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This subreddit is for recovering benzodiazepine users to share experiences, get advice, give support, and discuss recovery.

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Understand that most people get off benzos with few issues and are not active in recovery spaces. Most here are navigating complicated recovery experiences. If you’re vulnerable to triggers, contact the mods via modmail with your questions.

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/r/atheisttwelvesteppers

/r/selfmedicate

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I feel crazy

I feel crazy in my own thoughts or own head is this normal

3 Comments
2024/12/01
06:07 UTC

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No sleep, does it get better?

Hey everyone. I tapered down to 0.5 mg clonazepam at night from 0.75 mg (0.5 mg at night, 0.25 during the day). I have been on 0.5 mg for about a month. First 2 weeks it was okay but now the last 2 weeks my sleep has gotten really bad, averaging 5.5 hours a night. I am not sure how long this is going to last before it gets better. Does sleep get better? I am forgetting what sleepiness and yawning feels like. Just looking for hope if someone has gone through this. Thanks!

0 Comments
2024/12/01
02:56 UTC

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I really really need advice on tapering here, 3-4 months of 2-4mg klonopin use

I was stable on 1mg for about 2 weeks. Then I relapsed this week, about 50-60mg a night. I want to try and go back to 1mg tomorrow for a couple of weeks. Considering the fact its only been a few months can I make quicker cuts? My doctor is moving me onto diaz and wants to cut me 1mg every 3 weeks. Please someone respond to this I'm shitting myself I've taken some crazy doses (2-500MG) of valium this year over 2-4 week periods with a couple of month breaks in between. I just want to get off this shit. Will what my doctor is prescribing work ie 1mg every 3 weeks? I can take it slower towards the end when I get to 5 and do .5 reduction every 2-3 weeks until I get to point 5.

Edit:

I was thinking if I can stabalize on 1mg clonaz for 2 weeks, I could do this (c = clonaz d = diaz) per week/2 depending on symptoms:

1mg clonaz

0.5 c - 7mg d

0.5 c -5mg d

0.5 c - 2mg d

10mg d

8mg d

5 mg

4

2

1

0,5

2 Comments
2024/12/01
03:35 UTC

5

Ketimine

Has anyone used Ketimine in any way during WD, taper or protracted ? If so I would love to hear experiences and any opinions

16 Comments
2024/12/01
02:19 UTC

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Numbess

Hey hello im looking people with emocional anesthesia or anhedonia .share, how long you are on another med ? Thanns

1 Comment
2024/12/01
01:31 UTC

2

Heartburn and nausea during taper- remedies?

Digestion problems I know they can be common during WD. Mine went down a good bit with a course of Prilosec but it’s coming back now again- so I may do another month or 3 of the Prilosec again. However I heard Prilosec can cause anxiety and obviously I want to limit that as I progress on my taper. Has anyone experienced that?

I’d rather not take Prilosec at all - heard it’s not good long term anyway.

So open to peoples short term solutions they’ve found for heartburn / excessive burping and gassines?

Like slow motility combined w bad breathing patterns (from WD essentially) and I get gas stuck and have to burp ALL THE TIME. I know about eating clean and earlier and the day- doing my best there TIA

2 Comments
2024/11/30
23:12 UTC

2

2mg every 14 days? (diazepam)

Started at 30 and now I'm on 10 and I've realised going down by 2mg every 14 days probably isn't the best?

Basically had some seizure-like episodes both at home and at work, ,and I'm wondering whether my taper is too quick. I've been taking various benzodiazepines for over 5 years.

Bit frustrated as my prescriber decided what's best as opposed to listening to me and I end up having to go off sick from work meaning loss of income :(

Just looking for opinions from others, thank you

5 Comments
2024/11/30
23:00 UTC

5

Terrible vision still

I’m over 3 months off of 1mg of Xanax almost everyday for roughly 15 months. My anxiety has pretty much subsided, or at least it’s very manageable. But my vision is still awful.

I went on the keto diet to try and help because I’ve read that it helps with mental health. After a month I stopped because my vision is getting progressively worse. I read somewhere that your eyes use a ton of energy and if your body isn’t adjusted to using fat as energy then it can mess your eyes up worse. Anyone heard of that?

I also have dpdr and I’ve read that that has to do with your eyes as well. I get little spurts of that throughout the day. However I am so used to it by now that it barely gives me anxiety anymore.

How long did it take you for your vision to get better? Has anyone tried keto while in withdrawal?this just sucks that a lot of my symptoms are gone but I can still barely see.

6 Comments
2024/11/30
19:22 UTC

5

Abstinent for seven days, sleepless for two

Essentially, this is why I resumed in the past: debilitating insomnia, only a few hours of sleep, and nightmares, unable to bear the burden. I take pregabalin and trazodone as needed, but they are evidently ineffective. I suffer from post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD).

4 Comments
2024/11/30
19:21 UTC

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I stopped diazepam 10 mg daily 11 days ago. Now I’m stopping Pregabalin. Would it be stupid to reinstate Diaz to help with pregab withdrawals?

Basically the title…

I don’t want to get readdicted to diazepam but I am worried about the withdrawals from Pregabalin.

Do you think I’d be ok if I took diazepam for another week or would that just revive my addiction?

I was taking diazepam for about a year 10 mg a day sometimes 20-30 mg on weekends.

1 Comment
2024/11/30
11:44 UTC

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I quit Valium 11 days ago cold turkey didn’t really have much withdrawal. Now I want to stop Lyrica. What would happen if I use Valium to help with wd?

I tried to stop taking Lyrica but I got horrific anxiety and borderline psychotic symptoms.

What would happen if I used Valium for a week to get through the WD?

Is this a stupid idea?

I was using 10 mg diazepam daily for about a year and I was surprised by how easily I was able to stop..

I am actually more scared of the Lyrica withdrawals but maybe I am just trying to justify taking Valium again??

What do you guys think.

0 Comments
2024/11/30
12:26 UTC

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Survived surgery yesterday

Hopefully it’s the last one I have for awhile. Long story short, I’ve used Xanax and clonazepam on and off for about 12ish years - Xanax 0.25-0.5 as needed never more than one does a day. Then I was prescribed clonazepam 0.5 to take nightly for a year. Didn’t realized the harm I’d done. Took a cleanser break after tapering off, and would only use benzos incase of an emergency. Last use was a prescribed ativan for MRI claustrophobia on 10/11 and the days following that does were hell. So decide I was done with them all together, INCLUDING the versed / midazolam given before they wheel you back to the surgical suite.

I was scared, my heart was racing and I was on the verge of a panic attack, but I did it. I didn’t wanna be dealing with any possible kindling or rebound symptoms while also recovering from surgery.

It wasn’t fun, but to me it was worth it! I also feel like recovery post-op was easier somehow.

Thought I’d share!!

3 Comments
2024/11/30
13:31 UTC

6

What causes benzo withdrawal

Alcohol still works the same for me..so it cant be GABA downregulation. I can definitely hit that receptor with other substances, but benzos have lost effect. Feel awful tapering ...worst experience of my life.my GAbA A receptor is still there though... can get drunk easily

21 Comments
2024/11/30
13:09 UTC

24

Benzo free for 2 1/2 years

I had a brutal feeling taper and developed an extreme case of agoraphobia. Life felt very hopeless and it felt impossible to recover, up until 6 months ago. I do exposure therapy everyday and exercise regularly and it finally started to work. I am still not fully healed and may never fully recover but I am happy to say that I have overcome my agoraphobia and other symptoms to the point where I decided to start working again. Ive worked the past 2 days and of course its not easy but wow I can't believe I've made it to this point.

Don't give up and be as consistent with your exposure therapy as you can. Desensitize yourself and you will start to shed that fear and anxiety.

21 Comments
2024/11/30
12:43 UTC

6

I'm BEYOND screwed with panic and anxiety currently

Been on benzos for years and had to reinstate and update which really didn't help much. But for the past 3 days I've been drinking out of depression. On day 2 of drinking it just made my anxiety worse and I had to drink just to take away thus ruthless anxiety I woke up to.... so I'm dealing with a 3 day bender and I took my prescribed diazepam of 15 mhs a day plus an extra 5 mgs and it's not even helping... been feeling like I'm in he'll for 3 hours straight. Panic, erratic breathing, shaking with anxiety, chest pain the whole 9 yards. Usually at this point I go to the ER but I'm sick and tired of 6 hour waits and usually they just deny me anyways and won't give more benzos... this kind of fear is brutal and my dodr is just as bad now

5 Comments
2024/11/30
12:12 UTC

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Need advice on 1mg dose missed…

Hello. So I was eating popcorn in bed with the hubby and I gave a piece of popcorn to dog only to spit it out, I put the piece on my night stand and had my pill sitting there but I think I swallowed a chunk of popcorn instead of the pill. Didn’t have my glasses on either 🤦🏼‍♀️ ended up going to the kitchen and when I jumped back into bed I noticed a lorazepam sitting on top my glucose monitor 🤷‍♀️ either I missed the pill the night before or I didn’t take it tonite. Not sure what to do. My anxiety is through the roof atm. Take it or perhaps take another one? That would be 2mg of lorazepam total. Help!!!!

2 Comments
2024/11/30
06:13 UTC

1

clonazepam taper question

I've had a prescription to clonazepam for a few years, but only took it about once a week on average until recently. I had a major surgery 5 weeks ago and started taking 1mg every night to sleep for about 30 days. Should I do a rapid taper or a slow one? Will I have withdrawal, and can I have a seizure? I've already cut down to .5 for the last week with no major issues. Also, I was given Gabapentin for the post surgical pain 300mg x 3 daily. Will this help with getting off the benzo?

0 Comments
2024/11/29
21:09 UTC

1

day 3 of ct after 2 months heavy use am i still at risk of seizures

0 Comments
2024/11/29
21:37 UTC

1

how long for valium to show symptoms

so i have been using valium carelessly for a long time. a month ago i decided to reduce from daily to once a week and didnt seem to feel that bad on the days i didn’t take it.

my question is how long after your last valium dose do u start to notice symptoms??

also is it safe to go from daily to once a week if no negative symptoms have happened

thanks to

13 Comments
2024/11/30
02:32 UTC

6

Anyone who has or had interdose Ambien withdrawals, what was it like?

I’ve been in tolerance for a long while and it’s made me sicker than ever. Akathisia, confusion, constant despair etc.

3 Comments
2024/11/30
01:28 UTC

8

If a doctor gives you short-term benzos, is it likely to cause kindling?

For someone who was on them for years, then completely detoxed?

27 Comments
2024/11/30
00:00 UTC

1

Taper from Klonapin or switch to Diazepam?

I am looking for any advice or anyone with experience tapering. The Ashton manual suggests moving from klonapin to diazepam for a taper I believe because diazepam is easier to titrate into smaller doses. I have also heard of people using compounding pharmacies to get custom doses of klonapin made so that you can taper with klonapin. I was wondering what the community thought - is it better to stay on klonapin for the taper or move to diazepam? FYI I am currently on .375 mgs of klonapin daily for 10 years. Thank you!

0 Comments
2024/11/29
11:39 UTC

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Self taper, is this a low dosage?

So, I’ve been working my way down by just the feels, i.e if I get shaky or feel drained I’ll pop a 10mg.

I’ve come from taking daily 2mg kpins, with RC’s suggesting they’re either 10mg Valium or 2mg Xanax. With the RC’s I would take twice a day on top of the night time kpin.

I’m now taking 10mg daily, functioning fine during the day and sleeping fine. It’s taken about a month to do this.

How am I doing? In the hardest part to come? Any advice/ info would be appreciated

1 Comment
2024/11/29
11:33 UTC

3

Withdrawal

Hi. Is here anyone diagnosed with ADHD, BPD and PTSD and successfully quit long benzo usage? Ive been currently 15 days without heavy benzo use and im really stressed and struggling. I have severe OCD symptoms and some paranoia. And im stressed the fuck out.

I guess im just hoping there’s anyone who can give me some hope. Thanks :)

5 Comments
2024/11/29
08:56 UTC

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Joins

I’ve been taking 0.5-1mg of klonopin daily for the last 4 years. I’ve been taking it on and off for the last 8 years. Every time I try to cut back to 0.25 a day I start feeling side effects within 24 hours. It feels like the lights are too bright, my head hurts and my mind is completely blank. I can’t focus on anything, my motivation is non-existent. How long does this last? It makes it hard for me to go to work and I’ve given up trying to get off them 3 separate times because of this. Tell me it’s worth it.

4 Comments
2024/11/29
02:35 UTC

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Did anybody have serious withdrawl symptoms on a smaller dose?

Like I had delusions, hallucinations and delirium stopping just 3 milligrams daily of Xanax. I couldn't sleep more than an hour and would wake up and instantly throw up. But I think it's crazy I went psychotic stopping them. I would've thought you'd need to be taking like 10mg a day to get to that point.

49 Comments
2024/11/28
23:19 UTC

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I always thought its better to not take benzos after waking up for like 3-4h due to my brain still get the '' I'm not on benzos'' feeling and will get used to it a lil less. Since I joined this group and learnd that it's quit not smart, due to interdose withdrawls... Thats right, right?

I do have very good knowledge overall about my Benzo use. I'm on them since end 2017, so all good don't need any tips or some. - Just wanted to make sure.

Bless yall.

7 Comments
2024/11/28
22:20 UTC

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Been using around 1.5mg Xanax and 2mg klonoppin once a week for the last 6 weeks but now slightly more…

So I have bad anxiety and depression, I’m 17 weeks in to 20mg Prozac which does seem to be helping but still sometimes use the benzos, at first it was once a week then Xanax and klonoppin same day but over the last 2 weeks it’s became 2 days per week…

So say Tuesday and Friday, 1.5mg Xanax and 2mg klonoppin same day more more less

What’s everyone thoughts on that amount twice per week? I’m generally healthy, working, workout daily (male aged 30)

Often take promethazine for sleep also

Am I taking enough to develop dependence, any advice would be appreciated. I don’t want to take any benzos if I’m being honest. (Also suffer from vestibular migraines - weird sore heads with dizziness that the benzos can help.

Thanks again for any opinions

7 Comments
2024/11/28
19:01 UTC

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I took benzos for like 4 months and the last 2 weeks i ve been going trough withdrawal

So i used to take valiums xans and prazepam to get high, now i stopped takin 2 weeks ago and i have some withdrawal symptoms, will one beer make me feel beter or worse?

7 Comments
2024/11/28
18:10 UTC

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