/r/MuslimSupportGroup

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This subreddit is for users seeking emotional support who are suffering from thoughts of suicide, depression, and anxiety. Requests for advice and help related to other issues such as OCD, overthinking, and such are also welcome.

Welcome to r/MuslimSupportGroup

Peace be upon you and welcome to r/MuslimSupportGroup!

The purpose of this subreddit is to offer emotional support to Muslims from an Islamic perspective who are going through difficult emotional times or suffering from other mental issues.

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Related Subreddits

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  • r/IslamicStudies/ - Dedicated to the academic study of Islam.

  • r/Muslim - A place for Muslim communities of all kinds.

  • r/MuslimMarriage - A place to discuss Islamic marriage issues.

  • /r/Hijabis - For the sisters.

  • /r/Converts - For converts to Islam.

  • /r/Recitation - For recitation of the Qur’an.

  • /r/IndianMuslims - A place for discussions around our brothers and sisters in India.

  • /r/Izlam - A place for halal memes!

  • /r/EatingHalal - A place to share tips on eating halal!

  • /r/MuslimNofap - A place for Muslims seeking help and support in abstaining from pornography and masturbation.

  • /r/MuslimsWithHSV - For Muslims diagnosed with HSV (herpes simplex virus). A place to connect and find support from other Muslims who are faced with the same situation.

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Duas for anxiety and stress related to Gaza.

Assalamalaikum. Can anybody suggest duas for anxiety and stress. I get extreme anxiety at times reading about the current situation in Gaza.

5 Comments
2024/11/08
23:40 UTC

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Please offer advice - in a difficult situation with father and about to go on Umrah

My father was having an argument with my sister, they were both screaming at each other and yes I was involved but I was also trying to diffuse the situation.

My sister and I eventually got up and he was still visibly really angry, so to create more space between them I shut the door and he went absolutely ballistic.

He basically charged at me and was trying to hit me, holding me really aggressively. I was trying my best to hold him off but eventually he backed me into a corner and honestly I didn’t know how far he was about to take it. My sister and mother did try to get him away but he remained so angry.

I’m seriously so upset and I can’t even look at my father, he is trying to apologise but I am just not ready yet. He has only apologised over text then tried to hug me forcibly to get me to hug him back, so no real apology. Then it also brings me guilt for being angry at/scared of my father.

This stems to something else - we are, as a family, about to go on Umrah in just over a week’s time and he is the only male in my family, ie the only mehram. I don’t want to go on umrah being angry with him so i really don’t know what to do.

Please pray for me and offer any advice, thank you

2 Comments
2024/11/08
23:17 UTC

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Dua for someone whos house burned down

As-salamu alaikum brothers and sisters

Someone's house burned down, please make dua so that Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala helps them and guides them

May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala help every muslim and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala grant jannah to deceased muslims and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala reward you for this

Stay safe and read the dua of leaving the house

Bismillaahi, tawakkaltu 'alallaahi, wa laa hawla wa laa quwwata' illaa billaah.

In the name of Allah, I trust in Allah; there is no might and no power but in Allah

Thank you all

❤️

1 Comment
2024/11/08
18:40 UTC

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Resentment towards grandma (I can't be good to her)

Hi everyone. I converted to Islam 4 years ago. Before Islam, I had a lot of resentment towards my grandma. I tried to be better to her after Islam but I just can't. The only solution I can see is to move out of this house completely and forever and not to look back even once (i don't have money to move out for now, unfortunately).

She always judged me a lot, and criticize me for everything. Even the way I walk it's a problem for her. Plus, she always says really bad things and calls me very very bad names. She doesn't have any respect for me and well this made me have no respect for her either (Yes i understand you must respect your elders in Islam but how can I respect someone I have resentment towards and continues to JUDGE ME always). I end up screaming with her. She says I'm a demon and I will pay for all my sins. I'm not a bad person, but i can't be good to her. She is bad for me and it doesnt allow me to be good. I just want to cut contact forever with her. My resentment is huge and there is no way of healing this resentment. I just ask Allah to forgive me. I feel so much trapped.

2 Comments
2024/11/08
15:48 UTC

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Dua for me for my exam

I need prayers for my exam

Assalamualikum , i am an engineering student i just wrote my exams and ngl i am pretty scared for the upcoming results , my cgpa isnt that high so i put a lot of work into this semester to rry and get back up but i still need your duas and InSha Allah , Allah will come through for me

And remeber : In Saheeh Muslim and Sunan Ibn Majah, it is narrated from Abu Darda that the Prophet (sallallahu alaihi wa-sallam) said, ‘The Dua of a person for his Muslim brother in his absence will be answered. At his head there is an angel, and every time he prays for him for something good, the angel who has been appointed to be with him, says, ‘Ameen, may you have likewise.' , May Allah increase our understanding and Knowledge insha Allaj

2 Comments
2024/11/08
10:09 UTC

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Dua for a sick man

As-salamu alaikum brothers and sisters

Please make dua for this sick man in my country whos mother is sick and his father died, may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala help them and guide them, ameen

And may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala help every muslim and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala grant jannah to deceased muslims and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala reward you all for this, ameen

Stay safe and always read the dua of leaving the house

Bismillaahi, tawakkaltu 'alallaahi, wa laa hawla wa laa quwwata' illaa billaah.

In the name of Allah, I trust in Allah; there is no might and no power but in Allah

Thank you all ❤️

1 Comment
2024/11/08
08:47 UTC

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Ocd/intrusive thoughts.

Hello brothers and sisters lately I have been dealing with intrusive thoughts. I'll describe the latest ones.

Scenario: I envision that I go to a trip in Brazil (alone or individually) and I have the intrusive thought to quit someone's phone (not because I steal but because of intrusion). And they get aggressive with me and decide to murder me off with a machete or at gun point.

Now, this is far away from who I am and what I do. But it still bothers my mind 24/7. Please if you do not mind me venting in dm send me a message.

2 Comments
2024/11/08
08:34 UTC

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I dont want to be alive

I dont get why my life is so depressing and lonely im literally 14 my life has been the same since i was 10 i struggle with so many things and no one understands me.

I can barely talk to people without stuttering or muddling up my words and im rlly quiet, im super deaf , im awkward, im stupid,im ugly and im an horrible person idk what to do about myself.

i also have so much other things happening like I barely even have contact with my cousins auntys and uncles cuz they dont like my parents so i barely hang out with people. also everything around me keeps breaking the showers been broken for a while the tv is broken the doors broken everything keeps breaking.my dad says its because of black magic and evil eye and hes been doing ruqayah and stuff like that but i dont even know if thats working because hws been doing it for a while. i dont have belief or trust in anything anymore tbh

ive tried reading quran and praying a bunch but its honestly not working everyone ive talked to always say to be patient and that it will get better but it literally gets worse and worse day by day. i struggle so much with islam. i was born into islam but even a convert practices islam better than me. im so pathetic i dont even know why allah made me in the first place.

0 Comments
2024/11/08
00:18 UTC

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My experience

Assalamu alaikum wa rahmatu Allah wabarakatuh I'm born Muslim I didn't practice it until I was 18 I had during the first months of commitment of my religion struggles

I tried to be near to God and as much I tried it went harder and harder because I started to have bad thoughts wich I tried to hide it and doubts to my religion I was so desperate

I was in in massive depression that I wished I didn't exist

I was so naive that I didn't realise that it was a test Allah was testing me And I was blind to the verse: Do people think they will be left alone to say, "We believe," without being tested?

Allah wanted see if I'm being honest to him and if I really wanted to be near to him I remember one thing that I said back then I said Allah I really want that you exist even with these bad thoughts even if you don't exist (I know you will be laughing at this for me being ridiculous but believe me I didn't recognize that this all is the devil actions) I will live Muslim and die Muslim I felt very relieved and I always asked him to give me a sign at that time I said to him even if you don't show it to me I will be with you always till I die

And you know what after months he showed to me it was a miracle I can't tell it but believe me if Allah knows that you really want to be with him he will help you but the thing is you'll be tested in that test try to be with him don't talk to people talk to him cry in front of him tell him its hard for you Believe me you will succeed it is about the heart my sisters what is the difference between believers and disbelievers its the hearts if Allah knows in your heart good and honesty that you want to know him you want your reason of existence he will help you and take you easily from the dark and ease the hardships you're tested in until you succeed

I hope this open your eyes on things you're dealing with sometimes we forgot this and we stuck deep in the sadness we feel like its us being near to Allah but its completely the opposite I felt in my hardships more near to Allah and loved by him than the easy and comfort days dont give up

Remember there There is no escape from God except to Him no one will escape him even if you're away of him you won't be away after dead so live with him die with him so after life he will be with you

My name is Nada from Morocco I will try to help you as much as I can I'm born Muslim I didn't practice it until I was 18 I had during the first months of commitment of my religion struggles

I tried to be near to God and as much I tried it went harder and harder because I started to have bad thoughts wich I tried to hide it and doubts to my religion I was so desperate

I was in in massive depression that I wished I didn't exist

I was so naive that I didn't realise that it was a test Allah was testing me And I was blind to the verse: Do people think they will be left alone to say, "We believe," without being tested?

Allah wanted see if I'm being honest to him and if I really wanted to be near to him I remember one thing that I said back then I said Allah I really want that you exist even with these bad thoughts even if you don't exist (I know you will be laughing at this for me being ridiculous but believe me I didn't recognize that this all is the devil actions) I will live Muslim and die Muslim I felt very relieved and I always asked him to give me a sign at that time I said to him even if you don't show it to me I will be with you always till I die

And you know what after months he showed to me it was a miracle I can't tell it but believe me if Allah knows that you really want to be with him he will help you but the thing is you'll be tested in that test try to be with him don't talk to people talk to him cry in front of him tell him its hard for you Believe me you will succeed it is about the heart my sisters what is the difference between believers and disbelievers its the hearts if Allah knows in your heart good he will help you and take you easily from the dark and ease the hardships you're tested in until you succeed

I hope this open your eyes on things you're dealing with sometimes we forgot this and we stuck deep in the sadness we feel like its us being near to Allah but its completely the opposite I felt in my hardships more near to Allah and loved by him than the easy and comfort days dont give up

Remember there There is no escape from God except to Him no one will escape him even if you're away of him you won't be away after dead so live with him die with him so after life he will be with you

Always ask Allah from the bottom of your heart to let you with him in easiest life where there is fitnah and the hardships when there is ibtilae

Believe me this duaas are the main fact for our sabr in hardship and ease sometimes how can I be this patient when I'm in reality so weak and I forget about the prayer my duaas to be always with him to take the hardships away from me it's miracle and that's the mercy of Allah we as humans forgot about our toughest days imagine our sincere prayers we forgot about it by time but Allah never forgets All praise to God

May Allah help us strenghten us and take us from this life Muslims and believers Good believers

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2024/11/08
00:13 UTC

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My friend is kinda interested in Islam

As-salamu alaikum brothers and sisters

Please make dua that Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala guides my friend and his family, Alhamdulillah he wants to go to Jummah In Sha Allah with me, and he already fixed his life in some ways,

May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala help every muslim and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala grant jannah to deceased muslims and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala reward you all for this

Stay safe

❤️

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2024/11/07
21:10 UTC

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Dua for my sick neighbor

As-salamu alaikum brothers and sisters Please make dua for my sick neighbor who has extremely intense coughs, make dua so that Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala helps him and guides him

May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala help every muslim and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala grant jannah to deceased muslims and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala reward you all for this, ameen

Stay safe ❤️

3 Comments
2024/11/07
19:31 UTC

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How to forgive relatives for not reaching out after parent passed

Salam,

I’m seeking advice on how to forgive some of my family and relatives who have not reached out when my dad died. Specifically, my cousins, some older, some my age and younger on my mom’s side. I thought I was on good terms with all of my cousins and relatives but I’m hurt and disappointed that they didn’t reach out and give condolences when he passed. To give some context, my dad passed overseas and they weren’t able to travel for his janazah which I understand and don’t hold anything against them for that especially considering how expensive everything is rn. However, the problem is that they didn’t even call or text me when he passed and I know that they know bc their parent called and gave their condolences and even though, their parent said that they’ve prayed and made dua for my dad, it would’ve been nice if they actually texted or called me. I know that some people feel uncomfortable with death and grief but as Muslims, I feel like we already have a template on how to give condolences to others by saying something like: May Allah have mercy and forgive him. But it’s been crickets for the past few months. It’s especially hard because I’ve been there for them, when no other relatives were present for them, I was there when they were sick, For their graduations and birthdays and I think that’s why it’s especially hard that they weren’t even able to send a simple text. I know everyone is busy with work, college, and grad school but it’s crazy that strangers on the internet have been there for me more than some of my own relatives. I haven’t seen them in person yet but have them on social media and I just know that my other relatives will pressure me to talk to them bc I’m older than them but I’m finding it hard to forgive them, I know I eventually will but not in the near future, unless we have a conversation about it. Also, am I overreacting or expecting too much from them? I feel quite conflicted.

2 Comments
2024/11/07
16:02 UTC

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Please Pray for Me

Salaam,

I feel pretty hopeless and overwhelmed so I have come here to seek support. I have a very big medical school licensing exam coming up this coming Monday. It is vital that I pass this exam, as I have already failed once, and my practice scores this time have been very inconsistent. I usually am a good student so I am not sure why I am having so much difficulty with this exam in particular. I have been making dua but I cannot shake this anxiety and fear that I will fail in this next and final attempt as I apply to residency programs. Please make dua for me and keep me in your prayers!

8 Comments
2024/11/06
18:53 UTC

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Dua for my friend who has trouble standing up for fajr

As-salamu alaikum brothers and sisters

Please make dua for my friend who has trouble waking up for fajr

May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala help every muslim and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala grant jannah to deceased muslims and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala reward you all Ameen

Thank you

Please stay safe ❤️

2 Comments
2024/11/06
18:49 UTC

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Dua for a sick man in my country

As-salamu alaikum brothers and sisters Please make dua for this man so that Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala helps and guides him and his family, he fell from a height and has problems

May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala help every muslim and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala grant jannah to deceased muslims and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala reward you all

Ameen

Thank you all, please stay safe and always read the dua of leaving the house

Bismillaahi, tawakkaltu 'alallaahi, wa laa hawla wa laa quwwata' illaa billaah.

In the name of Allah, I trust in Allah; there is no might and no power but in Allah

❤️

2 Comments
2024/11/06
17:52 UTC

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please make dua/pray for me

Asalamalakim everyone, please make dua that my liver and blood tests go smooth and I am healthy. May Allah grant each and everyone of you shifa and accept every single one of ur duas. Jazakallahkhair.

7 Comments
2024/11/06
17:13 UTC

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Please make duah for me :)

Anybody reading this... please make duah for me, the angels will make duah upon you. Please make duah that my duas are answered. May Allah reward all of you and put us all on the straight path.

Jazakallah khair 💕

3 Comments
2024/11/05
23:20 UTC

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Update on the girl that had the bus accident.

As-salamu alaikum brothers and sisters Please make dua for her that Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala helps her and guides her and her family and saves them from sin

She had a dream where she was walking❤️

May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala help every muslim and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala grant jannah to deceased muslims and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala reward you all

Ameen

Thank you all, please stay safe

❤️

0 Comments
2024/11/05
20:57 UTC

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Someone I know, their mother has cancer

As-salamu alaikum brothers and sisters

Please make dua for this woman that has cancer, may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala guide her and her family, may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala help every muslim and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala grant jannah to deceased muslims and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala reward you all, ameen

Thank you all and stay safe

❤️

2 Comments
2024/11/05
19:40 UTC

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Extreme waswas.

Hello everyone I suffer from extreme waswas in which I imagine different scenarios that I'll describe below.

  1. I imagine that a classmate bullies me so hard and I take my anger on my mother. I end up grabbing a knife and stabbing her and she dies.

  2. I imagine that everyone is against me. Like my community and they do major terrible things to me meanwhile I am disabled.

  3. I am in a public real tv competition of questions and I end up masturbat*on in public because I have my mind elsewhere. Like I am not mentally there.

  4. Think of being the chosen one responsible to save an wealthy arab mans mother by just moving a palenque and my waswas incite me to kill her while moving by wrongly and smiling at the scene.

And I know that waswas is just innocent and the thoughts wont be sins unless you act upon it. But I am so scared that I may be doing that in the future. And I wanted to ask some things.

  1. If I ever committed the first scenario actions would I be able to get forgiveness from Allah Swt in my life?

2.How to reduce waswas?

3 Comments
2024/11/05
13:27 UTC

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I’m tired. I’m just getting tired with life

I am once more here after another post due to suicidal thoughts but now it’s really pushing it.

The water valve which connects to a certain pipe which is leaking is now broken and I can’t stop the water valve at all (I’ve tried numerous times on trying to stop it) so now my house has no water at all.

My university studies are getting worse and worse and worse. I’m getting too emotional, I’m getting too pissed at everything. I feel irritated with everything. I have no one.

As of today this afternoon (it’s 8:40 PM as I type this). I managed to somehow injure my muscle on my left leg where I felt it pulling, I’m unable to walk around limping now because my left foot (I broke it on the 25th of December 2023) improperly healed and so the bone is incorrectly aligned. It’s not acting up and I feel pain when I put pressure.

I’m alone at home with my pets and I just feel like life is getting shit for me. I can’t handle it anymore. While trying to close the valve again I just… blew up. I started to bang the remnants of the valve with a hammer while swearing my lungs out. The valve is gone. I can’t even turn on the water as it’s just going to gush out of that opening. I can’t take wudu because there’s no water, I can’t shower, I can’t use the bathroom. I just want to go into my car and ram something and die. Why do I have all this now? Why now?

5 Comments
2024/11/05
12:44 UTC

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Dua for my friends sick sister

As-salamu alaikum brothers and sisters

Please make dua that Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala cures my friends young sister and guides them all to islam May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala help every muslim and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala grant jannah to deceased muslims, and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala reward you all Ameen

Stay safe ❤️

1 Comment
2024/11/05
08:45 UTC

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Pray for me

I have my first extremely significant exam this morning and i have more over the course of 2 weeks please keep me in your prayers!

3 Comments
2024/11/05
05:19 UTC

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If you're having thoughts about your dua

https://youtu.be/2bY2eOppKJI?si=-QW0p6ubcQAY03mD

As-salamu alaikum brothers and sisters

I recommend watching this video about dua May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala help every muslim and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala grant jannah to deceased muslims and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala accept our duas and make it all good for us at the best time

Stay safe everyone ❤️

1 Comment
2024/11/04
19:17 UTC

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I need help please

So idk how to start but I pray and always try to become better, but I have strong gay urges and I am not even convinced by it like if i wasnt muslim id still not lik it . so i dont know how to deal with those because its more than urges like even in my wet dreams I dream that Im getting treated like a women in sexual relationship, help please and I will pray for all of you in each prayer

6 Comments
2024/11/04
17:36 UTC

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Why Allah's test are so different for each person

I've born suffering even living in the west, my dad is a narcissist person who abuse us physically, verbally and financially.

We had a period while my mom was looking for food in the trash overnight while my dad is playing with his phone.

I went to a school that use uniform. But I never renovate my skirt uniform so I've ended up going to the school with a skirt full of holes.

I suffered abuses from other ppl. So as my dad doesn't care about us we are always kicked out from rented house because he denied to pay thr rent. So we ended sharing house with other people.

Now that I'm older I'm dealing with all this trauma. While my dad is still living with us being totally absent. He only cares about him being feeding with food that he doesn't pay in a rent that he doesn't pay, just sleeping like always.

He is there worrying about which children will take care of him when he gets old, because none of us are comfortable with him, also he doesn't make the effort to know us.

He doesn't know our age, the things we like, if we are okey in a healthy way.

About religion, also he doesn't care about that. He only prays when there is visit in home. He is not worry if we pray or not (I've learnt to pray with a YouTube video)

And we were not poor as I thought, He has money all this fucking time. But he refuses to invest it on us, and always he quits his job to be sleeping.

So my question is, why I have to suffer all of this, when other people have it easily and still are good person.

I'm really tired of this life, I'm just existing here, there is no satisfaction in this horrible life. I've never experience calmness or happiness in my childhood.

The only thing I've learnt is even they are your parents they can hate you, family isn't everything in this world we just share the blood, I have to keep my promises and not to be a liar, and my children wouldn't experience that and neither be with their grandparents for a long time because they are the worst ppl to take care of a children.

Is this the life I've should be thankful for??

2 Comments
2024/11/04
11:19 UTC

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How should I help my friend ?

0 Comments
2024/11/04
09:37 UTC

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Someone wants to leave islam

As-salamu alaikum brothers and sisters

Please make dua for this one person that wants to leave islam due to their life being very difficult

May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala guide them, may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala help every muslim and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala grant jannah to deceased muslims Ameen

Thank you all

Please stay safe❤️

2 Comments
2024/11/04
08:19 UTC

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Dua for my friends brother

As-salamu alaikum brothers and sisters

Please make dua that Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala guides my friends brother and family aswell as mine

He is such a good muslim may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala only make him better ameen

His brother has gone of the path very much, which is more appealing to the western lifestyle

We live in a muslim country

May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala help every muslim and may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala grant jannah to deceased muslims

May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala reward you for this Ameen

Stay safe

Thank you all

❤️

1 Comment
2024/11/04
11:41 UTC

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Why Allah's test are so different for each person

I've born suffering and living in the west, my dad is a narcissist person who abuse us physically, verbally and financially.

We had a period while my mom was looking for food in the trash overnight while my dad is playing with his phone.

I went to a school that use uniform. But I never renovate my skirt uniform so I've ended up going to the school with a skirt full of holes.

I suffered abuses from other ppl. So as my dad doesn't care about us we are always kicked out from rented house because he denied to pay thr rent. So we ended sharing house with other people.

Now that I'm older I'm dealing with all this trauma. While my dad is still living with us being totally absent. He only cares about him being feeding with food that he doesn't pay in a rent that he doesn't pay, just sleeping like always.

He is there worrying about which children will take care of him when he gets old, because none of us are comfortable with him, also he doesn't make the effort to know us.

He doesn't know our age), the things we like, if we are okey in a healthy way.

About religion, also he doesn't care about that. He only prays when there is visit in home. He is not worry if we pray or not (I've learnt to pray with a YouTube video)

And we were not poor as I thought, He has money all this time. But he refuses to invest it on us, and always he quits his job to be sleeping.

So my question is, why I have to suffer all of this, when other people have it easily and still are good person.

I'm really tired of this life, I'm just existing here, there is no satisfaction in this horrible life. I've never experience calmness or happiness in my childhood.

The only thing I've learnt is even they are your parents they can hate you, family isn't everything in this world we just share the blood, I have to keep my promises and not to be a liar, and my children wouldn't experience that and neither be with their grandparents for a long time because they are the worst ppl to take care of a children.

Is this the life I've should be thankful for??

9 Comments
2024/11/04
11:23 UTC

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