in the day of my Reddit era you could make new friends simply by asking so- hi! Want to be friends?

Some info about me; I live in Ohio, I enjoy video games, reading, art and hanging out with friends/family. I have two kids, going through a dissolution with my ex wife.

I have a lot of ambition but I sure am awkward.

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2024/12/03
07:15 UTC

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religious trauma

This might be longā€¦

In June of 2023 my gf and I broke up because she was going to her pastors for advice while we were going through some transitions (she had just graduated from college) and they were telling her that we werenā€™t going to work out and the generic being gay is a sin and that she should break up with me. That she loved me more than she loved God. She believed them and ended up using the story of David and Jonathan to break up with me. She told me a story before about how these same people cornered and interrogated her at one point when she was talking to a girl before and told her that she had to stop talking to her and she did. After we broke up she started fully committing herself to that church. She was on the praise team and she serves a lot. We were still talking things through because the way she went about everything really hurt me but she is my best friend. I wanted whatever was best for her and if she felt like breaking up with me was best for her relationship with God then I understood. I was still in college but she was only 3 hours away . I went to visit her but it was a weekend so she wanted me to go to church with her. I was hesitant of course because of some of the things they had said about me (didnā€™t even know me) but she told me that when she talked about me before she didnā€™t use my name. Iā€™ve gone a few times and liked the people and they seemed to like me but I knew it was only a matter of time.

We got back together in June and I even gave her a promise ring. I went to visit her in July because her church was having a conference and she wanted me to come. It was really good. While I was there I helped out at the church, got closer with some of the people, and even went to a volunteer class so that I could play guitar for them because they were asking. But at the volunteer class I heard the pastors talking about me when I went to the back of the church. I had some heart problems and they were talking and saying that I was gay but my heart problems were God telling me I wasnā€™t gay (turns out I just have an arrhythmia). After that I was at Altar call and it felt like the person praying over me was trying to pray the gay away from what she was saying. I told my gf and her mom and they didnā€™t believe me.

She has this friendā€¦ and she really wanted to hang out with her and Iā€™ve never really liked her. Sheā€™s not a good friend to her at all. She never has been. I tried to give her a chance and she seemed to really love and support me and my gfā€™s relationship. Right before I left to go home after the conference I told her that I didnā€™t feel right around her. Like I felt strong discernment and I felt heavy around her and I didnā€™t want to hang out with her again. She kept hanging out with her even though there were so many signs and just people warning her. The person that I mentioned earlier who was praying over me just so happens to be the mother of this so called friend.

She came to visit me in October and her pastors and just people at the church had a lot of questions as to where she was going and who she was with. She got a message on the first day of her trip from both the youth pastor and pastor saying that they wanted to talk when she came back to ā€œclear some things upā€. She was worried and was anxious about it the whole time she was with me ( I felt like they did that on purpose).

When she got back they had a meeting. Turns out that her ā€œfriendā€^ had told them that one of the days we hung out with her, me and my gf were holding hands and calling each other pet names. That specific day we were mad at each other and were fighting so there wasnā€™t any of that. They interrogated her and kept asking her questions about us and about the things she told them last year. They told her that Iā€™m toxic which??? These people donā€™t know meā€¦ and again told her that she loves me more than God. They said a lot of things about me and my character. They threw everything that she told them in confidence last year back in her face. They then proceeded to tell her that she needed to cut me off and stop talking to me. This made me feel like public enemy #1. I feel dehumanized and like Iā€™m making everyoneā€™s life harder. I was getting closer to God again and starting to go to church in my new city ( I grew up in church but had been through some previous trauma) and now Iā€™m feeling like I donā€™t want to step foot in church again. I find myself being angry now when Iā€™ve never been an angry person. I donā€™t feel comfortable in my clothes and I feel like everyone is judging me. I started feeling shame and started condemning myself and I know thatā€™s not from God. Iā€™m suicidal like Iā€™ve never been before.

She still goes to that church. Although she stepped down from her position because she thought it was best she is voluntarily surrounded by people who she feels like she has to suppress herself with. She stopped wearing her promise ring because she doesnā€™t want to wear it around them. Her mom wonā€™t let me come see them out of fear that the church and the people will find out that Iā€™m there (they interrogated her mom too). If I went to see her it would be like she would hide me because she doesnā€™t want them knowing Iā€™m there either and sheā€™s scared. Now that they feel like theyā€™ve ā€œsolved the problemā€ sheā€™s telling me now theyā€™re even trying to set up her and this guy in her church up.

I donā€™t know what to do anymore because I feel really alone. Weā€™re long distance now and I donā€™t know what I possibly could do.

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2024/12/03
06:24 UTC

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Having massive anxiety over some big decisions lately, but this meme made me laugh lol

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2024/12/03
06:12 UTC

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First time posting here! Looking for good vibes!

Hello from the frozen hell that is Canada right now!

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2024/12/03
05:36 UTC

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Giving Up On My crush

So there's this girl whose company I really enjoy. They are funny. They are smart. And they are totally my type. We met a few months ago. But we clicked immediately. Finding out she was interested in woman too was like a jackpot for me. But then I found out she had a boyfriend so I laid off. After they broke up I was like "a chance," but was immediately let down as she admitted that she only is interested in masc women. I looked at myself and was like "damn." I lean more on the feminine side compared to her. I dress more feminine and I do my makeup almost every single day. I am practically the opposite of her ideal type. Honestly, I just want to share this because I think I might cry. I am fr about to give up tho since I don't want her to be uncomfortable around me and other shit. Plus I think it will hurt more if we stopped being friends to be honest. But yeah that's my life as a lesbian rn loll.

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2024/12/03
05:31 UTC

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Any Midwest queer women here? Or like anywhere in the USA lol, I just feel so alone out herešŸ„ŗ

I've never dated a girl but I would really like to.... I'm demisexual/pansexual. I don't know exactly what I'm asking but I'll take any advice that you can give. I find myself more attracted to masc individuals and for the life of me can't find any masc girls into femme girls where I live. I guess I wouldn't classify myself as completely femme but I like to wear jewelry, makeup, and ,what I think, are cute clothes. So I guess femme haha. I have no idea what I'm doing though and could use some advice or a friendly nudge in the right direction, starting with.....where to find someone????? I tried mostly all the dating apps and they're just garbage. Thank you in advance!

2 Comments
2024/12/03
05:07 UTC

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Never posted here- who likes hockey girls ?

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2024/12/03
04:27 UTC

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First Virtual Date ā€” Need ideas and advice!

I matched with a girl on Bumble while on a trip, but we only matched the night before my flight home, so we didnā€™t have the chance to meet in person. Since then, weā€™ve been talking, and it feels like we really clickā€”we share similar values, interests, and even quirks.

Tomorrow night, weā€™re having our first virtual date, and Iā€™m looking for creative ideas to make it special. Iā€™ve thought about watching a movie together (Teleparty? Though Iā€™ve never used it and wonder if itā€™s awkward without video chat) or playing a game like Google Feud. Any other fun or unique suggestions?

Also, how should I dress? Itā€™s a virtual date at home, but itā€™s still a first date, so I donā€™t want to underdress or overdo it.

For context: thereā€™s an 8-year age gap; Iā€™m in my 30s and a single mother by choice with a one-year-old. Sheā€™s very sweet and has said she loves kids, which gives me hope that this could become something meaningful. I havenā€™t dated in yearsā€”my last date was before I conceived my child. Soā€¦ fingers crossed!

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2024/12/03
04:24 UTC

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Why go on a date when you can go to the DMV?

A lady and I had a date planned four days ago. Today I texted her to confirm. Luckily I didnā€™t go to the cafe. This is both a blow to the ego and also incredibly funny to me šŸ˜‚

14 Comments
2024/12/03
04:14 UTC

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first print in a while but Iā€™m (obvs) fighting with my ink and paper choices

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2024/12/03
04:09 UTC

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Am I behind?

As a start, I turned 23 this year - Iā€™ve had two serious girlfriends before but they were long distance and the things ended before I ever got to see them in person.

Anyway, I guess Iā€™m just looking for reassurance that Iā€™m not behind or something because it really feels like I am. I havenā€™t had sex before, havenā€™t had a real kiss yet either. I see my Cis-Het best friends and high school classmates are already having babies or getting married and such and I know I canā€™t relate to them but it still kinda makes me feel like Iā€™m going too slow.

Excuse me if Iā€™m rambling- but adding to that, I also feel like the window is closing on me before I get the chance to really peak. Am I going to miss my chance? I still live with my moderate homophobic parents while I go to school so itā€™s really hard to present the way Iā€™d like to (which is Androgynous/masculine) and feel comfortable around here. I am strictly in my study so I donā€™t have a job currently either. Guess Iā€™m just feeling stuck while time passes.

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2024/12/03
03:56 UTC

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How do I know if I'm crushing?

So I have a friend that I'm super close with and I like her a lot. But I can't tell if I like her more then friends. I have never experienced the butterflys in my stomach, but I have had weird feelings in my heart when I chat with her. I know that may sound cheesy but that's how I feel lol. Idk does anyone know why I don't aften feel butterflys in my stomach, and if you could let me know if what im feeling is a crush or not. Thank you in advance fellow redditors šŸ˜

2 Comments
2024/12/03
03:51 UTC

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My parents are lesbian

I didn't realize it until I was 13, All I knew is that they love is each other. Well, my mother is bi but yeah

2 Comments
2024/12/03
03:47 UTC

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my family doesnā€™t like my gf

I (24F) have been dating my girlfriend (27F) for almost 2.5 years, but my family doesnā€™t know weā€™re together. To them, weā€™re just ā€œroommates.ā€ Every time I bring my girlfriend with me to visit, it feels like they are unwelcoming and awkward around her. Whenever I mention her in conversation, they quickly change the subject, and it feels like they intentionally ignore me. They havenā€™t outright told me they donā€™t like her, but itā€™s clear from their behavior that they are uncomfortable when sheā€™s around.

My therapist has suggested that my family might be acting awkward because they secretly know weā€™re dating but donā€™t know how to treat her or what to say. That idea makes sense to me, but I also feel like my mother, in particular, thinks Iā€™ve abandoned her in some way. Iā€™ve always been close to her, and I worry sheā€™s struggling with the fact that Iā€™m in a relationship that she doesnā€™t fully understand or accept. I met my girlfriend in the middle of my parentā€™s rough divorce and spent a lot of time at my girlfriendā€™s house during this period.

Iā€™m really torn about what to do. Iā€™m scared to tell them that Iā€™m gay. One of my sisters knows and is supportive, but the rest of my family has no idea. My girlfriend has been nothing but kind, respectful, and loving towards them, and it breaks my heart to see her feel unwelcome. Itā€™s so frustrating because I donā€™t know how much longer I can keep our relationship a secret. I feel like Iā€™m living a double life, and itā€™s starting to take a toll on me. My girlfriend is the first person I have ever been able to rely on and who makes me feel completely happy and I am not going to let my family take that away from me.

Has anyone else dealt with something like this? How did you handle it? I could really use some advice and perspective on how to move forward.

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2024/12/03
03:37 UTC

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I can't wait for the future

I literally can't wait until I'm either a stay at home cat mom for my future wife or physician's assistant, I plan on doing both at some point in my life! Because you either get 1) to decorate everything, bake/cook yummy things for the both of you, take care of all the pets, get cozy at home while you wait for the minutes to count down until she comes back .. OR 2) wake up kiss your wife on the forehead before you leave, chill at work knowing that you get to go home after to a beautiful person and a lovely home that you've made together, and make every day so worth it. Does anyone else ever randomly get excited like I do? šŸŒˆšŸ‘­

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2024/12/03
03:17 UTC

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what is an "average" body count?

my two friends (both 21f) and i (22f) are all wlw were having a conversation about body counts. they both said their body counts were 6/7. it made me a little concerned about my body count of 20. is that too high? i guess im just wondering what is an average body count for wlw?

44 Comments
2024/12/03
03:10 UTC

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Possesive kink?

Does anyone else have a possessive kink (idk if theres a name for it)? I find myself thinking a lot about scenarios like this, in which there is a great affirmation of possessiveness in the midst of intimate moments, things like kissing or especially during sex, whispering and moaning things like "you are mine, mine alone, your body belongs to me" but in a much deeper and more sensual way, there is also something with marks, in being marked or marking someone, making all this possessiveness clear that you belong to me. The idea of ā€‹ā€‹feeling so desired in such an intense and deep way, especially during sex, makes me imagine the night a lot, and also the desire to be able to make clear all your desire and possession in something is simply so Aaaaaaa idk

Anyway, I think this was more of a rant than a question, lol

3 Comments
2024/12/03
03:06 UTC

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i met my girlfriend on this subreddit exactly a year ago!

a year ago, our lives changed.

we never thought weā€™d find love so beautifully like this. after being unlucky in love for years, we finally found true love in each other. destiny truly was so kind to us! even though we are far away from each other, everyday we grow closer. love knows no boundaries!

i love this human so much, and i canā€™t wait to spend the rest of my life with them. šŸ’ššŸŒˆā¤ļø

(pictured: our first picture together!)

17 Comments
2024/12/03
02:44 UTC

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How to fall back in love with my wife

Okay so I have been with my current wife for 4 years, she is 33f Iā€™m 37f. About 2 years into our relationship she stopped having sex w me or giving me any affection at all and this literally started on our wedding day.. no kissing, no cuddling, no compliments, no sex.. nothing. It was literally like I was just married and living with my best friend. I would cry, beg and plead with her to tell me what was going on and to have sex with me, give me any attention at all, she would just ignore me and after a lil over a year I gave up and just stopped trying. Now all of a sudden a few months ago she wants to have sex with me again and I refuse.. she messed my head up so bad and made me so insecure the year and a half she rejected me. Iā€™ve tried telling her this numerous times but itā€™s like she doesnā€™t care how I feel and she doesnā€™t think she did anything wrong. Donā€™t get me wrong I love my wife she is my everything but I am not ā€œin loveā€ with her anymore and now Iā€™m not wanting to have sex with her again, I want to love her again and be able to have sex with her again but I honestly donā€™t know how. And it doesnā€™t help that Iā€™ve been so depressed for so long idek what being happy is anymore. Iā€™m not sure what advice Iā€™m looking for.. just that I need fucking help.

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2024/12/03
02:41 UTC

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Conversation Starters???

I saw this girl on Pinterest who commented on one of those ā€œme and whoā€ things, and stupidly I decided to send her a dmšŸ˜žIm terrible when it comes to socializing, and she already responded so I canā€™t take it back (also as someone whoā€™s never had a girlfriend before, i atleast want to try??) I have no idea how to start a conversation with her, any tips apart from just ā€œbe confidentā€??

3 Comments
2024/12/03
02:37 UTC

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Girlfriend taking my grandma on a cruise

On Thanksgiving my girlfriend decided to book a cruise for my lonely, depressed 82-year-old grandmother. We donā€™t live in the same place, so having a week-long vacation with her means everything to me.

My grandma spent her entire life taking care of my severely disabled mom, my childish grandfather, and her grandkids. I donā€™t think sheā€™s ever been on a real vacation. She used to say, ā€œwhen your mom gets better, weā€™ll all go to Hawaii.ā€ It never happened. She was never the same after my mom and grandpa died.

Iā€™m so overwhelmed by this gift that Iā€™ve barely even thanked my girlfriend. Every time I want to talk about it, a lump builds in my throat and I shut down. This will be the most important and beautiful thing that anyone has ever done for me and I donā€™t know how to verbalize it to her. I can barely even express how I feel in this post.

Iā€™ll spend the rest of my life trying to wrap my head around this gesture, but for her, it was an ordinary gift. Iā€™ve never loved someone this much and I hope I can be the partner she deserves.

9 Comments
2024/12/03
02:18 UTC

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boundaries to avoid getting attached quickly

Hi!

ive recently had a messy dating/breakup experience. apart of it was my fault because i got attached too quickly. i do have circumstances that contribute to me getting attached quickly that iā€™m working on in therapy. but i was wondering for those who do get attached quickly, what boundaries have you put in place when dating?

thanks

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2024/12/03
02:13 UTC

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Why do plus size women seem less attracted to smaller women?

As a petite woman whoā€™s into bigger bodied women, Iā€™ve noticed that plus size lesbians/bi women often donā€™t seem as attracted to smaller women. This has been disheartening, especially because I deeply admire and find beauty in bigger bodies.

In my experience, some have even expressed dislike for my smaller frame. For instance, my ex once made me feel bad about my body, calling my boney back at the time ā€œdisgustingā€ and it wasnā€™t even protruding. (though that was a toxic relationship, so maybe not the best example).

Iā€™m wondering if this is a common dynamic or if itā€™s just been my personal experience. Are there reasons why plus-size women might prefer partners closer to their own size? If I built muscles would I be more attractive to them? Iā€™d love to hear different perspectives or advice.

50 Comments
2024/12/03
02:10 UTC

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