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Welcome to Rational Psychonaut, a community for sensible discussion of the science of altered states of consciousness. For people interested in exploring inner realms without subscribing to the woo surrounding the topic.
Welcome to Rational Psychonaut, a community for sensible discussion of the science of altered states of consciousness. For people interested in exploring inner realms without subscribing to the woo surrounding the topic.
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I’ve heard this discussed, but it seems to be a very controversial idea.
The researcher and doctors at the study I’m doing are highly skeptical of that being the case and said they haven’t seen it happen.
Hell, I know there’s even conflicting evidence regarding SSRIs and the effect they have.
For example, I took a gram of relatively mild shrooms (according to a friend) while on 40 mg of Lexapro and had some pretty intense dreamlike images while lying down with my eyes closed…
Accepted into psilocybin trial for treatment resistant depression/ocd. Have to go off of Lexapro in 8 weeks and I’ve been on it for 20 years. Advice?
My mental health has been a curse since I was a child. I’m 39 now and this latest bout has debilitated me and it’s been years.
I’ve been on lots of different meds and nothing really works. Been on Lexapro for 20 years, and I don’t think it has ever helped but it made me feel like I was doing something.
I’m scared to do this but I’m more scared of another 40 years of being a dysfunctional person limping through life while therapists and psychiatrists keep trying to no avail.
I feel like this is my last hope.
I’m scared of going off the Lexapro not because it does much for me but withdrawal… I’m following a hyperbolic taper using liquid but realize it’s still a bit fast.
What advice do you have? Any experiences?
I am not expecting a miracle, but if it makes my quality of life better, even for a few years, it’ll have been worth it.
Thank you.
The saying goes, "shrooms connect you to the universe, acid connects you to yourself." I am wondering about combining this dichotomy.
Hey r/RationalPsychonaut community! 👋
I wanted to share Follow the Call by Tomek Kwieciński, a book I recently helped bring to English-speaking audiences after it was originally published in Polish. This isn't just a book on psychedelics; it’s a companion through deep, transformative journeys, blending Holotropic Breathwork, ancient rituals, and modern therapeutic practices. Endorsed by prominent figures like Rick Doblin from MAPS, who calls it a guide for understanding "the very nature of reality," it’s a powerful resource for anyone drawn to the path of expanded consciousness.
For a limited time, the eBook is priced at $2.99 to reach a broader audience. Here’s the link if you’d like to check it out or share it with others: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DF5L6Y3X.
Thanks, and I’d love to hear thoughts from this insightful community!
This post isn't meant to spark debate of what is or what isn't, I'm just curious if there's hardline rationalists out there (like myself) who have had experiences that we just sort of toss into the "I have no idea what the hell that was all about" category, drug effects and all that considered.
For years, I’ve been drawn to an ayahuasca retreat to help with my depression, anxiety, and overthinking. I found a reputable center in Spain & the Netherlands and have the chance to go while traveling in Europe, but as it approaches, my anxiety spikes. Each time I plan, I spiral into obsessive thoughts, panic, and endless research, leading me to cancel my plans. I've done shrooms, lsd, and san pedro already, but Aya seems much more risky.
As my mom has schizophrenia and my own issues with anxiety / paranoia - makes me worry it could worsen my mental health, have a bad trip, go crazy, etc. prep alone increases my stress, leaving me unsure if this is a calling or an obsession. Part of me thinks I should be in a better place mentally first or try other methods to deal with my issues. On the other hand, I’ve read sooo many reports of life changing, transformative experiences, and folks claiming the experience to be one of the most rewarding of their lives. I keep coming back to ayahuasca. 5 years I almost went but backed out.
I’m 31, if that matters. What is RationalPsychonaut's view on Ayahuasca retreats? I keep going back & forth if the risk is worth the reward.
Certain parts of the world are associated with present or historical use of one or more psychoactive drugs. Over the 12+ years I spent writing The Drug Users Bible I sought them out, eventually visiting 33 countries, and taking thousands of drug related photographs.
I have recently started to organize these properly, and following suggestions on this platform I will be posting a selection of them here. This post presents some of those I took on my visit to Nine Mile, Jamaica (limited to 20 due to platform constraints).
Please note that, when visiting any territory, should you choose to use any psychoactive substance it is vital that you conduct your own research with respect to legality and law enforcement. Don’t get banged up abroad. For the attention of law enforcement: none of this post constitutes a confession that I broke the law in any place or at any time.
NINE MILE, JAMAICA
Much of my trip to Jamaica revolved around a trip to Nine Mile to see Bob Marley’s home and mausoleum. It was an awesome experience.
The bus was quite smart, but it looks bigger on the outside than it seemed to be on the inside. It provided a sort of reverse Tardis experience. It has to be said that I wasn't entirely un-stoned at the start, as a member of staff at the hotel had furnished a little something on my first night.
The road up there was interesting but somewhat hair-raising in places, particularly on the way back, as we squeezed past traffic with a death defying drop on our left.
We stopped here on the way there (Dunn Falls). Apparently, they used to stop on the way back, but some of the tourists were so stoned they tended to fall down the cascade.
Getting close.
We have arrived! One love: yes, here we are at Nine Mile.
Bob’s place comes with views.
At the entrance slices of this were on offer: a sort of ultimate space cake. It looks almost irresistibly yummy.
Nine Mile is at quite a high altitude, and one young woman made the mistake of biting off more than she could chew. She collapsed on to this exhibit, shattering it. The guide simply exclaimed: “Oh F*ck”, and laughed. Some of the party managed to get her into a chair, before we continued on our way.
Luckily, I went for a pre-roll of sensimilla. It was indeed exquisite.
The tour proceeded as tours do.
It included a rather voyeuristic look at Bob’s bed in Bob’s bedroom.
Bob used to lie with his head on this stone, as demonstrated here by his friend (and our guide) Robert. Yes, like your typical Joe Public tourist I had to try it out for myself.
On the way back to the courtyard the band played some of Bob’s best known tunes. It turned out that Robert can also sing.
I wonder what this is, growing wild in the outer court.
I couldn’t have put it better myself.
Who the hell is this guy? For the avoidance of doubt, I was totally stoned by this point.
Exodus. Until next time...
Finally, for those inclined, this local brew was actually very nice. It was too nice in fact.
I shouldn’t end without stating that there is much more to do in Jamaica, including relaxing (and smoking) on the beaches. One love.
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LAST & ABSOLUTELY NOT LEAST: STAY SAFE
Whatever the circumstances of your own travel do not suspend judgement, safety or the use of a harm reduction process. Please refer to The Drug Users Bible for further information. You can download a free copy of the PDF version from any of the cloud networks links provided on the following post: https://www.reddit.com/r/DrugUsersBible/comments/134p8b1/download_the_drug_users_bible_from_here/
I'm an MD doing a small presentation in a few weeks on a few different clinical trials demonstrating the effectiveness of Psilocybin on End of Life Distress and Depression.
While they do demonstrate a statistically significant outcome, there are inherent challenges to Psychedelic research, namely the difficulty blinding, the importance of Set and Setting, and the importance of the relationship between the provider and patient. A lot of times psilocybin is compared to something like an SSRI and it's hard to see this as a true "apples to apples" comparison.
Is anyone aware of good published editorials discussing these challenges/limitations? Would greatly appreciate!
It's not psychedelic IK but it often goes hand in hand with too many psychs so I'm sure y'all have something to say possibly.
I'll take anecdotes please don't delete if downvoted just of course have some standards in the explanation thank you.
We don't know everything about everything so I'll keep an open mind for now on this.
Hi, I am writing an article talking about the worst trip I ever had (don't worry, I'm not trying to demonize psychedelics) and for part of my article, I need examples of psychedelic-induced violence.
I know there is a man who, last month, chopped off his own penis with an axe in Austria. This was verified in a medical journal.
I'm wondering if there are any other cases you guys know of that you can link me to or at least help me get some key-search terms so I can find information for myself.
It can either be self-inflicted violence or violence on others. I am looking for worst-case examples of what can happen. I am trying to give my readers a full scope of the benefits and risks.
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I've noticed several times over the past year that some of my dreams have definite psychedelic imagery. I'm not talking about phosphenes or hypnogogia, but real REM dreaming. Not disturbing, so i wouldnt call it HPPD. Anyone else notice the same thing?
Hello, r/RationalPsychonaut. I am a neuroscience student developing a unified theory of consciousness at my university. If you choose to read this post, thank you for your time, and if you do not, then have a great day regardless.
I'd like your opinions on a few images, as it greatly helps propel my research. I'd also like any criticisms. In addition, I'm also happy to answer any questions. I unfortunately cannot add all of my research onto this post. As a result, I can answer any individual questions with sources provided in the comments section. Feedback, even negative, is greatly appreciated. It helps direct my research, so don't be shy.
A few months ago, I went through a few thought experiments with my girlfriend. Mainly, they were about tryptamine systems, the Google AI, and how achieving goals of fitness all give you a dopamine hit.
This subsequently led me down the world's deepest rabbit hole. It has been months, and there is still no end in sight. I've been doing a lot of math and research related to many subjects. These have included Calculus, Gnosticism, Christianity, Behavioral Neuroscience, Psychology, Art, and a lot more.
I have made a series of functions. Showing screencuts of these functions to other people seems to induce an identical emotional phenomenology to DMT. This will be explained in more detail later. This is very strange, and I would like your opinions.
Without further ado, here are the images:
(These are just formatted suggestions for your sake, if you feel it hard to describe. If you feel like disobeying these rules helps you explain yourself, please disregard these. They're for those that may have a hard time, and responses are all suggestive. I am open to any and all comments.)
Please, provide any comments or reactions you have for these images. I'm particularly interested if you have a reaction akin to any of these common reactions others have:
-Whether you have seen this image before, during a psychedelic trip.
-Where the image lies on the | comfortable / uncomfortable |scale
-Where the image lies on the | more ancient / newer |scale
-Where the image lies on the | timeless / fleeting |scale
-Whether the image appears infinitely detailed.
-Whether you can identify zero, one, two, or more objects in the image.
-Whether the image contains a sense of familiarity, or that you have seen this image before. It does not matter if you don't know where you have seen it before. You are allowed to make the distinction if you please, but for my research, only the feeling of familiarity matters.
-Whether the image contains a sense of judgement or dread.
-Whether the image contains a sense of internal/external narrative.
-Any and every other comment or thought you may have
Thank you so much for your time!
Dogma doesn’t keep you safe.
It keeps you afraid.
It keeps you ignorant.
It tells you there’s only one way.
But that’s never true.
Not in life.
Not with 5-MeO-DMT.
Curiosity, balanced with caution like a scientist, can give you a fuller picture of reality.
It can show you what’s truly dangerous and what’s not.
Most people think of 5-MeO-DMT as an all-or-nothing experience.
Intense. Traumatic. Losing consciousness.
The kind of journey where ego dissolves, and everything you know collapses.
But there are other ways to engage with it.
People are fine taking a low dose of shrooms.
They walk around, talk, stay present.
It’s normal. It’s acceptable.
But with 5-MeO-DMT, that nuance disappears.
There’s this notion that it has to be a high-dose, overwhelming experience.
In a ceremonial setting.
With ego death as the only goal.
But there’s also a gentle, meditative approach.
An approach to embody emptiness, nothingness, nonduality.
Where surrender is smoother, effortless.
Where you learn how to let go, instead of being forced to.
Micro to low doses—especially in the 1-8 mg range when taken nasally—offer a different path.
You can walk, talk, and stay functional.
You can surrender, with your will.
You can experiment gently and gradually.
You can build a relationship with the substance before diving deep.
Start small.
Approach with caution, just like with shrooms.
But once you’ve established your foundation, you can explore further.
It doesn’t always need to be ceremonial.
It can be meditative.
It can be playful.
It can be as simple as walking in the park or writing in a notebook.
Dogma tells you that high doses are the only path to transformation.
It tells you that microdoses aren’t worth the effort.
But dogma is just a belief.
And beliefs can be challenged.
So, which is better? Frequent low doses or the occasional intense experience?
Both have their place.
Both have their risks.
Low doses can build subtle changes over time, or lead to imbalance if misused.
High doses can be life-changing—or just too much to process.
It’s time to embrace the nuance.
Start small.
Explore intentionally.
Learn to surrender gently, on your own terms.
There isn’t just one path.
You do not need crazy dose of 5-MeO to have the mental clairty
to get practical benefit, like lack of motivation, or lack of clairty,
you do not have to go breakthrough as long this works for you take only what you can handle, and integrate, embody the experience
you can just have 2~3 mg entry dose of 5-MeO in the nose go through ego-dissolution phase (takes about 20~30 min) this is essential and has to be natural, if you force with the Ego and go on work, does not work, it rather further destablize you
as your ego dissolves, clarity comes (or you may need more experience to figure out actually)
and you can do whatever you want. you can continue to enjoy the semi-nondual state and go internal with the God-Molecule. or you can stand up and re-construct the ego, and go build- like creative writing, or Programming, business system design, or community organization, whatever wisdom/intelligence is needed
Every now and then I'll get a quick little wave of DMT taste in my mouth, especially during brushing/flossing, and I later learned it's bacteria converting food into some kind of indole alkaloid that tastes like DMT. If anyone was curious as to why they occasionally taste it while sober, that's probably why.
Certain parts of the world are associated with present or historical use of one or more psychoactive drugs. Over the 12+ years I spent writing The Drug Users Bible I sought them out, eventually visiting 33 countries, and taking thousands of drug related photographs.
I have recently started to organize these properly, and following suggestions on this platform I will be posting a selection of them here. This post presents some of those I took on my visits to Amsterdam (limited to 20 due to platform constraints).
Please note that, when visiting any territory, should you choose to use any psychoactive substance it is vital that you conduct your own research with respect to legality and law enforcement. Don’t get banged up abroad. For the attention of law enforcement: none of this post constitutes a confession that I broke the law in any place or at any time.
AMSTERDAM, THE NETHERLANDS
Whilst writing the book I visited Amsterdam several times per year. I took so many photographs during this period that it was a real challenge to choose just a few that are in some way representative in terms of my own interest (which is drugs). This was so difficult that I may in fact post a second batch at some point in the future.
Let’s get on with it….
As found outside the Hash Museum (Oudezijds Achterburgwal 148).
On the way out of the Hash Museum a complimentary toke on a vape is on offer, or at least it used to be.
Street signage can be an art form. This particular photograph was banned by Facebook when I first posted it there.
At first glance I assumed this was telling me that drinking alcohol was forbidden, but that it was okay to smoke weed.
The Smoke Boat offers canal tours specifically for tokers.
Whilst The Bulldog doesn’t have the best reputation, it is certainly one of the most colourful. I have in fact uploaded dozens of photos of coffeeshop exteriors to a Flickr album here: https://www.flickr.com/photos/157786281@N07/albums/72157698919040634/
Small postage stamp views of some of them.
This is a not an untypical menu from that era. If you wish to see a selection of menus, I have uploaded some to another Flickr album here: https://www.flickr.com/photos/157786281@N07/albums/72157709482407397/
Oh yes, and there’s magic truffles. Be careful not to overdo them in the busy city centre (see the book for my disaster-class).
Never be surprised to be surprised about what might lie round the corner. Yes, I’m embarrassed to say that I snorted this chocolate too. Again, see the book itself regarding the outcome.
If people-watching with a pint is your thing, you are not going to be disappointed.
Yes, it’s a beautiful city, even with the relatively recent signage additions.
I have been known to use these, which are dotted across the city centre.
This is a sensory deprivation tank, which I used in search of a drug-free hallucination or psychedelic-like experience (some people do this and claim success).
I spent many hours gazing into smart shop windows, which offered a substantial array of goodies, particularly botanical goodies. Some were very long established and looked the part, none more so than this one, round the corner from Dam Square (Kloveniersburgwal 39).
I know you want to see an example of what is on offer in these establishments. I can count about 20-odd psychoactives on display on these shelves, all of which were legally for sale when I took the photograph. Also visible are a variety of other interesting items, including testing kits and a trip killer.
However, you will also see plenty of tourist shops offering everything from cannabis lollipops to space cakes. Ignore them: everything here is fake, with no THC.
You want seeds? There is no shortage of seed banks.
Imagine moving Salvador Dali art completely filling the walls with Pink Floyd as the audio accompaniment: it’s almost a trip without a drug. Now imagine this with some truffle. [Fabrique des Lumières, Pazzanistraat 37]
Finally, many people recommend a walk to Vondelpark to escape the madness (perhaps whilst on a truffle trip), but a free boat ride across the water to NDSM can also provide a pleasant sojourn.
LAST & ABSOLUTELY NOT LEAST: STAY SAFE
Whatever the circumstances of your own travel do not suspend judgement, safety or the use of a harm reduction process. Please refer to The Drug Users Bible for further information. You can download a free copy of the PDF version from any of the cloud networks links provided on the following post: https://www.reddit.com/r/DrugUsersBible/comments/134p8b1/download_the_drug_users_bible_from_here/
I have written an amateur essay on the subject of Free Will and the actual merit of all philosophies.
For I am merely a fledgling, still learning to formulate my thoughts and to know my own cards, please give me any feedback, critique, or suggestion for improvements or whatsoever you like if you can.
Thank you.
###The Truth of Free Will and Its Relevance in Real Life:
The truthfulness of all philosophies must be measured by its practical applicability in daily life. Abstract ideas, no matter how intellectually stimulating, can become mere mental exercises if they fail to provide meaningful guidance for how we live and make decisions. A key philosophical debate that illustrates this tension between theory and practice is the question of free will. While arguments about whether free will exists have long occupied philosophical discourse, the real-world relevance of these arguments is what truly matters. I would like to wager that the concept of effective will is more significant than all metaphysical debates over free will and that the truthfulness of any philosophy, especially regarding free will, is found in its practical application.
###The Importance of Practical Application in Philosophy:
At the core of any philosophical debate is the question of whether the philosophy being proposed can be applied to real life. In theory, many ideas seem compelling, but if they fail to offer insights that guide how we live our lives, their relevance diminishes. This principle is particularly important when considering free will. Whether free will exists in an absolute, metaphysical sense is an interesting theoretical question, but it pales in comparison to the more pressing concern of how individuals experience and exercise will in everyday life.
Philosophy must shape actual daily life and genuine living experiences. In practical terms, people live as if they have free will. Choices are made, actions are taken, and these decisions have tangible consequences. This notion underscores the importance of focusing on how individuals experience their own decision-making power, which leads to the concept of effective will—the perception and experience of agency, regardless of whether free will exists in an abstract sense.
###Effective Will is A Practical Reality:
The distinction between 'metaphysical absolute free will' and 'effective will' is crucial. Philosophical debates about whether all actions are predetermined or influenced by factors beyond our control, such as genetics, environment, or brain chemistry, often miss the point that people experience themselves as agents who make meaningful choices. This lived experience of decision-making is what matters most in the context of real life. Effective will refers to the ability to make choices that shape one’s circumstances, regardless of whether these choices are ultimately free from all external influence.
People behave as though they have will, make decisions, and deal with the consequences of those decisions. In other words, whether or not free will exists on a metaphysical level, the human experience involves making choices and taking responsibility for their outcomes. This idea of effective will reflects a practical truth that is central to human experience: we act, and our actions shape our lives. Denying this reality leads to an ineffective way of living.
###The Ineffectiveness of Denying Will:
A key argument against philosophies that deny free will is that they have no way of actually practice them. There are no actual way that these philosophies could be applied in real life logically, for any volition at all- thoughts, decisions, actions- involves the function of will. Even to accept and believe the belief that you have no free will is itself an act of will.
Another key point is that these sort of philosophies tend to lead to a passive, ineffective life. If a person genuinely believes they have no will or agency—if they accept the deterministic argument that their actions are entirely controlled by external factors—they may stop taking responsibility for their decisions. This belief could lead to a mindset of helplessness, where individuals see themselves as powerless and unable to influence their reality. In practical terms, this leads to inaction, stagnation, and ultimately an ineffective life.
By contrast, belief in effective will fosters personal responsibility and intentionality. When individuals believe that their decisions matter, they are more likely to engage with life in a meaningful way. They take ownership of their actions, make plans, and strive to improve their circumstances. This proactive approach is the cornerstone of effective living. If someone has no effective will, that person is therefore forever ineffective in all of his experiences. Ineffectiveness in life often stems from a lack of belief in one's own ability to shape outcomes.
Philosophies that deny the reality of effective will, then, fail to offer meaningful guidance for living. They detach from the lived experiences of individuals and become little more than intellectual exercises with no practical utility. In contrast, philosophies that affirm effective will recognize the importance of action, decision-making, and responsibility in shaping one’s life.
One of the strongest arguments for the practical relevance of effective will is found in experience itself. People consistently observe that their actions produce results. Whether it’s a decision to work harder, pursue a goal, or improve a relationship, individuals witness the tangible outcomes of their efforts. This lived experience serves as evidence of effective will, even if the philosophical question of absolute free will remains unresolved.
For instance, someone who chooses to dedicate time to studying and improving their skills will likely see the results of their effort in the form of personal or professional growth. Similarly, a person who chooses to focus on nurturing their relationships will experience an improvement in the quality of their connections. These examples illustrate that people act as though they have the capacity to influence their reality, and this capacity is confirmed by the results they observe.
The truthfulness of effective will lies in its practicality—individuals make choices, take action, and see the real-world consequences of those actions. This practical approach offers a far more meaningful perspective on human agency than abstract philosophical debates that deny will or focus solely on metaphysical questions of determinism.
###Philosophies Must Be Grounded in Practical Reality:
Philosophical systems that deny effective will ultimately fail because they do not align with the lived experience of individuals. People act, they choose, and they experience the outcomes of their choices. A philosophy that disregards this reality fails to provide meaningful insight or guidance for how to live. A philosophy that denies effective will doesn’t have much merit in terms of genuine, practical and real-world living reality.
For a philosophy to be useful and truthful, it must engage with the real world. Philosophies that emphasize personal responsibility, intentional action, and the capacity to shape one’s reality resonate more deeply with people because they reflect how individuals experience their own lives. In practice, belief in effective will encourages action and engagement with the world, leading to more effective and fulfilling lives.
###Free Will is a Practical Reality. You Do Have Free Will, Use It or Lose It:
Thus, the debate over free will is less important than the practical reality of effective will. Whether or not free will exists in an absolute sense, individuals experience themselves as agents capable of making meaningful choices that shape their lives. The truthfulness of any philosophy lies in its ability to offer practical guidance for living, and in this context, effective will emerges as a far more relevant concept than metaphysical debates about determinism or external control.
Philosophies that deny effective will lead to passivity and ineffectiveness, while those that affirm it encourage intentional action, personal responsibility, and engagement with life. Ultimately, the practical truth of free will is found not in abstract arguments but in the lived experience of making choices and shaping one’s reality. Philosophical systems that recognize and empower this experience are the ones that hold real value for living.
I'm finishing a degree in psychology and also part of the team of Spain psychedelic society. Feel free to ask anything related!
Hey everyone,
I'm looking for some advice on what substance to take tomorrow for a solo trip while I'm home alone with my dogs. Here's a bit of context:
The Situation: My wife is leaving for a few days (Monday to Thursday), and we've been together for 17 years. This will be the longest we've ever been apart. She’s my best friend and soulmate, so I know I’m going to feel down and miss her a lot while she’s gone. That’s why I’m hesitant to try something like LSD or anything that could lead to deep introspection while I’m already feeling a bit off emotionally.
On top of that, I’ll be taking care of our two senior dogs (plus my in-laws' dog). They require a lot of attention—meds, bathroom breaks multiple times an hour, etc.—so I’ll need to stay on top of things and make sure they’re well cared for.
What I’m Looking For:
One Last Question: If I take 2C-B tomorrow (Monday), could I still take 4-HO-MET or AL-LAD the next day or two without too much tolerance buildup?
Any advice or thoughts would be super appreciated!
Thanks in advance!
For me, the main appeal of drugs is feeling more fully in the present moment. The most obvious phenomenon that seems outside the present moment is thinking about things outside the present moment. But, subjectively, the most important part is connection of feelings with the present moment. This is hard to describe in words. I guess I could say that drugs seemed to decrease dissociation, derealization and depersonalization.
I'm surprised that this aspect of drugs isn't talked about more. It seems people mostly talk about particular effects that are characteristic for particular drugs and particular trips. But for me, what matters is not the particular effects, but the mental state that allows a deeper appreciation. Such a deeper appreciation of a mundane every-day experience is as impressive as deeper appreciation of unusual drug effects. In some ways, appreciating a mundane experience is more impressive, because the appreciation doesn't depend on novelty.
(I see how experiences from exceptionally good mental states, with or without drugs, can become espeically memorable and valuable. Probably that is why people value particular drug experiences, similarly to how I value particular experiences from sober summer day trips that always put me in a much better emotional state. But the most valuable thing is the state, not the particular experience.)
This state does not feel new. It reminds me of how life felt in early childhood, before bad events made that state inaccessible. It became so inaccessible that I forgot it existed, and rediscovered it using via drugs.
That state seems so right, like that is the state one should be in. Compared to that, my usual state, where I'm less fully in the present moment, seems dysfunctional. This was puzzling, because so many people say drugs are bad, and yet, what they do seems so right.
I think I understand now, mostly due to exploring what helps me access that present moment state sober. At first glance, whatever diminishes present moment feelings and doesn't allow me to fully focus on the present moment seems like a problem that needs to be overcome. But actually, that seems to be parts of myself that I'm trying to bury and not express. Those parts keep trying to get my attention, and to express their thoughts and feelings. Ignoring them isn't the right thing to do. When drugs assist with that, one could say that drugs are assisting escapism. The right thing to do seems to be finding ways to integrate those parts of me into my life in a good way, instead of trying to ignore and bury them.
Asking in good faith, not rhetorically.
Reading trip reports, it seems to be a given that any insights gained during a psychedelic experience are taken at face value. Often these insights are monastic in nature.
It doesn't often appear that people scrutinise these beliefs as the effect of a hallucinogenic drug.
How can one epistemological verify psychedelic insights as justified true belief?
I’m considering taking LSD for the first time but wanted to get some advice. I’ve done mushrooms a handful of times and have also taken 2C-B quite a bit, so I have some experience with psychedelics. My wife and I spend basically everyday together for the last 17 years and she is heading out of town for 2-3 days to visit family, and I’ll be home alone. I’ll be taking care of our three dogs (one of which belongs to my in-laws) while she’s away and the other two are senior dogs and mine.
Here’s my dilemma: I feel like this could be a good opportunity to trip on my own and explore LSD, but I’m worried that I might end up missing her and get into a bad headspace. We’re usually together, so the idea of being without her around feels a bit off. At the same time, since she doesn’t do LSD, this could be a chance to have the experience solo.
I’ll have responsibilities with the dogs, so I won’t be completely alone, but I want to make sure their care wouldn’t be an issue either. I’d love to hear any advice, especially from anyone who’s done LSD solo while feeling a bit vulnerable or emotional. Should I wait until I feel 100% ready or could this be a good chance to dive in?
I have 1P-LSD and was going to do 100ug.
So three years after my last psychedelic trip went horribly wrong, had visions of me committing suicide, being trapped in the internet, being reverted to a child watching the night sky as all stars blinked out of existence, and me being judged and sentenced to death by some unknown force, could this all come from repressed trauma from childhood.
I’ve had these memories pop up twice in the last two years and I didn’t know if they were false or repressed memories, at first it didn’t feel real but when I began talking about it with someone I had this very strong emotional reaction of dread and anxiety, like when I last tripped. I spoke with my therapist and we’ve both come to the conclusion that all the signs I exhibit and my habits and fears etc. stem from being molested as a child. So my question is, is that where the fear dread and pure terror came from that last trip?
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