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Songs about me and my estranged father who reached out to me after 10 years of radio silence

It’s a little strange To hear from you After all this time It can’t be true

I remember who you were But I don’t know Who you are

It’s been so long Its been so hard Our past just Seems too far

You had your chance Now it’s too late You threw us both away

When I think of you I don’t think much There’s just not much to say

You stole the life I could have had A loving home With mom and dad

I wish I could be angry I wish I could be pissed But to me you’re nothing You don’t fucking exist

You like the way That father sounds It makes you feel so great

But you left And now you want To wipe the fuckin slate

You call me son Despite the truth you were never there

You blame the world When in fact You never truly cared

You stole the life I could have had A loving home With mom and dad

I wish I could be angry I wish I could be pissed But to me you’re nothing You don’t fucking exist

Cents in my stories

Got lyrics for centuries

Shit is like roses in Richard Millie's

I make them more stylish than the stylist for Billy

Rich folks dropping like flies

Watching TV stocks over 110 billion died

I know I'm next soon

Just hoping they got Spotify in the tomb

Ears ringing

Souls is sleeping

Sandman always pouring

Families stay crying

Even got kids craving the reaper

These teens want it darker

Edgelords galore

While the itchy hearts want more

Seeing these movies through peepholes

Panaeramic view in keyholes

God got the keys

I want that wisdom key

Drank from every lake that had water

Like the goat dranked from wades water

Everyday these Jason Terry's

Laughing at society

Them JJ Barea's really disguised as Jordan

Life everyday is the 2000 ravens

A nigga want that ray

To evil I'm like ray

Human suffering I cope like Jamie

Turning tragedies to the funnnies like Mooney

Scraping evils dishes

Getting washed by Jesus

My shit even gave infinity permanent PTSD

Like cancer I wanted that shit minus chemo

Like red Lucifers faces was my soul

Blisters in my spirit

While screaming that death splinter I gotta get it

Master splinter and then ninjas was looking out

Till Houdini Yeshua pulled the devil out

Mara and Tara was there for the transfiguration

Moonie in heaven was there for the graduation

Golden lassos with white tassles

Since then I've been on every angels tail

Annually plus monthly

I crave wisdom daily

Mindset of a marine Kobe

God my lieutenant

Mama said don't deny it

Listening

While my heart is glistening

Trying to repair all my demons

Niggas don't got a Tesla but then Toyota blessings keep driving

Broke as hell

But a Kalpa away from hell

Respect for Buddha's

In this mind I got a billion bodhisattvas

Niggas be using triggas while my shit is on a permanent safety

Devil thought he sacked me

Refs seen that shit

I was on the one yard line saying fuck it

Then Uncle Joe Barry came in a hurry

Mara and Tara blocking for me

Moonie Alan Faneca and Jesus Lorenzo Neal blocking for me

Scoring TDS

Chasing Jerry

While respecting all these past Jerry's

Don't want to surpass

But to rough games while catching Kurt Warner passes

Even bubble screens

In good dreams

I'm Fitzgerald getting ready for them Troys

In the same world but forever apart from them bad boys

Them diddys all around me

Commemorating the legendary biggies

I'm just blaze around them Damon's

Cool as ice water like Damian

To Jesus keeping it a buck like Gianni's

So much peace in me it's ridiculous

My clean thoughts stay laughing like they watching Delirious

These cats I got now normally curious

No caskets for my kitties

Kibbles and bits in life there's plenty

Big bro doing a billion years in God's prison

Changed for the better Uncle Joe from heaven telling me to help him

Life telling me I'ma be alright

Everyday receiving all this light

Even at night

For some reason I don't feel right

I don't know how much in me I got left

Especially when shit goes left

See it everyday with other lives

So many people dropping like flies

Watching the news too much

Speaking to life like you doing too much

Tragic but I guess that's the way it is

On the other side I see constant bliss

So much beauty

In my heart I see plenty

The way I see how people be smiling

Gives me courage to keep living

Plus I'm big bro to my big bro

If I went he probably would go

Even Mama that shit would kill her

Then I would be a second hand killer

Families foundation would crumble their empire would turn to ashes

But life knows when I'm just venting and talking that depressive shit

She knows Im not serious when ranting and raving

Been doing this for 13 years constantly expressing

Can't hold it in

Gotta let all my feelings out till the end

Better to talk to myself than take that death sn

In this life ocean I'm trying to like them tua dolphins

I'm okay with the Atlantic concussions

Mara Hill I couldn't do this without you

I made it past 2019 thanks to the cheetah

Forever looking up to you Tara

Moonie Ramsey

I love you for Infinity

My team in Ontario Miami

Hope I got plenty

Still be down but rise like Tesla stocks

In 2025 planning to have more in stock

With Jesus I got bonds

Out my 8 year prison He kept letting me invest in bonds

God even with his mercy let me invest in mutual funds

So I got so much in the new jersusualem

When I was dealing with them devils

I was giving all my spirit pennies to evil

Shit rose

Plus I wanted a amber rose

Even a khalifa

Then porn stars while jacking telling them through screens that I loved ya

Felt it deeply

Maybe that's why I loved pornography

Still watch it

But rarely attached to it

Putting all efforts to invest 19k in my spirit now

Till the fat lady and the sand man takes a bow

People dying everyday

Be thinking that should be me everyday

I'm just saying

V:1 I feel a break in the weather, but I’m stuck not getting any better I’ve lifted a prayer, but it must’ve fallen on deaf ears Because when I awake, things are exactly the same I don’t know where to place the blame?

I could face the music but I must be deaf as I bury myself in my skin I don’t wanna feel this pain, I don’t wanna feel this way again

Bridge: As the sun begins to fall I feel it all

Chorus: It’s weighing heavy on me tonight Searching for a sign, searching for a light The ashes penetrate my lungs As I choke, completely broke, and the end of my rope But I can’t let it go, I cant let it go

V2:

Heaven failed me, and I failed you Two failures caught up on the undertow The writing was on the wall, prepared for the downfall I feel a break in the weather, but I’m stuck not getting better In my head, filled with dread Drowning in this sea of red The values have shifted, I don’t mean as much as I use to mean I can feel the pressure intensify, mystify I can’t find my self worth (am I worthless)

Chorus: It’s weighing heavy on me tonight Searching for a sign, searching for a light The ashes penetrate my lungs As I choke, completely broke, and the end of my rope But I can’t let it go, I cant let it go

V:3 The garden is gone, there’s nothing left Only pain remains when I open my eyes Cause in my dreams, you’re still here with me Fleeting moment of happiness, when I open my eyes

Chorus: It’s weighing heavy on me tonight Searching for a sign, searching for a light The ashes penetrate my lungs As I choke, completely broke, and the end of my rope But I can’t let it go, I cant let it go

Life is so fast paced

And I wanna slow it down

Start my day on airplane mode

And never descend back to the ground

I wanna catch my breath

And stay in the clouds

On the ground everything is just too loud

In airplane mode I have time to look around

In spite of reality

Where I stay overwhelmed

I want to admire the view

Except these inflated egos demand observation

All the stimulus demolishes my concentration

Life is so fast paced

And I wanna slow it down

Start my day on airplane mode

And never descend back to the ground

A work in progress

Its like Jack and Jill plus the blue pill

For that Nipsey Morpheus the world need a fill

Brains full of golden arsenic capsules

Just one pinch is tranquil

But they hungry for that trump clarity

It's purity like Frank's candy

Shit is too sweet

Diabetics plus mathematics each week

Too weak with stern calisthenics

The way life slides with hieroglyphics

It's knowledge is ancient but at least it's specific

Specificities dogs centuries full of treaties

With post nut realities

Coming for more

Birthing innocent galore

Lust forming rapidly

Niggas be hasty

But baby mamas hella patient

Kids being patients

Doctors trying to heal

But these Larry's try to kill

When truth wants to confront with iron fist those nassars run for invinsible hills

But the hills have eyes, shit getting real

In they gehennas

No goddesses but Cleopatra

Egyptian get backs

Karma always plays back

Especially undoubtedly for voices

They pray to Allah and Jesus

No matter the sin they must check in

For they cities they staples in

But Office Depot belongs to the invisible GD

In steel bathrooms now with GD

Disciples with second hand rifles

Stories being sold then told

So who wins the hood lottery

When caskets and graves can't speak for eternity

But in infinity they scream

They homies seen in dreams

Pacific stay pouring liquor

While sipping while sliding they savour

Drunk on life but sober at the same time

Wars in they split mind

Good vs evil in they hearts playing soul tag

When evil scores they brag

When Good makes a shot the real them sags

Picking up they sins but shit is too bad

Jesus in forever 21

Always hope for the real ones

While the fakes

Keep doing retakes

In life's movies

Nigga choose wisely

Got an ounce of hope

That mental weed to help me cope

That's all I needed

Gasing me up with the premium unleaded

Batteries in my back with that God triple a

Like Randy Johnson stuck in triple a

Rodger clemons minus the juice

Like the 24 dodgers world series ring stuck in a tree that shit coming lose

I'm trying to hit these Mariano balls with that McGuire

And if my bat breaks I got mcgyver

Getting jammed up like jam

Any voice I keep them unlike pam

I got nothing to hide

My spirit is alive

Used to be dead like these mass Freddy's

Till God had a talk with Joe McCarthy

Past years I was Terrell Owens with Joe Torre

I was a terrible Yankee

Tried to quit the MLB

But I was kept on by Jesus Selig

Got that much needed support from my teammate for life Mara Babe Ruth

I'm still in the league to live out my truth

Stil be feeling low at times with low motivation

Thank God for Moonie Calripken

Her empathy

Plus hall of fame legacy

She's like Mike Trout to me

Be shedding tears in the bullpen everyday God sending so many trouts to me

Reminiscing over the great Yogi Berra

But her real name Tara

Far from Noah

But them Ohtani's helping a nigga

Uncle Joe now tuning into the series

Used to dream but now I'm playing in life's world series

I got multiple sets of lyrics, and ready to collaborate wherever right now im in Toronto. DM me to connect. Not a pro but we can be the best.

I’m the gardener tending, with patience and care, Pruning each branch, making room for fresh air. Are we sprouting close, or are we drifting wide? Roots tangled together, or stretched to the side?

Your smile’s like sunlight that nourishes bloom, Turning empty corners to colorful rooms. And I’m planting seeds with each word and glance, Hoping they’ll grow if we both take the chance.

Every petal unfolding, a chapter to read, In this garden of “maybe,” I’m pulling the weeds. If we water this soil with laughter and trust, We’ll see what blossoms from more than just lust.

So tell me, are you ready to see what we’ll find? In this garden we’re growing, with roots intertwined.

Girls pull up, clock’s ticking, they got their ETA, Paid for the time, not for what they gotta say. Left urinal, this dude's in shock, Lookin' like the girl from last night, yeah, that whole flock. What’s he seein’? Can’t tell, but he’s reactin’ Like he’s adding layers to meaning, tryin' to catch traction.

Just like Carti with four lines, that’s a vibe, Why you bumpin’ beats with no lyrics to describe? For sounds, my boy Kyos doin' better, A veteran, sippin’ kombucha, light as a feather. Ladies on lock, but who’s countin'? FML, fine melon lady, yeah, that’s what I’m shoutin’. Suckin’ on tity, no shame, I’m greedy, Chillin’ laid back, but they still need me.

Can't gerrymander my way out of this

Lately feeling like I'm getting pissed on by Jesus

These 5 months I wasn't blasphemous

But all these Sandy koufax pitches is ridiculous

I'm fine if life pitches with that clemons juice

Used to receive them when I had the mind of the juice

But Im not a killa

Fuck you nigga

I'm not the Great mother that Nichole was

Neither am I the man that Ron Goldman was

Waiting on the edd

I'll be homeless begging society

I see how you government dudes do

Fucking me while I'm screaming fuck you

Spitting in people's faces

Losing hope is contagious

Mara lost it

I crave it

I got a team behind me

Be experiencing cosmic consciousness weekly

But enlightenment won't pay the bills

My dumbass asked for this, shit got real

Like cubic zirconia that's actually legit

Life is jewelery lately it feels like bullshit

Give two shits about a Richard Milly

Nigga I need a milli

Not motivated enough to get my Stephen King on

Either wait for the edd or get rolled on

Sending me letters when I told you niggas the truth

If I can survive this then introverts will see me as their Babe Ruth

Plus incels will look at me like the next ER

Anything to stop them from doing evil shit , I rather them go to ER

That's what I did when I felt like Sherlock Holmes

I'm all about optimism Holmes

Shit is mandatory

So addicted to maturity

I'm hungry for wisdom

Trying to be like Tiger lilies that bloom

Giving all these complaints

Least I'm not in restraints

Big brother got those life chains on

Tragedies are forever but life goes on

Rest in paradise to the victim

Three weeks ago a guy was swinging a knife near a woman

His coward ass dropped the knife once he seen me

Be ranting about women but they see me

I'm a man living like it

All my life I loved acting stupid

Coward tendencies

Dave Chappelle ideologies

Living in fantasies

I was afraid of life seas

Didnt know societies ABCs

Socially awkward but I had the D

Lately the pipe is on E

Olanzapine in me

Being socially awkward I'm happy

Noticing niggas be stressing

With baby mamas yelling

Precious babies screaming

Compared to them I'm gleaming

The kid in me I'm trying to raise him

At 17 I would've been raising him

Dodging bullets from angelic women

Feeling hollow when I'm not attached to a woman

Double edged sword with that Heraclitus handle

Gotta stop ranting at Jesus before I get handled

I'm the 21st century Job

Watch next month I'll be in a robe

Just gotta wait and see

Like Kamala I gotta let it Be

[Last Goodbyes]

Verse 1: I was 13, with a kitty in my arms, World so quiet, didn’t notice the alarms, Felt like a lifetime, but it wasn’t meant to last, Held on tight, as the moments faded fast. Tears in my thoughts, but I tried to stay strong, Whispered to the stars, like they would right the wrongs, Said my final goodbye, but it broke me inside, Now I carry that silence, and the pain I can’t hide

Chorus: I went to the funeral They say “there’s fun in funeral” All I feel is pain right now Say goodbye for the last time wow

Verse 2: I was 15, with the pain still in my heart Look at a window like life would fall apart Now I’m 23, I can’t find a light to see Can’t be the best to my wife, she’s the best to me And I think I’m growing hazy And my life it’s going crazy I’m still sitting on my bed. When pain is all I see, I would cuddle up with you, and life would be- Fine

Chorus I went to the funeral They says “there’s fun in funeral” All I feel is pain right now Say goodbye for the last time wow

Outro: I went to the funeral Said “please don’t leave me now I’m sorry you have to leave me now I’m sorry I couldn’t see your pain” The clouds then came and rained

All I wanted was for you to love me

Talking to you I feel so free

I can be myself when I'm around you

In 2015 the first time I told you I love you

2016 was the year I cried out to you

Ghosted I was so mad at you

Ranting and raving

My soul was tanking

Without even realizing

My soul you was kissing

All you're beauty

Means so much to me

The way you hold my hand

Makes my loneliness understand

All this time I thought you didn't want me

You're sister always talking to me

Truth be told

I have a timid soul

Even you know I wasn't bluffing

Poker face with cotenelle cards I was dealing

In life's casino

I was lost yo

Playing poker with the devil

Cashing out in evil

I was rich but unsatisfied

Everytime I lost big I wanted to die

Jesus all in them casinos

Had 1k but I blew It, felt like Manning against Brady my last rodeo

Till Mara Miller came with the Phillips

My will was like Newton and the scene was Todd Phillips

Same city different Wade county

All these locations I was in you're country

No longer chasing you're continent

Ever since you gave me the Buddha Pill I'm patient

Everyday feels like a dream

Got my avengers team

Thanos enemy plus those

Infinity stones I got those

Mara Natasha

The San Fran Tara

Superman Moonie

Ish mixed with DC

I even got the UFC

Hall of fame candidancy

Golden like Emily

Sapphire like Be

Until Infinity

In you eternity I'ma take it easy

My idol locked up his song kept me going

All these stories mixed with tragedy flowing

Gave back to his city

Took back the keys to the windy city

Pelle coat I let my soul listen to

If I was speaking to the voice I would say I couldn't had did this without you

Listened to that classic song at least 70 times the first day

That was when I had a job plus iPhone 15 my spirit had so much to say

Shit was cinematic

I can't explain it

Mentions of Vroy

Ish was blazing like Oboy

Full of emotions with shutter island confessions

Breeding revenant motivations

Shit ain't easy

Seen the news made my heart queasy

Sick to my stomach

That new album fans want it

In LA they already protesting

Me I'm just praying

I hope you received immediate bail

Peace to you Dthang, whole family going through hell

A good brother with a sharp mind

Lord please let him do 0 time

And Allah slide in Durk's spirit

I would try but I'm too timid

He opened up that Instagram levy

Shit meant so much to me

He knew I was a fan

Shit may seem fucked but glad I'm not the only fan

Long is the day

night is so near

take me away

I seem to hear

bellicose lies

rise to a roar

naught that is wise

is heard any more

words turn to noise

noise to a gale

a gale which destroys

soon all will fail

long is the day

the night will be long

heroes will stay

but I am not strong

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQ5hTUMZn-0

The 17 year old crisis I'm going through

(Verse 1)

Why are all the odds against me?

What have I done to not be seen?

I've been trying to let it come naturally

Bit there's no one in this city that seems to want me

(Verse 2)

I ached for it so I stopped

I longed for it every night

I tried to ignore it but I can't

"It's a matter of time" no it's not

It's just some bad fucking luck

(Chorus)

To see and to smile while I'm dying inside

Everyone's story right in front of my eyes

I feel selfish cause I feel bad

I can't be happy for others when I'm missing that

The chaos of love while you're a teen

I'm so scared of reaching eighteen

(Verse 3)

And does all of my hope just never let go

That maybe I'll have my first kiss?

In this time of life it's so unforgiving

To not reach what you are feeling

(Chorus)

To see and to smile while I'm dying inside

Everyone's story right into front of my eyes

I feel bad cause I feel alone

Why can't I be happy with my friends' love?

Cause I know they all go away

They won't care when love strikes them

(Bridge)

I don't think im asking too much

Please, give me whatever you got

I don't wanna be alone

When next September rolls around

Don't deny me this wish

I could plead you til I'm out of tears

Stop and try to ask yourself

What would you have done in my place?

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There’s a sickness inside my mind…

It wasn’t my choice, never was.

I disassociate and watch…

My hands, my feet in front of me.

Moving all out of tune, surreal

They weren’t lying, like WATCHING

A MOVIE IN THE THIRD PERSON!

(Chorus)

IVE GONE CRAZY MOTHERFUCKER!

SPITEFUL ASSED MANIC FUCKER!

TAKE THESE HANDS AS IT HITS YOUR FACE!

TAKE MY FEET AS IT KICKS YOUR RIBS!

IVE GONE CRAZY MOTHERFUCKER!

SPITEFUL ASSED VIOLENT FUCKER!

I REFUSE TO LIVE OR DIE NOW!

I REFUSE TO LIVE OR DIE NOW!

IVE GONE CRAZY MOTHERFUCKER!

(Verse 2)

The mind’s a funny thing, you know

Shit you’re born with, the shit you’ve seen

Something simple and stupid can

Start these feelings then disconnect

Motion blur, can’t override it

They weren’t lying, like WATCHING

A MOVIE IN THE THIRD PERSON!

(Chorus)

IVE GONE CRAZY MOTHERFUCKER!

SPITEFUL ASSED MANIC FUCKER!

TAKE THESE HANDS AS IT HITS YOUR FACE!

TAKE MY FEET AS IT KICKS YOUR RIBS!

IVE GONE CRAZY MOTHERFUCKER!

SPITEFUL ASSED VIOLENT FUCKER!

I REFUSE TO LIVE OR DIE NOW!

I REFUSE TO LIVE OR DIE NOW!

IVE GONE CRAZY MOTHERFUCKER!

(Verse)

I’ve gone crazy, way too late now

An apple short of a picnic

Because I’m watching from outside

You can look into my soul and

Feel vast distance or you can try

They weren’t lying, like WATCHING

A MOVIE IN THE THIRD PERSON!

(Chorus)

IVE GONE CRAZY MOTHERFUCKER!

SPITEFUL ASSED MANIC FUCKER!

TAKE THESE HANDS AS IT HITS YOUR FACE!

TAKE MY FEET AS IT KICKS YOUR RIBS!

IVE GONE CRAZY MOTHERFUCKER!

SPITEFUL ASSED VIOLENT FUCKER!

I REFUSE TO LIVE OR DIE NOW!

I REFUSE TO LIVE OR DIE NOW!

IVE GONE CRAZY MOTHERFUCKER!

IVE GONE INSANE MOTHERFUCKER!

SPITEFUL ASSED STUPID FUCKER!

TAKE THESE HANDS AS IT HITS YOUR FACE!

TAKE MY FEET AS IT KICKS YOUR RIBS!

IVE GONE CRAZY MOTHERFUCKER!

SPITEFUL ASSED VIOLENT FUCKER!

I REFUSE TO LIVE OR DIE NOW!

I REFUSE TO LIVE OR DIE NOW!

IVE GONE CRAZY MOTHERFUCKER!

AH!

Cape coming off

But that depression ain't wearing off

Can give two shits

Old me saying fuck this

Couldn't even save you the day before you passed away

No wonder why her parents have nothing to say

Was willing to quit my job just to be with them

Five cards later and still not a word from them

Maybe they would if I had white pigment

Hearing angel music the day she passed I don't know what that meant

Depressing when you get rejected

This world I was trying to save it

Gave my life to Christ I was really trying

Inside I was dying

Wore my drove team out

Month later they got cussed out

That duo was my bros

Now I'm ghosted by neo

Gave him jewels

But now he probably thinks Im evil

Told Juno I'm paying them when I get on the unemployment green

I was even feeling depressed in today's dream

Even in sleep I was contemplating the end

All good things come to an end

Even tried to pull a Bukowski

Difference is he had women these trannies ain't even fucking with me

Non attractive women even dissing me

Forever alone its all draped over me

But these women being treating like rag dolls on the news that shit is sad

I bet it makes mother nature sad

There's bad days even for the chads

They ain't mogging me, don't want no smoke with giga chads

Being ignored by land whales

80 messages deep letting out exhales

Inhaling regression

Zero motivation

Today supposed to make 80

Got no choice I need the money

At least those ladies see me as good

I know life ain't all bad, I know God is good

Might be manic and got depressive energy in me

But I'm not naive

I know Jesus is the eternal light for this dark earth

I know his true message stretches infinity far

All those words in the Bible are the ultimate wisdom

I'll admit it it changed him

These 5 months I've been blessed

Hard times still I was depressed

But that superman cape I was wearing

Through enlightenment I was flying

Even experienced kryptonite

It wore off each night

After ether I got stronger!

Wanted to die was no longer

Nowadays someone else can be superman

I just wanna go back to uplighting Tara, Mara, and Moonie man

I WANT TO BE CLEAR

this was wrote in 2022 when I didn't know what I was doing with my rapping so if you like it you like it if you don't you don't it's bad Ik but thought I'd show it off anyway

Noises of chainsaws are in the back
A soon as the needle drops on the I can smell the defeat generation z as I tell everyone how I sawed up the president daughters then put the sawdust in the cocaine I just sold to a 13 yr old kid but at the same time you can see that same thing on the news but who knew wolfys lyrics and the news could have so much in common I have such a messed up head the had to give me higher level of parental advisory just like Eminem said it’s Friday the 19th a regular day so I guess my messed up head make sense I looked death in the eyes attached rockets to his but and watched him fly and if you think I’m bad I would like to welcome to you from the deepest pit of hell my alter ego wolfy hi again I’ve come to show you what true cruel lyrics are and turn anti lgbt protests into sawdust also I saw you in the crowd my concert Kelly and you were cheering I talked to you after I said what’s up dog you said the show was awful then ran off and went to file another lawsuit you know the sound of chainsaws is so awesome and calming at this point I need to turn like 10 of them on to even sleep-

Verse 1 Summers spent drinking whiskey knead So many days where we were so free Connected to the roots and the trees We were the definition of a different breed

Pre-Chorus The music was loud, the stars were out One drink too deep there's no turning back now I feel the rise, the lift and the high Anxiety's strong but I just wanna vibe

Chorus The scars we carry, the pain we hold It's done and buried, marking your soul Easy to find out the truth behind it all We fade away, Dust to Gold

Verse 2 We are so young still finding who we are Ambition so high that we're touching the stars None of them thought we would get very far But we made it through though the lesson was hard

(Pre-Chorus, Chorus)

Bridge Dust to Gold, we transform no longer what we once were before Dust to Gold, memories fade they're gone now but I'm still glad you came

To my niggas

I'm with ya

For my white brothers and sisters

The fight ain't over

My fellow Asians

Love will break those discrimination chains

Folks that's homeless keep living

My people that's depressed to me your doing more than existing

For those who survived the other day if no one told you

I'm proud of you

For people with PTSD

May today you feel peace

Everyone who's grieving

Today is the time for healing

For the broken hearted those broken pieces going to repair soon

Rest in peace to the soilders that's in tombs

For those who going through chemo

Just know you got a resilient soul

The warriors that passed on 911

Hope your enjoying your first class ticket to heaven

All them inccoent kids that passed in those schools

Your true legacies is forever Lupe cool

All my peeps that lost to their lives due to idiot drunks

May your spirit in Jerusalem be forever drunk

To my people that passed in 400 years of slave conditions

Your spirits never broken

Tara and Moonie angels sing proudly

Thank you for looking out for me

And everytime I lost hope

Mara you helped me cope

All this love tears steady shedding

To everybody living help is coming

For those who read this

Stay in bliss

And to them hood soilders

May life's jacket get less colder

To the single moms and single dads

All of what you did I'm forever glad

Sandy Hook survivors

Your spirit keeps getting stronger

The new Anthem when all hope is lost

Used to have a Teflon heart full of Satan

Till Jesus slid on my spirit my ish now satin

Pure foundation since God sat in

Always catastophizing assuming the end

Arsenic ghost devil's smiling

Constricting my soul while screaming

Everyday weeping and knashing

Shooting myself in the foot and then some

The way them Job Bones demons used to attack my mind was gruesome

96 pac in 2015 I was troublesome

Telling Lucifer while in hell give me some!

Shit was fentanyl

Nigga I wanted it all

Wasn't enough got my evil Diddy on

Stuck my key in occults ingnition

Studied demonology

Researched Bundy

Looked at them Denver devils journals

Gave zero fucks when my mind went in Brady spirals

Many nights demons on my back, shit scared me at the same time made me excited

To evil I was addicted

Researching gore

Watching death galore

Giving myself PTSD

Wasn't satisfied with being bat shit crazy

Fucking up my mental health

Common sense was stealth

Spirit in gehenna was hurting

But little did I know it was open

Jesus peeling back all them evil scabs

While then angels from Jerusalem 60s hopped out in cabs

Couldn't believe my eyes

All that holy glory

With that deliverance injecting me

Drove of apostles using the same needles

Just to rid me of all that 8 year evil!

Mother Mary detoxing me

Dwayne mentor praying for me

Uncle Joe working on my soul!

No longer in hell , my spirit not cold!

Used to be freezing

Moked out my demons!

Shits turned to wise angels

Nigga I ain't going back to evil

Rather sleep with Jesus for 30 kalpas

To the devil bye Felicia

Yesterday I was tired like you

Got blessed so many times today I couldn't do it without you

Maitreya and Buddha knows I love ya

Infinity already knew I care for ya

Sometimes I wish I could've went with you

It's so lonely here without you

You were the only one who didn't judge

Your love for me didn't budge

I was a square peg in a round hole

You fitted great in all holes

Even my depressive birdies

Mara you like Tiger woods to me

Reaching goat status

Godlike even if it's blasphemous

You not being here feels forever strange

Sometimes it multiplies the pain

Can't imagine what you was going through

I just wish I could've been helping you get through

I tried acid

Just to psyche myself to not end it

All what you took I rather that be in me

Can't rewind time that's why you live in me

Facts you was with me when I was sleep when I had surgery

Pleaded with God to send me to eternity

So I could talk to you and we catch up on how we feel

Really fuck how I feel

It's all about you

You know I respectfully worship you

Everybody was saying me and you was desperate

Mara these niggas don't get it

Only God and us do

Sending these words to you

Forever tired to you

My love my life my everything I miss you

Forever ready

Human suffering feels like confetti

Comparing new Tay to the old me

Is like comparing Jamarcus to Brady

Al Davis but got a swiftie personality

Like a new age Salvador Dahli

Not into controversy

Kyle Worsham is Eckhart Tolle to me

Wisdom I'm starving for daily

Getting cosmic consciousness weekly

Folks hiting jackpots while I hit the prize of enlightenment

May not be getting it in but least Im a first ballot in heaven

They say it's on earth I felt it all in me

Getting laid peacefully

Beat my inner grand theft Auto vice city

Maturity is the best game to play to me

Common sense be coming to me

I want woman to do the same but in years there's plenty

At least that's what I'm hoping

For love no longer praying

Emotional investments don't wanna invest like Riley

When I was broke my ex gave me the keys

So that Elliot I'm never on

Not trying to get rolled on

Was addicted to acting stupid

Till cupid shot me

Now I'm Andy Dufresne

Shawkshank away from evil

Inverted black shield

Peaceful hollows to my devil's

My clips never run out I got some for the world's devil's

If that nigga from Germany was alive then I would have that Jesus hollow for his ass

Enlightenment in 2025 I'm on ya ass

Funny you already came for me

Post maturity clarity

All these blessings

Keep incoming

Beautiful woman telling me

There should be more people like me

Jesus showing me

When I complain twice weekly

He knows I'm not that lonely

Sending angels to me

He just wanna make sure I'm ready

Not trying to run through the kitties

I just wanna play with the leash

Better to have fun than to be on a jealousy leash

Big bro doing a life sentence

Supporting him through his lifelong repentance

Rest in paradise forever to BN

To me 09 wasn't your end

Uplifting your name

That's why I heard about Molly Tibet I felt shame

Innocent angels

Getting scratched out by evil

But these dumb arsenic niggas is blind

Conceited till Satan greeets you when it's your time

I was evil too but luckily I was a pussy

Rather be one than be a slave in hell in eternity

Not even talking Christianity

Nigga I'm talking reality

Don't believe me

Ask Aleister Crowley

He even asked himself was that evil shit was it all worth it

That's why that occult ish I don't want it

All I love, I love alone.
Trapped inside a broken home!
Out of time to make a call.
I've got nowhere left to go!
I've already lost it all.
It's a lonely road and down I fall again!

I've been here before, way too many times.
Is this what I'm made for?
I don't wanna lie, I might not make it out.
I don't mean to scare you,
but I tried, and tried and nothing works for me.

Everybody, everybody leaves.
My destiny, it's meant to be that -

All I love, I love alone.
Trapped inside a broken home!
Out of time to make a call.
I've got nowhere left to go!
I've already lost it all.
It's a lonely road and down I fall again!

Everybody, everybody leaves. My fire is dying, light fading to black.

How did it all just fall through?
They surround me now, under siege from all sides.
Sorry that I failed you, but I don't think that I can fight for you anymore.

Everybody, everbody leaves.
My destiny, it's meant to be that -

All I love, I love alone.
Trapped inside a broken home!
Out of time to make a call.
I've got nowhere left to go!
I've already lost it all.
It's a lonely road and down I fall again!

Down I fall again! (I can't fight for you anymore)
It's a lonely road and diwn I fall -

Are these any good I wrote this about my best friend/ grandfather talking to me from heaven it’s done yet but it’s something

I can’t say I’m proud of the man you are today son but your future shining bright just you wait

You just work all night and love all day and you’ll find what you’ve been missing your whole life

Up here in the heavens light shines bright on you boy

Just you wait til we’re reunited I’ll hug you like we used to watch football in the evenings son

just do all you can to be good man and I’ll see you soon

Cause son heaven is such sight for sore eyes like ours to enjoy

let Him wash your stain and make you pure again

Don’t you fear boy of the unknown God has plan just you wait

I aint ever seen a man left in so many shambles how’d you let this do this to ya kid

Put the bottle down open up the book on your dresser

He has a way boy you’d see clear if you weren’t so clearly messed up your mind

I'm in the middle of working on this one. Here's a verse I have. I've been given constructive criticism in the past that my lyrics don't really "move forward" and sometimes say the same thing in different ways, so I'm trying to work on that.

Anyway, this would be the first verse of the song...

I saw her around town and she looked so fine,
I got to know that girl and wanted to make her mine.
Got up the courage to ask her out one day,
and hoped our first date was One Yes Away

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So, what do you think so far?