My (34F) brother passed away ~5 years ago at the age of 31 due to an accidental fentanyl overdose. When he passed, he remained very present here, and I heard him constantly. In the days that immediately followed his passing, I kept hearing over and over again, "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to." He absolutely did not want to cross over. He left behind a wife and a 2-year-old daughter, so he was full of anguish. It was so hard to bear. But I knew his messages needed to be said out loud, so I continued to tell people what I "heard." I made sure to tell my parents and my sister-in-law, "If [brother] was here, he would be saying he's so sorry and he didn't mean to." -- the more I said it, the less I heard it. He was more peaceful after I communicated what I heard.

I did hear him a few times over the years, and I used to dream of him VERY vividly. But as the years have gone on, I have heard him and felt him less and less. I know it's because he is at peace.

I recently got married, and there was a time just before/during the ceremony when I was all alone in a room to be hidden from the wedding guests. It was the only time I was completely alone all day, and I used that time to center myself and take in the fact that it was my wedding day, a dream come true, etc. I took some moments to think about my deceased relatives and out of nowhere, I felt this WHOOSH of a feeling come over me.

I felt my brother's presence as clearly as I did in the days just after he passed away. It overwhelmed me! He told me, "I'm here, sis. You look amazing! I'm so happy for you. Thank you for having [his daughter/my niece] be your flower girl, she is so happy. I'm so happy for you, sis."

Just nothing but positive, supportive, sweet messages. It was circling around me and covering me with love and light. I felt "warm chills" if that's even possible. He was hugging me!

I whispered out loud, "Thank you for being here. I know you are here, I feel you here." And the feeling became even more sure. Then the tears came.

And this is when it got a little funny. I said, "Okay, [nickname for my brother], you gotta leave me alone now, I can't cry off all my makeup!" And I sensed that he laughed, and I heard, "Okay, okay, I won't bug you, but I'll see you out there. [Husband] is a lucky guy."

And just like that, the "whoosh" feelings vanished and I was alone again.

This experience was so, so real. And I know without a shadow of a doubt my brother was with me. I am so thankful to him.

My friend is the stepmother of a very old partner of mine. I haven't talked to this partner in almost 15 years; he's irrelevant. His stepmother and I, however, have continued to share a casual friendship over the years.

She, my friend, had a daughter who was severely disabled. She had been shaken by a babysitter as an infant and had sustained extreme permanent brain damage. She was confined to a wheelchair and completely non-verbal. While dating my ex-partner, I spent time with my friend and her daughter. She loved mylar balloons, those plastic pom-poms, and to have stories read to her.

Yesterday I was changing my youngest child's (6 mo old) diaper, and she started smiling and laughing and, out of nowhere, my mind immediately filled up with the image of my friend's daughter's face, whole and healthy, unlike her earthy face except for the same brightness that I remember she always had.

Today I opened up Facebook, which is the only place I really interact with my friend these days, and there was a birthday post dedicated to my friend's daughter. I did not know today was her birthday. Honestly, I'm horrible with birthdays, with the exception of my immediate family.

Writing this out now, I feel like I'm not conveying the intensity of the visual or...some aspect of the experience well enough. I'm not even sure why I'm posting this now.

Thoughts? Insights?

Hi, so firstly I am not a medium but I believe that I have some level of psychic awareness. I have been having a strange experience but first a bit of background. I take an interest in the paranormal and the spiritual as somewhat of a hobby, I stay away from anything dark and I do not practice anything. Mainly listening the Near Death Experiences and reading a few paranormal stories on reddit. I understand the risk of delving into the negative and scary and have had a negative attachment before which is now gone after much struggle.

Anyways over the past 2 year I have had deceased people/ spirits randomly just show up. I can feel their presence/vibe/gender and can have basic communication with them yes/no answers or one/two words answers. I realize that a lot of recently deceased people might be confused not realize they are dead or not know where to go, so I tell them everything is ok, I say the heaven/home/the light is the most wonderful place and recommend the go home to the light, but I never force them, it is their choice. If they want I call an angel to come and get them. This has happened four times so far, the fourth one happened just this morning. After the third one a couple weeks ago, an angel arrived and has been with me ever since, he says it has job to take people to the light, like a reaper. He has a good vibe so I am not worried. I've got a feeling a lot more spirits are going to show up from now on, I am happy to help them as long as they don't cause trouble. Has anyone had a similar experience? Thanks. :)

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I need some help with clarification. Quick background, I’m gifted with clairvoyance with my dreams but heavily with pregnancy most of the time. Last night was super different. It was like a movie scene where I magically popped up and I was in a dark forest and it was complete silence and I watching someone watch someone sleep and in my subconscious I was hearing ‘He’ was doing that because the person sleeping had a gift with their dreams( I think it was me) and as I was watching randomly this person/spirit guide/ ancestor maybe just appeared super close to my face and when I tried getting a good look at them I couldn’t notice they had pretty slightly green but very gold glowing eyes and i immediately woke up. On my way to work I was thinking about that “dream” heavily and in the midst of that I received an email at 12:59 am that Mercury formed a sextile with Lilith. Any help with clarification would be great thanks!

I know some things can be a normal human experience like “chills” and way to differentiate or that just comes with intuition?

Something terrifying just happened and I need some one to talk to .

I have been enlightened through mediumship and QHHT/Dolores Cannon to what to expect on the other side. What we perceive to be will be. Starting with whether a God or prophet helps you crossover as an aid. Regardless in what you believe in, we are all going to the same place and if you perceive you need the aid of a deeply believed God or prophet, they will show up for you. When you get to the paradise level, if you perceive golden gates and endless worship, that will be. If you perceive hell and that you deserve to go there, that will be until you decide you have fulfilled that. You get the idea. So I like to remind people of that during sessions and I did this morning as a father I demonstrated had come through urged her daughter to "seek the Lord". He strongly perceived the Christian God in the end, and he desired Jesus be his help. Knowing that what she decided to perceive on a different path would take her to the same place and was equally good was a great relief to her. What do you think? Do you or do you not agree with Dolores Cannon on this concept? How do you approach in your readings when you work with people.?

Is this something special ? everytime i think of my deceased one my left ear starts to ring, it has happened every time and i don't know why. i've always told myself it's due to stress because i read that trauma and stress can cause ear ringing. but i'm not sure, any thoughts ?

I'm sorry in advance for my lack of understanding on how this works. I recently became more interested in getting a medium reading from watching TikTok's form a medium called Jerrica Lee. She seems genuine and her readings seem to mostly be pretty accurate and resonate with those who purchase them.

My question is how do I know what makes a medium legitimate? This lady I'm interested in getting a reading from does not accept any information in advance of the reading which I think is a good sign.

Any advice on how to find a good medium?

This looks like (and could be) sleep paralysis. I am an older person who had no trouble sleeping until this year. My husband travels a lot and over the past year, I have had multiple episodes in which something pretends to be my husband. It crawls into bed and drapes an arm over my shoulders. It snuggles up against my back. I can feel it. I am awake but I cannot move. At first, I am comforted, but when I realize it is an imposter, it shows its malevolence. I fight it every time (as much as I can without being able to move), but it comes back. I managed to avoid it for several months by rearranging my bedroom furniture, but it found me again last night. What if I accept it and allow it to stay? Will that make my nights less terrifying? Nothing keeps it away - lights, white noise, melatonin gummies - it always finds me eventually. I feel like I am going crazy. Grownups are not supposed to be afraid of the dark, but I am scared to sleep. It finds me at night even with the lights on. Please help me.

For context I lost my brother in a car accident on Friday 22nd November. He died instantly. Before his death we hadn't spoken in three years due to things he had done to me in childhood I need Someone to honestly tell me if I can contact him

Is there such a thing as an apprentice to a medium? If so, I’d like to become one🦋

I just came across this sub and i think it’s a perfect place to share my story! I (21F) lost my mom to cancer when i was 19. My mom always believed in mediums, tarot, astrology, etc., and therefore i watched her as a little girl and also gained interest from it. I’ve done my own deep dive into the universe as well. She always believed in signs from the universe. We would always watch the show Long Island Medium together and she would always say how much she wanted to go to a medium together. Well, she died in August 2022 and in March of 2023 I got a random phone call from one of the woman who was best friends with my mother her entire life. Me and this woman had never spoke before (besides her giving me a hug at my mom’s wake), so I was really caught off guard and confused why she was calling me on a random morning. I answered and she kind of stumbled on her words a bit then asked me if i was pregnant. I kind of laughed at her since i was 19 and not planning on getting pregnant anytime soon. so i said no and she said that she had a trip to visit her friend that is a medium. And that she had a group reading, and my mom came through first. She told me that the medium said my mom has been trying to find a way to get through to me. She said the words “your mom said you’re pregnant with a little girl.” I assured her I was not pregnant and we talked about a couple other things my mom said in the reading. After the phone call I thought it was really cool that her friend was able to connect with her, and especially call me after to tell me that. I really appreciated her gift as i was looking for a sign my mother was ok. Anyways, sure enough, i found out i was pregnant 2 months later. Sure enough it was a girl!! I remembered this phone call and i texted my mom’s friend to tell her that the medium was right!! We both thought that was a really cool thing. however it totally freaked out my boyfriend. 🤣 now my baby is 13 months and will sometimes stare at the ceiling and laugh at nothing. Nothing that I can see anyways.

just wanted to share as this story brings me comfort in the loneliness that comes with motherhood without my own mom. I try to remember that she’s always with me and now i know she’s always watching.

Hi Folks!

My partner passed suddenly last year, and someone recommended I do a session to see if I could get some closure.

I had a reading that was dead on (and very healing) and was curious to see if another medium would be able to expand on it, confirm some of the things one psychic brought up, etc.

For this second session, I chose someone very reputable, but the session felt very odd and I didn't feel like about 75 percent of it was too relevant to me. She also mentioned nothing about him nor did she seem to pick up on him.

HOWEVER....pretty much everything she did say/gave me was extremely relevant to my deceased partner. It felt like a reading for him rather than for me. She mentioned his family members by name and things that are very specific to his upbringing, etc.

Super odd. Has anyone had anything like this happen? One thing I will note is that the second reading took place in the room with his ashes and the first one didn't. Could there have been some weird energy misdirection from that? Did I muddle my reading? Or can anyone explain why this might have happened?

Edit for clarity: the messages were supposedly from my grandparents but it was more like his. She mentioned the name of his grandparents and memories he would have had with them. If he had been living and had been the one having the reading, it would have been super meaningful for him. But none of it was from him to me, or relevant for my life. Like those messages were meant for him

I apologize if this isn’t the correct sub to post this in but I’m really distressed and at a loss. I’m not a medium but I’m hoping those of you that are can give me some sort of answers for a question that has been lingering for years.

My grandma was my best friend. She was the only person on this earth that ever understood me. I always imagined that when it was her time to go, I’d be beside her, holding her hand and telling her how much I loved her and what having her in my life meant. Unfortunately, there was no such thing as she died suddenly one morning while I was out of town visiting my sister.

I always thought since we were so close that I would still feel connected to her after she passed and that I would feel her presence or see signs from her. I feel these things on occasion from my other grandparents, but not my grandma. Can someone tell me why this could be? Is her spirit not in the same realm? I feel distressed wondering what happened to her after her death since I haven’t ever really felt any sort of connected or her presence. Thank you so much for any insight on what might have happened or why I don’t feel her ever.

Hello,

My boyfriend passed a little over 2 weeks ago. He was my peace & my joy. I am absolutely heartbroken. When would be a good time to reach out to a medium to contact him? I need to hear from him terribly.

How does a medium know if the person they're speaking to is the correct one and not a trickster ?

It's been some time since i lost someone very close to me and so far i've gotten no signs or visitations despite my asking and meditation. I've asked to see different signs such as flowers, birds or even an egg but so far nothing - i've even been open to the fact that maybe i'd see the word (ex) "egg" somewhere, and not just the symbol itself as i know that spirits can send signs in different ways but no, nothing.

I've tried different meditations, even tried putting a picture of them underneath my pillow as i read it could help them enter my dream. I don't understand it. it's so quite, i haven't felt them, haven't smelt them, no signs and no sight of them in my dreams. It's like they're entirely gone and it hurts a lot, do they just not love me anymore ? have they moved on from me ? are they stuck somewhere ?

this is making it so much harder for me to deal with grief and my other mental health problems because i keep questioning if they ever cared about me to begin with. If they truly loved me as much as they claimed to, wouldn't they try to give me something to hold onto ? and if they're stuck, doesn't that mean they're alone and scared ? it worries me and i overthink.

is this normal ? and are there any other things i could do to maybe ease the communication between me and the spirit ?

My dog recently passed away and it’s been very hard for me to move on. I want to feel her presence but don’t know how to. Is it possible for me to feel her?

ok i don’t even know how to begin to explain what i just felt happen to my body a few minutes ago but i am going to try my best and hopefully some of you that have more experience can tell me what just happened because i am in fucking disbelief - for some context i have spent a majority of the past year depressed and grieving a lot of my childhood trauma and learning to have compassion for myself but it has been an incredibly difficult journey this past year, maybe the hardest year of my life honestly. i have been trying to follow my intuition and i would go as far to say i do have some clairvoyant gifts but not entirely sure which categories they fall into and i have been this way since i was little but as of lately tuning into those gifts has been harder due to my anxiety and other diagnosis that make me heavily doubt/trust myself and others

TW: SH & S

i have been having an incredibly hard family time as of late and i have been getting more and more concerned that my mother may hurt herself as she has expressed desire to join my dad who has passed and she has overall lost almost all if not all the joy in her life bit by bit since his passing

we have a difficult relationship and due to a lot of circumstances i do not spend holidays with my family and have not been speaking to them much since around early november. today is my mom’s birthday and i opted to send her a text instead of call and do a visit as she lives with my older brother and he and i also have an incredibly difficult dynamic as well - again been trying to heal and get better

anyway just a few minutes ago i was laying in my bed just listening to some piano lullabies trying to go to sleep and suddenly i feel this ring of energy from the top of my head sending rings of energy down the entirety of my body, pretty quickly paced and along with it i got this deep ache in my chest - a sadness an anguish - i have also been having moments over the past few weeks of what seem to be potential premonitions of how my mother or brother could harm (both have expressed desire) themselves but have chalked it up to and it felt almost like a goodbye of sorts? i kept feeling things in my mother’s voice - as if she was talking to me but it was more energy than words? and it felt like some sort of strength was being poured into me? i have seriously no idea what the fuck just happened - i feel clear and as awake as ever after spending the entire day groggy

i decided to call my mom, i needed to hear her voice and she answered very much waking up from being asleep and she said she was ok and we said goodnight

now the left side of my neck is hurting? anyone have literally any clue what this could be?

thank you & may god’s love & light protect you always♥️

So everytime meditate it's like connecting to a negative spirit and attachment, to the point it doesn't feel like meditating. Can a spirit stop you from meditating?

Not sure I'm in the right place, but I need advice on my experience last night.

First I'd like to request that anyone who answers please do so from the framework that I'm not schizophrenic. I know for a fact I'm not and am not going to take the time to try to prove/explain this. Second, please do not tell me it's hypnagogic hallucinations...I'm not hallucinating.

Let me summarize some background. 38 F USA. Sensitives on both sides with lots of stories both hearing, seeing and feeling.

Mother and grandmother lived in very haunted houses growing up.

I've had experiences in my house (and in various places and sometimes with other people) but I wouldn't say my childhood home is haunted, not sure if that makes sense. Around the ages of 1-3 I use to see and (maybe) hear spirits but seemingly grew out of this.

Not sure if relevant but I had chronic ear infections as a child. I had tubes put in twice and had a Spiritualism ceremony (prayers asking spirits to heal me) done on me when I was 7. Not sure it helped. I have issues to this day but it's mostly severe vertigo, ringing in my ears and sound sensitivity (which is odd because two years ago I failed the part of the hearing test with two sounds at once).

Me and/or my sisters turbulent teenage years produced some sporatic but semi regular mild to moderate activity (footsteps on roof, feeling if unease sometimes, clear sounds of movement in an empty room, one time I heard a childs giggle, etc) and on two known occasions (one mine and one my youngest sister) a dramatic visual um...sighting? (Note we saw two very different things in different rooms). After we left home/got older this activity stopped. Not sure if it matters but home life growing up was toxic.

Everything just mentioned was when I and/or others were wide awake.

Also when I was a teenager (maybe in my 20s, can't really remember for sure) from time to time I'd hear what sounded like muffles voices in my pillow as I tried to go to sleep. I don't remember exactly when, how many times or for how long, I just remember that happening. Not sure how I got it to stop. Super annoying.

Well its been at least a decade and half since hearing or experiencing anything....paranormal?Not sure it's relevant but the last few years of my life have been increasingly terrible in just about every way possible, and I manifest emotional pain very somatically.

2022 or 2023 I had (I think for the first time but unsure) what felt like a psychic attack in the middle of the night. In the middle of the night I woke up feeling fear and like waves or jolts of electric-ish pain. I'm really not sure how else to describe it. It lasted for hours. I've had this happen a few more times but never as bad as the first. Then this year I started hearing muffled voices in my pillow again. I began thinking maybe all the stress has me defenses down. I asked my reiki healer for advice and she told me to put certian crystals and herbs in my pillow...worked like a charm. There were a few times I didn't sleep on my rock filled pillow, and some of those times I experienced muffles voices and one time I guttural shout that work me up. It doesn't really scare me, I just find it very annoying and have a "absolutely not" mindset.

Finally to last night. I was alseep and for the first time I heard a voice in the ear not on the pillow and I actually heard a sentence. Mind you when I've heard any of these things...gosh how do I explain this, it's not like a voice or sound in my environment. It's in my head but not? I really don't know how else to describe that. Anyway the voice, which I didn't recognize, was a slightly creepy woman's voice. Slightly creepy, because it sounded like a normal voice but there was something in the tone of voice that was somewhat menacing.

Completely asleep and then I hear say "(my name) I have a message for you...).

She was still talking when I cut her ass off. It was a big "nope" from me and I started praying to my guardians. I didn't get a bad feeling from the voice but it definitely didn't feel like it had my best interest at heart. Again I was scared, maybe a bit creeped out, and I find strange. But then after I heard the voice and tried to get back to sleep I got caught in what felt like another little psychic attack but this time I kept feeling paralyzed for a few seconds before I could move, then I'd move, then I'd try to move again and couldn't. I did feel a little scared this time but nothing as bad as the first time, all the while feeling that weird energetic pain. I was able to eventually go to sleep but I had bad dreams.

I've recharged my crystals and salted my bedroom.

Does this sound like clairaudience, a haunting or something else? What options do I have? I definitely don't want these experiences at night.

And I can’t tell if it’s a problem

I went through pretty difficult times which were followed by deeper awakenings than I ever had

While everything went down, I isolated myself quite a bit both because:

1. I felt I stopped relating to people that had been in my life
2. I literally couldn’t talk to anyone about what was going on
3. I felt like I had to maintain my frequency high enough and be in a bubble so my cells would embody it

I’m in a particular spot where I feel alone but at the same time, better than I did before. All of my interactions with the other side feel very light.

I was wondering if you ever experienced this and what was your life when you came out of it? Were you also reticent to get out of this isolation?

Hello. I just want to ask because I am not sure on what decision to make. I recently talked to a medium / psychic and she gave me a reading. She told me I have a bad energy from my past life that was carried into my current life. She said that she can help me remove it if I pay $400+ on top of the fee of the life reading. So, I did. Fast forward to days that she kept updating me on her meditation and telling me to drink red coloured drink and wearing anything white and red. I followed all the things she said because I wanted that bad spirit / energy to be removed. Then, one morning she is saying many things like I need to remove this spirit as it is taking control my life 75% (I think that’s what she said). She said she needs to reverse every year of my life so she needs 35 in order to remove it completely. She told me that she will charge 35 x $200 so that means around $7,000. It is just that I don’t have money and I feel like it is so expensive. I don’t know anymore. Pls help.

I have seen many mediums advicing people to do journaling. Like write your dreams or write what happened today to your loved ones who passed away. But how does it actually work to communicate to my loved ones spirits. Like hows it gonna create any difference?

And if it does, can someone please tell me how to do proper journaling so I can talk to my loved ones who passed away. Like what to write, how to write, what to keep in mind and what to analyze.

Thank you.

Idk if this is the right place, tag, or group to share this. If I’m wrong, kindly direct me where I should post it. I’m new to Reddit but anyways… here it goes.

A couple of years back, one cold night. It wasn’t cold enough to use a blanket, but the air definitely had a chill, indicating winter had begun. It must be midnight by then. I was in a deep sleep, then I woke up and saw something. I wondered then… is this a dream? Or an encounter?

I shared my room with my elder sibling. We both had our beds. Late night, I suddenly woke up and sat on my bed. I looked around and saw my room, but it looked different. I didn’t see my sibling anywhere, and the bedroom looked fairly empty. I knew I was in my room but wondered… Why does it look this way? I thought to myself, "This is probably a dream." Then I looked at my room's entryway and saw a spotlight, saw a shadow of a figure walking towards the room and making its way here. The shadow grew larger and larger in size terrifyingly. It looked like a well-built human with horns on its head. The shadow was stretching up from the floor to the ceilings, still growing in size. I kept looking up at it and then suddenly it makes entry— a normal human, no horns, just a guy with a big smile, suited up and posing.

"Well, hello there," it said. It was tall, human-like, but I had a gut feeling that it wasn’t. Terrifying on the edges, yet well-groomed. Smart and cunning. It was friendly and confident, but again, I had a feeling that it had ulterior motives. We greeted, had a small exchange of words (small talk), and then it took me somewhere. The room switched up; I’m standing next to it now and walking. We’re somewhere I don’t recognize. The intention of being here? To see something (says it with that same creepy big smile). I remember seeing a lot of images/scenes (can’t remember what those scenes were or say more—like being kept from seeing it again on purpose). I was walking around with it as it tried to show something. It felt like I’m watching something that’s yet to happen—future or potential. I’m not sure, and through it all, it kept trying to sell something.

I felt something off about everything from the beginning, so I remember denying whatever it had just offered. (I have a faint but vivid memory of all this, without audio, like it’s been muted.) Anyway, I could tell it was not happy, with a small twitch of irritation at the corner of its lips. It continued to talk and come off like an experienced salesman trying to push the offer so that I’d go along with its plans, but I didn’t budge. Eventually, it got tired and switched its demeanor. Acting a bit sly, then for a moment it asked, "Do you want to know my real face?" laughed, and then proceeded to change. There it is, smiling ear to ear. I see the two horns and its eyes shining like you see in nocturnal animals. It could tell I just went white in my face, then it switched back and laughed.

"I was just playing, and here I believed you weren’t scared of anything." Maybe I was strong indeed because I calmed myself quickly, though that image of it is still burned in the back of my eyes (I once drew it, on the edge of my notebook while thinking about it then took a look.... immediately tore it into the tiniest pieces possible and burned that page like an instinct, I knew I absolutely felt uncomfortable and teary just looking at that tiny doodle of its face smiling back at me). Anyway, I kept insisting on saying no. It eventually got angry. Gone was the friendliness. It warned me, "You do this, and you’ll regret it. You will see great pain, especially in a few days. Do you really want to lose when you can win and be happy?" I didn’t say anything. "Fine, you had a good opportunity," it walks away.

I wake up (for real). I open my eyes but realize it was already open. Had a sleep paralysis? I sat up on my bed and realized I’m sweating like I’m in the desert (it’s winter…). My face, neck, and my pillow… soaked. I got up to drink water, felt lost for a couple of minutes, then went back to sleep. Next day, evening, I hear my uncle—who was in the hospital to get diagnosed for his recent bad health. He has cancer. It’s looking bad, beyond Stage 3. I freeze and relive last night’s dream in an instant. I walk away from everyone, sit down on my bed, and suddenly feel scared/guilty. "Have I done something wrong?" In a couple of months, we lost him. Took a while to get over it but.. I'm over it.

Been a couple of years now. Ever since then, I’ve felt different. Tbh Ive felt different all my life.. as a kid too but like its been amplified all of a sudden. I just keep feeling energies, like I just walked into a cold fog every now and then that I can't see, just picking up on something. Though I don’t pay much attention to it (on purpose), but when I wait and observe long enough, I start picking up on things that I don’t understand then I just stop. Another thing, I sense these glob of faint/blurry lights around me sometimes, moving at the corner of my eye. Sometimes I’d feel something pass by or standing next to me, i look up, I see nothing and that lights gone as well.. Idk. Also, ever since that experience, I don't feel alone, especially at nights, it just feels uncomfortable as though you're being watched. I can't sleep unless I listen to ASMR/background sounds and sleep, the silence and stillness makes me start feeling those senses again. ASMR distracts me from picking up anything. Provides comfort I guess.

At this point, I’m somewhat creeped out yet curious about what’s happening. I've heard about people who have similar experiences online but no one around me can make sense of what it all is. Despite being busy with life and work, these memories and stuff just arise in my mind now and then. Then I'd get distracted either thinking about it or trying redirect my focus. Anyway I had to share this to anyone without looking crazy. So yup. There it is.

My 2 year old passed almost 2 months ago which triggered my ascent and intuitive gifts. Im working on opening my third eye. Ive been following an article here i found regarding meditation, seeing a black hole, following the tunnel then following the vortex to open my third eye.

Have others done this and it worked for them? Will this open me up to actually see the spirit world? Happy to hear whats worked for others as well!

I needed a rest. I finally found out how to turn my ability off. All the flickering lights stopped but I got it on now. It's hard switching it off and on. My energy is all over the place. I'm all good and the break helped.

Do you have dreams of interacting with other souls, shapeshifting from one person to the next even tho they're energy stays the same. So you know you're still talking to the same person.