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Riot goes insanely hard and the lyrics are incredibly well written. If you disagree, fight me.

Im a slut for this drink. I just cant get enough (Picture unrelated)

RN I am 18M. And this happened when I was 9, 12 and 13 years old:

i) when I was 9 yrs old, there was this girl(12) living next to my flat. We used to play together a lot. But eventually her behavior changed drastically. She had this toy camera and she would tell me to role play as a stalker who takes her private pictures, then start stripping in front of me. One day when she was home alone she took me to her bed room and she had an rc plane and I could do anything to play with it. She said, 'If you do what I say, I will let you play with that rc plane'. Then that b*tch proceed to put her hand into my pants and did wierd shit with me. The fact that there was no internet back then and a 12 year old knowing that sort of stuff baffles me.

ii) When i was 12 my dad was in jail (long story). the night he returned back he was drunk af. I slept between them(mom and dad), when my mom was asleep my father took my hand and put his penis into it and started a handjob. I panicked and clinged onto my mom and he still won't stop touching me, my mom noticed it and exchanged position with me. It happened again when I was 13 during lockdown he was again drunk, we were sleeping together. When my mom went to washroom, my father would come close to me and this time I was shirtless (it was summer and we didn't have an AC). It was worse this time he would touch me around my waist and arms. The worst part is this time he would recklessly do my breast like If I were a woman. I was trembling all night out of fear and disbelief. My mom still doesn't know about it. I forgave him for being drunk but can't forget about it.

Bye

I’m deep fried ngl.

I'm not

Yes it is still monday when I posted this :3

What a weirdo

I no no like him

love u guys. sending lots and lots of hugs 🫂

My options are really limited, I'm isolated and can't do anything irl, at least until I'm 18 and I have few hobbies and a lot of anxiety, posting on reddit and stuff has introduced me to people but i don't really vibe 😭

Like for some reason theres this stigma about it and i don't understand. (dw abt quagsire)

How often do you feel regret? I feel regret constant. As soon as I make a decision I think for a minute and spiral out of control in a tornado of my own depression, anxiety, and regret. I make a post and 10 mins later I go "OH GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE" and delete it. I liked a girl. I liked her alot. More and more each and every day. I let it build inside of me to the point where I had to do something. And the second I did it I regretted it. It was a split second decision to slip her a anonymous note with my number and I fucked that up. Now everyday when I see her or her friends I get reminded about how badly I messed up. I overthink everything. From interactions, assignments, text messages, drawings, my music taste, the way i look, everything about me I overthink. Ive been send death threats in a toxic friendship and I kept crawling back the next day. Even when I told a Counselor about it and he contacted their parents I felt really bad. I was questioning If I did the right thing. I could go on and on about stuff thats wrong in my life but I want someone to read it. And no one is gonna read it if its too long because our attention spans are so bad now. Thanks to that one good Samaritan in the back on their phone reading this.

A little context, I have a transfem gf of abt 1.5 months who is also mute, autistic, and a couple other things, so she has a really hard time with life and I try to help her how I can.

… but for the last couple weeks she hasn’t been responding to me. Through her discord status and a very brief time talking to her last week, she’s having a really really hard time and may start being suicidal relatively soon, and of course… I’m having a really hard time with this. My entire life has been much, much happier and easier since I met her and now it feels like everything I’ve built up over the years, my schooling, my dreams, my commitments outside of school… it’s all just looking my so fragile. I have no idea what I’m supposed to do because I can’t really make contact with her or try to comfort her in any way, and just… I don’t know. I’m really, really scared. I don’t want to lose her and everything else but it all seems so impossible right now…

I guess its right already got 5

so gn gang and bad night the pedos of this subreddit

Istg they annoying asl, can we kick them out already damn