if beauty is in the eye if the beholder, so is ugliness. everything in life has different ways of viewing it. you just need to see the whole picture.

Think I’ve been wondering was was it worth it to be happy for a little bit? I’m just so much in my life that I’ve loved so much that I’ve missed that I probably won’t ever get to happen again in my life. I’ve been with the most loveliest people that I love in that made my life the most wonderful place ever But why am I still here? Why am I at the place that I am my life is great. I miss all the nostalgic stuff I miss that’s life like death. It’s not scary. It’s it is finally stop. It’s really what happens. I don’t really think it’s terrifying. I just think yeah I know it will happen, but When all of my family made my life so good but yeah I’m still sad. I don’t know why it’s sad. I just feel sad. I don’t really understand it because I’ve no reason to be sad. I just am my life is very happy and everything that I won’t happens All the time but it happens so much love but why am I still sad I don’t tell my parents about it so they don’t worry but sometimes stuff that happens out of my control and now I can’t control it but the way it is it worth it to be happy for a little bit, every person who I meet I ruined their life someway like Haliey❤️. I got her in trouble Michael I made his life sad bad Austin I drug him to do bad stuff Isaac not really the same anymore. Well that’s sad that’s fine that’s OK it happens. I can be sad, but what if I don’t want to I not be sad but I want to be happy and I have every reason to be happy everything I love this year I live a beautiful house I love like carrots but all the stuff that I hold onto hard to let go like my cousin Sam, we were best friends I miss Miss. It was just me and my mom against the world just me and her being happy. I miss all that I miss how me and my Papa Jerry would be going on motorcycle rides in the Christmas season the wind blankets, my face and it be cold I love that but sometimes you wonder, why you can’t get any of that back because time is it happens once it probably won’t happen again if it does, it won’t be the same but sometimes I wish I could get back and go back in time and tell myself to not do all the things I’ve done to not take any of that for granted be happy with my life But I love my life sometimes I think about no I will not do that because what if I did how would it change my life now with my dad my mom, my dad, my brother, my brother Hayden my little cousin Lincoln, my uncle Brad, my aunt Brizzie, my cousin Lennon, my cousin, LOLO, my cousin Noah, all of those people make me happy my grandpa Jerry, my Grandma Val , like ready they all make me happy. Sometimes there will be ties where I don’t get to see them or you have to leave going somewhere the best part believing it’s always our cause. You know that this movie is ending to stop it but that’s OK. You just gotta live on the matter. What happens you just have to keep living on life could be sad so bad could be happy what are your family members passed away there’s nothing you can do keep living all to be happy life is just a venture. You can alter your future and different path take different ways and you never know what might happen. no, I’m not sad. I’m happy and sad and mad and confused. I don’t really know how I feel. I feel good my very loving family. I love everybody my whole family. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know how to feel maybe this could just be purity or how teenagers feel, but sometimes I feel different not really anybody understands me and sometimes I wonder what is my purpose life what is everyone’s purpose in life life is just a venture that you just need to live on with that anything could happen and even if it’s bad, it could end up being good subsides bad things are just good things in disguise so my grandpa used to tell me yeah there’s a lock door there’s always an open window journey or anything can happen I just wonder was it happy and was it worth it to be happy for a little bit that moment where I was doing the most fun stuff the best family ever was it worth it? I know I was happy for a little bit, but after the end of it it always comes out sad you think I do come outside in life for everything. Stop trying to live my fullest so far life has been complicated lately. Sometimes I wonder what’s gonna happen next you never know anything could happen, and sometimes I like to take that chance

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Is it racist if I as a white man would wear this shirt in public. I’m having some mixed thoughts.

Thinking about relocating to Texas for work. I’m tired of New England.

As the title states. We are living in an incredibly volatile time. You can find supporters in everything you believe. You see people doing the right thing subjectively and the wrong thing subjectively. However, no matter how many dog or animal videos I see the more I’m grateful we have them. Fancy houses historic scenery is great but I feel like we appreciate those things less the more we see them. Think about this!

Il 2024 è iniziato ormai da 3 ore e 10 minuti io sono nel letto a pensare dopo una serata che ho purtroppo dovuto passare in famiglia. Ho iniziato a pensare al fatto che a breve ricomincerà la scuola e di conseguenza quelľinfinita routine ciclica che consiste nello studiare e passare 6 ore per 5 giorni alla settimana seduto su un banco la maggior delle quali usate per ascoltare professori che mi parlano di materie delle quali non mi frega un cazzo solo per ottenere un numero usato per giudicarmi del quale mi frega ancora meno. Insomma dopo aver ragionato su questo supplizio, mi sono reso conto che una vita sprecata così appresso a una continua routine senza mai staccarsi se non per pochissimi istanti di libertà è una vita inutile e buttata. Ho sempre sognato una vita avventurosa come quella dei nostri avi o almeno dei poemi epici che li raccontano da Omero a Virgilio ma soprattutto i poemi di re Artù, purtroppo però sappiamo tutti che vivere avventure del genere ormai è impossibile per il semplice fatto che non esistono più quei tempi di lotte onorarie e forse non sono mai esistiti ma appartenevano solamente all'immaginazione di altri sognatori del passato come me. Quindi mentre mi abbissavo sempre più in questi angosciosi ragionamenti ho realizzato che al giorno d'oggi ľavventura è totalmente morta e per viverne ci sono solo 2 soluzioni:

1. crearsele da se ma qui si parla di avventure serie rivoluzioni e colpi di stato anche al costo di farle da soli e di rischiare la vita
2. andarla a cercare nei posti che vengono definiti pericolosi e dai quali c'è sconsigliato di avvicinarci

Scartando ľopzione 1 resta la 2, quali sono questi posti? Nel mio immaginario sono le guerre: ucraina, Palestina, Armenia, Irlanda e chi più ne ha più ne metta quindi voglio concludere dicendo che ľunica soluzione che è rimasta per vivere un avventura vera e pura è di diventare un guerriero, un mercenario o un soldato delle proprie cause semplicemente scegliendo il fronte che si preferisce e battendosi per lui. I nostri nonni e bisnonni hanno avuto 2 guerre per vivere le loro avventure i nostri genitori gli anni di piombo a noi invece qui in Italia non resta più nulla perché il popolo non ha più voglia di combattere.

Spero di non essere stato troppo noioso in questo testo in caso chiedo scusa. Chissà se sono riuscito ad appassionare qualcuno, magari un giorno ci incontreremo a camelot

I remember a certain night it was raining and it was me and my dad on the terace of our villa in Boikovo isaid why don't you come inside where it's warm zand he said "Why i feel great here i fell calm its everything that anyone would need just sit here relax and listen it's so calm it's so beautiful". It's something i still remind myself about cause let's face it what would anyone need just some rain a chair and some dry place to watch from as the night rain makes the landscape look tiny and mineature while keeping it beautiful and stunning. Music is a great tool to see that, just play something slow and calm and start to feel at peace as the rain makes you sleepy. that might be the best sleep in a long time, a type of slumber often portrayed as out of this world, a dream far nicer than any other. It's just as it is there's many things great about our planet cause it can be the most beautiful in it's own way out of all others in the entire universe. Take brutalism for example a huge building made of concrete that makes you feel minimalistic.Many people hate brutalism but many embrace it cause they see it different like me cause perception would change everything, like the rain, just calm down and use your senses.

A few days ago, I went with a friend to a lookout point and we found this. Suddenly, I believed with certainty that they were symbols that would help me with something I am looking for, but something tells me at the same time that it is something to which I have not referred before. Perceiving them made us feel a sense of anguish.

Does anyone know what they mean?

Individual thinking is undesirable. It’s frowned upon to be different from your peers. To even have peers means you are not able to have individual thoughts and behaviours. You are in a herd being shepherded from one pen to the next without even knowing it. It’s fashionable to be liked like everybody else