IMPORTANT: If you have some kind of learning disability or for some reason the non-intuitive interface of blender is causing trouble -----> Try downloading Bforartists at bforartists.de !!! The biggest and most impressive things are that many of the repetitive commands in the UI are gone and the most impressive is in the coloring of the UI. UI interfaces are not a monotone color and are color coded by effects/similar commands. This version of blender is cleaner and easier to learn due to the similarity to other 3d programs out there.

Yes, this has been asked before, with no real and valid answer for me. I can not process youtube tutorial videos (of any kind). Using youtube for everything anymore just makes my learning disabilities stick out more so. I can not follow these at all, even if I repeat small portions repeatedly, the concepts do not register. I have almost always learned from reading and experience. I can operate Solidworks, Rhino 3d, and Fusion 360 but I can not understand blender well enough to stick with it. Almost every single youtube video is just a jumbled mess of poor delivery as my brain processes audio/visual/closed captions at differing speeds, it just does not work. This is the 3rd time in a decade I have been trying this out, blender just looks like a mess to me.

Yes I am aware this is a learning disability, and no amount of medications have ever helped, don't bother with an attempt at 'fixing' me. Blender just appears to me as mess and nothing comes across as what I am used to. I am looking for actual visual only tutorials that can help me transition to blender, again NOT youtube. And no, using closed captions on youtube is neither helpful or appealing. I can't afford a better program like Cinema 4d or other paid software. I use Solidworks, Fusion 360 for CAD/CAM and Rhino 3d for organic shapes in 3d printing. All of those programs make sense to me. Also, I have used Zbrush in the past but I can no longer afford a subscription based thing that Maxon is now. If your suggestion is any type of youtube you missed the entire point here. If there are no real learning resources like this, why?

EDIT: Yes I have tried the manual and all it does is explain the terms/tools it does not really tell me what I need to do. For example, I can not get 'smooth' to work properly or figure out how to subdivide meshes into smaller poly/triangles.

EDIT 2: Looking for free resources as I am a disabled vet and essentially poverty level income.

EDIT: I am using NoteGTP to transcribe videos to skim through, while not perfect it is more tolerable.

EDIT: I do not understand WHY people are downvoting my defining of my learning disability. If you don't have problems great, but they exist and downvoting my very difficult experience is pretty fucking stupid!