I have a bad habit of self harm. I punch myself. Usually in my face. I’ve broken bones before. Usually it’s due to stress and just losing control. I’ve been pretty good lately. But some recent things have got me really wanting to just punish myself. I’m hoping I can avoid it because I really don’t wanna hurt myself again but I’m just so pissed at myself.

I think I'm gonna relapse

I am so scared. I don’t want to tell my family or friends. I don’t know how to stay sober. I need help.

So its 3 days now since i relapsed on day 82 but the things i have noticed is im lacking alot of strength during workout also my legs are hurting after cardio it never happened before when i was on streak but still i will get through this toughtime #fuckpornographyporn

Things are gonna fall apart inevitably if I just hide it until I can’t anymore and then talk to someone. I finally built my life back a little bit - not a whole lot - but I have something to lose this time and ugh I’m just stuck between pride/confidence/fear. DM me if u can think u can help talk to me or just give me ideas. I have no reason to be accountable right now since my drug testing isn’t happening. I’ve never had this freedom or “hall pass” since I started trying to get clean in 2012. Yikes.

I used to go around and whore myself out online for attention. I did it for 6-7 years. I got taken advantage of during that time, but I also met someone that inspired me to stop. He became my BF and because he gave me the attention I craved, I stopped doing it. I didn’t have to sext, send dirty pics, anything like that unless I wanted to. Strangers were no longer able to see my naked body.

....turns out he cheated on me. I left him and that attention is gone again. I want it back and I am tempted beyond belief to do it again. It’s not healthy for me, but I just feel unwanted, ugly, and abandoned. I just don’t know what to do. I don’t want to break, but I want that attention again.

(If I used the wrong category, please tell me.)

Really trying to resist the urge to cut again, it's been about 3ish months and I don't want to go backwards but I'm struggling after having moved back to my hometown and leaving my friends (& my support system for the last year and a half) behind.

I need some motivation to not to relapse again. All I can think about is my holiday party in a couple of days and how hard it is going to be not pick up or take some when offered (which is guaranteed). I keep thinking if it’s offered it’s not bad as long as I don’t go pick up the next day and have a week binge.. (will happen) but like to think it won’t.

Hi everyone, Someone very close to me decided to stop opioids cold turkey. He was doing pretty good for a little over 100 days. Now he has relapsed and I am trying to be supportive, but Im a little disappointed. I know its not fair. I haven't told him how I feel and I don't plan on it. I just don't know how to help him along. Any suggestions to help him and motivate him again? Any suggestions for him for help? He seems to really want to quit, but his life is very stressful with work/family/life. I don't think that will go down any time soon. Please help

So if you guys followed my last post, you'll know that I relapsed two weeks ago. I was two weeks in and caved. Well since that happened two weeks ago, I've been sober until tonight. I came back really drunk from the bars and caved again. So in total, I have twice in one month. I am goig on spring break in 9 days and I'm afraid I won't have any libido when I am there. any suggestions/ thoughys?

I really want to. Omigod I really want to. I'm trying hard not to... But dear god does it feel good to do.

I've started smoking and drinking somewhat regularly to stop self harm. Suicide is also an issue. I need help. Please?