Soon, I’ll be taking an exam to qualify for a job. It’s a tough exam, and I feel like my entire future depends on whether I pass or fail. It’s especially difficult bc around 30.000 people are competing for only 2.000 positions. I’ve been studying for an entire year, and I’m reaching my limit. As the exam date gets closer, I’m feeling worse — more exhausted, more scared. Part of me wants to take the exam already, but another part of me doesn’t.

But it’s not just that; for many years now, I’ve been struggling with my mental health issues. I often feel insignificant, with no desire to get out of the bed, no motivation for anything, just watching the days go by. It has been incredibly hard to prepare for this exam, and I feel like I could have done so much more if I were “well”. I feel useless. It feels like the negative aspects of my life always stand out. It’s as if my negative memories are stored in my brain in 4K while the positive ones are in 144p.

I don’t know; I need kind words, thank you very much.

I am graduating from college on Friday! I got roasted on the roast me thread ☠️😂 hopefully I’m not cooked!

I’m very young but I always felt like I’m ugly for some reason, maybe it’s because I’m use to my face or something. Could use some kind words:)

Legit my body image issues have me feeling old, ugly and obese. I graduate college this weekend and really would love to be feeling myself by then 💜

A lil bit story actually i have small forehead but i shave it so my hairline is messed up since people always pointing it out when i was around 13-14 and when i was 16-18 im not as talkative with my friend and last year I started going to college thinking it will get better but a lot of thing happened and i feel lonely and i got hate in social media by a group of people from my college and now i can’t even pointed out what i like about myself im dumb slow learner and on top of that im such a disappointment since im the youngest siblings my mum used to compare my grade with my cousin but not anymore but i always think about that

P/s: sorry for talking too much but i will deleted this post pretty quickly later

reminded daily that my eczema/sebderm keeps flaring, got crazy fuckass hair, and a big nose w a red spot on the bridge that ive had since forever cause i got kneed in the face as a kid with a prosthetic leg. looking for some compliments now instead :D

Bad picture but took it quickly!🥹

I’m gonna turn 28 year old next month and plan on voting to San Francisco for birthday trip and I still haven’t had a girlfriend.

I feel like my time is running out and I don’t know what to do.

I have been alone all my life and for once I just want to be love. I don’t know why but I always find it hard to socialized with other even if I went to the events and everyone had their own group of friends and I don’t know if I’m gonna fit in with them and I don’t know how to start. I am not good at making friends and I wish I can just meet new people and talk to.

I feel like I have a sad life all alone and no one to talk to. People around will never understand how I am feeling and I feel frustrated because it made me feel isolated and no one cares about me. But I just want to find someone that I can love and be loved. I am not sure what to do going forward. I am lost in life and no clue what is coming for me.

Ya... what can i say... sure there are bigger problems and i will get over that rejection, but it still hurts like hell right now. Was crushing hard on that guy for 7 years, recently made it obvious and got rejected. Never wait that long to tell a crush how you feel, because rejection hurts a lot more after that much time.

Started a new job delivering pizzas back in October to help me start to eat more. Working and getting out of the house has really helped with my depression. It's a slow process but I feel like I'm finally starting to get control of life. I feel finally ready to start living instead of just waiting and hoping to die.

Did my makeup for the first time in months after getting a lot of hate messages ❤️

Kept thinking everyone was looking at me thinking " why is that fat 27 year old doing that?". Anyway enjoy my horrifically asymmetrical face <3

I've just been so burned out and overwhelmed lately. I got sick a week and a half ago but I got deadlines to meet and I'm still sick. A lil pick-me-up would help 🦫

Also, sorry I'm fat. I'm working on that too.

So I live in my car and the main reason because of that is because I got an argument with my mom and her boyfriend and I didn’t want to stay there anymore so I just decided to live out in my car though I am about three months behind on car payments and I’m probably going to lose my insurance soon. I could really use some motivational words.