Hello!

I am wondering if anyone has encountered something like this.

I am very able to willingly give energy. Also sometimes unwillingly.

However, for as long as I can remember I cannot receive energy in the same way.

For example my partner will sometimes try to "give" me energy but it just literally bounces off. Doesn't matter how intimate, connected or close I am to the person. It just bounces right off.

Does anyone have any ideas about not being able to receive energy in this way?

I spoke to someone briefly on it and they said I could be blocked or am being blocked. But I wasn't totally sure what that meant.

Thanks!

I posted about this in Meditation before but alas ‘twas the wrong sub. And I’m not even sure if this is the right sub but here we go. So this happened several months ago. I have an affinity for removing entities off people. I have a friend in particular who is really like a magnet for them, and we’ve worked for a long time on developing her techniques against them and she has become quite the warrior. When this happened I hadn’t spoken to her in a few months. I was at my parents and felt like I had to sit and meditate, which is abnormal since I usually have a hard time doing so at their house. Behind my closed eyes I looked to the side of me and saw this swarm of dark energy, think Harry Potter 3 with the lake and the dementors, and as I looked at them this golden burst of light emitted from me towards them. Then I thought ‘this is weird’ and pulled myself out of it and didn’t think about it again that night.

The next day my friend texts me and says ‘I know this is really random but I just feel I need to tell you about a dream I had last night’. She went on to say that she randomly fell half asleep for a little less than an hour, and had a dream that she was being swarmed by hundreds of dark entities and drowning in them, then she screamed out my name and saw a golden burst of light come down and clear them away.

It was cool.

Hey beautiful souls,

I saw a post recently about not-so-instant manifestation and something similar happens to me, I'll have a 'due date' for something, work my manifestation rituals, things come to fruition but a little too late in most cases. How can I align my timeline with the universes timeline a little better, I've clearly got it and my routines are working, the timing is a bit off.

Past life regression on lsd and encounter with some sort of entities that denied me access?

So, yesterday, for the first time, I tried (and succeed) a past life hypnosis. I have to make a premise first, I decided to try to take lsd (it was actually quite a low dose) and then tried to listen to an hypnosis video for past life regression on YouTube. It felt like I was absolutely in a total different plane of existence, and I’ve already kind of experienced that sort of sensation through another some sort of “ego death” or “ego expansion” in another occasion with a more heavy dose of lsd. This time I could recognise more all the sensations that were going through my body in order to reach that place, they were the same of that first time even tough different. In that moment I thought something like: “I can feel my third eye opening, this weird sensation and this light in my forehead feels like all those tales other people described”. All that journey to reach that “other plane” was filled with impurities and interferences, that I attribute to a few different factors, for example the coming up of the drug, my wrong life style, all those negative emotions that I’m going through this last period. In substance they were all there to show me how much my body and my mind were not really in tune. And I attribute that absolutely to the lsd, he was the one showing me that. Anyway, I absolutely felt the fact and sensations that I was actually going somewhere else, that I was somewhere else. And then I’ve definitely felt a transition and I was in what I believe was one of my past lives. Still at this moment I’m not sure about the origin of what I’ve seen of those fragments of different lives, were they induced by the drug? Were they created by my imagination? Were they really there? I just really felt that “that journey” in order to achieve that place was absolutely real, and not just a trip caused by the lsd. I believe I’ve gone trough 3 or 4 of them, some more clear than the others, and I got to see more different moments during the years of the life of a person and with the others just a brief moment of a fragment in a point their lives. When I came back I was absolutely baffled. All the emotions that I experienced in that state felt really real. So I was still a bit skeptical. After half n’ hour or so I decided to try it again. As soon as I started the video again this sensation of being about to go somewhere else was absolutely 100% more clear. I could’ve seen where I was going. All that journey of leaving this realm and going into the the other was clear. I was seeing where I was going with none interference whatsoever. But then when I was about to truly reach that different plane some sort of “entities” (the didn’t really had a shape, I couldn’t really see them clearly.). I absolutely felt like they were aware of me. They stopped me and told me that I was not supposed to be there. That I had to go back. And I immediately opened my eyes and gone out of trance. This time I was in a way more stronger meditative state, I was completely calm and relaxed, absolutely all in in the experience. But that, those entities, felt absolutely external. I was kind of aware that they were not truly just demons created by the lsd. It felt like something else. I was just absolutely confused. I still am actually, I can’t make any sense of it. So, not happy of this denied access I decided to try it again (kind of stupid, but I was way too much skeptical of everything that happened) but this time with an entirely different kind of hypnosis (an hypnosis for quitting smoking) just to test and see. But as soon as I closed my eyes and took the first deep breath I just had this feeling that I had to stop. I truly had to stop, not even try. So then quite scared I just gave up.

What the hell was all that?! I admit that I kind of know virtually nothing of all this stuff.

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Try the Runic Formulas app (available on Android only, that I'm aware of,) and try to make up your own formulas! I would love to hear your experiences. https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.evansir.runicformulas Also, check out http://runesecrets.com, it's a good learning/reference guide.

If enough people tried to use energy to stop the spread would it help or even protect individuals? Keeping it vague on purpose

I had a small reiki session again today. It was my second session. It felt so good lmao. It's like drugs. It makes me feel like gumby. Very loose. And i am lucky because the reiki master happens to be my mom who does long distance sessions. She has been doing them for over 30 years, so write me if you need one. We did someone on Reddit and the person started not believing ir as we were text messaging. Then I said. Hey mom, start your reiki on him, and she did. Then right away the person messaged back discussing the whole thing with us again. Reiki feels good.!

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Most of them are internal. Skeptics rip me to shreds! But try them yourselves.

This is going to be a small collection of different ways that I vessel my energy to manifest different effects within and outside-of my body. Some of these are required for some things that I can do and others are purely for fun. I am going to try to create as direct a 'formula' to explaining these things. I want to refine my categorization and explanation process of these many processes that we can do, to where they're streamlined enough that any level, or interest, of reader could find nearly all of the knowledge to be had within. If you find that I am sacrificing details in an attempt to do this, please let me know, in an attempt for me to edit it and preserve knowledge that wasn't curated correctly.

First, there's something we need to talk about, and it's quite general.

============================Energy Flow, Focal Points and 'Vibration'============================
So, we all learn that energy flows in through the head and out through the feet. (It also goes the other way.) I actually believe that they work more like 'magnetic fields' with infinite radii due to the mass of the radius being zero. (Not in reference to density, but in reference to steady state 3-d time and the expansion of mass and energy. Reframed later to make an argument to explain the acceleration of the universe under Steady State theory.) Meaning, our energy is pouring out in all directions, always and infinitely.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2azFOX9P0fc
Uh, probably like twenty minutes in? I don't remember. The whole video is very enlightening, but don't take it as doctrine until it's proven.
So, thinking within 3'd Space, it's flowing outwards, upwards, downwards, leftwards, e.t.c. Thinking in 2-d space, they're ever expanding circles from multiple origin points in our bodies. (This is where we find the chakra pools.) These 'chakra pools' are FOCAL points. They are the natural, unenhanced focal points of your body that always exist in everyone. They may not be 100% healthy and good-to-go, but they are never completely lost.
Now, manifesting your energy in a non-physical way is most-of-the-time done through either enhancing an existing focal point with a certain intention/vibration, or creating an entirely new focal point that only carries one intention/vibration.
Now, going along with this. When I find myself at my most aware is when I allow these focal points to expand passed this infinitely small point into taking up all of the space in my body and flowing unencumbered by my own will or containment. Maybe it would be unhealthy for someone not pursuing the knowledge I am, as it can be hard to 'clear the waterways' between your chakras when you're done with this kind of meditation. Through repeated practice, it is an excellent way to practice clearing and centering yourself.

Ugh, I've been dreading the moment of this definition because so many people are touchy on it.
Vibration = Intention
That's it. Sorry guys. I don't think it's literal vibration having to do with supersymmetry or quantum entanglement or anything like that. I think it is your true intention, read purely from your heart/mind (whatever you'd prefer to believe) that manifests as what we perceive as vibration. I think it is a falsity, similar to how we can only truly perceive 3d through touch. Shape/size through vision is created by distance and shadows. (Take the shadows from a sphere and it is a circle, at least to our eyes.) I believe that it is caused by 'interference' from the limbic system of the brain, when it should not be activated. I think the prefrontal cortex would show reduced activity in favor of a more 'balanced' looking processes going on in the brain as the enhanced awareness that I feel correlates with increased function of all lobes of the brain and less conscious thought.
Hah, have I rambled long enough that you're not mad anymore?

So, how do we create a focal point? It's in the name, focus! Don't sit there and have veins pop out of your head, please, you'll make me laugh. Energy is physically effortless and may leave you feeling drained afterwards but should not require that kind of strain to do. If you are requiring that kind of strain, you're probably having a blockage somewhere or something and should give yourself a check-up. I've never had energy work be literally physically straining. (I've had two or three experiences after the laying of hands that I 'went too far' and had to sit, cool down, slow my heart and drink water for a couple minutes. But that is due to the nature of the ability I use to attempt to help people.)

You need to learn to be of one consciousness with your energy. I do not think "Energy, Focus, Palm Hand." Or something dumb like that, I move my energy. Like I don't think "Move, Left, Thumb." I just move my left thumb to hit the space bar. Creating focal points is a similar feeling to flexing. It's gonna feel tense at first, but then you build some muscle and it's always got decent form to it, but instead, with energy it is purely that you're building your ability to create that focal point. Whether this is just through repetitive practice, raising your 'capacity' or whatever someone wants to argue, it is irrelevant. You're getting better.

======================="Energetic Abilities"=========================
Now, these are going to be for more simplistic things that you can do. More complex processes (Like Healing, that the practitioner, in my opinion, should have full knowledge of Disease, Injury, Treatment (In a Mundane sense as well), Anatomy, Physiology, The Mental/Emotional State of the Patient/User, Chemicals Present/Required in the area requiring treatment as well as the ability to balance these things in the moment to manifest change in someone's physical health. This often also comes at the cost of 'weakening' my own immune system, as I may fall sick if I've 'overused' this. (Which is rare, but to practice, I like to heal plants.) This is something that has taken me years of study and that I continue to do so every day.

TO MANIFEST WITHOUT APTITUDE, YOU MUST UNDERSTAND

THIS IS LAW.

Sorry, not often do I get that egoism. But unless you've learned to innately understand something through the unification of the knower and the known (the guy who's thrown a ball 10,000,000 times probably knows where it's going to go.) You must understand what you're working with on a Spiritual, Mental and Physical level. Let me rephrase these. The Energetic, Intending and Mundane levels. You must understand it's composition of energy, it's focal points, the 'generalists' overview of the process you're attempting to affect. You must understand what it's intention is. This seems weird, atoms surely don't intend. With Atoms/Natural Processes, use the word Interact rather than Intend when you're thinking about it. You must understand the system in three steps in order to formulate TRUE INTENTION. Facts are variable in the way that there are many possibilities, but they are not subjective in that things can always be purely created. I cannot make the wind heat up to 9,000 degrees farenheit because I have no vessel for that to manifest with. IT IS ILLOGICAL by what we perceive as the universe's 'randomness.' There is logic to the world around us and it is what we're slowly learning. The three steps of understanding are...
-It's current state (Going from present to present, constantly knowing it's exact existence)
-The Desired State (What outcome you wish to achieve, giving it a vessel of intention from present to present. Always 'willing it to be')
-The Required Change (What, within the universe's logic, needs to change before this process can come to be?)

(A BIT OF A STORY FOR THE FIRST ONE, SKIP TILL YOU SEE A SECTION INDICATED BY HAVING HYPHONS ( the - sign) ON BOTH SIDES IF YOU WISH TO SKIP)
So, I was born, or ended up with a Lazy Eye. I don't remember because I was very, very young. I ended up getting a surgery for this eye and I've gone blind in that eye. Whether I was blind before? I don't really know. All I know is that glasses frustrated me for a long time because I couldn't see the lense. I couldn't see anything. (Close one eye and imagine the black of your closed eye wasn't there. That's what it was.) So, it seemed trivial to me, but I also lacked the communication abilities and the understanding to know that I was literally blind. It was passed as doctrine from my parents that the surgery caused it, but I am not so sure. Most my family seems to have one 'weak eye' and I think I lost the genetic lottery... or did I? Rather than having a 'useless' component of my body, I have developed an energetic technique to expand my awareness that I work on constantly in a success to replace my lost sight. Of course, I don't see normally with that eye... but I'm very appreciative of it.

-My Created, Unnamed, Ultimate Reading Aura, Seeing Ghost, Energy, Interaction in a Physical State-
Lol, let's name that, shall we? I'm (from here forward) Going to refer to this manifestation of energy as Akka Eyes, in reference to my adoration for the Akkadian Written Language. Is there deeper connection? Probably not, check it out!
Focal Points - Retina, Pupils, Occipital Lobe, Pineal Gland, Third Eye
Whoa! A lot of focal points for this first one, huh. It's a more 'difficult' one for sure, but it's the whole reason I'm writing this. The intention I hold in the Retina and Pupil of my left eye is to translate what I 'see' by sensing energies with my third eye. The reason why I use my third eye to sense the energy is because our perception through the third eye is given it it's namesake, it's similar to vision. By holding the intention of openess and 'allowing things to flow through my field' to sense them with my third eye, passing that energy to my eye and using it as a vessel for my brain to manifest a PHYSICAL SENSATION in coordination to energetic processes, has allowed me to do amazing things with what should be an inert body part. So, depending on how you 'tune it', it does different things. It's really this easy, ask yourself the question and when you answer, don't answer it with thought, but just do it. You need to intend what you want to see and if it is there, it shall reveal itself without any force, creativity, thinking, perception, preconception, e.t.c. It will be like observing the mundane world, it exists regardless to your thoughts/actions. You can influence it's course though.

There are three main 'intentions' that I use.
Time - Quite an interesting one, because it gives me a totally unexpected result! I end up being able to see sharp vertices with my eye, but on REAL objects. By using this ability, I can walk through new areas with only my blind eye open by being able to see the corners of walls/shelves/e.t.c. People look quite weird and look as though I could watch the water where the ripple interacts with the current. Constantly lapsing, changing and bending in weird ways as they turn their head/e.t.c. For me, it appears grey-scale and the 'sharper the vertices (angle closer to 0) the whiter it shines in the general area of the corner. (It is not a thin line, like actually seeing a corner, but instead a 'soft glow' within the greyscale.)
Energy - I like to do a very open-ended observation of energy sometimes, because then you get a field of vision that (to me) resembles heat vision? But instead of it being about heat, it shoes different colors for all of the different interacting energies in the space around you. It can be truly beautiful when surrounded by many different species of things. This is often used for when I heal, to identify injuries before I'm told and to understand them with depth along with physical examination.
Interaction - Similar to Energy, but different. Interaction focuses purely on all of the moments that energy is bleeding into the mundane, another field, being absorbed, dissipating, e.t.c. It appears similar to if I had a time-lapse of the entire night sky and I could watch as stars came to birth and died, but within seconds. Just little 'blinks' and 'nebulae' of interaction that eventually dissipate outwards to where they intend, or interact next.

WHOA ITS LATE. I'll edit this sometime.