no matter how much i smoke, no matter who its from, no matter what batch, i just can’t get fucking high anymore dude. i legitimately smoked over 3g yesterday and couldnt get anywhere near feeling any sort of significant difference from baseline “sober”. what the fuck do i do anymore? is it my fault and because of tolerance or is shit just genuinely that bad lately? i srsly don’t know what to do anymore im so tired of this , advice and input are both appreciated, washington state btw

has anyone recently got some shit that's made them feel similar? my and my bf just got some shit yesterday that when we first hit it, after 30 mins or so we both felt super lightheaded every time we got up and i would get really bad tinnitus (ringing in my ears) like once every 2 hours. on top of that it makes you fucking pass out without knowing and wake up all groggy. like with a regular fent high yeah it makes you nod and nap a lil bit but i always woke up feeling refreshed from my nod naps, not like i took ambien & xanax and got hit by a bus 🫠 im not withdrawing so that's a plus, but feeling so lightheaded that im gonna pass out multiple times a day is not fun lol. if its the cut, wth cut would cause this?? ive never had any shit like this

Alright so this might be a bit of a controversial post, it's definitely not drug porn and it includes doing something a lot of you would find less than GP. (Skip down a bit to get to the point and skip the back story)

Let's start with a bit of background. The past 5 years have been nothing but pressed 30's ( a lot of 30's) and great fent for the past 2 years galore. I've always worked full time and spent more than I make on drugs, as I have others who never minded supporting my habit when I'm low on cash.

This time last year I got the best job I ever had making 90k yearly and I also had the best plug I've ever had who also became my best friend in the process. This guy never had a shortage of anything and everything he got was top notch. Always. I was In heaven.

Then circumstances changed, his life got ruined and he disappeared from the radar, but not before helping me get hooked on crack for a short term that ended up with me losing that job I loved so much, not to mention the relationship problems that killed the best relationship I ever had. I was a fuckin mess.

I lost everything, stopped using rock, decided to quit everything (opiates, benzos, cocaine). I have to, its ruining my life in more than just the ways above.

So the past three months I got on food stamps, moved in with my mom (who always supported my habit but supports my decision to get clean as well), I confessed my addiction to everyone I loved and got all the support I need except money.

Its been hell but NA and all that other gay shit has helped, but still I relapse all the time. The end goal here is to go to a program which I've been putting off with every excuse in the book.

Now the real reason I'm making this post. I've been using the only plug I can find, occasionally a good one will pop up for a very short amount of time and disappear, it's been dry.

This lady plug is the worst I've ever had. She's rude as fuck, grimy, she'll hang up the phone on you when she's done talking, won't pick up if she doesn't feel like it, she'll tell you to come where she's at (never delivered once even when saying she would) only to leave before you get there and essentially have you chasing her around town, she never has a scale and tries to short you when eyeballing, and all around just no consideration for the game and her clients. She'll even sell bunk shit and say if it's not good I'll trade it out later, just call me. Then won't answer her phone.

The one thing I can give her credit on, is she trades for food stamps, and occasionally has good shit. So it's pretty impossible for me to get cash right now, but I get by. Needless to say when the first of the month comes around, I get my "fat sack" for the month, and have to hustle to stay well the rest of the month.

Now here's the kicker. The last few times she tried to short me on a sack I told her nah and she gave me some SHIT boy, hella disrespectful and talking about "I can keep your money and never sell you again" before finally breaking it off proper. She getting way too comfortable with not getting busted in the mouth.

So my stamps are coming in tomorrow. And I'm about to leave for the program in a week or so, but I want to have one last go. Usually she holds onto my card for the month because I don't use em and she takes forever to use them so whatever.

I'ma get mine.

Some of y'all think shit like this is wrong no matter what, but I've been the plug too so fuck what you think. I'ma tell her keep all the money on the card and kick down the fetty. Now I know she ain't gonna use it right away because she got like 5 people's cards. Then I'm gonna call the card in stolen and get a new one sent my way.

The rehab I'm going into asks you to bring your food stamp card or sign up in there, and I still have my own house in the mountains surrounding the city that I need to go to collect what I'll need for the next three months, not to mention just chill for a couple days and get high without my sister and recently released from prison brother bitching about me getting high.

Then I'm off to rehab, and I'll have to get those mandatory 3 days clean because I won't have a plug to rely on.

TLDR- I'ma fuck over my bitch ass disrespectful shady plug and then dip off to rehab, if I don't I won't be able to get the Mando clean time required to get in, and I gotta burn the bridge. Not to mention all the homies who use her want to see her get fucked up but I ain't like that.

Edit: I want to know what you all think about this, and if you have stories about retribution, getting back at plugs or people who wronged you, drop your comments. I'll post an update before I leave for the hab.

I have this shit that's white and smells like gasoline but it taste like bug spray. What is this shit?? It burns golden and leaves almost a ghost like trail. It seems to be decent dope but I just am curious about it. I'm in PNW and it seems to be everywhere up around here

Does anyone else get really dry mouth and eventually even dry skin all over the body but more severely on hands and feet from smoking fent? For reference: my ROA(route of administration) has been for years(depressing af, I know) exclusively via heating up a terp-slurper with a butane torch (big shot) and "dabbing" my fent in heady rigs.

On an unrelated note, IMO this method yields the most enjoyable and relatively-safest way to use fent. Also helps me feel like less of a crackhead than when I would smoke off foil (no offense to anyone that still does, I did for years)

Got some blues and they burn so bad and taste so bad and kinda help the wd

Hits Hard as shit. These lil MFS are better then all the blues I've had in the past year and a half easily. 2 of them is like a full point.

So my last reup was when I finally got something decent compared to the terrible BMPTS and blues that don’t even have anything in them that were being sold in the area .

The past years most of the stuff I got had longish , take my dose and would be good for 4 hours or more if I pushed it , I wouldn’t start getting yawns and cold sweats until I got home from work . and this was a variety of different batches all with same legs . so it had to be fent + whatever bs they press it with.

anyways these last two reups they hit with the nostalgic warm euphoria in your stomach that oxycodone or hydro would give you with no tolerance. like the “ damn i feel bomb “ feeling , a feeling that I haven’t felt in a LONG time .

BUT the legs are trash , 30 minutes - hour later and i’m already having cold sweats. I know it could be an analogue and I know there isn’t a way to tell for sure unless testing but I just wanted to know if anyone has gotten something similar .

I got some gear that was sold to me as "legit east asian CW". It was white alright...whiter than the front row of a MAGA convention in Wisconsin. Anyways, after doing a couple points - I felt like I was in what could only be described as a "nightmare K-hole".

I've never done PCP before, but I've done a lot of K...and this was a bit similar to K - but DEF not K.

I never "get wet", nor have I ever done Dust, nor RC analogs of K or PCP . There was def an opioid factor in it, too - but not H. Felt like fent was in it....but that's not what kicked in first.

Has anybody heard of PCP or PCP "RC" analogs being mixed with fent to make it seem stronger?

This was def not like the CW triad shit I tried 15 years ago. That shit was PURE, white, and 100% real dog food. This was not. It was a nightmare for a few minutes before I passed out for 2 hours and woke up in terror. I've nodded out before. But it felt like the world was caving in on me and I could feel myself starting to nod off and being terrified and unable to do anything....until I did that fetty nod off.

If anybody has experience with PCP, or has seen it mixed with fent to make it stronger....or possibly a PCP or K analog sold as an RC mixed with fetty to make it seem stronger....please comment

I'm still stumped about it.

man i been using for just ab a year now started off with Ⓜ️blues & 3-4 months later switched to dupe🪨 , just want advice from ppl who’s been using a while , i feel so burnt🧠🔥 , never been so depressed in my life even when i use itll do the job but soon as my high goes away im literally miserable 😖, worst feeling in the world when ur in wd literally sitting in a pitch black room for 3-4 days strait , ur deep in a black hole 🕳️, puking 🤮, cold sweating 🥵🥶, musty 😷, SEVERE depression 😓, so uncomfortable🤕, legs hurt like crazy 🦵🏽, all hope/motivation is gone 🙅🏻‍♂️, getting out of bed is the hardest challenge of the day🛌 ,i can go on & on , anyways What is the best way to get clean im so tired of living like this being sick 🤧 asf every few days no income💵 , i feel like my life is thrown away and im already way to deep in ,i’ve lost EVERYTHING within just a year of using , it’s caused nothing but drama , pain , stress, depression, etc , WHAT CAN I DO TO STOP DIGGING MYSELF DEEPER IN THIS HOLE 🕳️, my gf introduced me to this and now she’s 3 -4 months clean and im literally STUCK , does it get better ??? does those thoughts / tempts of using EVER GO AWAY ??? HOW DO YALL DO IT ??? i fear all the time that this demon👹 will NEVER get off my back , i fear that this will destroy my life 😖advice ???

A friend of mine came to my saying theres this person he knows saying he was coming on cut can of pepsi and drying it and scraping it and mixing the dried semen with the cut before and he was laughing that people are snorting their (they use hey/them pronouns) cock juice. Could that be the reason the quality and sneezing?

I'm new to buying fent and was buying with this fat chick and for the longest I felt she was shorting me and was giving me 1 inch small bags with hardly any in them her claiming it was a point so giving me 2 1 inch baggies with literally 1/4 of the bag filled sometimes less so I thought maybe it is a point in each bag but today she wanted to start charging 25 a point again so I said fuck it but I'm buying a scale and having it weighed in front of me and turns out this bitch been shorting me with like 15$ worth of fent when I was paying 40$ for 2 points! I brought this up to her in the coolest way how idc about how much extra cash I've given her I want to move forward but need it weighed in front of me tho and will even pay the 25$ and this chick says "I'll serve you and you can do that on your own time." Seriously!? I swear that shit has me pissed and if I can't find another plug I'm going to rehab cause fuck her! She fkn knows I now know she was shorting me and wants me to go back to that?? I just don't understand that man like wtf. Has anyone else had an issue like this?

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My plug and I have a great relationship as well as understanding. I get quite a bit of blueberries in quantity a few times a year that are just for myself, and he treats me more than well from a cost standpoint. But, I've also been getting the same batch for the last couple of years, and they're actually those light aqua marine greenish ones that look blue until next to a blue one and then you can see the green, that were around a while back, and they're great.

He keeps them for me and me only as I've hooked him up with free IT, A/V, and Smart Home services as a thank you, and a trade-off, since that's what I do.

Whenever he gets a my new batch, he gives me 50 to let him know my opinion, but nothing has been as good as the light green ones.

Yesterday he threw me some that he said customers were going nuts over. I have a helluva tolerance at this point and first thing in the morning, I smoke two, swallow two, and sniff two...it's a ritual to get me right.

Well, I burned two of those when I got home, and next thing I knew, it was over an hour later, and it surprised the shit outta me, even scared me a bit. BUT... it didn't feel near the same, I had a headache, I just felt like I needed to shower as well. I mean, yeah great...strong, but no thanks. I'll keep them aside for insomnia issues or something. Anyone ever had anything that made them smile feel like that??? If so, was it a Zene?

I just wanna say thanks to everyone on here. Talking to other people struggling with the same thing who aren't just there to preach AA, God, or any other shit has been great. It helps to have support but having support from others actively struggling and who aren't here just to pressure me into rehab or something has helped a lot and a few people have actually reached out talked to me and even helped out. Any way I can give back I will and I wish everyone here a happy, blesssed and successful life and whenever if ever you're ready sobriety but again harm reduction and support not pressure God bless y'all!!

So I have to go to detox for a few days but don’t want my job knowing, any ideas how I can get a doctors note for a week out of work? Or at least work from home..

Does Anyone Who Got Sober Have Twitches ? I Don’t Know Why But I Been Twitching Alot Lately Is It Gonna Be Over ? Is It Possible I May Have Done Some Permanent Damage?!

Im grateful that I’m not sick right now and I have the ability to even type and ask this question here. I am so done with this shit, it has me in a fuckin chokehold. And yes….just like everyone else says, but I know I can’t quit cold turkey and everything else isn’t an option, but tapering is. And I do want to work towards getting off this.

As of right now I’ve gotten my usage down to about 6 blues a day on avg. Some days it’ll be back to 8-10 blues but on average it’s 6. I need to get myself down to none at all. Has anyone successfully tapered and what was your method? Besides self control of course…but what can make self control easier?

This asshole boss at my job has been steady trying to send me out for random piss tests, and next time I go and fail I’m fired. I work for a union so I make decent money and free benefits so I really can’t afford to lose this job. Looking to get a fake dick for the next random UA that this prick is for sure going send me for. I’ve heard a lot about the “Whizzinator” brand, but does anyone else have any other suggestions or reviews on the Whizzinator??

Seriously dying right now and can't get any relief

im used to smoking powder but my plug is out so im doing 30s till he re-ups. & i was wondering, for ppl that smoke the 30s, do u break it down first or just smoke it whole ?

so i been fucking wit these new people for a lil bit now and it's my second time buying from them. they hang around my og plug so they should be decent people i assumed well 5 mins ago i bought .6 of some fet and literally burns my throat when i hit it unusually weird and it taste exactly like a plastic pool float smells when you take it out the pack for the first time if that makes sense. it burns a beautiful gold and brown color ive jus never tasted this before. can someone explain anything?? please and thank you in advance!!🙏🏼

Burns clear/ golden creamy and taste like REGULAR fent you know the stuff we know and love not this garbage so it’s out there forsure just gotta find it but I think everything will be good in 2 weeks anyways. Is it stilll shit for you guys or getting any better ? Midwest btw

does the powder ever go down into your throat when you’re breaking down multiple blues? (like 3-4). i feel like i’m wasting way too much fet and i looked up online and it says that buccal administration (in between your gums) has the same bioavailability since it skips going through your liver if you were to take it orally and goes straight into your bloodstream. i’d rather have a nasty taste in my mouth then have clogged nasal passages and eventually have a deviated septum. and smoking is a pure waste of fet. how has no one found the most optimal ROA?

Got a batch that I didn’t realize had tranq in it. It was a weak batch didn’t knock you out. I stopped it and am having anxiety and just feel Off. I heard Clonidine is good for blood pressure. Any thing else I can do??? Thank you for your help!!!

or is it just a waste? i’m tired of clogging my noses even if i use mucinex max nasal spray, the process of breaking the pill down into a fine powder is a hassle and not worth it in my opinion. i know some doctors prescribe fentanyl sublingual tablets so i know they exist. but i’ve heard that the bioavailability of snorting is much higher than taking sublingually. that really doesn’t make sense to me as both methods enter the bloodstream the same way…

Anyone share their experience in overdose... I'm confused some say they choke to death some say you just go to endless sleep not painful like which is true

It’s a grayish color. It doesn’t knock you out like what I normally see. Clogs your nose.

I’ve had it off and on for a week and a half.

Could it possibly have a little in it?

I did test a batch before this one and it barely showed the 2nd line (saying negative for tranq)

I tested this one and it shows one line which would mean positive.

I’m just not sure because again it doesn’t knock you out

If it does will it be hard to switch to just reg Fent and take Clonidine?

Appreciate your help!!!