I love a "mermaid tear" 🧜‍♀️🤍

I’m in a position where I’m struggling with not being able to work very many hours, and my ex and his friends stole things from me that I have no way of replacing. Specifically my makeup and hygiene products. My makeup bag was my life, and my the only reason he took it was because it was so important to me. He stalked me, tried to have me kidnapped, and hacked my phone to tear me down on every level possible. Lately I’ve been getting threats of posting my nudes on websites and I’ve been told by others they’ve seen them, but I still can’t find where. I was looking at random acts subreddits to just try and see if I can rebuild a little. I’ve lost so much weight and my hair has been falling out. My makeup and products, or what little I have left, are what make me feel like a person again and I have no confidence without them right now.

I’m not sure if this sub still does gifting and it won’t let me access and of the info on the subreddits about page. I’m open to anything right now. If anyone might be able to point me in the right direction that would also be amazing. I would appreciate any help. Even if you could make recommend some cheaper makeup that I could afford that looks good that would help.

I have already been kicked out of two subreddits for seeking advice even though I had put an advice request tag on it so I want to try here.

I have been avoiding skincare, make up and proper hair care my whole life. I just recently allowed myself to like it and accept that even a girl boxer like me is allowed to take care of herself. So I have a few things after my mom and some I bought recently I am terrified to ask for help in Sephora or anywhere cuz I don’t want to be judged like when I went to ask for help the first time. I am grateful for any kind of advice, I only know how to use a few things in here. I know you are going to judge me and that’s okay but please remember that I am 16 and I really don’t know what I’m doing.

I don’t know if it’s important but I’m just going to try to say it if it helps.

Problems skin: dark circles under the eyes and eye bags, dru skin, baby face, hooded eyes

Problems hair: not light blonde enough, dry, don’t know how to style it, I would like more shine and softness

Problems body: a lot of problems here, dry skin, red itchy skin above elbows,

I don’t know if there’s more to say. Oh yea I am In Canada and I can order online of buy in person not important. Thank you and sorry for the confusion or bad English since it’s not my first language. I am very tired and nervous sorry if this doesn’t make sense.

I can’t really decide. I love a good clear gloss but I also love a good shimmer gloss. What’s ur intake on it.

Had so much fun doing it !!! What do u think???

i saw thirds lashes on this drag queen and i’m OBSESSED. i want to figure out what they could be called or what to search so i can go out and buy them!! if anyone can help i would be sooooo grateful!!