If I tend to get along best with ENFP, ENFJ, and INTP and tend to not get along with INTJ, ISTP, and ISTJ?

1. Fear: Not living up to my own expectations and not becoming a good person as well as not reaching my true potential — I have a very clear and perfect vision of who I want to be and what I want to achieve. But very rarely do I get to see myself actually match to the perfect version of myself. I always question and analyze my actions, thoughts and beliefs to the point of beating myself up for not representing my strong ideals, beliefs, values in the most complete, perfect and clear way. I do look upon some of life’s chapters as something rather surprising — sometimes I wonder how I’d end up studying acting and believing that this is what I need to do. I mean, I do like acting and there are many thespians I find myself inspired by but it often feels like the entire thing is just some kind of a bargain the Captain of the Universe, I don’t know. I suppose there is something liberating about the idea of self-expression and individuality but I think that universal idea of what freedom means is more suitable for me. I don’t believe that I’m exceptional, I believe in my ideals, convictions and high standards and I need to make sure that I represent them correctly. In other words, I think I know what is right and what is wrong because I can clearly see the distinction between moral and immoral, good and bad.

2. Desire: Achieving or, rather, maintaining my great values. At times, it seems inevitable and difficult to keep internally. Acting is a very delicate and specific way of expressing my artistic ideas, my own individual beliefs; acting equals finding something meaningful to myself and, therefore, finding a way to improve the world. I want to get that feeling from the craft. There are moments when I don’t know what I’m doing, don’t know why, if it suits me etc. Nevertheless, I just keep doing it because of the inner force inside me or the feeling of being fascinated by one’s life or personality. If one day I’ll be able to, I want to help those in need through philanthropy and charity since I find it hard to live in a world where there is so much suffering and horror. I strive for achieving perfection in myself and in my environment. Believe me or not, it’s quite often incredibly hard to believe that I’m actually making big steps towards that perfection.

3. Self-appraisal: I always try to make sure that all of my actions are the extension of what I believe is right and authentic. But nothing I’ve ever done seems good enough to me. I’m never satisfied with myself. I wouldn’t start acting if I didn’t see it through the specific lens of my own ideals and beliefs. It is probably a part of the sickness of modern culture which provokes one to think in these extreme terms is what made me feel so perfectionistic, meticulous, self-demanding, hardworking, and insecure about myself and my true abilities, I presume (it is something I’m aware of but not quite able of taking proper care). Even though I do have certain qualities I believe myself to be best at, I still feel that the most honest answer I can give is that I don’t know. Am I actually the one who should answer that question?

Has anyone else fallen into a rabbit hole with all this and come to the conclusion that they just belong to any type? I mostly identified with ENTP during my teenage years, now I've fallen into a complete identity crisis based on my whole personality... I present myself as ENXJ to the world, mostly ENTJ. But I just do not possess Te, I just seem like a stereotypical ENTJ because I'm really organized, ambitious af and disciplined. It feels like I'm a million things at once and I keep contradicting myself. As a youngest sibling I've kind of developed a bunch of coping mechanisms and now I just don't know what is the coping mechanism and what is ME. I'm deeply scared of vulnerability and it just disgusts me to be honest. I possess Ne and Fe , that I am sure of. I'm confident and sociable but also at the same time kinda introverted. I can't handle a romantic relationship because I'm scared of vulnerability (very avoidant). I was both class clown and super disciplined kid who loves to study but I also never had perfect grades and I base my whole worth around this

I fucking hate being self conscious because then I feel like I fall into the pathetic loser person category, but I must admit I have a little bit of impostor syndrome. I study something very hard and when I study, I get all disciplined and organized and shit and don't recognize myself anymore. People have described me as "serious and very put together" which is so funny to me because that's just my coping mechanism from childhood to appear "mature".

I get a million fucking ideas and I just want to write a novel, do research on random stuff and read a million books and then I make plans to do all this stuff but end up doing nothing because I just don't have time or the attention span and then feel like a failure. I wish I was a lazy person who doesn't do anything because it feels like the results of all my actions would be the same if I laid on the couch all day (for example I've always chased a dream "gym body", spent a bunch of hours in the gym, messed up my relationship with food completely, binged on foods every day but killed my body in the gym to be skinny only to achieve being uncomfortably thick, while my friend who never goes to the gym and doesn't care what she eats, has the body I want with no effort). Like who am I actually and what do I want... I know what I want for a career but I don't know if it's some desperate need to prove myself or if I really want it. I don't see myself having a family and children but I kinda want a husband even though I cannot imagine actually liking a man, marrying him and having him know all my flaws and imperfections??

I search for some sort of confirmation with MBTI but I just ended up being completely obsessed with it and every time I do something I ask myself "Ok which cognitive function did I just project" lmao I know it sounds fucking crazy.

Message me, and I’ll add you I to my super secret discord and unravel my plan to you

Ive been switching between thinking im estp,esfp,entj for 3 years bc of the functions, and people here typing me as those and i cant seem to get an answer

I know i could be in some loop but idk which atp Heres sum stuff abt me

Im 18, i have bpd and is getting npd diagnosed soon, i have had depression for about 5 years now after my anxiety, i quit school 3 yrs ago

Im not a very social person, i have alot of friends, but only 2 i trust and respect bc theyr similar to me and we click tg, i dont like doing things like sports, i did love it before but due to my ed im pretty weak the past yrs, i love things like psychology,theories,gaming,editing and drinking

My whole life ive struggled w talking abt feelings, since i was a child my symptoms of stuff was very visible and ive always been seen as a «rebellic» kid bc of my lack of empathy, which i can now controll obviously, i have alot anxiety, people would describe me as a psycho, people who KNOW ME would describe me as kind, funny asl, confident and smart most likely , i dont like opening up w info that can be used against me to people irl, in relationships i tend to TEST my partner, pretending im sad, that smth sad happend etc to see how much they care, i am very manipulative unconsiously aswell bc i dont trust partners and idk ive tried changing it but i cant, i have bo idea what to do for my future, i mean i have a simple plan but

I struggle alot w understanding ppl, showing love emotionally, i dont know how to comfort someone w my words.

I have few people i actually love in my life, loving smeone is very hard for me, limerence is smth i experience alot, ive never felt genuine love in a relationship , i have anger issues, i hate when people say im wrong when ik im right, i hate ppl who asks the same question over n over, stuff easily triggers me, my daily life the past years.

Attachemnt issues is a big problem for me, i need to convinve myself im not attached and talk w like 10 new ppl pretending ive moved on before i actually do

Im not sure what more to add if there is anything lmk and ill answer!<3

All these came directly from the spotify app or from the bad spotify website. I was very tempted to fudge the answers a little to make me look a little less hot mess but yknow what, honesty is the best policy. So enjoy 😘

Top 15 artists this month:

1. Hozier
2. Billie Eilish
3. AURORA
4. girl in red
5. Oliva Rodrigo
6. Conan Gray
7. Lorde
8. Sasha Alex Sloan
9. Taylor Swift
10. Noah Kahan
11. Chappell Roan
12. The Lumineers
13. Melanie Martinez
14. Chance Peña
15. Paris Paloma

Top 15 tracks this month:

1. 1950 by King Princess
2. midnight love by Girl in Red
3. Pink Pony Club by Chappell Roan
4. Feel by FLETCHER
5. my tears ricochet by Taylor Swift
6. In case you don't live forever by Ben Platt
7. Too sad to cry by Sasha Alex Sloan
8. Tennessee Whiskey by Chris Stapleton
9. Velvet Ring by Big Thief
10. Way down We Go by KALEO
11. Movement by Hozier
12. Peter Pan Was Right by Anson Seabra
13. House of the Rising Sun by Lauren O'Connell
14. Six Feet Under by Billie Eilish
15. Becky's So Hot FLETCHER

Top 5 Genres this month:

1. Pop
2. POV: indie
3. Modern Rock
4. Art pop
5. Indie Pop

Bad Spofity Results:

 Your spotify was sapphic-sandwich-didn't-know-he-was-irish-folklore-evermore-dumbledore-witch-pop bad.  Thank your obsessions with Girl in Red, Hozier, and Taylor Swift for that.  Based on your listening habits, I can also tell you your Spotify was...  can't-parallel-park bad  billie-stan bad  your-gen-z-is-showing bad  artisanal-coffee-shop bad  radioactive-in-the-bad-way bad

Ngl I feel like this should be an easy guess but I'll see lol

TiNe sx/sp 5w4 mel-phleg IN(T) /R /lu[e]i 594 ILI ELVF True Neutral 

E1

Anger- 🔴

Criticality- 🔴

Moral righteous- 🟡

Perfectionism- 🟡

Demanding- 🟡

Self criticism- 🟡

Rigid- 🔴

Self control- 🟡

Dominance- 🟡

Over control- 🔴

E2

Pride- 🟢🟢🟢

Love need- 🟡

Generous- 🟢

Spontaneous- 🟢

Hedonism- 🟢

Seductiveness- 🔴

Assertiveness- 🟡

Histrionic and Emotional- 🟡

Hypersensitivity- 🔴

Persuasive- 🔴

E3

Attention need and vanity- 🟢

Achieving orientation- 🔴

Social sophistication and skill- 🔴

Deceit through social status- 🔴

Pragmatism and efficiency- 🔴

Superficiality- 🟡

Perfectionistic- 🟡

Chameleonic- 🟡

Charismatic- 🔴

Organized and conscientious- 🔴

E4

Envy- 🟡🟡

Poor self image- 🟡

Focus on suffering- 🔴

Emotionality- 🔴

Individuality- 🟢🟢

Artistic interest- 🟢🟢🟢

Melancholic- 🟢🟢🟢

Refinement- 🟡

Empathetic- 🟡

Plays the victim- 🔴

E5

Intellectual, seeks knowledge- 🟡

Not giving- 🟡

Detachment- 🟢

Emotionally inexpressive- 🟢

Reserved- 🟡

Hyper analytical- 🟡

Lacks motivation- 🟢🟢🟢

Cold- 🟡

Hypersensitivity and guilt- 🟢🟢🟢

Isolates themself- 🟢🟢🟢

E6

Fear, cowardice, anxiety- 🟢

Alert of danger- 🟡

Pragmatic, skeptical, and pessimistic- 🟢🟢🟢

Theoretical- 🟢

Analytical- 🟢

Orientation to authority- 🔴

Accusation of self and others- 🔴

Seeks stability- 🟢

Cold and reserved- 🟡

Makes alliances with people who can protect them- 🟡

E7

Gluttony- 🟡

Hedonistic- 🟢

Idealistic- 🟢🟢🟢

Lack of discipline- 🟢

Excessive need for excitement and stimulation- 

Narcissistic- 🟢

Intellectual, seeks knowledge- 🟡

Seeks fulfillment in ideas- 🟡

Optimistic- 🔴

Heroic- 🔴

E8

Lust- 🔴

Vengeful- 🟡

Competitive- 🔴

Rebellious- 🟡

Antisocial- 🟡

Hedonistic- 🟢

Impatient- 🟡

Insensitive- 🟢

Defensive- 🟡🟡🟡

Protective- 🟡

E9

Conformity- 🟡

Over adapting- 🟡

Over indulgent in physical comfort- 🔴

Easy to please- 🟢

Conflict avoidant- 🟡

Seeks harmony and love outside themself- 🟡

Lacks motivation- 🟢🟢🟢

Dispassionate- 🟢🟢🟢

Seeks belonging- 🟢

Passive aggressive behavior-🟢

i've been typed so many different things. someone told me to take the 256q sakinorva test, i've taken it multiple times over a long period of time and i've always gotten entp but my magic levels are always high (i failed the test). really confused!