Head is literally shaped like a mango. Any tips?

so I had a crush on this girl (lets say x..... don't mind I am pcm student).so I had crush on her since 8th class ending we used to sit together but being an introvert I never thought I could confess her and after 8th my father got transfer to a new city so I tried to become extrovert and succeeded too then on 13 August 2023 I did confess her directly that I do have a crush on her on snap...ya I am dumb... then we did not talk for like a month then during mid November she started using insta she was like I was busy so few days after normal talk I casually asked her I do have really big crush on you she said that she have different priorities also I was not her type .............. so yeah after this all things she said we could become bsf ........... (basically got friendzone and Bhaizone) ......... yep my life is really fucked up now........ wrote 10th board exam got really good result and doing but ain't still recovered from her......

For context, they claim i've broken their trust multiple times. And that no matter what i do "id never be like my brother." When I ask them for a chance they just say, a person who was desperate would've studied.
I just don't want to live in this house anymore. I have had a terrible experience with them. I always hear "every parent hits their kid". Yes they do, if they make a mistake. But they stop as they grow older, but it doesn't stop for me, I'll be an adult soon. Most of the memories i have of being 'disciplined' is when my mom was having a terrible day. Dad scolded us for real reasons. Though his reactions were out of context, he always had a reason, but mum didn't even try. I always wanted her to be okay. But was often pushed away.
Even today, i go to ask her if she's okay, she just pushes me away. It has started to hurt now.
she says i want to be "independent" and "roam around" in the name of a drop year outside my home town.
But i have rarely been out. even today my friends from school visited. She and Dad acted as if i had "called him home."
I just want her to understand that, i do love her, but its hard to love when it isnt reciprocated.

I met a very cute, charming and sweet guy and had a crush on him , turns out he liked me too We began talking and had a lot in common we were super compatible but in a situationship because I didn't wanna rush things My bestie from a year didn't like him She saw him sharing a sandwich with another girl I accused him of it , and he cried got CCTV footage and proved it right, turns out she saw someone else , she begged both me and him forgiveness and I begged him for forgiveness no one forgave anyone He cried She cried And I cried A LOT He blocked me And now I came to know it was her father's 3rd death anniversary, and she got a bad score too He was expecting something good from me after being with 3 horrible exes I feel so many things I can't even describe right now I am guilty of accusing him I am angry of her I am guilty of not being there for her I am angry at myself for Begging so much I am embarrassed of my behaviour I am JUST CONFUSED My friend (other) who is right everywhere says ki Maan jayega kal mana lena But I am not sure, he told me not to talk to him in class and not for upcoming two years, I need suggestions to do something about it , I tried to but moving on is extremely tough

(I remember I forgave my ex and our relationship went fine from my side I hope karma happens)

I said sorry for straight 3 hours and he still is mad and has now blocked me everywhere, I do have his contact but not enough in me to call him now after all that

Sorry for a long post but if u read it till here then please leave your comment, every single one matters

I met a very cute, charming and sweet guy and had a crush on him , turns out he liked me too We began talking and had a lot in common we were super compatible but in a situationship because I didn't wanna rush things My bestie from a year didn't like him She saw him sharing a sandwich with another girl I accused him of it , and he cried got CCTV footage and proved it right, turns out she saw someone else , she begged both me and him forgiveness and I begged him for forgiveness no one forgave anyone He cried She cried And I cried A LOT He blocked me And now I came to know it was her father's 3rd death anniversary, and she got a bad score too He was expecting something good from me after being with 3 horrible exes I feel so many things I can't even describe right now I am guilty of accusing him I am angry of her I am guilty of not being there for her I am angry at myself for Begging so much I am embarrassed of my behaviour I am JUST CONFUSED My friend (other) who is right everywhere says ki Maan jayega kal mana lena But I am not sure, he told me not to talk to him in class and not for upcoming two years, I need suggestions to do something about it , I tried to but moving on is extremely tough

(I remember I forgave my ex and our relationship went fine from my side I hope karma happens)

I said sorry for straight 3 hours and he still is mad and has now blocked me everywhere, I do have his contact but not enough in me to call him now after all that

Sorry for a long post but if u read it till here then please leave your comment, every single one matters

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This is the 5th day in row that my mom is crying due to the fight with my dad. My dad says to keep out of their fights and focus on studies as I am preparing for NEET this year but the thing is my father is pretty dominating and kind of looks down on my mom as she's not as smart as him. I mean it's just banter but my mom doesn't understand and probably doesn't like it. I don't know what to do. Yesterday I was consoling her and hence forgot to do homework and got yelled by the teacher today

To be honest I thought I'd get friendzoned but just got to know from her friends and some mutuals that she def wants a relationship with me im going crazy rn suggestions to confess would be highly appreciated

How do I go to school regularly if going to school makes me feel drained out? Whenever I'm in school, I just feel so drained and depressed. Being surrounded by a bunch of people who I have nothing in common with nor do I have any respect for makes me feel like shit. Like when I'm alone at home I feel fine most of the time, but when I'm alone in a group where everyone else is talking and having fun it just feels like I'm being outcasted.

I try to put on a fake loud and obnoxious persona which I cringe at a lot but I feel like it's the only way people give me attention. I make the worst jokes but since people give me attention for it I can't stop it. I want to have genuine conversations with people but all convos I have with the people in my school feel fake asf and superficial. I genuinely do not understand wtf do my classmates even talk about. I have one friend who's the only empathetic person I know who is very social too so I asked him what people talk about and he said they basically gossip about things. Gossiping goes against my values so I don't know if I should compromise and start gossiping so I could get attention from people but I feel like it'll just make me feel more drained out because then I'll feel more fake.

I have so many interests like art, editing, gym, animation, movies, gaming, etc but not a single person in my class likes to talk about those things with me. I can talk about things like self improvement, conspiracy theories, film/gaming theories, philosophy, paranormal stuff or literally anything for hours and I'm a good listener too but people don't show interest in it idk why. I have even started to watch some more mainstream youtubers so I'll connect with others more but it didn't work. I'm very talented in art and I often draw comics in my class to entertain others but no-one even seems to show interest in my art even though I always make sure to show interest in other people's hobbies.

To cope with all this I'm absent a lot which just makes shit worse because then I miss out on a lot of things and people forget about me more. I know I shouldn't run from my problems like this but I really don't know what to do. This also makes me miss out on my studies a lot which makes my mom sad and I don't want to see her sad. It's not even like I'm unfunny because when I'm around people I'm comfortable with like my cousin I'm very charismatic and funny. My cousin is the only person I have actual convos with and the only person I have common interests with since we grew up basically watching all the same youtubers.

I feel like I'm not even human anymore I'm just an alien in a human costume trying my best to act like a human but failing so hard. I think the only solution I have left is to turn off my feelings and just go to school instead of bitching about it to make my mom proud and read comics/mangas to distract myself from other people and find comfort in fictional characters instead.

Tldr: I want to go to school regularly but going to school and seeing others having fun while I try my best to talk to them but get ignored makes me feel like shit and I became absent a lot to cope with it and it is impacting my studies.

Please tell me if you relate I'll love to hear about your stories too and what you do to not feel bad at school. Please also give advice if you can I'll appreciate it a lot.

A very close friend (female) of mine today suffered from a fate no girl should ever face.

She is a 2026 neetard, and hence usse apne Ghar se door Nanded, Maharashtra me uske parents ne bhej Diya hai for neet prep. Wo waha hostel pe rehti hai and everything is kinda average except one thing, some mf Chapris who tease her jab wo coaching jaati hai.

Aaj wo coaching jaa rahi thi afternoon 4 baje ke aaspas, ek choti si gali se, uske saath uska cousin bhi tha. Waha kuch aawara chapriyo ne usse cheda.

1.uske mooh par cigarette ka dhua maara

2. Usse touch karne ki koshish ki

3. Jab wo bhaagne lagi toh usse kinda dhamkaya ki "aaj toh Jaa Rahi hai, kal dekhlunga" and all

4. Uske cousin ne usse bachane ka try Kiya toh usse gandi gandi gaaliya di

5. Some people would say usne kya pehna tha, bohot modest kapde pehne the. Jab wo scarf pehenti hai toh usse tease karte hai ki "kya aakhe hai, aakhe aisi hai toh andar se kya hi dikhti hogi" types. Toh scarf is not an option to safe guard her.

Bhaiyas and Didis, mai aapse sab se humble request karna chahta hu ki aap apne experience se kuch toh solution dede iss samasya ka. My friend feels it's her fault ye sab ho raha hai, which is not. It is assertive that police me FIR lodge karna is not an option for her, for reasons unknown.

A. Agar koi aisa tarika ho jisse anonymous police complaint ho sake, regarding this matter, please let me know.

B. Agar koi tarika ho jisse aisa experience uske saath naa ho, please let me know.

C. Any other help would be appreciated.

Edit :- Uska cousin bhi ussi ke class me hai and bss wo dono hi hai waha akele, no family members and no relatives nearby. Uska main argument hai ki ek ladka karta toh complaint kar deti, but alag alag ladke roz chedte hai, kitno ki complaint kare wo?

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It's time to revert to old ways. (iykyk)

I like to ignore them as I know i can't change anyone's opinion and it will start an unnecessary argument.

I always dreamt about having an iPhone ever since I was a kid and I thought it was only for older people. I would always tell my parents to buy me one when I got older. All my friends and classmates had iPhone Pros and I on the contrary never had a phone ever in my life. I really wanted my first one to be a pink iPhone. I got the exact same phone I was drooling over just a few weeks ago and I was really happy for like... a day.

After that I did whatever I usually do, went to coaching, stressed about my scores in mocks, prepped for tests.

Am I ungrateful? no, I am really happy that I finaallyyyy got a phone after always being made fun of for not having one and I do understand that there are many people who don't have the same privileges that I do.

But, did it solve all my problems like I thought it would? no. All these things only excite you when you don't have it. Once you have it you'd now aim for something more exciting and it's a never ending cycle.

moral of the story: a price tag is, essential, just a tag.

i want to end my life because i live in a fucked up house and i am very lonely

basically the title. it's better if the song is about the loss/death of a person. english chalte hai, but hindi is preferred. do your worst <3

As the title says, when is the right time, AND when to focus on bodily appearances?
(im 15 btw)

Has anyone studied in Germany and is it true that the fees are less there ?