Pink v cut mbox pink10s are fake right? I thought it was a dark web thing

I’m not selling anything I’m not asking to buy anything I simply just want some homies to talk to about there usage

I always take promethazine when I'm doing opioids due to nausea and itchiness, for nausea it works 100% for me, however, the itchiness never go away (there were times that I was taking 20 promethazine pills almost every day and it still didn't work). Recently I heard about hydroxyzine, is it better than promethazine? Are there other strategies to make the itchiness go away?

I asked to hold a gram from him until your money comes, so like 2 days? he said yeah come on so I drove down to the cities. Mind you, I did NOT owe him any money at this point in time. Not that that would make this ok, but I felt I should disclose that before we go on.

He told me to get in the backseat when I get in the car, ok cool I just figured someone else was in the car sitting up front- nbd. Then, he locks the doors and drives away from where we parked. Again, at this point I don’t think anything is wrong... I figured he just didn’t want to sell in the same spot he had me park my car, he’s done it that way before, although he did let me sit up front that other time he drove away. 

Next he takes me to an alleyway (far enough from my car where I don’t remember how close it is to this new location so I wouldn’t have been able to walk ((or run)) and try to find it). He parks. Following that, he moves s both the driver’s seat and passenger seat all the way forward to the dash and makes sure the seat backs are folded forward.... at this point, I start checking to see if I can get out of this vehicle if I need to. Nope. Child lock is activated on the back doors. 

I have no idea wtf he’s trying to do, I’m confused and assume he just wanted leg room or something maybe he had to make more bags and needed room for the scale??? Who the fuck knows. 

He gets out, gets in the back seat, and takes out the blicky and points it directly at me. I’m staring down the barrel. I don’t know anything about guns, so I can’t tell if the safety is on or off but I’m looking directly at a handgun with an extended clip. I don’t have my pepper spray or your knife. I have no idea how the FUCK I’m going to defend myself and get out of this situation or try to get the blicky from him.  From there, he pulls his pants down then said,  “you know what to do if you want that.” He grabs me by the hair with one hand and holds my wrists behind my back with the other and tells me to “get to work”. The Blicky is pressed to my temple, he’s still holding my hair but not my wrists and right now I’m terrified. 

Then he (still holding my hair) pushes me onto the seat so that I’m face down. I’m crying and snot is running down my face. Then ripped my leggings off of my legs, and spreads my legs apart aggressively and inserts himself. Dry, and hard and fast. (Blicky still pressed to temple. I’m crying, scared to fuck, OH and sick as fuck also. Just praying it just stops and is over) he says things to me like:

“You little junkie whore.”

  “Your man’s in jail so this pussy is mine. I’ll take care of you; he can’t.”

 “Your man don’t need to know.”

 “He told me to take care of you while        he gone.”

“This what you get for wanting a front.”

“Fucking dope whore.”

“You’re such a little slut ain’t you.”

“Once you go black you neva go back.”

“You a cum dumpster dope fiend.”

It hurt really bad and he was a lot bigger than I expected (NOT in a good way) and like I said it fucking hurt. It was awful and I still keep crying over this. He went in completely dry. I have bruises on my wrists and legs, luckily he didn’t touch my me anywhere else.   

When he was done he got off of me, grabbed toilet paper that he keeps in his backseat and fucking handed me a HALF GRAM. 

I didn’t go to the hospital cause wtf am I gonna do? Walk in there and be like this man made a dope whore out of me. I don’t fucking know. But what I do know is that this wouldn’t have happened if my man wasn’t in the workhouse rn. He always did the business he always dealt with the plugs I usually just stayed in the car and let him do his thing and now I have to be the one who does the thing and I don’t fucking like that one bit. These plugs PREY UPON desperate junkies like me who want a front. They want to see how the fuck they can exploit them for more and more.

Personally, and this might be a hot ass take but I think opiate dealers who don’t do it themselves are a special kind of devil. Because they willingly contribute to the dope supply knowing damn well the fucking crisis that is the opioid epidemic. Idk don’t come for me in the comments.

I’m checking myself into treatment by the end of the week because baby this ain’t it and I told myself once I was getting fucked for dope or ever felt even close to having to do that it’s a fucking wrap and we’re done.

Is it normal for people who get high on opiates to become just unreasonably mean and triggered? And can’t even recognize that they are like that at all? Like just severely irritated by everything and anything, but yet it’s you that they say is the one always being mean? Like their whole existence and personality and even voice and tone just change. Is it who they really are and what they really think? Like how they say “a drunk person speaks sober thoughts?”

When my spouse gets high my brain and body goes into instant anxiety response knowing that I truly have to try to watch everything I say or do cause everything triggers to the high person so it’s become such a trauma response for me when my spouse gets high that sometimes I even get snappy when my spouse says something that’s actually not bad, just cause I’m so used to them always having a problem with what I say or do. if for example I drop something on accident it makes a loud noise and my spouse voices that I’m “purposely” being annoying or things like that

I gotta know if this is just the nature of the beast or if this is who my spouse really is and it just comes out when high cause they can’t control it, cause for real this shits about to send me over the ledge thinking I’m a truly worthless fucking human because of the constant bullshit when there’s drugs involved, which all stems from things that I say or do or how I respond etc is literally never the right thing. I feel like I can’t even simply exist as a flawed human that makes mistakes, I have to be perfect and that’s impossible cause I’m not, and no one is, but there is absolutely no understanding or forgiveness for me when my spouse is high. They’ve said some extremely hurtful things to me and about me that I’ll never forget but it’s like I have to pretend none of it ever happens cause for forbid I bring it up and try to figure out what the reason is or if it’s a true thought

I know Oxy works way better when eaten. But there’s something I love about busting a roxi down and lining it up with railing it. I know it’s kind of a waste but I love it. What’s some tips to convince myself not to sniff the roxis?

i have like barely any history with opioids, and the pills i have are 6mg. how many should i take to get a nice high?

I’ve not used heroin for 10 years and sometimes I’ll be walking around my village and I get a whiff of it and other times I’ll be in my house and I can smell it, I’ve never even used it in this house. Does this happen to anyone else? Or am I going crazy

https://youtube.com/shorts/WLuSq3sryTY?si=v_pqgxqClAadGKRM

I recently tried opium mixed in sweet tea. First day late a piece (0.5 gram). Smoked 0.2 grams mixed with a gram of high quality hash. Second day added 0.5 gram to boiling water and inhaled it like a vaporizer. Used 0.5 gram in the form on rectal suppository too. I have been a regular hash smoker for almost a year and half. The effect of opium was like the high of hash but multiplied 10 times. On hash I didn't have issues with cuming but on opium I couldn't cum even though with a strong hard-on.

Thave a great sex life (52 years old wife just turned 20). Both me and wife smoke hash on a regular basis and yes hash can extend my timing to 30 mins; Some times hours like from 11pm to 5 am the next morning) but never had any issues with cuming. I should not move forward in any form of opium whatsoever. Even the smell of it is a dark, velvety, purest smell of the dirt when the first rain hits the soil. Just plain intoxicating.

The opium in the video is one of its purest form from the northern areas of Pakistan and Afghanistan. I had a small Tom ford small vial where I crushed a few small chunks of the opium. The concoction smells heavenly Devine. I hear the bottle up from the bottom end and take a few sniffs of the stuff. Even though this the most loveliest and unforgettable smells I have ever smelled; I should quit doing that too. THIS THING IS PURE DEVIL © . Please stay away from it and if you have not tried it yet you are better off living a normal life or you are an occasional hash or weed smoker.

I was lazy, and paid the price. Last night I learned the importance of weighing your shots, the hard way. My arrogant asshat way of learning. I’m lucky I woke up.

Woke up next to two attempted-opened narcans, sprawled on the floor. The right side of my bottom lip was numb. My phone had been dropped a few feet an away, and was playing the same song that I had on repeat all day, “Never Lose That Feeling/Never Learn” by Swervedriver

as the title says my question is that If you could take morphine with an opiate that has naloxone in it? (not buprenorphin) could the naloxone start working?

I know a fella that IV’s the powder from the capsules, dissolved in water. Reckons it’s 4 times stronger.

I don’t fuck with veins, would it work IM ?or waste ?

Cheers

https://youtu.be/W-XARL7K-fo?si=KzDIGI55IL17eNW6

Been sober for a bit over 4 years now and have been wanting to make this for a while. I’ve shared it with some friends who have also lost loved ones to addiction and it seemed to move them. Hope this might possibly move someone here :)

can i jux pop a 80mg XR oxy and sip dhc meanwhile? or is there a better way to get high from those

I have pretty much zero tolerance to opioids at the moment. I took 200 mg ir a little over 3 hours ago, and although I still feel the sedating effects, I’m not really feeling much euphoria. Would it be worth it to take another 50-100 mg or would that be a waste?

My last dose of hydrocodone was 10 days ago. I took buprenorphine for 6 days to help with withdrawals. I've been off everything for 4 days, off the hydrocodone for 10 days and I don't know how much longer I can last. I have no energy, no hope, I can tell my brain is struggling to make its own dopamine since its been years since it had to. I can't stop thinking of taking a pill to make this feeling stop but I know I'll instantly regret it. I took hydrocodone for 10 years, daily for 3 years. Not a huge dose, like 50mg a day. How long before I feel "normal" again?

Has anyone ever heard of these little grey pills with just R80 in black text on one side, it’s kind of got a weird shell and the inside is not the same feeling as a normal pill when you chew it, just wondering if anyone has any input

it wont let me show a pic but i was able to get tussadryl off some grocery store in the east coast, same name same box looks like what my homie is tryna sell me for 3x the price, I put my real info and addy for shipping and it took the money from my account. yall think im getting foreign drank to my door or the DEA?

Are rc opioids passable as real oxy ? I have “Italian oc 80s “ and trying to figure out if they are real . I think they maybe real but not sure . I peel the coat and chew a 10th or so at a time

i thought i would've had it under control like all the drugs ive done before.. but its so easy to abuse it every single day and have no one suspect that you're high. i used to only do it during the night, and when id run out i waited for a few weeks to use again. now it's daily and i need to take my kit with me when i go out (credit card, pill and razor cus i snort) and do it secretly in public or my friends washrooms. no one would want to hangout with me if they knew about this so i cant tell anyone also cus im just so ashamed.

my friends and parents thinks ive been clean because ive been going to addiction therapy but in reality i was using during that time too and lying to my therapist and everyone around me. ive recently just quit therapy as well.

i used to never consider it an addiction because i had enough self control in the past with other drugs. a few days ago my dealer stopped replying and yesterday i had the worst withdrawals of my life. i finally consider it as an addiction now. my dealer responded and i just couldnt help myself. this shit is hell.

I just picked up a pint of syrup for literally cheap as chips (posted a pic in another sub cause this one doesn’t allow it) my question is if I got it over here in Australia for less than fifty what would the same bottle be worth in the states ?

To clarify I am a female and no matter how many times I take breaks from perc 5mg, I instead get urinary retention as in a whole catheter bag strapped for 1 day. I tried running the tap and wait till the drug wears off but I stilll can't pee!!!! I used to take 5mg percs before without this being an issue. ugh someone help please.

I’ve been through the circuit twice with kratom. My second bout started with a packet to last me the weekend and turned into a 2.5 year problem. By the end I was doing benadryl + fruit juice + 10g then topping off with OPMS black. I was doing this every two days.

I have been abusing oxy on and off for about 8 months. Because of a few years of hard work + career opportunities, money is no longer a serious issue. Rent and bills are paid well in advance and my wife is treated quite well. I can’t give away details but I am exposed to people who also do these substances and know dealers for anything you’d ever need - making it hard to cut off plugs. I thought I was spending a lot on kratom until I realized how much I love oxycodone. The way I justify spending ridiculous amounts of money makes no sense to me when sober and I just want to hear it from others with the same experience.

This past month I spent about 700 on oxy, using 30-45mg multiple times per week. I keep my use sporadic enough that the financial side of things are really my only worry. I haven’t experienced withdrawals longer than a few hours except once since I started. It isn’t a problem right now but I know in due time that despite my situation, my oxy habit is going to seriously affect my finances longterm with the rate it has picked up already.

Also my wife knows I do oxy but she doesn’t know all of this.

Tell me what I already know and where this is heading because I really don’t want to believe it.

Does the feeling compare? Trying to figure out if one would realize by the high/feeling or not ..

As I mentioned in the previous post, I have been experimenting with the 2 mg orange bups in water with an old nasal spray bottle. What I’ve worked better is to just find some type of small cap or something and take a very small amount of water and let the pills sit in there and dissolve, then I’ll take a milliliter syringe and shoot it into the nose. Works great this way because it’s all at one instead of multiple sprays sometimes 20 sprays it would take. Also they only work so long they get gunked up from the bup.

All that being said no matter how you do it water is the way to go with these guys , definitely at doubles what you feel, of course takes away how long it lasts.

My study is now complete thank you 😂

Embarrassing post, but whatever. The weird thing is sugar made me feel better slightly, but I'm also still slightly sick. Is it opioid induced hypoglycemia? Is it the other poppy alkaloids? ANY OTHER opioid has NEVER done this to me. I'm like wtf? Any diabetics in here? Recently got my blood work done and they said my blood sugar was high. Very confusing.

I've been on 4mg prescription Dilaudid for a couple of years and for a long time they stopped working for my pain at all, (they used to kick in around 15 minutes to 2 hours), but suddenly for about the past week I just get a really bad high feeling (confusion, dizziness, nauseated, headache, body achiness) around 3 or 4 hours, when it's almost time for my next dose, and I've been having to wait to take my next dose until the high goes away. I don't know why this would happen or what I can do about it, if anything, but I figured this might be a good place to ask about it.

ETA: Sorry if there's confusion, I'm not looking to get a better high or anything, I personally can't stand the high it's giving me right now, I just don't know why it's happening all of a sudden, I don't use it for recreational purposes.

hello! thanks to some advice I got on this sub in the past, I found the courage to get treatment and now I have been clean for over two months. I turn 21 in a couple weeks, I don’t like getting older and I’m scared that I’m not ready for real adulthood, especially without drugs as a comfort blanket. I’m on subutex/temgesic and I feel weak sometimes because everyday I fight the thought of taking more than my dose for a little buzz. my rehab place also put me on prozac, maybe that’s helping me more than I realise. I hope so :)

without opiates slowly I’m beginning to find happiness in things I did before I started using :) seeing other people share how long they have been clean for has helped me a lot and gives me hope so I thought maybe it could do that for someone else

Which one has more euphoria or a better high in general, is it even worth ordering odsmt I've heard pretty mixed opinions