I've been feeling very bereft lately, I can't get my energy up and I have insomnia. Have you ever had a period like this and how did you get out of it?

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A second shocker happened the next time I attempted to save my life by discontinuing a “drug” I was taking since I was for the first time suicidal .. with more on this later. My call to the crisis line and to my bf had been heard by my parents. You see as I confided to him that I had stoped taking a medication I won’t even name . I was desperately trying to prove to him my loving unstoppable will to survive and my critical judgment while being obviously slowed and dumbed out . I was asked if I was “perma stoned” my instinct still warned me to stop the drug, although everyone knew I was suffering - bed ridden -franctic phone calls- suicidal ideation complaints (before having no priors) I realized my cover was blown my folks over heard my secret from upstairs and while I know my mom must have found my bottles full or not empty. She took action. The next day I had an intervention at the dr. Office It involved a new “drug” and a new improved treatment plan. ( part of my suicide intervention I asumed. ) And most of all my parents as a pair of cohersment tool of all failed. She looks at me ; with her big smile and looks back at her notes then me again. (oh yah I looked there too. I was curious I neve caught her while she actualy took down notes the computer was always using the calendar. so anyways it was now I think April 2015. The year after my misadventure in Florida and the psych ward, and risperidone. It was the following months of the official launch of the American fundraiser for large mental health associations around the country.

This week in 2018; I found out they had a objective as explained in the website I visited. for increase in funds amounting to a new 2014 plan to have new implemented laws to reenforce the ways new medication and complete treatment are followed up and implemented. - [ unpublished studys apparently aprove]. Anyways not only were they building new program called “Ontract” like mine. In America and Canada but now everyone would have more access to support groups or website s and online non-profit mental health awareness services ( governmental and bigphrama) ? They support theses programs aimed for young adults who have been affected by a “psychosis” a word I won’t use again. I am going to finish by writing my discovery. We were targeted since we are classified in a special social age group : insurancred . I know I read this and it will be posted soon. (I think it’s American mental health association ) So now I know (why ) it happened to me . That year. But that’s my shocking discoveries. the “articles” says.. goal by 2018 to achieve full budget funding ,my deep emotional distress towards the acceptance of my grandmothers death on her first year with god, was the missing financial investment so Donald Trump could begin his massive cut, today.

Jan-15-2018

https://www.bipolar1survivor.com/donald-trump-is-a-disaster-for-mental-healthcare/

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