Hi everyone! (M30)

A couple of years back I was on a street and honestly felt a magnetic pull (very weird urge) towards a location. I started going there often as a regular and there I have been introduced by a colleague to someone (F30)

I remember shaking hands and weird feeling that I know that person already. Although we knew each other for a short time, the conversations were so easy since the very beginning like I am talking to my BFF.

While talking I found out some stuff about them:

• their name is what I picked in my friends group chat as 'perfect name for a kid' a couple of years back
• we went to same type of highschool, but different cities
• a couple of months prior at an event, I was sitting upset and smoking outside when a person attending too (stranger) approached me to tell me I look unhappy and started a chit-chat. I told him at some point about this new cool place that I found (the magnetic pull) and then he asked me wether I know X person (that being the one I am talking here). I replied 'No, have no idea' but he insisted asking and asking, as if it was mandatory to know that person
• mothers have same beauty mark
• we are same age
• matching tattoos
• almost same life in terms of obstacles
• both almost died at the same age
• their initials match mine
• dads have same job
• I saw them in a dream prior to meeting them (just their body shape which I recognized later on) and someone pointing towards them and nodding, myself crying in the dream screaming 'I don't understand! What am I going to do?'

... this would be some of similarities that I know. And whenever we hugged, it just went so naturally that was scary for me. Felt like I was hugging family or 'the sense of belonging'.

Now, I've been dealing with a buch of stuff lately and haven't spoken to them for some time now, yes I would say we distanced and I respect the space, but stuff has been messing up with me:

• I went to meet a client and they introduced themselves with the same surname (which is very unique I would say)
• I enter a meeting and a guest with THE SURNAME makes a cameo
• I started seeing angel numbers everywhere
• I was sleeping a couple of months back, I saw their face suddenly as in a dream and immediately woked up gasping for air. I checked my phone and I went straight to social media, first thing to appear is a repost from them (they are not so active).

Either I am going crazy, or I don't know what to say...

Anyone spiritual inclined on relationships

I'll keep this brief, I'm a 31(f) and I recently found out that my dad isn't my biological dad (I was donor conceived - no idea who he is). So basically 2 human beings had to go to the extra effort to have me or at least for me to come into existence. The last 7 years have been absolute bullshit. I have had a lot of things go wrong, people have been taken out of my life, moved jobs because of horrible management, financial issues, best friend has cancer, no boyfriend (last one cheated coming up to 10 years ago) and also finding out this family secret. Overall, I'm sick of the perpetual state of disappointment and some of my worst days I honestly can't wait for my life to end.

My question is basically the title, I really don't get why I was born... I never thought I'd be in this position and my resilience is thinning. I get it, Life's isn't fair but if I was just an accident different story but was I put on this earth deliberately too feel miserable? I really don't get it.

Any perspectives would be greatly appreciated.

Ps. I'm a number 2 in numerology, star sign is Gemini, Rising is Aries and moon is Aquarius (if It helps).

Recently, I did cut cords of an unhealthy energies/expectations with respect to a friend. And the release of the meditation leaded to burst of tears and chills/ shivers all over my body. Followed by me falling off to sleep. Felt relieved after the session.

However, my friend has been acting weird ever since after I did the meditation, I mean they aren’t aware about the meditation I have done.

How does this affect certain current relationships? Can one do multiple cord cutting meditation for a particular person to completely get rid of the negative energy/attachment?

Traumatized

I will be walking to the bathroom, and I imagine an evil entity getting very close to my face, or I’ll picture a big grim reaper in the sky, or just gruesome intrusive thoughts. Like it’s not a hallucination, but I’m imagining these things. This may or may not help but I have severe anxiety(relatively used to it now), some depression, and I think ocd. This is random but I’m so insecure, so when I hear people laugh I assume they’re laughing at me. Even if I’m in my room and they can’t see me and my windows open. I still feel like they are talking about me. I was yelling out my window earlier so maybe that’s why I felt that way. I also argue with my Brain all the time. Like it feels near impossible to be successful because of how I think and how my body feels

I sometimes find myself doing people pleasing habits subconsciously though I work hard to not consciously do so. It’s something I thought I mastered. However, when I find myself around old friends it’s hard not to shift back into that habit because that’s the version of me that they’ve known for so long. How can I stay grounded in who I am without reverting when put back in familiar spaces?

I (23 M) am having a rough year so far. From January-February, a girl who I was dating told me that she wasn’t ready for a relationship. After that, a friend of mine had a falling out.

And finally, I had to go to the hospital twice because of a pinched nerve. And unfortunately, as of now, I literally can’t stand up straight without the feeling of falling because of it.

I feel like I am being put into a spiritual path but I don’t know what it is. What is the world trying to teach me? Why am I going through these things? Is it a test?

I know everyone’s spiritual journey is different but what type of journey do you think that I am going through and how to act upon that?

Anyone feel like they can’t escape the physical world but are meant to escape the physical world and feel trapped as a result?

Furthermore, I can’t help but escape the thought that I have to quit sex entirely to escape.

Let me explain:

I mean.. kundalini, Kabbalah, do other people not see the obvious sexual references?

The snake goes inward from your root to the top of your head… clearly an inverted penis/clitoris meaning to conserve sexual energy to go inward instead of outward.

In Kabbalah there’s Malkuth, the lowest sphere that hangs down, another obvious reference to your sex organs based on the trees position over the body. It’s so simple, you take Malkuth and pop it up into Daath which obviously means to send sexual energy inward to activate the third eye.

In like all religions there’s an Adam and Eve story… the fruit is obviously a reference to sex. The reason Adam and Eve fall from paradise is because of sex.

It drives me crazy because quitting all sex(including self pleasure) is so hard but I can’t help but think that the reason I am trapped here is because I ejaculate.

I’ve tried so many spiritual ways to escape this world except for total restraint and I can’t help but think I am trapped because of sex.

Even Buddhism I wonder if investigation into the nature of the self is fruitless unless you quit sex and then you’ll have experiences of the self like it’s always been the cornerstone of the process.

I wonder if DMT or something is produced if you conserve sexual energy.

It almost feels like the endocrine glands are steps towards the top where you encounter different obstacles based on the hormones your body produces as the energy rises up to the top.

I hate how obvious and simple it all is yet how difficult it is to accomplish especially when it feels like it should be natural and is more harmful to restrict yourself but if we’re not from this world then the truth is that sex is not natural to us.

My whole life I feel like I’ve been conditioned by friends and society into sex and so it seems like it should be easy to quit with little interest but the easiest way I fail is just thinking it’s not worth it as though nothing will result from it all.

It’s a struggle because I already use so much will power to abstain from substance abuse and it just seems like so much extra.

I’ve gone about a month before and I started having vivid dreams and sometimes lucid dreams so I feel like maybe that makes it worth it but I keep convincing myself otherwise.

Does anyone else struggle with these things??

Sorry for the long rant.

I didn't know where to post this question but I hope this is the right community. Actually this question was asked by someone else in another community three years ago but they never got an answer but I really wanted to see the thoughts and opinions of others so I thought I would try asking it myself in my own way and see if I got some answers.

Does something somewhere in the universe take on the prayer and become that form? Is it picked up by some spirit or any other god or goddesses instead? What happens to that prayer? Is it like manifestation where if believe in something enough, it makes true for yourself?

Sorry if this all sounds silly

ive been an atheist for as long as ive understood religion (im a teen btw), but lately ive been interested in having something to believe in i guess? not a god but i would like to have something to guide me like morals and values you know?

please give me things to start off with and advice and be nice because i honestly dont know much about spirituality right now

“ Where’s God?” “God gave us breath , we need to continue to breathe into each other , by each knowing the power of God , not a religion but Unconquerable love , and unity in all, every person that ever lived is Story to the Piece every ,plant , animal , is needed. But we cannot see this , We take and destroy , whatever we find can be used for a part and thrown back

We fear ,for the sake of peace and accomplish yet nothing ,. Until they fall to their knees , seeing what has been destroyed by their own hands .. nothing remains ;

Each soul crafts God in ideologies of perspectives dividing the divine into wars oponoments in the name of right and wrong ,

Blinded by belief in truths cannot accept their child’s conquest in Seeking the roads Of life , Spirit of once innocent vibrant colourful eyes began to lose the hue , until it cannot create truth of their own to reprogram a mind taken and stolen It cannot make the journey for the answers to the truths it seeked ,God calls us to take these roads . yet we have silenced the voice And forever the pain endured , incomplete stories living a life they don’t truly Want

Yet even if the heart will always long for the calling but will still strive to stay on a path forced into fear in seeking any answers of their own wrong and weird installed in ones who broke them away since they know Knowledge , outside their control , will only weaken their grip .

Religion's touch, a taste of power Twisted by some for darker zeal.

Jim Jones, with intentions once pure, Led his flock to a tragic lure. Sipping Kool-Aid, a bitter end, Misusing power, that once was his friend.

The sickest souls clad in holy guise,

Lost in pride, they're blind and wrapped in believeinv they deserve the worship The love for giving answers and hope in many ,. They did Gods work . Yet their human nature is stuck in the roots , striving for holiness and not sin that is why they work around. A priest Will abuse a Fhild , and believe . It must be an act of holiness for their desires stuck in the roots instead of accepting their sinful nature , and the exploration of sins each needs to take, The journey They were too good for ; they believed they were god

Hi guys , this is my first reddit post so bare with me lol

So i will go into what started it all so you will have an understanding of what happened.

I am a 23 yr old female living with my mother step father and step brother, now my mom works in a hospital so around April 2021 she had to get surgery for her shoulder so she was off work for a good 2-3 months. My mom and i were always into the spirit realm and enjoyed learning about spirits god demons etc. So since my mom was off of work for so long she was super lonely had nothing to do , so the more she watched movies shows documentaries etc, it made her wanna buy equipment so... she got dowsing rods , spirit box and light up cat balls. She started to use the spirit box and started asking questions nothing bad nothing scary. Well now she started to do it EVERYDAY. Then one day im at work and come home to boxes of just dolls, what she had did while i was at work she went on ebay and found spirit attached dolls and bought like 10 of them, she then bought cameras to see when we are asleep if anything crazy happens. Well after 2 weeks go by little things start to happen around the house , in the cameras you would sometimes pick up a man , women or even a child faintly talking. One day my dog was peacefully eating her food in her bowl and literally the craziest force just flipped the bowl hit my dogs face not a soul or object was near by ( this was caught on our house cameras ) she was so freaking scared to go near her bowl for days i had to hand feed her. Couple of weeks go by now at this point my mother is no longer trying to use the spirit box she is trying to physically be able to talk to them and hear them, she built such a relationship with these spirts she was buying them gifts making them food etc. Now 2 months go by the energy in the house is NOT the same , it feels so down it feels dark and just pure evil. I noticed my attitude was changing and i started to get headaches random anxiety attacks etc. So after i started to feel different i sat down with my mom and told her we need to get rid of the dolls the spirits everything idc what i gotta do or pay but they need to go now, she fought with me for weeks about it she felt bad for the ones that were not "evil" it was a huge thing . Finally got her to send all the dolls back to the sellers on ebay, but the issue is what i believe is some had attached themselves to her for good, She claims one is evil and one is not. i had asked her "what are they doing to you" she listed the following: bad head pressure , irregular heart beat , nausea , mood swings , getting sexually touched ( she had said this is affecting her and my step father bc they cannot even have romantic intimacy ) very very intense and often sleep paralysis , insomnia ( she says she can feel kids jumping on her bed at night ) , and this one is semi recent and this may be too much information for some but they are now affecting her going to the bathroom especially going number 2 ( lol number 2 sounds childish but i do not wanna gross anyone out ) so when i say they are affecting her going to the bathroom to where she has not gone in 2 weeks... again this is TMI but she said it literally feels like someone is pushing her anus shut so she cant go , sounds really weird and dumb i know. Now again it took me awhile to believe all of this is happening to her i actually started to think my mom was being schizophrenic cause i would catch her literally talking to herself, she would be randomly yelling "leave me alone " "get out" etc. We have literally tried EVERYTHING we tried saying bible verses we prayed we tried to use sage so many times , she even went to go see people who say they are specialized in getting rid of negative energy nothing worked , anything they told us to do we have done, we spent lots of money on people who didnt even help us out. This issue has now been going on for 3 full years and yet it seems to be just getting worse especially health wise with my mother, she recently went to the ER bc she felt like she was legit having a heart attack but it was not a heart attack thank god. I am truly scared for my mothers life , we dont even have the same relationship anymore because shes so out of it when you try to have conversations with her , she just looks so disengaged no eye contact and it literally looks like shes focusing on what the spirits are saying to her , its the weirdest thing ever. We used to have the best convos ever like emotional heartfelt ones and i legit have not had that in 3 years, i want to be able to tell her good news and rant but when i do again shes literally disengages the convo and day dreaming, when this happens i literally stop mid convo and walk away to the point where sometimes she wouldnt even notice i stopped talking to her and walked away. I tried talking to my step father to help me fix this situation and its kinda almost like we all brush it under the rug but i can no longer do that it is now starting to really affect me , my animals are being affected ( they are getting touched in weird spots , growling randomly ,hissing etc ) I am creating this post in hopes someone will have a different approach for this or just advice on what to do really i now its a lot but hopefully i can get some answers and help my mother . Thank you <3

ALSO

I know the first thing people are gonna say "maybe its not spirts go to the docs" we have my mom has had SO MANY test done and not one single thing pop up she was fine.

I also do not physically hear the spirits myself but i have had moments where i had insane head pressure , insane nausea out of nowhere etc.

If it also matters me and my mother were baptized Catholic we do not go to church , we aren't against religion but we also never really practiced it.

I ask for no judgement please , and if i messed anything up in the paragraph i apologize i did this really fast.

Thank you for reading hopefully someone will help out <3

Regardless of the doubts i have about her, I just want to experience her in her entirety, no matter how corny that sounds.

I want to know what makes her happy. I want to know her ambitions. I want to know what upsets her. I want to know how to make her feel appreciated, cared for, happy, needed and respected. Funny thing is I don't even have a reason it's just something I deeply want, and that's what I believe is truly unconditional love. Not because you have this characteristics or what you have materially, Just loving someone because they are them.

Please God help. I'm swooning over this women so hard it's making me type this at fvcking past 3 am in the morning I mean holy shit.

What do I do?

I dont know if this is the right subreddit to ask for help but i have had this doll for some months now, since last summer. My life has gone downhill since then. Ive barely left the house, i feel drained and tired all of the time, my body hurts i dont feel as though im in my brain, or like im sharing my brain with someone else. This is doll has bright blue eyes its old and i bought it from a vintagey shop. Ive not acknowledged it for months until just now, i sort of had a staring contest with it and i feel sick to my stomach like its “possessed” me. I dont know if this is where i should be posting this, Ive never been a spiritual or religious person really but soemthing does not feel right or correct since buying this doll. I sound silly but i put her outside my room, i wanted to throw it away but i dont want to anger anyone. Im really frightened i could be overthinking but when m looking at it i feel like I am sick. Is there a right way to go about disposing of this doll and getting the off feelings out of my life?

I saw this quote come in one of my feeds on Instagram:

Y'all be wanting to be spiritual based off a trend but ppl with real gifts rarely want the fame. Spiritualist go through hell to bring ppl peace. Stop glamorizing it. Tell the truth?! It's ugly, it hurts, it's a sacrifice!

And yet I want that. I want genuine spiritual development, even if it "hurts", because to me the genuineness is vastly more important than some comfort, because a painful truth is of value, but a comforting lie is worth nothing whatsoever on ground of its false nature, and the ratio of any number not zero, to zero is infinite.

But I feel I have no "gifts", whatever that means. Yet I also do not fundamentally see spirituality as the province of a "gifted few" but as what is at the core of human nature (who lacks a soul?) and that spiritual development is not something optional but part of, and intimately bound with, what makes a human being a genuinely good human being, and ALL are obligated to be genuinely good, and yes that means perhaps that all must suffer and struggle to get it ... that's part of what makes life what it is.

So can I "go anywhere" from this? How do I get into that "hell" because I want to - and we all should, I feel - bring people (so we should bring each other!) peace? Nothing glamorize

God cannot force creation to be an extension of themselves, this is what a narcissistic person would do seeking To Control and believing they Are merely an object of Themselves . Why would one want an object exactly like themselves. Why not create more to find the truths in their own ways ,. And the Horrifying chaos in this World is Usually How one can find a complete Beauty they do Not take for granted , But instead , become unbreaksble and In complete love for all their is , nas they realize they Need each other , nothing is Useless trash , the trees , the Plants ,each person , each hitler , trump , Putin. Is a story We need to see the perspectives Or Their lives In a Film, It’s On Us For Failing to understand and say “what causes someone to Be so Evil?” Yea Sit and watch Each Film or every Evil person ever lived, snd You’ll see it’s More than some brain Chemical.. but People really can’t blame themselves , for any Part in the chaos . The failure in looking at what causes the chaos ? It doesn’t take one to take all power from millions , it’s Multiple people involved ,. Starting from their parents , to every person that walked out , every abuse They encountered. Let’s give a Fuck about Children. So think about their Mmost one can never be evil and one can Never be perfect and holy. You aren’t God and your not the Devil, you are a Duality of each. But most of us take part in making people feel bad , for something as silly as sex to as complex as starting drugs. But this all started From a collection of emotions repressed , in one’s bodies , after they were Told “don’t get angry, it’s bad,” “don’t do this it’s bad.” So we will just wait until someone becomes filled with emotions inside they become a killer ? Because they tell people what to do because of some line their teacher and parents And So on repeated .
“Don’t seek revenge it’s bad , just let it go ignore it honey, you are giving them power.” Don’t tell someone what they should do , they need to go through their own fucking journeys and get emotions And desires out and learn the truths of what is good and bad .

.. what Happens when we oppress our natural desires because people say “it’s a sin,”. Why not one explore the emotions the actions they seek to take , and ride the journey instead of saying “you are wrong, “ . You can’t stop Sin It’s in Our Nature. Stop Striving to Be perfect and holy on your Own, make the mistakes the choices and grow .

take But rather Their Own Seperate strand Of A piece of His breath.

follower of anything , so different from the religions who force the ideas in the claim of love . But why not accept that one needs to see

, but as seperate part to find their way back home , they learned on their own. We had To Fly Out of the nest, the love is selfless letting go To find answers and walk their own paths, Nobody will hold your hand if you Decide to Depart paths until you decide to call God , But you cannot call until you journey to a path closer to the Devine . Do not seek to Understand and question God , these are the answers that man will never have , only A small l Piece to a puzzle of mysterious and a glorious truth, The ones Below cannot see past the Illusions

the fault lies not in God's design,
But Only in the chaos of pride that still lingered the question who to align with god Or journey among the shadows of nothing ,

The Creator's garden needs our nurturing hand,To water every bud, every seed of life

Unconditional care , to be given in return of the breath shared contionously to every creature , each that reaches the unconquerable heavens of love , must continue the rhythm Not seeking to share , beauty and joy is then Driven by success , for a Power they abandoned in their own Sins committed by a lustful pride roaming for a freedom , and yet striving for a great power it cannot live ,until the fear of their own destruction tames all to a rhythm unlike the song in the womb of all living beats. , they deem other life useless , unlike their own,not one to See past breath belonging to the rhythm Lives of vibrancy saught to kill or take Soldiers Battle An odd harmony incomplete in its rhythm of utter chaos . directed by hands ,r

• Everything is ONE
• Everything is connected
• Love is the answer
• Thought is creation
• Clichés are perpetual
• Time is an illusion
• Life is a mirror
• ?

blame God And not Your own hands that together with many took a part in creating the chaos .

, the beliefs of many things , we gulp blindly down , not even seeking to explore the roads ourselves , Mankind believeing rhey Know answers becomes a daily creation of gods in their own making these false gods a belief of their Own perspective they worship and force down on to people . , and failing to understand why nobody believes their “god” the one they worship and praise , so they must be bad and lost , they need to believe in our ways, This creates wars everyday between spouse to spouse friends strangers and the trends We blindly follow , as You must be an evil person for striving in another way of thinking. Sit the fuck done and instead Of fighting to be right, maybe learn about their story in why they are different than you, you are too busy fighting a war , and then calling it quits because You are selfish , only thinking of your pain. And your pain isn’t because of you, It’s because of lineages of people before you “Pushing emotions and their own explorations for desiring to seek what is right and wrong, Simply was never allowed to be saught.” ,“my god is the god among them all,” you prove you are right and he is bad you become very Proud when you win in a small battle , bringing someone else’s perspectives a bit down , rejecting them but Claiming it was for love ,humans should get A grip and realize nobody is greater than Each Other , or below each one .; we are all equal. Smart In our own ways , yet dumb in other ways , you cannot be just holy and just evil, you cannot be one without the other.
You need to Learn to accept and love the shadow side in everyone , before a monster arises ; Stop blaming Everyone else but yourself became you believe you must be so Perfect and holy. So you look at everyone else as sinful disgust ; compared to you and the god You Worship

This world is the duality , to learn how to Balance everything nothing is “so sad and horrible,”. It’s only because you shut the stories out , and can only see the horrible aspect , I’m sure one day with growth, maybe you can find some Beauty Some truth some aspect in horrors you faced. , , you realize you need the unification of everything in order to grow As your own separate Beautiful piece , and help all living to grow , t each living piece is a small part of God .. we aren’t separate until We choose to be , and that’s what causes the chaos . God gave Us breath , it’s up To us if we want to kill , plant fruit , or Help others to breathe in a harmonious unity ?. Do the work, having faith in yourself and a higher power of love that can conquer and exist Ih the chaos as you saw unity , and want to help others but many are blinded on the need to believe you are so smart and right ,, and that varies upon the Division of Many clashing beliefs. Everyone has a different way of “smart , love , care,”.. it goes on Claiming “he doesn’t love me , because he acted Numb, and didn’t even cry ,” Yea well maybe sit down and listen to their story instead of thinking about urself and your own beliefs on what you think people should and shouldn’t be like . Some people laugh from their trauma and we stupidly say “oh they must be lying because they aren’t crying.” Every doctor Scientist , preacher , religion is Imperfect ,. . They shouldn’t be worshipped as God of All answers . When it clearly is written “wisdom is from God.”

You cannot love someone the way God Would , you cannot have the answers the way God Does, So accept that every human is just a human , and stop striving on these paths you chose to go on , You aren’t

God , so stop striving for questions to answers In the flesh of A man , you simply weren’t shown all the answers , and maybe other people have , every journey has A Spark of the truth , And the belief that has Taken over with new age trends in “believing you are god and can manifest whatever you want.” You are a Thread , if you were God you were everyone and everything. you can’t manifest someone you seek their love from , if they aren’t wanting to create that with you. When has this belief happened? Is is 100 percent working? Because if this manifestation on your own , without no unity or Work to create , did give you everything you wanted . It would be a continuous thing, if you had the power to make your life , As you want to believe you are in control . And it’s sad when you can’t accept that you aren’t, powerful and in control because you are horrified of what can happen .. each story Is Unique just trust , the journey To find .answers , help others strive in learning About yourself , and everything adds to The end. Every life is a story that needed to Happen. Every person has some knowledge some answers , and science is never complete. Thousands of years , and we believe that centuries before us were useless and weren’t great like the things that A hospital can do . We blindly trust ; and say “they are in safe hands.” Things go Wrong, Doctors can’t prevent when God gives them the Skills the knowledge , Let everything go, It’s fucking meant to be, So stop living in the past. And wasting time to get Answers . Each person is a Thread to learning if they allow themselves to be or become blinded in a division of beliefs

God cannot force creation to be an extension of themselves, this is what a narcissistic person would do seeking To Control and believing they Are merely an object of Themselves . Why would one want an object exactly like themselves. Why not create more to find the truths in their own ways ,. And the Horrifying chaos in this World is Usually How one can find a complete Beauty they do Not take for granted , But instead , become unbreaksble and In complete love for all their is , nas they realize they Need each other , nothing is Useless trash , the trees , the Plants ,each person , each hitler , trump , Putin. Is a story We need to see the perspectives Or Their lives In a Film, It’s On Us For Failing to understand and say “what causes someone to Be so Evil?” Yea Sit and watch Each Film or every Evil person ever lived, snd You’ll see it’s More than some brain Chemical.. but People really can’t blame themselves , for any Part in the chaos . The failure in looking at what causes the chaos ? It doesn’t take one to take all power from millions , it’s Multiple people involved ,. Starting from their parents , to every person that walked out , every abuse They encountered. Let’s give a Fuck about Children. So think about their Mmost one can never be evil and one can Never be perfect and holy. You aren’t God and your not the Devil, you are a Duality of each. But most of us take part in making people feel bad , for something as silly as sex to as complex as starting drugs. But this all started From a collection of emotions repressed , in one’s bodies , after they were Told “don’t get angry, it’s bad,” “don’t do this it’s bad.” So we will just wait until someone becomes filled with emotions inside they become a killer ? Because they tell people what to do because of some line their teacher and parents And So on repeated .
“Don’t seek revenge it’s bad , just let it go ignore it honey, you are giving them power.” Don’t tell someone what they should do , they need to go through their own fucking journeys and get emotions And desires out and learn the truths of what is good and bad .

.. what Happens when we oppress our natural desires because people say “it’s a sin,”. Why not one explore the emotions the actions they seek to take , and ride the journey instead of saying “you are wrong, “ . You can’t stop Sin It’s in Our Nature. Stop Striving to Be perfect and holy on your Own, make the mistakes the choices and grow .

take But rather Their Own Seperate strand Of A piece of His breath.

follower of anything , so different from the religions who force the ideas in the claim of love . But why not accept that one needs to see

, but as seperate part to find their way back home , they learned on their own. We had To Fly Out of the nest, the love is selfless letting go To find answers and walk their own paths, Nobody will hold your hand if you Decide to Depart paths until you decide to call God , But you cannot call until you journey to a path closer to the Devine . Do not seek to Understand and question God , these are the answers that man will never have , only A small l Piece to a puzzle of mysterious and a glorious truth, The ones Below cannot see past the Illusions

the fault lies not in God's design,
But Only in the chaos of pride that still lingered the question who to align with god Or journey among the shadows of nothing ,

The Creator's garden needs our nurturing hand,To water every bud, every seed of life

“Creator needs gardeners to water each living thing , by knowing the power of knowing the God, who seeded us all.

Unconditional care , to be given in return of the breath shared contionously to every creature , each that reaches the unconquerable heavens of love , must continue the rhythm Not seeking to share , beauty and joy is then Driven by success , for a Power they abandoned in their own Sins committed by a lustful pride roaming for a freedom , and yet striving for a great power it cannot live ,until the fear of their own destruction tames all to a rhythm unlike the song in the womb of all living beats. , they deem other life useless , unlike their own,not one to See past breath belonging to the rhythm Lives of vibrancy saught to kill or take Soldiers Battle An odd harmony incomplete in its rhythm of utter chaos . directed by hands ,

I’ve noticed since the Geometric storm started yesterday my ears have been buzzing a lot, has anyone else been experiencing that?

Hi everyone! Recently I got a bit more invested into the topic of pro choice and pro life. I myself figured that I stand to the people that are PC. That scared me off tho, because I am very spiritual and I am very uncertain if those two things are allowed to be in the same world. Now I kind of feel like I have to choose one side and feel like my spiritual/religious surrounding will hate on me and put me in front of a choice.

Thank you for reading this tweet. I would appreciate your opinions very much 🙏🏻

Juat wanted to know the espiritual/emotional/metaphysical meaning of all things like, for example, storms, trees, whatever

Hello everybody,

Recently I bought a New UV light therapy, Lamp. Definitely needing to Adjust my Sleep routine, anyway.

Have noticed, that This light Has changed My Mood slightly, and I love how It feels. However, I’ve noticed a Few pretty Drastic changes Too, would love Advice. Thank you!

My mood While going to Do a Few errands/Whatever at the Grocery store, was fine, Earlier. Was pretty Present today, Overall, and felt calm. Anyway, when I got to The Grocery store, I did my Normal ‘Approaching people,’ Thing. I’ve approached Strangers for a Decade now, Used to do It to get Laid somewhat, Whatever, but Have come to The conclusion, Too unspiritual. Nowadays, I simply chat With strangers, Get to know Them, add some Value, Peace. Adding vibes, Obviously.

But today, After doing my First approach, I felt Different. Felt almost Like a Slight tinge of Neediness, But not actual Neediness. For those of You Spiritual folks who Maybe’re very Extroverted, how Do you fair, here?

I love Talking to Strangers, LOVE. I approach People and start conversations All the Time, constantly. Today felt different.

My whole point, I feel Like Becuase I’m pretty Unique obviously, and Spiritual, I just feel Different. Like when I talk to People, I feel this Great desire to Connect, and I feel like That can Come acrossed or Whatever, ‘Needy.’ I say Needy, really not, But I just Have a hard Time really Deciphering everything!

I feel Like I Just love Talking to People, yet this Feeling kept coming, Up. The average Every day Person’s, very suppressed/Evil overall, So i Don’t know the vibes, Whatever.

Does anybody Feel super Vulnerable when Pushing yourself, Socially? Asking, spiritually-speaking.

The reason I’m asking, Is because I’m Highly-sensitive Naturally, very eclectic, Loving! Society doesn’t, Always whatever!

I just Feel like, I try so Hard every Day to Better myself, but It feels Like nobody wants to Meet halfway, Ever with really, Socializing. Anybody relate?

I feel like I'm being blocked by something, and I can't fathom how or why or what to do to clear it.

When it comes to making big, personal or family decisions - I do my research, and make the best decisions we can at the time with the information we've accumulated, I trust other people's opinions (but take them with a grain of salt at the same time).

But every time I make a choice about a direction or an action, there are quite severe negative consequences. Sometimes even just thinking about the choice - not even doing it! - prompts a negative to arrive that completely blindsights me.

In the opposite, I seem to be able to make decent business decisions. But never when it comes to life and family.

And I'm not going in expecting to fail, I'm considering carefully and starting afresh each time with the best intentions and a glimmer of hope. I know I can make good, well educated decisions, because I do so in my work endeavours.

Until very recently. This whole, past 5 years at least, has made me too scared to make any life decisions, so I sit in stasis and do nothing, and get blamed for not making decisions to better my life, and nothing changes.

Has anyone else experienced this? Has anyone else gotten through it?

Be healthy in your physical form. Exercising is so important, not just for your body, but for your mind and also for your spirit. A functional body is a better receiver of light, it’s a higher vibration. It will keep you balanced and maintained. The human form is built for movement, when you don’t move, you are wilting. Move, and move often.

11/5/24

I got lucky and saw two layers of my aura on separate occasions. What I would consider the first layer was black. And the second layer was brown yellowish golden maybe. Can I get help on see my aura or others.

I was feeling very anxious today so I took Dosulepin tablet to calm down myself. I could feel the anxiousness physically in my legs as they were quite restless.

After a few hours I started feeling better but not quite recovered. So I decided to go for a breathing session on my Apple watch. It was only a 3 minute session, but after around 2 minutes I started feeling a tingling sensation right in the center of my forehead. I also felt calmer.

This is not the first time it has happened to me. Earlier also I have felt that sensation in my forehead while practicing deep breathing. I am not a religious person but I have heard of the "third eye", and how it's a gateway to the beyond.

So I was wondering if anyone else has had a similar experience? Is this something that can be worked on more to "unlock" new experiences?

This is MY Spiritual Experience. It happened to me and was life changing. I can't speak for Rev Jim or the path he took later on. My spiritual experience was profound and I've had a better life for it.

We belonged to The People's Temple in the early/mid 1960s in Indiana. Several family members lived nearby and my mom loved visiting with them so we joined the church for about 3 years. I was a child and loved going to church as they had many other children and the sessions for children was enjoyable, singing, skits, puppets, it was great fun I looked forward to.

At times in the church session I'd see Rev Jim with what looked like bug eyes. Like black doughnut shaped smoke that appeared around his eyes. Other times it looked like dark charcoal around his eyes, or ribbed tubes going from his eyes into his head. I'd mention it to the Sunday school teacher, my mother, other around and not get a reply from them usually, some would say they didn't see it but most just sat there and didn't reply.

Also at times there was what looked like a dark smoky mist that would float out of his abdomen and then move back in. I'd see this at times over the years and bring it up to adults and other children but got no suggestions on what it was. One day after church Rev Jim came up behind me and pressed me against him. He nodded at me to look down and through my chest I could see the dark smoke float out of my chest then back through me. He did this twice to me. Others were standing around looking but I've no idea what they saw. Did they see the smoke, too?

Prior to this I was in the hospital for most of 1.5 years with a lung infection that left my lungs massively scarred. The doctors followed my growth with xrays as scar tissue doesn't' grow and my healthy lung tissue would. The concern is if my lung growth would be stunted. Follow ups after this episode with Rev Jim showed no scar tissue left in my lungs. Did I get a healing??

Here is my video I made of this experience. https://youtu.be/WK7I6_PUCyg

Lots of stuff has been happening/change in my life for the last 2 months.

Friday May 10th at ~1am

I was driving home and the freeway wasn’t too packed. I decided to look at my rear view mirror and I see a car ( don’t remember details on the car ) and it seemed like it was tailgating us

One of its headlight was out and the other was dimmed ( like it had its low lights on )

My first thought was, that seems dangerous because it’s difficult to see it.

Then a couple seconds after seeing that car, it starts slowing down and somewhat disappears

I go a little slower so it could pass me but it never did.

Wondering if anyone has knowledge of what that could mean.

I’m 22 very good looking, 6’3, really good sense of humor. But have been dealing with mental illness and moving location to location since the age of 17. Because of that I have had no interest in chasing girls. And no confidence too.

I’m now 22 and ready to get back out there but holy shit I’m a fucking virgin. I’m like a little child walking around begging for sex.

I also make music/art, and am wondering will my music be bad because I do not have the spiritual effect of getting intimate with another person other than my right hand?

Thank you