Any one else has this pre-wedding jitters. I am getting engaged next week and my wedding is in 5 months and I have already had 3-4 meltdowns. First of all, I hate forcing my friends to show up, leaving their work and coming all the way to attend my party. I would love to have them, but not at the cost of their jobs. If this was someone else's wedding, I would have left no tables unturned to force them to come but not now. I want a dress code for the celebration but hate it when they have to put effort to search for those stuff because I hate to be a burden.. Every little thing sends me to crytown. Decor guy couldn't do just one thing right, I start crying.. My fingers too chubby for the ring, I start crying.. I don't even have a positive response to anybody who asks how is the planning going and hate answering questions about the future. Not only that, the amount of money being spent on something and the amount of opinions that I need it hear on a daily basis just irritates me too much.. I am in a constant low when I should be glowing.. I cry at random times in random conversations.. I have never been so less confident about myself.. I don't even understand why do I feel so low. Eventhough I was looking forward to the wedding, I am already too tired for it! Anybody else feeling this?

Will be in India for wedding shopping early next year. Any recommendations on where to buy Indian bridal jewelry in Delhi?