i love how peaceful and kinder of a sub this is compared to many others. def think it’s due to the femininity and inclusiveness of this group that makes it so 🤌🤌🤌

Trying to channel some good vibes. Tell me some positives you have going on!

I thought y’all would appreciate it! It came from thepeachfuzz.co on insta. She has a lot of cute weed accessories right now.

I kind of need a listening ear and some advice if you have any? I’m feeling pretty low now at a time where I shouldn’t and it’s making me feel worse.. I’m currently on vacation in Mexico with mom (day 3 of vacation now) and I’m so anxious and overwhelmed I’m finding it very hard to enjoy myself. My mental health hasn’t been the best in the last year.. last summer I stopped working due to burnout and depression and I was finally feeling better this winter. I quit the job that sent me spiraling and now I have a new one lined up for the beginning of May. This sounds so stupid but I’m finding it so hard to relax and enjoy my vacation when I know that on my way back I only have a day to rest before I start working (after a 13-hr travel day). This makes me freak out a bit and it’s poor planning on my part but I guess I was in a good mood when I booked the trip.

And what’s really not helping is the forced T break… it’s been very rough on my body and mind I find. Since I haven’t been working for the past 10 months I have to admit I became a day and night smoker (I was already smoking every day so it’s been a long time I haven’t had a break). The first travel day I was nauseous the whole time and puked like 8 times total in the planes and bus (embarrassing). Now I feel like my mind is going a bit crazy and my anxiety is ramped up..

I know I have everything I need to be happy yet I’m still concentrating on the negative and feeling so overwhelmed.. at the moment I’m in my hotel room crying my eyes out and trying to get it fucking together to enjoy the beach and just feeling ridiculous. Does anyone have any anxiety tips??

Thanks for listening 💕💕 I love you all

I have POTS and one of my favorite hobbies is gardening. It’s spring where I’m at and I have a garden every year and I love it. I grow a lot of veggies for my dogs because they love them, so it’s very close to my heart. Last year I started fainting because of my POTS and I’ve been terrified of this summer because it gets so hot (90°F by 8am) and that triggers my symptoms. This morning I was working on my garden for the first time this year and could only work for about 15 minutes before I came inside because I felt like I was going to faint and I am so heartbroken.

This is my first summer after I started fainting and I’ve been feeling so down and scared because I’m afraid I’ll have to be inside all summer and summer is my favorite season. I pretty much live outside when it’s warm. Just really nervous and sad about losing my independence because of a chronic illness. This is what I’ve been worried about for months and I’ve tried to stay positive but now all of my worries are becoming reality.

I use weed medicinally and it helps tremendously, so maybe I’ll try smoking before going out and trying again. I don’t just want to give up, but this disability is taking over my life.

I guess I just needed some place to get this all out and some solidarity and good vibes. If you’ve read this far thank you for the support 🥺

I hope y’all have an amazing day and I hope mary jane is extra good to y’all today 💛

I almost used “edibles” as the flair for this one. My ridiculous cat chomped off my seedling overnight. Got up. Turned on the grow light. Started planning to put stuff out for the day to get sunshine and discovered just a stem left!

She looks completely unrepentant, in true cat fashion! I’m just laughing… and keeping an eye on her but I’m sure she’s fine. 8 little leaves was all it amounted to. Still, I was looking forward to growing and smoking the Sticky Beast.

Decaf orange pekoe and baklava. I think the square is pistachio and the triangle is walnut?

The cookies on the left were the first batch, I even turned the oven down for the second batch 😭 it’s been so long since I’ve baked, I can’t believe I actually produced cookies like batch two lmao—just had to make everyone feel a bit better about their cooking & baking skills

Hubby is gaming with the boys tonight, the animals are passed out, and it’s been a good day. I’m hydrated, moisturized/snailed, and in my lane until the bombs drop. 😈

My aunt is coming in tomorrow (Thursday), when all week I had Friday in my head. I am both super stoked and nervous. I haven't seen her in 14 years but I bet we will pick up like it was just yesterday. Give me the strength to power clean my house through the night! 😂

P.S. my new sticker came in so that made me feel a bit better

I don’t mean during smoking, or with medication, etc. I mean to be one of those lucky people who live care free through life not worrying about therapy, meds etc?

i used to smoke a lot. like 3 times a day if i could manage it. i loved it, i would just dick around and play the sims or be on tik tok. or socially if hang out w someone for hours and just vibe, light up again a couple hours later. i stopped for a while for a few reasons, nothing serious just felt like i needed to cut back.

now, whenever i partake, smoking or edible or otherwise, i’ve become so anxious. even if it’s just one hit. the moment it hits me that i’m high, i start tweaking. “oh god i don’t like this”/“oh god i feel weird”/“oh god what if something happens to me”

i’ve tried different strains, different methods, different settings, and it just doesn’t bring me the peace it used to. i don’t get the giggles anymore, i just take a hit and sit there waiting for it to kick in. when it does, same thing.

…….. what do i do?? i don’t want to let it go forever, but i’m just so nervous every time.

Posted literally seconds ago but I wanted to add a picture. 💀

I just set up my dream couch. Might not seem like a big deal, but I wanted a new couch for YEARS and my ex was always an asshat about it.

“Our couch is fine. Give me 5 reasons why we need a new one.”

“That’s too obnoxious.”

“You have horrible taste.”

“Fine, but you have to buy it yourself and I won’t help you set it up.” (Cue me splitting costs on stuff that was solely his).

My GORGEOUS GREEN VELVET couch showed up today and I feel SO GOOD.

Also, I did set it up myself because I am a strong independent woman. 🥹

Thanks for reading. I’m off to light up and celebrate some more ❤️

Rolled a baby hitter for my walk after my nail appointment and the lighter in my purse matched perfectly with my new nails!

so this time last year I took a long T break . (about 4 weeks maybe) and I felt unstoppable. My energy levels were so high, I felt so happy in my body, pretty much a really positive experience. Lately i’ve been abusing cannabis and just getting high everyday, wake and bake style. So i’m finally using “may 1st” as a new beginning and taking another break from cannabis. I know this is going to be great for me and hopefully after taking a LONG break (no set time) , I can use cannabis again in a more healthy way (NOT DAILY USE????). anyways… i’m trying to get more excited about this, but i’m happy to live through this sub and read about everyone’s silly, high stories. 🩷🫶🏼💥

I am from the PNW (Washington) and I have been on vacation in Alabama visiting my future in-laws for the past week.

Weed is not legal here and what is is like the most dirt bad weed I’ve ever tasted (I know, I’m spoiled).

Me and my fiancé have decided we are gonna take a few days when we get back tomorrow and just rip so many fat bong hits.

It’s been nice visiting but I miss my legal states