Survival was hard

It's coming I can feel it i can feel the desperation the familiar feeling of frustration and apathy you may not see it I don't think anyone can or understand but I can It follows me everywhere the only thing preventing it from coming is the consequence that it fails it knows I know it's the only thing it fears

Walking aimlessly each step making a soft tap against the concrete the puddles on the concrete shimmering gold and silver the sky dark with thick clouds crying knowing what it's about to witness on this horrid night my fingers twiddle with the snake in my pocket I make a left turn the wind howling and crying knowing my fate but their screams fall on deaf ears as I take the snake out knowing it's hungry for my life the snake slowly slithers around my body hugging it tightly its scales scraping against my skin leaving red angry scrapes in it's wake my eyes bloodshot and feeling loose out of their sockets as I look at the empty black sky my ears ringing until the snake finally whisps my agony and tiredness away.

I feel so trapped

I'm fucking proud I didn't hurt myself in any permanent way today. Btw what are ur guys favorite subreddits to post besides this one for art?