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I haven't eaten in three days, I'm so weak I can't move, the bed is filled with blood. I'm going to do just what the people over at r/ShitRedditSays and r/GamerGhazi want me to do, and die. Starve to death and suffer, just like u/IqtaanQalunaaurat said: "Let him stave. Let him suffer." Leftists believe this: " Fuck him. Let him beg and starve on the street." Leftism requires me to kill myself.

They call me mayo and mayosapien and mayocide and I know I have to cut off all my white skin to be good again I pass out and wake up and the pain never stops but I deserve it because I'm white.

After much consternation and inner debate, and much education on the issues of social justice and Leftism, I have come to a conclusion: it is ethically necessary to end my own life. I've been to the hospital now, fearful of my own life, but I have been assured by social justice advocates that this is acceptable, because when I see comments like "men are trash" or "kill all men" I must realize that it is acceptable for me to feel suicidal and in fear of my life because I have what is called privilege. My privilege means that it is acceptable for my daily function to be essentially impossible because I am afraid of being physically attacked. Because of course, as we all know, pacifism is only acceptable unless the target is a "Conservative Christian" as Iqtaan said in r/ GamerGhazi. LEt's not forget when r/ wak90 said that Republican voters deserved to die in a hurricane.​Statements made by social justice activists, feminists, leftists and other various associated groups have left me with no choice but to conclude that my life is utterly worthless and I should end it. Things the above user has said, like: "It thinks it's people, but its not", "whites aren't people", "in whites, the cispeen, not the brain is the seat of cognition", "whites/Europeans are an infestation",

"Aside from every worthless white on Reddit, you mean?

How many Christians are in detention camps?Not enough of them. Start with Pence.", that whites are "rabid animals", "

SterilizeCisWhiteMales2018", "whites were a mistake",

"Neither whites nor incels are people",

"Being a Republican doesn't mean you deserve to die or be homeless, either.I dunno, given the amount of harm Republicans have caused in the world..." "It's not like whites are people" and of course

"Because whites aren't people, and South African whites even less so." , "True. If only there was some sort of government initiative to control their[White people] population... for their own good and the good of society, of course.Still, it's not worth pitying them. Nits make lice.""Whites are objectively fragile, bigoted, and bad for the very survival of the planet and actual human beings.Do keep up."14 or more people upvoted those last three statemenst, which means there are at least 14 people who agree with that statement, and such a statement is read as correct by that community. In fact, searching terms like "white", "male", "cispeen", "Republican", "conservative", and various other things in that community make obvious an extreme hatred toward those things and an obvious immorality of those things. For this reason, I am going to kill myself. I know my cispeen should be mutilated and torn up just like my arms are, i get close to doing it sometimes, so close, no one can see the cuts on my thighs. You all want me to suffer, you all want me to mutilate myself and kill myself, its obvious because I see the words you write and I iterate over those sentences like a Turing machine and understand their meaning, I know they are talking about me because it is logically necessary. When they say they hate whites they want me to kill myself, they're glad everytime I cry and cut too deep, I can feel them mocking me in my head. I have to look everyday to see what that user posted because they are in my head telling me all these things wanting me to kill myself. When they say they want me to be afraid and to be uncomfortable they love the voices laughing in my head telling me they're going to come into my apartment and rape me and shoot me and kill my family. They don't want me to have mental health assistance because that is privilege and all of those things they say about me cannot possibly imply they want anything other than suffering. It is logically and semantically impossible to see what they say about white people, men, Republicans, etc. either in their communities or on Twitter (I have 50,000+ such examples, I compulsively collect them daily) and think there is anything else for me to do than to commit suicide. That they want anything else. An alien with only an English dictionary could figure it out. I'm going to execute myself with a 9mm Glock brand handgun, as that is one of the most effective ways to end one's own life (baring a shotgun, which I do not have access to). Goodbye, Goodluck, and goodnight. T-R-M-P.