I have never overdosed before. But when you OD do you feel yourself suffocating? Or is your body just not breathing

i have to work for 8 hours, i work at a gas station, im running low on my stash, do you think clonidine would help me get through the day of not taking anything ?

Man this shit really is a never ending cycle of emptiness, how tf did i go from clean completing drug court completing probation less than a year ago and now im back getting high, lying, hiding my use from my girl and family, supposed to get the vivatrol shot tomorrow but i used this morning i fucking hate this shit

My person who sells me stuff has been MIA since Saturday at 1pm. I don't even know his real name so I can't check the jail roster. I tried looking up Hispanics booked into king county. There were 4 booked that day and 2 booked with vusca charge and a fugitive charge No clue if he was a fugitive or not so it's no help.

The main point is he is gone. And he was my only person.

I won't buy online and even if I did it wouldnt get to me fast enough. I'm out besides one last shot I have for before work tomorrow.

I will have to try and find a stranger on 3rd and pine to help me get something tomorrow.

I have been jacked sooooooo nany times there though. I'm honestly so scared to buy shit from anyone there. But I have no choice. I only have a 1 hour window to pick up between jobs tomorrow. Lame.

Everything sucks and I'm so tired of this shitty lifestyle.

i’ve only ever snorted the last 2 years , which is the best method?? lmk the correct way to smoke fetty cause snorting isn’t gettin me high anymore , and (yes ik my tolerance is high) but , best method of smoking ???

Was supposed to do my intake yesterday at the clinic but couldn't make it there in time of course..blah blah...you know how it goes. My bf took pity on me being so sick and took me to go pick up some more blues. The 🔌is an hour and 20 minute drive so I chewed a couple up (I won't snort in front of him). Finally get home and I'm super happy, go in the bathroom and rail it up. That beautiful burn, the drain, all of it I love

Later on congestion from hell kicks in 😆😭😆 so I'm staring at this perfectly smashed pressie and my nose just won't work! I'm sure I made it worse desperately trying to clear it. 🙃 So that's all, 1st world problems I know lol.

Gotta love that my fav dark market guy who I get O's from sent me some laced tranq. I did it anyways because an O usually lasts me a month till I get paid again and can buy another O. Last two batches have had tranq. Now I've got serious infections in both legs (I shoot in my neck, legs, and sometimes my dick if I have too).

Anyways, even my most trusted source is no longer to be trusted. Thousands wasted and the sad part is, I have to keep doing this to not be sick. I refuse to sell it to others because the amount of tranq is very high compared to the amount of fetty.

So I went to Urgent care they looked and my legs and were like you 100% have MRSA and are probably septic. So I was rushed to hospital for liquid IV. And at a few points there was talk of amputation of my feet and ankle.

This is a sick fucked up world

Veterans with anxiety was a youtuber named daniel. He once had a bernese method video that got me off fent and onto subs. He deleted his channel so everything is gone and i haven’t been able to successfully do the bernese method since. If anyone has the video downloaded or wrote down the steps or even remembers how to do it please let me know I really want to get off fent. Thank you to everyone in advanced.

I think I finally destroyed my last brain sell adm co Annoy remember what a breezo is supposed to weigh

I don’t know what else to do.

How long does it take to recover from Overdose?

I don’t even know how to feel n I know everyone is gonna tell me to toss em out or flush em down the toilet but I picked up 25 dirty 30s for $100, i js turned 18 n I’ve done probably almost every drug and I honestly don’t even know why I picked these up I feel so dirty rn and my brain feels all weird I broke one of em up into a lot of pieces and smoked the full pill thru out 2 hours that was like 10 hours ago im scared to do more n I have a headache. This all honestly started cuz I picked up oxys off the homie n his script ran out and I was on xans so I js decided fuck it ima get blues again cuz I did dirtys before a couple a times freshman year and I honestly went harder than I did today.

Idek what to do I have people that wants to buy it em $30 a pop but i don’t wanna be responsible for killing someone

Wish I js spent that $100 on some xans instead, what should I do with the rest of these 24 blues im probably definitely not smoking anymore but I don’t really wanna just flush it and waste my money

whenever I get my sacks I always open em up and take a whiff and the past month or so it's smelt like pickles or vinegary or like mustard type smell is that a good thing or bad thing and anyone know what it's from lmfao I'm pretty seasoned user but just recently switched to powder from blues a few months ago and just trying to gain some knowledge thanks for any feedback be safe everyone 💯💯

I made a homemade nectar or something whatever they’re called. I’m too out of it to know, but that was really dumb. Don’t do that.

I’ve been bouncing from benders to subs over months. People are gonna say I’m full of shit and they got PW at 72 hours, but based on my experiences I have only gotten PW when I waited less than 16 hours. Not saying they are lying but start small and slow… save yourself the suffering. 48 hours in pain is a bigger hurdle than people need to jump. Just my 2 cents.

Long time dealer of fetty, haven’t touched any in the past few days and been feeling WD symptoms. Was wondering if you could get an addiction to it just from touching/handling it. Never smoked, snorted or shot it.

Just a general question i actually see a lot of people on this page that have a good amount of sober time.

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been having them a shit ton lately. never happened before in my life

What cut are they using to get it to burn amber or clear and not taste bad been using Mannitol til now not smoking good

also where to buy one and whatnot, they were originally made for bth but says china white works curious if it would work with modern street “down” such as pebbles or the like of powders. They were made for harm reduction and look like a neat tool but wondering if foil is better or not.

Does anyone else get excited when they’re about to pick up or is it just me?

Does y'all's shit turn like a gel consistency when you cook it up. I've tried heat/no heat, different batches different plugs yet it all seems to be like this and leaves a rowdy ass film in the cooker almost like a sludge. WTF is this shit?? Can't be good for us....

I Swear sometimes when I’m on a crazy binge i wont even use the bathroom for like a month straight ,lately I do better at trying to go to the bathroom by taking stool softeners for a day or two and just chugging like a gallon of water a day. It seems to really help if anyone is ever having trouble pooping. Lol

Has anyone ever gotten any that was plain white in color? Just powder but doing just a tiny amount. I mean less than a point. Put you in a slump like you cannot even function. I don't know if it maybe has something else in it or what it could be, but it makes you go to sleep if you lay down and I mean you are out for a few hours. It doesn't keep you well for very long + you kind of wake up the next day with like a hangover feeling. This is the first time I've ever gotten anything like this. + I'm scared to the point where I'm thinking about just flushing it because it's that powerful. But really I want to know exactly what it is in there. I'm considering buying Lock a 26 panel drug test and just mixing it with some water to test it to see if I can find out what else is in there. Has anyone else had an experience like this? I'm almost positive that it can't be just straight fentanyl because it gives you almost like a special k feeling.

has anyone experienced what i can only describe as “brain saps” like an electric shockwave type thing that goes through skull and back of head/neck especially if in withdrawal or early stages of withdrawal and only gets worse until you use. Its quite terrifying and it started about 2-3 months ago one day randomly and ever since it hasn’t stopped happening, especially when i move my eyes right or left it somehow triggers it everytime. Just seeing if anyone else has had this. Thanks

Decided to quit on Monday. Got 10 that previous Saturday, and then dealer said "there are 10 extra in the bag, just pay me back by Friday".. well by then I had no plans to quit.

These ones were weak. You had to take two at a time and they only last 4 hrs before the runny nose, tingling arms, etc hit. So when I quit, I started taking kratom, Immoddium, zzzquil, etc and it has helped a good bit except from about 1am - 6am... Then my body is BAD.

I have 5 left, and am not taking them, I have had an epiphany of sorts with my future with my kids and I had to stop. I have been in this shit too long. Last week I started pawning anything I had worth money, but I've never stolen anything. I've never pawned/sold stuff before for this.. but it seemed like if I didn't stop, stealing was right around the corner. that's where I was headed. So I stopped. I cut grass for a living and the grass is no longer growing, so I have NO MONEY at all because of blues.

I've reached out to some people to see if they wanted to buy these 5 blues, and nobody will. I even tried to give them back and he said he doesn't mess with them and nobody will take them because the bag had already been opened (makes no sense but he is not a good guy so I dropped it)

I still owe him 300, and I'm reaching out to people I know trying to get pressure washing jobs, but everyone is asking if I can do it after Christmas. Obviously I can't, I'm supposed to pay him today. And he is the type to come to your house if you ghost him.. so I'm kinda scared

Withdrawals suck tremendously. I've been in bed, sick.for 4 days, unable to do anything without shitting my self or because my whole body is stiff and hurts, obviously some of y'all know what it's like. Missed Thanksgiving, (told everyone I had flu).

That's pretty much the backstory. I thought about asking friends/family for money, but I know they will start asking questions and I don't want to lie. But at the same time I don't want them to know. Obviously I'll pay them back, but if I ask them for 300, they will definitely think something is up and talk with my wife.

Is there like an app or something that will lend money for a week or so until I can work again? What would y'all do if you needed money quick?

It's not like $5000 or anything, I just need to get him paid and let him know I'm out. I'm really praying I can stick it out fully this time... Man I need this to stop. My family will lose everything if I keep going

On June 24th 2022 my brother was found dead in his apartment in St Louis. He lived in a bad part not where you raise a family but he did. He moved there with his wife and 2 kids. Things were going between his wife so she went back to California. Where we are all originally from. Later that year I found my mom dead from a heart attack caused by undiagnosed coronary artery disease. Coupled with the fact he doesn't have his family and he no longer has his mom destroyed him. I knew he was going through a hard time but I truly had no idea what he was going through before he died. He just wouldn't tell us. I'm assuming the night before he took a pill he thought was a normal Alprazolam but contained a lot of fentanyl. Also had carfentanil in it which is 50 to 100 times worse than fentanyl. His wife said we contacted her off and on. Until 3 weeks after he died. When she decided she doesn't want anything to do with us. That he had overdosed 2 times before he died but she didn't tell us. Also it really sucks my wonderful niece and nephew are growing up without me. I was 15 when my mom died 16 when my brother died. I'm 19 now

So I pretty much did the last of my shit right now. I don’t have any money until Saturday and idk if my guy will front me. All I have is like maybe 7 straight MDMA or ecstasy pills. Will that help the withdrawals at all?

I literally snort two bundles a day and sold it for years big time. My girl heard rumored of me getting huh but I said percs and I slowed down but it’s so hard to sneak it it sucks, I walk around house with bundles in my PJ pockets or pants pockets so I can sneak n use while in shower or pooping. Sometimes we hang out n watch movies n sex n eat and my stomach literally starts to bubble and make noises and I have to act normal until she falls asleep so I can use

Here’s mine for example

Family drama: My uncle got caught stealing my dad’s adderall. my dad yelled at him and then was calming down and just trying to figure out why he did it. but my uncle had the audacity to try to say he was teaching ME a lesson because i had taken a bottle of lean from him once like a year and a half ago. which is the worst excuse i’ve ever heard. like it’s my dads prescription not mine, tf does that have to do with me? (and he has lots of codine so it’s not like i deprived him, he didn’t even make me give it back just had me pay him 20 bucks for it.)

Food: so so fucking good me and my mom killed it on the green bean casserole, mashed potatoes, gravy, turkey, stuffing, cherry pie, homemade rolls, the whole shabang. low key over ate so i cant do a big line without the possibility of throwing up.

Fent: i picked up a bag last night from a guy id never bought from before and it’s fire also the dude replies fast so i’m happy bout that.

Funny stuff: omg my dog got into my aunts purse and she had an eighth of weed in there… my dog ate ALL OF ITTTTT!!! she’d got the munchies we were pretty sure cuz she ate like three bowls of dog food and a bag of red hot fries, which she then ground into my WHITE rug😒.