I do journal posts on my blog. They just word vomit out of me when I do't understand the overstimulation within me. Anyways, take what resonates :)

Journal Entry - 20/1/2024

The calming feeling has hit me. Acceptance of the life that unfolds all the time, constantly.

Just the unfolding, as simple as it is.

Yet, it's overcomplicated in our small brains that create meaning to everything that exists in the infinity.

This is a feeling based world, and all we ever do it come back to our happy brain. Happy place.

I abuse my imagination like my mum sips the poison that numbs.

Imagination is a powerful thing. It's a place where you can create a world that suits what you need to emotionally fulfil that happy centre that needs food to survive the will of life.

But my brain feels overweight. Icky. I keep generating circumstances, addicted to the sensations it gives me. The meaning of it fills in this sweet sweet world of mine. A crush, so small, so normal, yet, turned my life in my mind made arena inside out.

It's the hunger games; I'm killing off parts of me, one by one. Until I find the right answer, the winner. Yet, there never is a winner, as the one left is filled with regret, loss, and a cage against true freedom.

It's so interesting being a human. A human that fulfils itself constantly. All we do is this; we eat, sleep, see people, make money, drink, dance, there is so much to fulfil.

My addiction is my brain. My imagination. My play in my inner world.

I'm slowly loosing myself though. Loosing myself to the space up there instead of what's here, right now.

Contradictions arise with what I imagined and what is real. My self split in different dimensions.

Then I realise... that it's okay.

So what? Is what I say...

So what to everything. And when I have a somewhat valid answer, I say so what, again and again, until I realise that nothing matters.

And I can release and accept where I'm at. And allow this life to truly unfold without holding it in an expectation of inevitable loss of self.

I thank you imagination. For fulfilling some happiness. I allow you to be there, you are no longer a taboo to my consciousness.

We can work together to know that ultimately, we are already what we need to be.

We don't need a creation to reach a feeling of being happy, loved, whole.

We just are.

And SO WHAT to EVERYTHING!

It's all meaningless.

But it's our gift to choose how life means to our unique experience.

han xxxx

i stand infront of the mirror and lock eyes with him

tiny holes that peer deep into the untamed jungle of my mind

he can see it all

every passion

every regret

every love that burnt out into cold ashes

it's all water under the bridge now

i live there

on my own

laying next to the flowing stream

just listening to that constant rush

remembering what it felt like to swim

seems like a long time ago

i would like to jump in one day

and be swept away

but right now im scared to get wet

i know what it feels like to drown

you somehow always knew how to make me forget myself

i would dive into you

hoping you would swallow me whole

a new world

it was so exciting to me

i haven't felt like that since i was a child

you burned with an intense flame

and you kept me warm

life was worth living

for a while

i was happy

i existed only to love you

to experience this moment

to share something so divine

my heart was light

but then darkness came

and blue skies grew cloudy

i began to spiral deep into myself

getting lost in the labyrinths of my psyche

every door i opened led to the same room

a single mirror

"where are you going?"

shit

i've been here before

i could feel my grip on reality slowly releasing

i didn't want to fall

so i ran

as far as i could

to avoid looking at myself

every manner of distraction

had me awake at late hours of the night

but when every one left

i remained

and this was a party i couldn't leave

What will morning bring? Who knows

I live in winter's night alone -- dreaming

Of a light unknown, and the summer scent

Of a lover's breath I have never met

The roses, do they bloom yet--

The sapphires, do they sing?

Do the daffodils speak, is the garden

Yet ready for the New Spring?

Gold dappled world, hearts a flame

With love, is the garden

Yet ready for a reunion with the One?

Revoking all claims Not of the true light , may it now sit instead in the frequency harmony of new earth's love to ascend and change .

May it blossom and spread across the earth's surface for newness of a harmonizing love frequency.

May each crevice receive the love of change to bring back into alignment to earth's true nature of sentient consciousness .

I exist in this world. The choices I make influence our collective reality. I can and will use my god-given abilities to the advantage of myself, the advantage of my friends and family, and the advantage of the chaos that we all get to enjoy. If you are reading this, I love you and I hope you are taking care of yourself.

We must think of our bodies as a prime example of unification and how it is applied to the greater whole. Universally, the study within is the study without.

Our organs and the bodies which contain them are examples of individualization working together for the unified whole. Organs themselves are separate in existence possessing unique functions, yet, they are intricately connected to each other through blood vessels and the nervous system. We can think of the nervous system as the God force, central soul or the loving energy which connects all things.

When our organs and the bodies which contain them are functioning to their unique purpose, then we would say that the body is whole and healthy. When the individual organs or existences are not functioning to their own unique purpose, we would say that the body is ill. Personally, I like the Japanese words for saying I am fine or not fine. For example, if someone were to ask you, ogenki desu ka. (how are you?) they are literally asking “How is your spirit?” Most would respond, genkidesu.( literally means, my spirit is fine.” But if you were to say Byokidesu you are saying “My spirit is off,” meaning you are ill. I like the use of these words because I believe it to be true. When your spirit/soul is off or in the state byouki your body expresses it; but when your body is in the state of genki (the spirit is well) you feel great.

The body, when functioning properly, does not quarrel with itself. The liver does not grow jealous over the heart for its unique ability to pump blood. Nor does the heart develop envy over the fingers for their ability to grab or write. Instead, our organs function in unity without judgment over which one of their existences are more important.

If the left hand accidentally hits the right with a hammer; the right-hand doesn’t pick up the hammer and smash it back, this would only cause more pain. Nor does the left hand ignore the fact that it hurt the right. The natural reaction is that the left hand would cradle the right attempting to ease the pain. I know for myself when someone causes me pain one of my first reactions is to think, “How can I hurt this person back?” Then I take a step back and say, “Whoa, no I don’t want to be that way anymore. How can I love this person?” We cause pain because we are in pain and we want others to feel it as well. I know I cause pain because I have never received proper love and that might go for many of you as well.

When we start to see everybody as forms of individualized consciousness experiencing the universe in their own unique way, we will begin to see how each soul is divine, connected and contributing to the experience of the God force, universe, the loving energy which is God or Central Soul.

In turn, we will begin to see that no one soul is more important than the other. Every soul is , that is not to say they are the same. To be the same would make our existence very boring and if the God force or Central Soul wanted to experience the same; then it would not have split off into fragments. We are all equal, we are not the same. Treat all like they are a very extension of your body, knowing any harm you cause will be to yourself and any harm caused to yourself will also be to others.

Enjoy your day, where ever it may be.

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White Rabbit

You won't see the light till you walk into darkness.
Fight through your demons and find where your heart is.
Love is the key and restraint is the locket.
Balance the body and mind to make progress.
If you're feeling lost just look to your conscience.
All actions bring karma it comes in due process.
Respect all your bonds and be wary of excess.
Don't look to the future or past you'll grow backwards.
Always stay present and good things will happen.
Time is forever and destiny drafted.
Live for the moments and work till the last breath.
The world is illusions and money is magic.
The truth always hidden go find that White Rabbit.

-TheSeshionArtist

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Everything I own I burrowed from the earth

My eyes I burrowed from my mother who burrowed it from hers

My intelligence I burrowed from my father who burrowed it from his who burrowed it from a book

My laughter is the sun’s laughter, as gold, my sorrow is the silver sadness of the very moon

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All this is ours like a storm for a second until we, this tiny storm, burrow something else to hold a drop of sea

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Hi all,

I've come across a fascinating book that talks about high level spiritual things from a scientific perspective. This book is intriguing as it talks about many similar things to what people in mystical and altered states of consciousness mention such as seeing into parallel dimensions and interacting with beings from other worlds etc.

This book is called Zhuan Falun and it is from the Buddha Law School of Cultivation however it is not Buddhism the religion or Daoism the religion, it's something more profound. It seems to me to be more of a spiritual science as many of the terms and concepts in the book are talked about in a scientific down to earth manner instead of flowery mystical prose which I found very refreshing.

Now here is where it gets interesting, this book talks about the following things:

● Other Dimensions - Levels Of Dimensions spanning into the microcosm and also outwards into the macrocosm

● The Soul - It talks about people having a Master soul and a subordinate soul which is hidden from you but is at a more advanced level then you, it states some people have more then one Subordinate soul and some are of not of the same sex as you i.e males having a female subordinate soul etc.

● Microcosmic worlds - This concept was very far out but it talks about there being worlds within you, countless worlds. Similar to our world with life , water, animals etc. An analogy is zooming an an atom within one of your cells and realizing at that level of magnification it is just like our solar system. Then zooming into a single particle in that world and finding out it too is a vast world, apparently the level it can go onwards like this is beyond imagination.

● Supernatural Abilities - In the book they mention that everyone has them it is just that they have atrophied. It goes into depth about this topic. Some abilities that are mentioned are precognition, retrocognition and remote vision.

● The 3rd Eye - Talks about how at the front part of our pineal gland there is a complete structure of an eye there. Modern science calls it a vestigial eye but in the cultivation world they say this eye just naturally exists like that and it can be activated allowing one to pierce through this dimension and see other dimensions. It talks about how there are many levels to this 3rd eye and it goes into great depth about it.

● Thoughts - This part was amazing. It talks about how a human brain is just a processing plant. How the real you is actually your soul, it's like your whole body and brain is just a vehicle and that the true commands are issued by your master soul, but this master soul is very tiny and it can switch positions while inside you and it can also expand and shrink. It can move from your brain to your heart and to other parts of your body and it is 'he' who calls the shots. Your brain is just the factory which your master soul sends his cosmic commands to which then create the forms of expression and communication we use such as speech, gestures, etc.

These are just a few things that are covered but there are many many other things which blew my mind when I read it because of how it resonated with some of the mystical experiences people sometimes have, especially the multidimensional nature of reality and how all of them are hidden in our day to day perceptions of the world.

If this sounds interesting to anyone you can grab a copy of the book here:

http://falundafa.org/eng/eng/pdf/Zhuan-Falun-2018.pdf