i've had self mutilating tendencies since i was a kid (cutting, burning, taking chunks out of my skin, digging out scabs, causing infections) but it's slowly gotten worse over the years. i had a severe problem with cutting myself for a few years but not in a self harm way, more in a fascination way i guess. it wasn't always witj the intent of hurting myself as punishment but more just wanting to. i've had to go to the er for it and i've needed stitches before. i can't stop and it keeps getting worse, most recently it's been being obsessed with trying to break my nose. i've fucked it up pretty bad and i can't rlly stop doing any of it. idk what this is

(idk if this is like important but i do have ocd and other mental illness if that could be related)

I was never suicidal nor will I ever be, quite the opposite. I have known many people with more will to live than I ever had that unfortunately couldnt live and thats one of the main reasons why I would never think of that. But I do think of death sometimes. Sometimes I daydream of dying, how would people react, how would it feel? Mostly I get scared, mostly the only thing I see is my loved ones crying over me and saying it was too soon. Was it really? What is too soon? Isnt every death too soon? Should we be afraid of it if its only natural? Am I afraid of death or is it only the fear of making my loved ones cry over me? Do I think I dont deserve to be mourned? Or do I think death is so natural that it shouldnt be a big deal? Sometimes my thoughts run amok and mix up into a big box of mixed thoughts just like Pandora's was. Am I afraid of dying or am I dying out of fear of that I will be mourned.

I was never suicidal nor will I ever be, quite the opposite. I have known many people with more will to live than I ever had that unfortunately couldnt live and thats one of the main reasons why I would never think of that. But I do think of death sometimes. Sometimes I daydream of dying, how would people react, how would it feel? Mostly I get scared, mostly the only thing I see is my loved ones crying over me and saying it was too soon. Was it really? What is too soon? Isnt every death too soon? Should we be afraid of it if its only natural? Am I afraid of death or is it only the fear of making my loved ones cry over me? Do I think I dont deserve to be mourned? Or do I think death is so natural that it shouldnt be a big deal? Sometimes my thoughts run amok and mix up into a big box of mixed thoughts just like Pandora's was. Am I afraid of dying or am I dying out of fear of that I will be mourned.

Nothing else lights on fire just the person

Are you more afraid of the pain of which you may have to suffer during your death or Are you more afraid of the actual transition of death......or both?

What the title says. If someone killed someone for being right-wing or left-wing, would that count as a hate crime, since it's targeted towards a specific group?

I often see people saying "oh i'm not afraid of gore" or "oh, I watch gore for fun" like wth dude I get scared/traumatized of some happy tree friends episodes, i know that some people are not afraid of watching gore and stuffs but what do you mean "you watch it for fun" you should seek help immediately (Not gore from the movies, animated gore tho. Im talking about the real gore)

I’ve heard of plenty of things written under the influence of things like alcohol, LSD, painkillers, etc. but what about the REAL hard stuff? Did anyone create art while on meth, or krokodil, or fentanyl, or something like that?

if i were to create a fake profile on a dating site & lie to say my age was 13 (or any age under 18) to trick ppl into outing themselves as predators, could i get in trouble for that? or could i report those ppl & have them arrested?

Currently going on a full on mental rollercoaster thinking what'll happen to my possessions if i die. It's my birthday today, I'm not sad, so this question has been bugging me. Is it just an intrusive thought (alr on meds for anxiety) or do others think it too?

I mean, is it enough to separate the bones and everything with enough elbow grease?

I had this thought a bit ago when I was reading about medical castration, and I haven't been able to find if they do this in real life to repeated sex offenders.

But let's say there is a person, who only has children just to sexually abuse them. They get caught, do their time, get released. And they do it again. And for ease of things, lets say it's an extremely wealthy person so they have the means to do as less time as possible with each offense.

Would they be forced into medical castration/sterilization? Is that legal in places like the United States and Canada?

ETA: spelling

I have a clown serial killer character who tortures/kills in silly ways. I'm aware this doesn't make it any more normal of a question, but that's why we're in this subreddit, right? ¯\(ツ)/¯

So I’ve been thinking about dying lately but not really in a suicidal way (I think). For example, say I’m in a bus and the first through that come to mind is like “I hope a car comes and crashes this bus, killing me and everyone else in it.” Or sometimes when I’m driving, I fantasise about slamming the accelerator really hard and just crashing myself into a building, or something. ( srry if these are a little too car-related)

Does anyone else think these, and are these really considered suicidal? Or am I just gaslighting myself into thinking I’m suicidal or whatnot?

someone bulimic would have a sensitive gag reflex after a while i can imagine. Would that mean they'd vomit everytime sucking someone off?

Idk, gloves, purse, vest, something like that

Assuming they won’t fight back and it’s directly on their face in basic shoes

If a cannibal ate a person with chronic anemia, and then a person without anemia, who would taste better? Or does it pretty much taste the same?

There's a place I'd like to go study to. While there's no evidence of fucking and/or sexual abuse there, the place still sounds really weird (no electric lights, you are expected to pose for him, he lives alone in a house in the countryside, he painted himself with an erected penis). However, my professor who studied there speaks of the place as if it was normal and she's always acting normal/smiling. I don't understand, because I imagine that if something strange happened to you there, you'd show some sort of sign of that in front of others, right? Shaky voice, strange attitude or something.

EDIT: Ok by "no electric light" the article I read probably meant he doesn't use electricity for the paintings' illumination, not that he doesn't use electricity at all in the house. I looked up "Odd Nerdrum no electric lights" and found nothing. I'm sorry.

I went down a rabbit hole about European royal families, and many of them either had the condition or were carriers of it.

For example if someone wants to drink human blood in a safe way. Asking for a friend (｢๑•₃•)｢

You know how it is sometimes you get mad and do something stupid. Its been happening pretty consistently for about 7 years

like i know of this guy whose family claims he died in a road accident after he fell from a bike and hit his head on a pole and was taken to the hospital in ten mins and was gone like what could have caused such an instant death

First off, really sorry, idk why this question came into my mind

Fortunately, I haven’t seen this happen in front of me, but for those who have or know about it, how can the brain not instinctively try to save itself? I have watched numerous instances of the end result of someone jumping off to their death (in movies/shows obv), and they’re always shown lying flat either on their stomach or on either side, but straight and flat, never curled up or anything else

Now my question, unlike killing yourself with say a bullet to the head or hanging yourself that just involves 1 push/press, 1 moment from the person to have the courage to do it and when they do it and its over then and there, but in the case of jumping off, sure you initially got the better of your brain and took that step but once you’re mid-air, how can you not want to save yourself, how can the fight or flight system of the brain not try to save itself by any cost as now it has the time to do so cuz jumping off isn’t done in 1 moment, you took the hard step but now it’s a good few seconds with yourself alone knowing you’re going to die after those few seconds, so how can the body not curl/make a shield and the person not found in a ball shape or bones weirdly sticking out cuz the face/head would be the priority and the person would likely fall elbow/knee/hips first.

Now I’m sorry if the answer is just, “yeah they are always found like that, movies/shows are unrealistic”, but if this is not the case then I wanted to know the reasoning behind it.