t3_1go2yow

<div class="md"><p>There&#39;s no way. Like do I even know me??</p>
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What do you mean I made all these choices??

t3_1go2kk5

don’t ask why I used two separate images for this meme🙏

<div class="md"><p>don’t ask why I used two separate images for this meme🙏</p>
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I’m here to say, everyone else’s experiences with grooming is 100% valid. Except my experiences. Never my experiences. I full heartedly agree everyone’s problems are valid (EXCEPT mine)💜

t3_1gndfhw

I hate bully

t3_1gnynts

t3_1gnxzmz

I feel nothing but sympathy for these women and I support for these women but you have to call out dangerous stuff like this regardless. 

<div class="md"><p>I feel nothing but sympathy for these women and I support for these women but you have to call out dangerous stuff like this regardless. </p>
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Apparently men's mental health is an 'Incel' propaganda. 

t3_1gnp49q

Consolidate anger

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I already did (that person is me)

t3_1gnvea4

I need more friends

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I Have More than Two Arms and the Light is Older than God

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you can fill in the rest

t3_1gns7lr

How am I still here?? Please don't make me go back!! I already ruined everything!! Oh god oh fuck

<div class="md"><p>How am I still here?? Please don&#39;t make me go back!! I already ruined everything!! Oh god oh fuck</p>
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I'm not built for this!!

t3_1gnrvdj

Back in black 

She starts off every session asking how my  mood has been, I tell her it's complicated, she asks me what I mean, I tell her it's because my mood shifts drastically from one moment to the next, she tells me that it's normal to experience mood variations throught the day.

She also starts off every session asking me if I've been having any thoughts or urges to hurt/off myself. I tell her it's complicated. She asks me why. I tell her about a few "voices" in my head [senses of self but I call them voices around professionals], one of the "voices" is overly critical and tells me I'm deserving of punishment and another is just generally really high-energy and impulsive and tells me to do impulsive things. So, while I do think about hurting/offing myself and have urges on a daily basis, I'm not at risk of actually doing so as long as I'm on my antidepressants which make me significantly less impulsive. She tells me it sounds like I'm describing dissociative identity disorder again [this is not the first time I've brought up these "voices"] and that I need to stop obsessising over conditions that I don't have. 

I call the senses of self that I have "voices" because calling them what they are hints too much at a complex dissociative disorder and alters [which I heavily suspect but have no current way of getting a yes or a no from a professional so idk 🤷🏾] and my psychiatrist doesn't like it when I bring up specific disorders because she believes I'm obsessing over them and causing fake symptoms because of the anxiety she insists I have around them.

But, ADHD brain says "no" to any and all work that isn't immediately gratifying so I have to wait until I finally force myself to start looking again. 

<div class="md"><p>She starts off every session asking how my  mood has been, I tell her it&#39;s complicated, she asks me what I mean, I tell her it&#39;s because my mood shifts drastically from one moment to the next, she tells me that it&#39;s normal to experience mood variations throught the day.</p>

<p>She also starts off every session asking me if I&#39;ve been having any thoughts or urges to hurt/off myself. I tell her it&#39;s complicated. She asks me why. I tell her about a few &quot;voices&quot; in my head [senses of self but I call them voices around professionals], one of the &quot;voices&quot; is overly critical and tells me I&#39;m deserving of punishment and another is just generally really high-energy and impulsive and tells me to do impulsive things. So, while I do think about hurting/offing myself and have urges on a daily basis, I&#39;m not at risk of actually doing so as long as I&#39;m on my antidepressants which make me significantly less impulsive. She tells me it sounds like I&#39;m describing dissociative identity disorder again [this is not the first time I&#39;ve brought up these &quot;voices&quot;] and that I need to stop obsessising over conditions that I don&#39;t have. </p>

<p>I call the senses of self that I have &quot;voices&quot; because calling them what they are hints too much at a complex dissociative disorder and alters [which I heavily suspect but have no current way of getting a yes or a no from a professional so idk 🤷🏾] and my psychiatrist doesn&#39;t like it when I bring up specific disorders because she believes I&#39;m obsessing over them and causing fake symptoms because of the anxiety she insists I have around them.</p>

<p>But, ADHD brain says &quot;no&quot; to any and all work that isn&#39;t immediately gratifying so I have to wait until I finally force myself to start looking again. </p>
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All my homies hate my psychiatrist

Djender

I feel impure lmao 

Literally just an angel

When my mom gives me a chance to win her love back

<div class="md"><p>My face when I get</p>
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mfw I get a dm demanding nudes after my last meme dump about SA here

Help I'm starting to relate to him again (I'm relapsing and drinking feels amazing)

mfw when I get a dm offering support and open up to them, only to find out it's just a dude jorkin it to my painful memories of CSA. 

<div class="md"><p>I don&#39;t like Christmas time..</p>
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It's hard sometimes.

I never felt this kind of safety in my life

Is this a setup??

"From the moment I understood the weakness of my flesh, it disgusted me. I craved the strength and certainty of steel. I aspired to the purity of the Blessed Machine.“

<div class="md"><p>&quot;From the moment I understood the weakness of my flesh, it disgusted me. I craved the strength and certainty of steel. I aspired to the purity of the Blessed Machine.“</p>
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I crave the strength and certainly of steel

I can't even help her at this point.

I ultimately ended up doing more work in the process and it didn't even work

<div class="md"><p>I ultimately ended up doing more work in the process and it didn&#39;t even work</p>
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*sigh* Fuck my stupid baka life

crazy

I love my life.

TW(mentions of r"pe and threats of r"pe). With the rise of the "your body, my choice" shit, as a SA/R"pe survivor I'm fucking terrified. Why do these men think that a woman's right/life matter less than their dicks getting hard. This is why alot of women don't trust some Men, especially the kinds that pull this shit.

<div class="md"><p>TW(mentions of r&quot;pe and threats of r&quot;pe). With the rise of the &quot;your body, my choice&quot; shit, as a SA/R&quot;pe survivor I&#39;m fucking terrified. Why do these men think that a woman&#39;s right/life matter less than their dicks getting hard. This is why alot of women don&#39;t trust some Men, especially the kinds that pull this shit.</p>
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TW(mentions of r"pe and threats of r"pe). 

I’m totally fine and completely over it ((:

You know

0/10 would not recommend 

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