/r/Poems
For all kinds of poets, whether you are a budding or an established poet... share your poems with the world...
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/r/Poems
I wanted to love her
To feel her touch on a winters night
Dance with her under the northern lights
To hear her sing with the birds
Maybe in another life
I wanted to watch her smile
To learn what makes her laugh on a cloudy day
Soaking in her joyful sway
To hear her say I love you
Maybe in another life
My heart is occupied by a love I finally deserve.
Yet, in my random depths, between the darkness and the void, there you are.
My dearest.
Have you ever lived in the shadow of a man?
As a child he seemed so awesome
As an adolescent he seemed so cruel
As an adult he seemed so pragmatic
Watched jealously as others admired him
Wept privately as he admonished you
Welcomed cautiously as he tried to guide you
Never an equal
Never attainable
Never enough
But still
Always an eclipse
Of what you wished to be
Have you ever lived in the shadow of a man?
Why didn’t my dad want ME in his life
Why did I turn that inward, forever internalizing
I still wonder how I’d have turned out if I had his love
Instead I ended up with two terribly traumatized humans
They only knew how to take it out on me and my brothers
This red headed stepdad complained of his abuse only to deal out plenty of his own
My mom, I asked her, why couldn’t you protect me?
Why did you listen when I asked for us to run away?
The damage was done by then so I don’t even know if it mattered
Remember me pissing outside when I was five?
That wasn’t bc I didn’t know how to use the restroom
But so I didn’t have to go home to you two
Imagine, but you two couldn’t rub your brain cells together for a single thought
So instead I was punished, as usual
It became a custom, one I began to welcome
At least then I’d know what to expect
All this emptiness and clear lack of love
Left me on one mission, find it for myself
Even in the worst places, even when I should have known better
It was the only thing I cared about, when I should have been goal oriented
I ask why you two couldn’t love me?
Why wasn’t I enough?
Well in my search for love I never stopped to ask
Do I have what it takes to give the love I seek
I know that answer, with a heavy sigh, it’s a no
In the darkest of nights
The most feculent of streets
The most loathsome of encounters
I see your shadow
lurking, slithering in detestable ways that haunt my mind
Street rat, abominated and devious
Parasite, consuming me inside out until a void was all is left
Vulture, feeding on my genuinity just to get by
My perception of love has been distorted then demised in your very hands of deception,
in the name of innocence
you made me sick to my stomach
I knew you were nothing worth remembering
And you never came in the scene while I was conscious
yet your callous ways and destestable scheming has been ever clear in my subconsciousness
I feel ashamed
For that knowing I’m still haunted would leave a sinister smirk on your face
Still the enigma has not been ramified
How could one be so desperately attached to his sin
to pester and pester until there’s nothing left
to hunt me through alleyways until this memory becomes not only a reality?
Finally karma has prevailed over your corruption
However your conviction is a mere facade
and my liberation is a superficial delusion
for that the past could be compensated but never forgotten
If you ever visualize love, I hope it’s me that you see. And if your heart plays a tune, I hope it sounds like me. 🦋
I am stumbling and sauntering
On a red, narrow, brick winding road
Dragging my feet
Splashing and sploshing through the goop, guck, and the glop
Engrossed and engaged
Preoccupied in thought
Like winding a watch too snug and taut
Then being stupefied when it breaks
Blinded and disoriented by the gloomy and blurry fog, clouds, mist, and smog
Vigilantly observing every landmark and milepost
In the event that I experience a change of heart
Rotate 180 degrees
Turn and head retrograde and backwards
Never been one to candy-coat
I perceived and noted telltale signs we were catastrophically and calamitously approaching erosion, corrosion, implosion or an explosion
I often felt like you were charging and stampeding me
Like an aggravated, inflamed, raging Buffalo
When I expressed and articulated my feelings you would often project
In asynchronous transfer mode
Eventually we converted and fermented into a cesspool
A place where germs feed on juicy stools
A place where cockroaches live and thrive
A place where rats survive and breed prolifically in overdrive
A place where your hopes and dreams become infested and infected with sepsis
Choking, drowning, suffocating, and dying
We became sewer alligators slumping and wading through the muck and the pooh
You always had a gaslighting comment lined up in the queue
Arguments typically centered on you
Epically and futilely failing to express yourself genuinely and authentically
Your actions failed to match your words
Words without action is not love
Actions speak louder than words
Deceptively, disloyally and dishonestly emotionally cheating and infidelity
Inherently, I became riled and triggered
With steam coming out of my ears
Reacting dejectedly, distressingly, malevolently
Becoming wylde and feral
Like a straggly, stray, rapid dog infested with rabies
My words came across torrent and discordant You personalized and absorbed my words like a sorbet
It was difficult for you to conceive and comprehend that my reaction was not my typical, lucid coping style
Because of my own toxicity, I made you feel de-humanized, viled and exiled
You never rebutted sympathetically, regretfully, or denyingly
It became burdensome for me to react and respond benevolently with delicacy
Cat is out of the bag
You only wanted me to exist as an anonymous Reddit fad
Both of us are incredibly and obviously imperceptible and intense
With a profusion of emotional depth
Yet, marching to the beat of a different drummer
Our anger, pain, and resentment brewed, bubbled and festered
Until we wound up solitary, in isolation, sequestered
Our cesspool overfilled and overflowed with sewer water
Becoming hazardous, treacherous and odiferous
A dicey situation
Offending the nostrils
Contaminating and infiltrating the effortless, unsullied, unalloyed flow of water
That used to cascade, circulate and permeate between us like spring water
I requested and solicited for you to peer at yourself in the mirror, reflecting introspectively
Or tip-toe yourself out the door gracefully and non-expressively
Finally reaching and arriving at a crossroads
Pausing dead in my tracks
A turning point
A fork stuck in the road
A four way intersection
Go left or right
Forward, backward, or sideways
North, East, South, or West
Off the beaten path
Take the shortcut or the scenic route
Do I stay or do I move on?
Continue this liaison
Like a moron running a marathon
Kiss you good-bye
Dance and prance on
Like a proud, enchanting, mystical unicorn
Coercing myself to take a step in the suitable, sustainable direction withdrawn and forlorn
Knowing navigating love is never a smooth and flawless situationship
I will everlastingly reminisce and miss our devilish, back and forth playful banter and levity
Our hearts groped and palpated the magnitude and gravity of our predicament
Comprehensively and objectively
Heavy as the hand of death
For a moment I visualized and captured you in my twinkling third eye
Then you slipped and slithered through my fingers
In a fraction of a nanosecond
Like grains of sand streamlining through an hourglass
She smiles a lot, too much, and her eyes hold a melancholy about them - kindness masking sadness. 🦋
These self-help books are making me cry
Heavy they float in my ears
Bringing a sting to my eye
“I am so fucked”, I say behind tears
My father didn’t deserve what he went through, but neither did I. I remember praying for his happiness because if he was happy, it would all be fine. He was anger and sadness and terror. He let the darkness overtake him. I don’t want to be like my father. I want to be happy before I die. My father didn’t deserve what he went through, but neither did I.
I too once fell in love, In the early days of September, And my heart danced a rhythm sweet, For a girl beyond compare.
I too was convinced, so sure, She'd be my bride, my life's allure, And in days to come, we'd share, Moments, dreams, beyond compare.
A house nestled 'mongst the peaks, With a cow, a quaint retreat, Hand in hand as the sun would sleep, Our love, a vow, forever deep.
With each dawn, her smile divine, Her eyes, like sunbeams, in mine, I believed she was heaven's sign, Yet now, she's gone, and I repine.
Tell me, what thoughts did you weave, In those nights, when you'd believe, In whispered dreams, our souls would cleave, In desires like ocean's heave?
You, the emerald in my night, With eyes that held the stars so bright, Even the sun would lose its light, When you, my love, came into sight.
Your hair, a silken cascade, Hands that held a heavenly grade, Your gaze, a journey, where we'd wade, To heights where dreams and reality fade.
A word from you, a soothing balm, In your touch, I'd find my calm, Together, we'd rise like a psalm, Our souls entwined, in love's own qualm.
You, my temptation, pure delight, Like Aphrodite, in love's sweet rite, Athena's grace, in every fight, Yet wounded too, in love's cruel bite.
You, a meadow dressed in bloom, I, a tear in night's dark gloom, You, a sky with stars abloom, And I, a star, in your love's room.
I linger now, a fading ghost, You, the idol I loved the most, In your story, I'm but a post, You wrote my tale, in love's grand boast.
Now, you speak to others fair, Yet in my heart, you're always there, But my heart, now cloaked in despair, For like you, none can compare.
you misread my question
instead of answering what plant i was
you said which planet i am
you called me venus
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i was taken aback
my words stuck in my throat
as my eyes read through
the sentence that you wrote
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i laughed in our texts
brushing off what you possibly meant
you also compared me to mars
with how my cheeks would turn red
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but there's no denying
just how fast my heart was beating
you called me venus
you called me beautiful
Dark empress of my doom and gloom
In my heart where obsidian flowers bloom
It sings and it swoons
Like blackbirds it croons
From the darkest side of the softest moon
Kindred spirit of my earthly desire
You’ve built in me these forests of fires
Our love to admire
Unbothered we retire
To where melancholia is derived and inspired
My queen of despair you fill up my air
With the shadow of love and all that we share
Silhouettes of music hold us with care
Yet no other song ever compares
To the everlasting gaze of your heart laid bare
My darkling of ether you bring me to life
It’s beauty is tethered to your loving light
It festers and then takes flight
With the passing of nights
Nestled between my heart and your eyes
Zesty ---‐‐------‐--‐-----‐---------------------------‐------------------------- By: Raymond A Febles -----------------------------------------------------‐------------------‐-
"It's one thing to live out your life with nothing more than heartache, hardlined gumption, and patience... but the truth and reality of the matter that there's is always the taste of bitter defeat to be had when all is to be said and done right when the day ends and the checks and balances are done after the usual maintenance... warranted, it's really all about life's trails and tribulations and all, "so said," little saving graces... but the enamel wears thin when you're just getting by, and its all by the skin of your teeth, and dentures are far from obtaining when the price is too high and the feeling of hunger beings to get heavy when the matters step up just to get weighed in... but in the end, life's lemons are all up for wholesale just because how could you live life without a glass of fresh lemonade and the fortune of two-bit opinions stuffed in a sac marked, "all are for Satan"... It's time to wrap it up to end another evening of getting into the layers of the onion... more food for thought... and now that if everyone is hungry, they can serve themselves a hot plate and begin to take a look at themselves from the tip of the iceberg to all the way deep to the depths within them."
The damsel will cause distress
Why is it me when they ask about your regrets
I prayed for your path, you prayed to impress
I cannot . . . the damsel will cause distress.
Is this place ready to implode?
I just want my clouds to break; I don't wanna shake and I can't be alone.
I'm expected to let the past stay dead
You lean on them and plague what's in my head
I cannot stand that . . . the damsel will cause distress.
The cynic in you is ready to attest
Narcissist in me is ready to smolder
I cannot stand that you are blessed.
I am one beholder of many and . . .
The damsel will cause distress.
i showed her my heart.
and still
she stayed.
Trees sing broken songs
Soft shadows from the small glow
Flick, ash in the wind
Energy,
Raw Power
The engine that keeps on pushing,
hour after hour.
Ringing in your ears...
Voices, so many voices
booming and screaming.
Through out your final years
Terrified.
Looking through the glass
everything you see
deified.
In the dirt:
In your finger tips.
The warmth of a tree,
see what i see.
In the gym's embrace, my worries unwind,
Weights lift burdens off my mind.
Each rep a step toward inner peace,
Where stress and doubts find their release.
Sweat drips, heart beats, a rhythmic flow,
In this sanctuary, I choose to grow.
Muscles strain, but I feel alive,
My safe place where I strive to thrive.
So let the world spin, let troubles pass,
In this temple of strength, I find my class.
Gym, my haven, where I truly see,
Bettering myself, setting my spirit free.
I lay awake at night,
staring at the ceiling in the dark,
i hear a voice, sit upright.
"Im not crazy," i remark.
I lay back down,
and try to rest
but i'm in a town
my screams, suppressed.
I wake up in the morning,
my body aches and creaks.
there should be a warning
for when the voices start to speak.
You walk alone,
At night,
Cold harbor field,
Must have been the worst hurt, given the fight,
You have ever felt, possibly the murder,
Happened, in the moonlight.
I wish I could ask you, if you're alright,
You walked up behind me, stopped,e standing, you directly
Behind,
I thought I might, might find someone there,
But your.combat boots gave you away,
The air behind me, felt cold, terribly electric.
I find that in the living,
It's best to magnetize yourself,
But what I felt, that very night,
What magnetism,
And I didn't know,
If you were saddened;
I want you to know,
I'm sorry for disturbing your energy,
When you're probably lost and suffering,
And I hope the next moment,
I encounter you again,
I'll have a friend that can set you free,
Or hopefully, that person,
In my most collected energy,
That, this person, could be..
...me.
Across vast seas, five thousand miles,
From kin and kindred, distant smiles,
In foreign lands, I carve my way,
Amidst the hustle, day by day.
Memories linger, voices call,
Echoes of love traverse the sprawl,
Yet in the distance, bonds remain,
Tethered by love's enduring chain.
Through time and space, we stay connected,
Family ties, never neglected,
For though the miles may stretch and strain,
Heartstrings bind, through smile and pain.
To live without worry,
To live a life so short
To live life in no hurry,
Not needing death as a last resort
It was bare bones
Not much to it
Almost like you could hear its ghosts’ moans
But no, that’s silly bc there wasn’t much to it
Mb it should have been buried
Then would it have sprouted?
But no, those bones never really did seem worried
“Those sack of bones!” You shouted
They was never much to it
Shaking the dangling brittle pieces
Oh you notice there’s a chip
Any love these bones had to give ceases
Ha! These weak bones were always so whit
You knew you deserved better
Look at them, jagged and rough
You wish you had never met them, they lacked almost all pleasure….
These decrepit bones will never do
There wasn’t much to them
They should have been used in a broth for some kind of stew
At least then they’d have caused less mayhem
These worthless bits of calcium
Who arranged these grotesque remains
Missing everything vital, down to its tongue
What good is this skeleton, lock it up behind chains
So no other persons is subjected
To have to experience its callous
Where all it leaves you is feeling dejected
I’ll cheer to that and raise my chalice!!
The martyrs of passion
Like moths drawn to the fire
Deprive of their sight
By the smokescreen rising
From an aching heart
Consumed by the flames of desire
Lacking insight youth is misled
Into the cold and desolate
Landscape of negativity
Where innocence will cease
To be
1.)
Take me out dear one
After can I take you home
And feast upon you.
2.)
What does it take love
My money, my heart, my time
Your fine as aged wine.
3.) Surrounded by beings Amused at their way of being I’ll never understand.
By. Joshua Rivera
You're my favorite flower
Petals of your beauty I gaze each day
And I could be lost for hours
As I watch your hair, like galanthus, sway
From your petals to stem, beauty in infinite profusion
Your smile, enough to craft a better day
Oh, how you leave me in a state of confusion
Wondering how you make me feel this way
to love the rain
even if it is a hurricane,
to feel no cautiousness
in such lawlessness,
just a moment
i have no opponent,
the rain protects me
like a latch key,
there are ways to get in
but sitting here in my twin,
i sleep in layered wear
and offer an unanswered prayer,
i do not need to sleep light
as my blankets are air tight,
he will not be seen
unless it is dreamed