Thus, Lucifer, far from providing Cain with the knowledge of a transcendent source of value, forces him to recognize as inevitable the freedom of choice which is his, and at the same time, the responsibility for the assignment of value, which must also remain his alone, whether he is concerned with Truth, or Goodness, or Beauty or whatever. Now Cain is not only socially alienated, but also metaphysically isolated, for he has been thrown back upon himself, and denied any objective grounds upon which to structure his own worldview, for if there is to be any value in the world, if he is to have any sense of identity at all, he can only bring these about by asserting himself, and assuming the responsibility for his self-realization.

• Lindsay Maxwell Jones, "A Critical Study of Byron’s Cain" (Thesis, University of British Columbia, 1968), 67.

This is a detail of the sword of St Michael that is part of the treasure of the Mont Saint Michel in France. It is the pommel of the sword that is depicted, which is extreme part below the hands. Wound anyone have more insights in the engravings of this gem?

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Favorite essoteric movie scene?

I'll go first the famous scene where batman is fighting bane in the dark knight rises when bane says...

"Ah you think darkness is your ally? You merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn't see the light until I was already a man, by then it was nothing to me but blinding!"

Generally the quote ends there but the juice is in the last part "the shadows betray you, because they belong to me!

THEN goes to say "Ah I was wondering what would break first, your spirit or your body.

After he is sent to a "cave" which he must climb out of

I believe this is an essoteric reference to Platos allegory of the cave

What's yalls favorite movie scenes?

Heya. Been researching alot of deep things relatig to gnosticism, christianity, watercreatures, skycreatures, of course then also enki and enlil, demons and devils, fallen angels, archons.. Its been a journey.

Along the way i discovered the topic of Church considering any and all kinds of psychics or spiritually gifted people to be demons. Not just consorting with demonic techiques and entities, but the clairvoyant (all clairs) person itself being not of God. (And then if that is their Lesser demiurge God or the source-energy God Is of course not clarified because why would it be...)

Then i stumbled upon the meaning of being a moonchild in a sun worshipping world, devils brand/witches Marks, psychic abillities based on the placements of said Marks, lillith energies and also astrology and having all placements above or below the Middle line... and also about jesus being a psychic healer himself, but then not all churches place importance on him...

It all lead me to the question; If psychic people are not of God (whoever is implied), and we are said to be demonic and evil according to christianity, and the moon/water related things always are implied to be impure and not for the people of the earth.

What is the psychics origin? Whos their "god" then? For what planet.

Or is this simply the supression and control/eradication of all things connected to sophia/barbelo/divine light?

The popular religions throughout history have contributed towards the spiritualization of humanity through their creeds and codes, and for them to have practical significance albeit of their mystical nature. The mysterious nature of human consciousness has the ability to witness the phenomenon of death with somewhat greater a wonder than other living creatures, and thereby the recognition of something beyond their comprehension has confounded their minds, such that the consolation of their hearts have required a leap of faith leading into the domain of immortality. There are fundamentally two distinct forms of immortality employed by religions in the support of their creeds, reincarnation and resurrection. The mystery of reincarnation is simpler than that of resurrection, because reincarnation only involves a spirit taking material forms based on its strength and accomplishments; while the mystery of resurrection has multiple variables to be taken into account in its equation. In this article therefore, I shall be discussing the mystery of resurrection in Islam from an esoteric standpoint, with a primary focus on the chapter 22 of Quran called ‘The Pilgrimage’, because it happens to be the most comprehensive chapter on this subject in the Quran.
The Mystery of Resurrection, Surah Al-Hajj (The Pilgrimage)

Hope okay to share this one, it is a huge interview we did with Robin: An Interview with Robin Artisson: Exploring Folklore, Witchcraft, and Spiritual Ecology - Perseus Arcane Academy
Robin Artisson, a writer and teacher on topics of folklore, witchcraft, and spiritual ecology, recently participated in an interview for Perseus Arcane Academy in October 2024. This interview covers various aspects of Robins work, including his views on pre-modern European traditions, herbalism, divination, and soul-flight practices. He also discusses his published works and how they relate to mainstream academic perspectives on these subjects.

AA: Please provide a brief introduction to your work and how your journey got started. 

I was given to ecstatic visionary experiences from a young age, but in those days, I had no conscious  awareness of their meaning for me. My writings, which began to enter public awareness in the later  1990’s and early 2000s, were driven by two main forces. First, my still-deeply-held belief that the  historical phenomenon of Witchcraft in Europe (and in other parts of the world) was a continuation of  different forms of folk-level animism or spiritual ecology, native to various lands, some forms of which  could have some very old or primal distant origins.  

The second was the maturation of my own vocation as a visionary person, a person with the capacity to  incubate dreams and visions. Ten days before my 23^(st) birthday, in 1998, I had a potent experience in  which a spiritual being became attached to me and has acted ever since as a kind of protector, teacher,  and empowerer to me. And thanks to that being, and several other factors, I began to deepen in my own  understanding of the Unseen world and how to interact with it at times. 

I spent my entire adult life in the company of Neopagans and occultists of many stripes, and researching the occult topics and histories that interested me- and that research continues to this day. My writings  matured in a symmetrical way to my own spiritual growth, and in 2015 I and a partner created a society  called Covenant DeSavyok for people who practiced sorcery based on Early Modern sorcerous patterns  and on some ancient patterns, too, as the sorceries and magics of the Ancient world (what surviving  portions of them we have) are carriers of a lot of critical information about the hidden realm of things,  even today. 

In 2018, I started a virtual community of people called Cylgh An Carow Gwyn which is devoted to  interanimistic reverence under the organic historical banner of the old Faerie Faith. In 2022 I wrote and  created a very lengthy and substantial course in Witchcraft called Upon the Rood Day: The Witchcraft of  Christsonday and the Queen of Elphen, which I have been teaching ever since.  

In 2023, my school, Serpent Hall Institute, was created to be an educational institution about Witchcraft  and the Old Ways of spiritual insight. I also reached a point in my own development in which I was able  to create an initiatory, direct-contact transmission of what I believe are the timeless spiritual forces that  stand behind historical Witchcraft, which led to the foundation of the now-growing Elphane Witchdom  or the Elphane Cultus in 2023. Through the years, I have written 13 published non-fiction works on different topics relating to  Witchcraft, Sorcery, Divination, the Old Ways, and Spiritual Ecology, and two small fiction collections. I  am currently working on my next book, Cantivalerion’s Kin, which is about spirit conjuration....

I was wondering if there were any nonfiction books on the history and beliefs of esoteric and occult groups? Preferably written in an entertaining manner, and not like a text book (like”Uncomfortable Conversations with a Jew” if anyone is familiar with that)

For as long as I remember I have had vivid dreams. Sometimes I feel as if I have more memories of dreams than of real life scenarios. The content ranges greatly. Countless dreams where I jump very high (when I have these they remind me of the samurai jack episode where he learns to jump high), or straight up flying (these are fairly rare). One time I died and went to hell (it was a mix of the upside down from stranger things and hell from the Constantine movie), then escaped said hell (or rather was released by a child on a swing set after asking what he was doing here, he looked up at me and I was immediately back among the living and many years had passed, 7 I believe, I had only been there a day) this is one of my most vivid and eventful dreams. Iv been to heaven in my dreams as well and met whom I believe was Michael. Iv had so many strange dreams, I sometimes journal them. Sometimes they seem so real to me. Is this normal? What do dreams really mean?

The Individuate System of Consciousness Expansion

The Neophyte initiation found in the Individuate Bible is intended to utilize comedy to defuse fear. It could be considered an introduction to the biosurvival first circuit. Some basic Jungian concepts are introduced, and the initiate is encouraged to read a Jungian primer or Man and His Symbols by Jung. 

The process of individuation pioneered by Jung is endorsed by the initiations. The student of this system gains more by studying Jung’s ideas than by just focusing on the 8 circuit model; however, Jung is just a starting point, and the Individuate will hopefully study the science of mental health as a point of self discipline.

Individuation Level One is a proper introduction to the biosurvival first circuit of Timothy Leary’s 8 Circuit Model. Level One through Level Seven of the Individuations are intended as a method of creatively “entering” the circuit that corresponds to the number of the Individuation. Level Four is split into two parts, both of which involve entering the fourth circuit of consciousness.

Before the initiation into the particular circuit, during, and after, it might be helpful to meditate on the Eight Basic Winner/Loser Scripts, on the winning script being activated by entering the circuit thru ceremony. 

When entering the fourth circuit, I would write down my moral code/code of loyalty after the part one initiation, and what I think is ethically appropriate/loyal apart from conditioning after the part two initiation. If of the opinion no ethical code or loyalty is justifiable, or of the opinion you just don’t want one, I’d write about that instead. Before beginning these initiations, or immediately before or after the first fourth circuit initiation, it is recommended the Individuate read this essay.

There is no Level Eight Individuation because the final Individuation is the communication between the Individuate and the rest of the universe: at this stage in the Individuate’s progress it would be helpful to write one’s own initiation.

Ideally, the Individuations would be spread out at the discretion of the initiate, taking substantial time on each “level” to study the circuit of consciousness represented, Leary and Robert Anton Wilson’s books on the subject, and the initiate’s own circuit’s conditioning and possible purification.

Here is a free online resource on 8 circuit model.

THE INDIVIDUATIONS (initiation into 8 circuit awareness)

Level Zero: the Individuation contained at the end of the Individuate Bible, not to be performed until said bible is read in full. 

*Level One Individuation - the Biosurvival Circuit

Temple Arrangement

North Side, a primate statue or picture to signify mammalian aspect of human psychology. 

West Side, all light symbolized by the lighting of a candle. 

South Side, a reptilian photo or homunculi to signify the 1st Circuit, the reptilian mind. The region of the mind initiatory mindfulness should explore during the ceremony. 

The East Side has an altar, a piece of paper with a line to signify linear thinking, and a bowl or cup, black, to signify a black hole. Every particle placed within is incinerated (consumed).

There is the Initiator and the Candidate, all others attend in spirit.

Candidate stands in the corner of the room, Initiator standing in the center. Initiator asks the Candidate, "Are you standing in your corner?"

Initiator says, "We are breathing the same air, and this air is connected with all other air. The floor you are standing on influences every other floor, And belongs to the air."

Initiator asks, "Can you walk a straight line?"

Initiator places paper in the Black Hole and, while igniting, says, "There are no straight lines in nature."

Initiator says, "Leave your corner in safety, approach--"

Candidate does so and Initiator says, "Die!" and Candidate is (symbolically only) stabbed. Candidate falls flat across the center of the room (which should be prepared comfortably).

Initiator lights candle and says, "Emerge from the darkness to face the infinite light."

Initiator leaves the room.

Candidate stands, spends a few moments silently contemplating, blows out the candle and leaves the room,

Ending the ritual.

*Level Two Individuation - the Emotio-Territorial Circuit

Temple Arrangement  

In the N, a gorilla symbolic of the earth. Mammalian pride in vastness, in big muscles. 

In the South, a Wolf of lightning and air. Ferocity, speed and rhythm as a totem of mammalian combat assertion. 

W, fire dragon. E, water dragon. A fire dragon: the instant an id only simple state advance/retreat being, such as a snake, attacks. The water dragon - at peace in familiarity. That dragon = big snake: maybe mammalian pride is mammal starting id enlarged by how rapidly grassland love evolves the mind and brain.

Facing the fire dragon, to the right a turtle foundation. The id at peace in meditative safety. Incense on SE corner, altar to the individual enduring the initiation on NE corner, incense & cup of igniting on the altar.

Before the interrogation, Individuate enters the temple, ignites incense of renewal, burns symbol for last phase of evolution, halts to calmly observe Initiator's instructions. Incense burning may be meditated on as love extracting insecurities from the complex.

Initiator: We stand in the temple, alone with everything and everyone.

(about 5 seconds of silent contemplation, "!" = pride flaring up)

Initiator: Where is God?

Individuate: Thou art God!

Initiator: Where is the Temple?

Individuate: Thou art the Temple!

Initiator: Where is the City?

Individuate: Thou art the City!

Initiator: Why are you here?

Individuate: Individuation!

Initiator: What's up?

Individuate: Down!

Initiate: May blinding light radiate fourth from your pores!

After the interrogation, Initiator exits room and Individuate burns Wolf side incense. Symbolizes that proud assertiveness as an initiation permeates subconscious or conscious mindfulness during a stage of progress unto the next initiation. The incense continues burning because pride is purified until Individuation 3.

*Level Three Individuation - the Semantic Circuit

Sacrament: one Red Bull. Verbal stimulant. Mindfulness of philosophy, mapping, cold math, process oriented retention.

Symbols.

for God, the Macrocosm, the Microcosm - a symbol identical to the symbol for the Self.

A candle symbolizing Temporary Light, surrounded by

a map or calculator

a mammal (dog, cat, wolf, monkey...)

a reptile or fish

Symbol to Visualize:

in all four corners of the room, six gold pillars in two groupings of three surround five black pillars. a city of Buddha surrounding one of individualistic chaos, the pillars can become musical frequency visualized accelerating retention: /\/\/\vvv/\/\/\, tall pillars about the height of two fingers, entire symbol the length of the hand. Just a visualized symbol.

A circle in the center of the temple floor. Individuate should sit or stand within the bounds of this circle during the entire Individuate's Speech, entering the circle immediately before the speech, and exiting to approach the altar immediately after.

Circuit 3 - the map, 

Circuit 2 - the mammal, 

Circuit 1 - the reptile are to be placed behind the altar.

The candle on the altar is lit, I put a cigarette butt as a symbol for God on the altar.

Individuate says, "The cities, my body. The cities, my clothing. The cities, my air. Initiation, the cities." Hir should spend a few moments imagining the Cities symbol aglow, and then a few more moments imagining the Self being surrounded by a simple love state golden city.

Individuate says, "Everywhere Am I, Everywhere Is It, and Nowhere too."

Individuate blows out the candle flame and immediately ceases all visualization, identifying with release emotion. 

Individuate sits in silent meditation until ready to exit the temple, at which point the ceremony is concluded. At least five minutes of meditation.

*Level Four Pt. One Individuation: the Socio-sexual Moral Circuit

Individuate wears a blue robe.

There should be a cup of water, used by the Individuate as a form of baptism during the ceremony, sprinkled upon his/her head as the Water of Life is mentioned, and totally consumed at the conclusion of the Individuator's speech.

Water serves only as a symbol

for life in this ceremony,

which is an initiation

into living free, pure,

& happy.

The four sides of the altar are to be decorated w/ 1 symbol each for the four lower circuits of human consciousness,

The top of the altar is to be decorated w/ hedonic artwork, or anything conveying a feeling of intense carnal pleasure. 5th Circuit stimulation from 4th Circuit purification.

Individuator: Many deaths have ye died for the purification of thy soul. Today ye emerge from the fires of change, are cleansed by the water of life, uplifted by airy destiny. Forever shall ye feel a little apart from this earthly sphere, for ye have ascended above it.

Thou art life for thou art love.

Yours is the Life, yours is the Light, yours is the Great City!

Enough of sorrow, sorrow, sorrow... Take thy fill of ([women/men]), of gold, and of all things pleasant to thee, for success is Now.

Thou art life for thou art love.

Love all for Thou art love.

Be joyous now and tomorrow, for life is joy and Thou art it!

*Level Four Part Two - the Socio-sexual Moral Circuit

This Individuation does not seek to summon actual gods or goddesses. This Individuation seeks to evoke the purely creative manifestation of all deities from within the initiate’s own consciousness. 

High on life and love,

while reciting the italics poetry as a mentally emanated chant,

one visualizes one's aura expanding into all data.

A golden city surrounds you emanating simple state love,

all time and space surround the golden city as chakras of simultaneous retention.

When stated, "Blue and crimson blood, Glory and Power," Chesed as left shoulder emanates love control / glory in a fight, and Geburah as right shoulder emanates memorized martial art applicable move or power.

All the Gods that were and Are

Come to me from near and Far

Internal light shine tonight

In the internal splendor, I am reborn

Blue and crimson blood, Glory and Power

The Aphrodite and Hermes' ASCENT

The Golden Rapture of the Golden Flames

carry me through the Golden Gates

All that I have to give, I give

Doused with the Waters of Life.

The ashes and dust,

Lust of the past.

The Sun and Moon

Stars and Void

Are ONE.

*Level Five Individuation - Hedonic Circuit

Individuation Ceremony Level Five consists in facing the subconsciousness by utilizing the form of a familiar fictional figure: Nyarlathotep from HP Lovecraft’s myths. The Individuate “crosses the abyss” and begins the initiatory process of bringing subconscious information to the surface. 

If legal in your neck of the woods, a sacrament of cannabis, 5th circuit stimulant, may be helpful. 

Initiation into the fifth circuit is the first instance wherein the Individuate faces a part of the mind not usually imprinted or conditioned by the normal cycles of life. This is one reason I consider it useful to begin to try to bring imprinting and conditioning to light. From a less conditioned mindset it may be easier to spot programming, and the hidden self.

The poem below is a guided meditation. The Individuate does as the poem instructs, calling out to Nyarlathotep and visualizing the described manifestation of Nyarlathotep. After Nyarlathotep manifests, the initiate is instructed to contemplate or meditate, and while visualizing the pitch black form of Nyarlathotep, should look for things about hir psyche s/he keeps hidden from hirself. 

Also while meditating on the horrifying figure of Nyarlathotep and the Individuate’s own shadow, initiate should focus on bringing to surface what s/he fears, and on releasing all fear as an effort of focus. 

I gaze into the shadow of my psyche expectantly. A black lake bubbles over. I prepare for revelation after epiphany, calmly meditating upon silent darkness. I imagine a starless night sky and call out,

“Nyarlathotep! Nyarlathotep, crawling chaos, come forth!”

*Atop the lake of black,*

*a swirling darkness gathers*

*and emerge strange tentacles,*

*massive wings as of a bat*

*And, as crawling chaos only can,*

*he shifts into a tall and thin*

*caucasian featured*

*pitch black man.*

“Nyarlathotep, calm and patient be, for me,”

I say, and steadily

silently 

Contemplate. 

*Level Six Individuation - Self-programming Circuit

Timothy Leary and Robert Anton Wilson claimed certain sacraments activated the sixth circuit of consciousness. The self programming circuit. If legality, practicality, mental health concerns, or individual disposition does not prevail in providing said sacraments for use during this ceremony, I consider the best way to enter the sixth circuit to self program. 

As preparation for this Individuation, jot down a minimum of three characters and personalities you would have an interest in acting out. They should be unique from one another, and capable of highly emotional reactions to stimulus. And they should be appealing to you the creator as possible temporary versions of yourself.

The temple is to be a dimly lit room. 

The altar is to be a cardboard box. 

Sit quietly in front of the box, and imagine the following words vibrating outward from your form as you try to sustain a visualization of a fictional city bustling with people:

The city surrounds me,

I feel the fog of pollution weighing heavily on my lungs.

The faith of the crowds sustains me,

the conscious pulse of the city. 

I am

this place

I am

expanding as a crowded space afloat atop clear ocean waters.

Visualize yourself as one of the character roles you created interacting with the city, alter your emotional state by concentrating until you are similar in disposition to the character. Visualize a scene wherein the character performs some heroic or villainous act, or something neutral yet fascinating. Repeat with all the characters you prepared for the initiation. 

Come back to your starting emotional state. Visualize the city again, in an expanded form surrounding you. Hear vibrating outward into the city:

This chaotic place

in this dark space

swirls and echoes thru my imagination

creating the incomplete sensation

of the full on manifestation

of a subconscious density

to be

penetrated.

As a final meditation to conclude the ceremony, for five minutes focus on directly increasing then decreasing emotions and sensation at will. Anger, fear, pride, love, cold adrenaline.

*Level Seven Individuation - DNA/RNA Memory

For several months before the initiation, saturate your brain with illustrations and explanations of evolution into human form. Any good scientific text on the subject will do, any credible website or documentary. 

Before the initiation, read a good description of the seventh circuit postulated by Timothy Leary and how it is usually activated. A little ceremony may circumvent or enhance the usual methods of seventh circuit triggering.

The temple altar is a cardboard box with any picture of DNA taped to the surface. 

The temple is to be a small, dimly lit room.

Enter the temple. Try to visualize all the data recently assimilated on evolution in a rational sequence of causality. Maintain this visualization with what spontaneity you can muster while listening to the Individuator’s Speech. Try to simultaneously visualize yourself as the Individuator describes hirself.

Individuator’s Speech:

I began

a black egg

in a formless void

dots

shifting about

bumping into spots

I vibrated into

density

most often,

smallness least often.

I jumped ahead

into a cell

mingling with other selves.

I recall

birth unto reproduction

birth unto reproduction

Focus on a feeling of love connecting your purpose to that of mother nature. Feel conjoined to the history of human evolution. Meditate on moving into the memories of evolution the DNA spiral contains.

I’m interested in acquiring this book but unable to find any input here on reddit. Hoping i can get your thoughts and recommendations how it impacts you as the reader, and possibly where to get the english version in epub 🙏

Hello! For the last month I'd say, I've been having very lucid dreams whenever I fall asleep even if for only a couple of hours, like during naps. These dreams are very lucid and intense, sometimes with negative feelings. My question goes towards the fact that in most recent days I've had dreams where I feel very sad to the point of crying in the dream, sad or concerned. I recurrently see people from my past and my grandma that passed away but I'm not sure that it's her. I'm concerned I might be falling victim to some entity absorbing my energy through my dreams or something else. Has anyone experienced something Like this? What would you recommend for me to do so that my nights aren't more exhausting than my days? Also, english is not my first language. Thank you in advance!

Hello, Im a 26 years old guy; I’ll try to be short and precise: the problem of my life is that every time one or more of this 3 things is missing: find a girl that I truly like (meaning I wouldn’t think about other girls cause Im satisfied), she likes me back and we manage to start a relationship; every time I feel like there is something, some energy, some inertia, blocking me from reaching a fundamental thing like having a girlfriend. Could you tell me if there’s something I can do ? It’s like I’m fighting with a phantom force. Thank you.

I know that invoking/banishing the sun is already hard when using an earth hexagram, but how the heck am I supposed to do each elemental hexagrams for the sun? Because the supreme hexagram ritual is done after the lesser banishing pentagram and hexagram, and then you have to do an INVOKING lesser ritual of the hexagram and in the end you can draw a final six pointed star, and in both the last two rituals they have to be drawn according to the planet you are working with... The only problem is that idk how to draw each lesser sun hexagram... It's much easier with the other planets, do y'all have any idea or site/video I can watch

I will preface what I'm going to share with you guys that in the last 4 years of my life I dived deep into kundalini, prana, The Law of One, transcending physical matter, having many experiences that not many would believe or relate to. For more context, I am also an empath.

So, I was on my 9 AM break at work and I lay down on the bench to rest a bit. I was lying on my back with my eyes closed. I thought that in that room it was just me and this coworker of mine who was on another bench behind me, about 3 meters away. We were in the locker room, and I had this Polish blonde girl on my mind without actually thinking about anything specific or intentionally focusing on anything, you know? No desires, just awareness. And I wasn’t thinking about anything in particular.

I had been practicing all day trying to transcend the mind, without any desire, expectation, anticipation, or assumptions—just letting things flow like water, accepting everything as it is. After about 3-4 minutes of staying there and sinking deeper into that state, I became aware of a second breath in my body. I had two breaths that were clearly and distinctly separate. My breath was in front, where each of us feels it, but there was another one, physically behind it, somehow on my spine. I was breathing slowly, as I normally do. The other breath was exactly like mine, and I intuitively knew that it wasn’t mine.

And for a minute, the two breaths coexisted, although they weren’t simultaneous. Mine would breathe in-out, and then the other would breathe in-out just as strongly, as if responding to mine, Like a dance. Same intensity. Same rhythm, but with different timing. As if they were communicating with each other. 

At that moment, I still had the image of that girl in my mind, but I didn’t realize what was happening yet. It didn’t shock me because I had experienced similar things before that I couldn’t explain, so I continued with the “dance.” I was aware that it was someone else's breath, and the only person around me that I was aware of was this coworker. I thought about him and I immediately heard him take a deep, fast breath through his nose, like everyone does often, which made me realize that it wasn’t his. And it kept going. These two breaths still continued coexisting after I realized it wasn’t him.

The thought came to me that it was the girl’s breath, but I didn’t pay much attention to it. Then this coworker came over to show me a video on tt. I sat up, and I saw the girl on a bench about 7-8 meters away from mine. And at that moment, the second breath stopped. The thing is she knew I was there because, being lying on the bench at that angle, she could only see my legs, but I didn’t know she was there. She wasn't in my field of view but I was in hers. 

It’s indescribable. I don’t know how to explain it or what purpose this kind of ability would have or where it comes from. The idea is that we were connected, and I would have liked to ask her if she had the same experience, but I didn’t want to seem crazy. The thing is, I haven’t interacted much with her because she’s the girlfriend of someone else from there, but I feel like we are very connected on many levels. We always have intense eye contact. And we always sync up. Every time I go to the workshop to grab something, she passes by there. Every day for the past three weeks since I’ve been at this job.

But what really matters is this deep connection where two beings become one somehow. It’s magical. And mysterious. I’ve searched the internet for similar experiences, but I haven’t found anything like it.

 I have always been sensible to these more subtle energy layers in the atmosphere, somehow translating them automatically. Always been aware of the communication between bodies, but never so intense and close. 

Is it possible that it was only me feeling her's breathing, picking up on her energy, without her being aware of the connection? Could it also be that we were on the same exact frequency at that moment and we both experienced the same thing? I would appreciate any opinion, belief or similar experiences, just share your thoughts below.

Thanks for being! Much love!

Does anyone have a digital copy of the Hebrew of Dr Rudd. This is a chart, with the goetic demons names in Hebrew. I wish to check these spellings while on my work break