just went no contact with my ex. He tried to reach back out whixb actually surprised me...he can ignore me for days of silence but called almost immediately, responded immediately. As much i wanted to pick up my heart wasnt ready to hear what he had to say i honestly thought that he would say something crazy as much as i wanted to hear how much he loves me. Im regreting it already...i want to call him back... but i shouldn't.I need a friend right now I truly I just want someone of people who are willing to chat with me for a while like until i go to bed so im not just crying myself to bed. I'm coming out of dv relationship and I just need some support & friends some conversations to distract my mind. I'm so sad an lonely I feel like I completely betrayed him.i don't want any weirdos either i just need a true frien I'm broken. This was the last straw to me being okay. Wtf bro...😭💔

Finally was able to get some sleep went to sleep at like 9:30 PM and just woke up literally! And I’m kind of feeling better, but I’m gonna go back to sleep until maybe nine or 10! Did you guys think that will be enough sleep in order to re smoke again?

My outdoor is ready and I need help trimming it. Will be compensated

I left my home when I was about 22 and gone NC with my whole family. Then I reached back out at 24 but I was living separately with my boyfriend and roommates. It’s been hard adjusting knowing my brother groomed me when I was about 9 years old multiple times. Since then, I’ve let that impact my life heavily. With Relationships (platonic and romantic), my self-esteem, finances were all a bust. It felt like I didn’t know how to navigate through anything. I also wasn’t the best to be around because of this and my reaction could’ve been different. But now that my family and I recently kept in touch, I’ve placed boundaries to have my brother in another room or as far away from me as possible at all times. The rest of my family knows this so why am i now added to a fucking group chat with him? My dad’s posting all events they’re gonna go to without me and have me isolated so why am I even added to it in the first place? My dad keeps saying he “doesn’t condone that behavior and sees both of us as his children.” But obviously he favors him over me. He keeps telling me casual things about my brother and updates and I don’t have the energy to give af about him. Especially when I was told he wasn’t showing any signs of effort for therapy or getting better. At this point, I feel like they all see me as someone who’s even beneath my pedophile brother and it makes me wanna kms. 🙂

I'm interested to get to know someone genuine decent communicative and trustworthy.

I'm not into drugs or porn

Super high looking to trade porn with like minded people.

Late 30's M from the US, looking for entertaining conversation about, well, hopefully something mutually interesting. Hmu if you're bored too

I'm a nudist male and I'm up all night , wanna talk about anything ? DM me 😀

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Drives half way up my street(cul-de-sac), turns around using a driveway then leaves back the way they came EVERY morning. What is this like an OCD or a trend I'm unaware of, I need lots of nonsensical bullshittery from people to help me figure this out. OK for details I must lay some back story and ditch proper punctuations I'm 34 lived here for 34 years, 15 houses each side of dead end cul-de-sac, I'm 11 house up and have perfect view of the entire street. Newborn baby and taken time off from my career to.... ?do baby stuff, like washing cloth diapers(my shitty idea) at all hours in the night. I use the internet for everything minus social media, THIS IS THE FIRST THING IVE EVERY wrote/posted/shared since I thanked Tom for my MYSPACE. I don't know who to ask or tell about this, wife wouldn't care, neighbors wouldn't be of any help....actually I just don't want to talk to any of them. I thought of asking some tweaker I used to work with but he's likely to start doing it to fuck with me since hes up and on "a good one."I've been observing this for about a year. Mornings that I'm not outside I later verify by checking a camera aimed down the street. SAME house mostly uhhh 3:30 - 3to4:30am rain holidays still shows up. The car is not always the same, even changes enough to believe this is not one person's fleet of different stalker vehicles. I know all my neighbors quite well and I really think this has nothing to do with any of them. What first got me to notice was the odd way they turn around. So driving, just passes the driveway and backs into it half the vehicle remaining in the street then takes off like if heading to work as a Liberian, meaning no hurry cause no one is waiting for the library to open. So I pay close attention to details and I'm wondering if they do as well. Drives me glad to have a dull ass dad hobby or screw lose whatever this is cause now each morning I plant myself like where's Waldo, somewhere different, wearing something different and pretending to be engaged in various activities some examples, dark long trench coat mobster hat facing down at the ground hands together top center street, doing push ups on my roof, standing in neighbors driveway robe opened my junk tunked back between my legs drinking coffee, another driveway with ice chest scooter/food cart ringing a bell selling corn, enjoying my slip n slide, petting 9 cats[there is a cat gang that roams my hood and I recruited them with some food], washing my car but posed on hood wearing banana hammock from back when I used to strip down at the senior living center, high step marching to and fro belching out some "Heil hilters", this one got attention from a neighbor who is CHP starting his shift I sit in an old school desk look alittle like Alfalfa with my hand up waiting to be called on. I got a feeling my shenanigans are distracting this creature of habit and will land me in his trunk or mothers basement. I don't know what do you know?

It's 6:30 in the morning and I have been watching Emma Chamberlins YouTube channel for at least 6 hours... I feel like we're friends now. It's so crazy to feel like you made a new Friend over night fucking bingewatching driving vlogs. I am so happy she talks about her depression and anxiety. I feel less alone in the world when I see that shit happen to other people in real life. Is this real life? At this point I just want to drive to a coffee shop and drink a latte and eat a crunchy pastry and wear comfy cool clothes and look pretty. Love you Emma.

Nights like these. Nights where I know I have to wake early in the morning, I tell myself I'll get rest early to catch up on some extra sleep so I'm not a bummer the next day, but I stare at a wall for awhile until suddenly editing my redit avatar for the first In a year becomes uncomfortablely important, and then I just gotta post random junk that nobody's gonna even read through, yk? Really a go-getter, I guess. It's 3 !! Sweetest dreams insomniacs

I love ya boi Juliosteras ?? hence the viewing I loved the family will scene very emotional, Radioheads you and who’s army was impactful. The pool scene simply beautiful. I unfortunately don’t fully understand the Jewish Muslim dynamic, as a lapsed catholic I do see how the Vatican basically turned its back on the atrocities. For the greater good I’m sure they told themselves. Christian?

Up all night chaps and chapets a bit of a dilemma, there’s no sleepy time happening for whatever reason don’t be nosey, I love movies and got some off eBay I’ve heard great things 1. Paris, Texas (tried first 30 mins before maybe my mood) or 2. Incendies, two vastly different options, I’m a slow reader I’ll be honest so there’s that but I think incendes.. yes I’m going incendes. I’m not going to safety of The Master. TBC x

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