I am general male 18. Always been bang avg expect my humour. Scored 76 in 10th expecting kinda same in 12th. Used to be a npc nerd in school till 10th. My science has always been bad but still my toxic parents forced me to take science. Being a idiot I choose their path and quickly understood jee isn't for me. My intrest lies in buisness side. Thinking of joining BBA and then MBA but dumbass me fucked my IIM chances with a shit profile. I am depressed due to tha too

Parent's constantly abuse me and say things. For example I don't like going to invitation inspite of being a extrovert because there are very people of my age there. So my mom has to cook for me before going. She abuses me for that. My parents room has a AC. Yesterday I was taking a nap there when I noticed that the door was open. I asked my mom who opened it. I touched her in the process. She started cursing me. They used to beat me up for correcting their English when I was in 6-8. Now they can't because of gym. I am genuinely traumatised with things like this.

The only thing that keeps me going is gym. I don't know if its worth living.

( Avoid grammertical mistakes and English, i am crying while writing. Mard bhi rota hai ig)

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We are an up-and-coming startup. We provide a wide range of services including zero-day research, VA/PT and physical penetration tests. Our team includes a wide range of experts with industry reputed certifications like OSEE*, OSCE, OSWE and OSCP. The customers we typically cater to include governments, MNCs with significant defence impact and other critical services providers.

We are conducting a disguise (SFX/prosthetics) makeup training in-house for our team. At the end of the training, the students should be able to amongst others create full face and body casts, perform “gender alteration” makeup, use height alteration techniques, design, and apply appliances and a lot more. This knowledge would be primarily used by them in performing their day-to-day assignments.

We are looking to hire a model to help us with this training. The model would be aiding SFX makeup artists demonstrate and teach their craft to our team. The model would act as a “dummy” for artists and students to perform the techniques taught in the course.

Since, some of the techniques taught in the course can only be applied to people who are biologically females, this job is only open to biological females. While prior experience is recommended, the model does not need much of experience for this exotic role. However, a will to learn and adapt is necessary. The model should ideally be physically fit as being a dummy in an intensive training can be challenging at times. You may have to pose in physically uncomfortable positions for some time. The model should not be claustrophobic as the mask/appliance casting process needs them to be in closed spaces for an extended period. While having physical flexibility is not a must, it is recommended the model be at least somewhat physically flexible. Some of the tasks would be difficult otherwise. If you can perform splits, you are pretty good to go on this front. Even if you do not, you may be still be able to tread through albeit with a little difficulty.

Since, most of the techniques we teach are quite confidential and have adverse business and overall consequences, the model would be required to sign a confidentiality agreement prevent any kind of disclosures. This includes but is not limited to pretty much any detail of any team member, contents of the course or the instructors etc. Please understand that this is very important to us an is absolutely a non-negotiable. The model may not use any recording devices of any sorts while the training is conducted. A clause enforcing this would be added to the final contract and would be strictly enforced. To be clear, you may take a short important phone call but taking a selfie with a team member is absolutely not acceptable.

If the model has not done any SFX assignments before, ideally, we would like to conduct a quick allergy test to determine compatibility with the materials used in the course.

The dates and time of the job can be altered based on availability. The role would require the model to visit our location multiple times spread over a couple of days. Due to this, we would prefer candidates living nearby in the Panvel-Kharghar node. However, candidates living elsewhere are free to apply if you are fine with travelling. Typically, the timings would be in the evening 4-7 pm as some of the instructors and team members are located outside India. But this can be adjusted for the correct candidate.

The applications for this role would remain open until 11:00 am IST on 24^(th) April 2024. We would be shortlisting the candidates from the applications received till then. Shortlisted candidates would then be invited for a short online video call over Zoom or Teams. After which a candidate would be finalised. A material allergy test would be necessary if the model has never worked with SFX makeup materials before. This would be done before the final signing of the contract.

Due to the confidential nature of our business, we will not be answering any questions regarding the role, training, our business, or our customers. But you are free to apply and in case, you get shortlisted, please feel free to air any concerns you may have over the video call. While we cannot guarantee that we would answer everything you ask but, we will try our best.

Employment Type: Contract

Experience level: Beginner

Budget: INR 700-1200/hr (Negotiable)

Location: New Panvel, Navi Mumbai

If you think you or someone you know may be a good fit for this role, please feel free to drop a message with your name, a link to your portfolio, contact and the expected compensation. We do not pay additionally for travel, transit, insurance, and other costs. But feel free to add those to your final quote.

After completing school, I began my graduation from IGNOU. I've been learning additional skills online and preparing for competitive exams alongside my studies, as I have plenty of time. However, attending an open university has left me feeling somewhat isolated. Initially, I assumed it would be manageable since I'm not very social and have only a few friends (3-4). Now, after a couple of months, I find myself experiencing FOMO (fear of missing out) as I see peers my age enjoying college life, going on dates, and taking trips. Meanwhile, I spend my days attending lectures, watching movies and web series, and studying in the evenings, occasionally going for drives with my friends. I sometimes question if I'm doing something wrong. I'm puzzled by how some people have numerous online and real-life friends. Any advice on how I can socialize more or feel better? Thanks for reading.

We don't fight much physically. We fight like any other sisters everyday but once in 4 or 5 months it gets physical.(This is the second only time)

I am physically stronger than her and I just hate hitting her. Usually people say it's fighting as it's between siblings but I don't want to hit her or anyone at all whether it's a fight or not.

The last time I did hit her I swore I don't want to hit her again even though it was me with blood on my arms. I try to control my physical strength when we fight so there isn't any wounds.

Today it's me with blood clots and blood on my arms again but IDC I don't want to hit her again in my life. My parents hit me when I was a child and I don't know if thats the the reason I too opt to fight with my sister when we both get on each other's nerves.

Today we got on each other's nerves I hit her thigh and she slapped me. I got angry and slapped her back again and again. She fought back scratched my arms and everything. But I was enraged of the fact that she slapped me.

After all this I hate it. I hate that I hit her. I hate that I opted to be violent when I could have shut up. I hate that I chose my ego. I hate it.

We are very happy as sisters and I love her to death but this is the second fight where we got quite a bit violent and I don't want to ever do this again.

Also am 19F and she is 14F

Siblings who don't get violent how?

Or in other words, how depressed are you? /s

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"she got horns like a devil, pointed at me, There is nowhere to run from the fire she breathes"

So, I'm apply for my learning Liscence and am facing some issues. Kindly provide me some solutions to it.

1. In the attached photo, it first says fee payment to be done by applicant but in the below card it says fee payment completed.

P.S. - I've paid the fees.

2. Why is it showing exempted for LL slot booking?

3. I watched the video tutorial, then a tab came about take LL test, at that time I closed my laptop and thought to give the test after an hour. But that take LL test tab is not coming anymore.

I'll be grateful to your help.

I just want to end it all.

I will keep this simple and short.

Before this,I want to teel you about sid.

Sid is an immoral guy who apparently got whatever he wanted in life,went to jail from 18-21.Now,we are giving CUET.

The thing is,I went to his DMs crying whenever I felt traumatised.There I told him everything and he told me everything.

So,today we got into a brawl into telegram GC. There,he threatened to leak all my chats.

While idgaf about him.These 2 thing ms have ravaged me uo form inside.I literally don't know what to do now.

The 1st being him reminding me of 3 things:-

1)How i abused my own biological mother and sister r*** threat and abused my father(ma behen ki gali).Yes whatever I am writing here is completely real.

2)How i am cuck.A coward.A weakling.How i back off from every fight due to being like this.

3)How i can't do nothing to him and a thing to pity off as i don't even deserve to get a beating.

The second being him saying at last"tujhme 2 paise ka bhi dimag hai to jaake padhle.We are not going to pay each other's bills."

Translation:-If you have a Brain of 2 paise,then go and Study.We are not going to pay each other's bills.

Now,I just don't know what tf to do?I had forgiven myself that i won't say these things again,but from the moment he has taunted me and humilatiated me infront of 312 people,idk wtf to do?

I just want to ask you guys these 4 things? That's it.

1)How big of a degenerate and a fallen soul,a failed human I am?

2)what I said to me my mother and daughter is absolutely pathetic and 100% unforgivable. But is there still any way?

3. Whenever I am trying to build up my mind for studying,my brain taunts me how I am following his orders of studying and a man with inferiority complex, nothing else.What to do about this?

4)How do I actually get all this out of my fukcing mind.How do I forget this?

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I'm a little disturb with my brother behavior , he continued to work in the same place he did his higher studies and been staying alone since 7yrs , I moved in with him temporarily just for a year with prior discussions , coincidentally his new relationship was only 2months old.

I couldn't recognize my own brother with his rude and unfriendly behavior towards me and my mom for the first few weeks , my mom got to stayed with her son for a month and she was so happy but he was feeling suffocated , he refuse to go anywhere with us , mock me if I ask for any help , compared me to his gf, I was feeling so bad with this change in behavior and on the other his gf was also so pushy and didn't feel any shame that my mom was here with us , mom returned home, brother doesn't talk to my parents on call more than 1 min sometimes doesn't even pick their call ,

There was no conflict in our family whatsoever for the reason he's so distanced and he said he will help financially with the house renovation to my parents and its been 6months he hasn't done nothing , I'm so happy his relationship is flourishing so well and he takes care of his gf well buying everything for her and going broke everytime she gets sick, but I don't think it's right to ignore your parents when they are already getting so old. He was asked to visit home as our grandma is unwell just for 2days , he refused saying he can't take leave for his work but would take leave any day for his date.

This is the same brother whom I used to talk daily , used to think I was blessed to have him as brother , someone I thought as my best friend. I have lose my respect for him and dislike them both no matter how much she tries to nice to me, even if I feel she might be a good person ,I dislike them both.

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Hello I am M(19) Designer mostly on screen I have this white hair issue since like 6 Months or a year but back then it was not that much but now it just came up much more I have dandruff issues for that I went to doc and he suggest me ketoconazole shampoo and for a month or so it removed my dandruff but now the issue is again back and my hairs a re getting white and white my hairs are pretty rough not that much smooth but now I am stuck in this is there anyone else who had same issue or faced similar problems and how you fixed and please help me it matters a lost Thanks

I am out of answers, mera exam chal raha hai If anyone is available and knows OPERATIONAL RESEARCH pls help kardo.😭😭😭 Mujhe is dharam sankat se bacha lo guys