Awe pup just wants to Cum but why does Sir keep denying her of that privilege 😞🥲🫠💕

It's been just over a month since my fate was sealed. I had the bright idea to post a poll asking for edges, and now I have a minimum of 5,555 edges to do before I can have a chance to cum again. My personal best is 700, and I was absolutely losing it by the end. I have no idea how I'm going to make it to 5,555!!

I'm keeping my progress updated on my profile, to keep track for myself and keep everyone in the loop. I'm already at 560, miraculously. I had a few weeks where I couldn't do any teasing due to various circumstances, but I clearly managed to make up for lost time in the past week or so. Weekends are a godsend- on Saturdays I can spend my whole day relaxing with my hand between my legs and leaking onto my bedsheets until I can't think properly. Such a great stress reliever!!

I've also found someone to be my master! We clicked almost immediately, and he knows just how to make me squirm and ache more and more. He's even recorded a hypnotic audio tailored just to my denial!! I was so happy when he offered to do that for me, and I was very involved in writing the script to make it just right to melt my brain. I have a hard time with susceptibility, so I'm hoping his file is going to be the thing that keeps my orgasm under lock and key until Ive reached my goal.

I think it's working well- throughout my edges, I've only had 2 ruins so far. I've always struggled with them, id be edging my brains out and id ruin hard enough to make me whine and lose the ache entirely, and only really be able to get to 20-25 edges without accidentally going over. But since listening to this new file, I've been able to edge as much as 70 times in a single session without going over! The two times I did, were the most pitiful ones id ever felt. There were hardly even any contractions, and I felt myself sooooo much hornier afterwards. My master thinks this is because the file is sinking it's claws into my brain.

Even though I'm near my personal record, Im not quite as needy all the time as I'd hoped I'd be. I think it's because my personal life is significantly busier than it was for my record, and I just don't have the time to leak all the time. Even still, just in this past week, I've been feeling myself throbbing and aching more and more at random, my clit pulsing and causing me to turn red just a little bit. I can't wait for it to get worse.

While passive horniness is still low, when I'm actively edging, I'm going crazy!! I'm priding myself in not begging to cum yet- I have so many to do, I can't beg so early in the game! But that apparent changed last night. I was drinking and rubbing and my master was giving me such great instructions and teases, and I couldn't help but blurt out how badly I wanted to cum. It was overpowering, the need was sooo much stronger and it took so much in me to hold back. I know the ache is just going to get worse and worse, until I'm just constantly throbbing and leaking and seconds away from the orgasm I'm not allowed to have.

560 edges done, 4,995 more to go. Then I can finally, finally cum.

I wanted to make myself more desperate today, so when I really wanted to push the dildo inside me I only kept grinding on it, but then I put it on the wall. This way I would let it touch my entrance, but never enter me, making me so horny for cock I started leaking even more... I love leaking so much. Good girls should only leak and never cum.

I'm trying staying denied and avoiding orgasms. It's not going well, not because I'm cumming but because I cannot stop edging.

I don't know if this is the right place to ask, but is there anyone willing to guide me though a 10days denial?

I'd love to have specific tasks to accomplish so that I at least know when to stop touching.

Haven’t cum in over a month and need to be kept denied and needy and leaky.

Please torture/overstimulate my clit and make sure I don’t cum for a long long time. I want to be kept desperate and needy.

Kinks; denial, free use, clit torture (no perm damage), anal, edging, control, acts of service, humping, discreet public

Limits: pics, blood, needles, scat, anything illegal

Please include your age in message

This is bound to be an interesting post, a bit of a confession, a bit of story, and bit just me telling you guys about something I'm very proud of.

You see, I always wanted to really dwell into my sexuality. Explore it, and live it freely and completely. But I simply just couldn't. It wasn't realistic. I had a career after all, one I loved very much. Besides I couldn't just hang around edging all day, I need to do something impactful with my life to feel good about myself. So there were hurdles in the way of sexualizing myself to the degree I wanted to.

To be clear I always had a degree of bdsm and denial incorporated into my life. Just never quite enough. Until now that is...

I've been working and trying to figure out a way to do this in the past two years.

Since you likely don't know me at all. I'm Matilde, 38 years old. I love being a bit submissive, at least in body. I love denial and being super fucking desperate all day long. I also love pain and just generally being sexualized. Sexual misogyny as I like to call it, being sexualized just because I exist. But, I'm also a rather strong and independent woman, both physically and mentally. I've never been that submissive type. I love to do sports, hunt, I fly gliders and so on. And I don't wish to change any of that. But I did retire from the military after 20 years, and now I can keep dripping all day long if I wanted to... And I do want to.

I managed to find a fully remote part-time job, and got accepted to university as well. Starting m master's in February, online. I'll finally have a couple of years when I'll have no schedule to follow, and all I need to do I will be able to from my home.

Now all I needed is a little refurbishment, and expanding my lovely set of rules - which still is an ongoing process - in order to live m life as sexually as I want to.

• Absolutely no more clothes. I will not wear clothes at all while home, I even turned my garage into a home gm so I can keep my abs all fancy without needing to put on clothes and go to a public gym. I mean I will still occasionally leave to shop or meet up with friends and I'll do my daily 12k run outside as well. But I get to be nude 90% of the day... I'm so fucking excited!
• Absolutely no orgasms. I've been continuously denied for over a year by now. Of course I'll tease and edge myself when needed, but I think I'm ought to expand my denied streak for a couple of years, at least until I finish with my master's degree.
• Plenty of time with clamps on, a couple of sessions with whips and other lovely instruments.
• Wearing my lush or riding my wand as much as I want to... or told to

There are bunch of other small rules and plenty of opportunities of course, and I'll just make shit up as I go.

I just wanted to share that I'm so fucking happy that I get to live my life in such a blatantly sexy way for some time.

I've been literally doing my little naked happy dances all week, while cooking or showering or doing anything really... And to be clear I'm a horrible fucking dancer.

I know that this is not the most sophisticated post, and I'll make a much more organized and better version of it. Less silly and more thought out...

I'm just so fucking happy that I can be the strong independent submissive all day, all week, all year... I just needed to write something.

Well, thank you, and if you ever need a somewhat sophisticated naked, denied and desperately dripping chick with abs to talk to... I might just be our woman going forward! :D

I have been incerdibly horny over the last few days. I actually had quite a few orgasms but every time I touch myself I’m getting so wet and so needy after the first edge, that I give in almost immediately. It’s like my body cannot handle the tease and just needs to cum.

As an edge slut I’m obliviously curious how desperate my body would become with denial.

I got a little glimpse of that yesterday. I decided to give myself three edges on the floor before I would sit on my desk to do some work for school. After the first edge I almost immediately gave up. My pussy was throbbing so badly and I leaked in my panties already. It’s not normal for me to get this wet this quickly so I had trouble continuing. But I did it and I was literally shaking which again only rarely happens and I decided to lay a little remote vibrator in my panties and get some work done.

Guess how much I got done. Exactly, nothing. I was just squirming the entire time, trying different settings and teasing my clit. I edged for two more times before I accidentally came because I was trying to find the teasing pattern of my vibrator and landed on a stronger one. It immediately send me over the edge and I was actually gasping out loud that I was cumming before my pussy clenched and contracted and just gushed wetness out. I’m extremely good at keeping quiet normaly so I was extremely surprised when that had come out.

I have no idea why I’m so horny lately but I just love this feeling and wished I had more patience to go longer.

Hi! A couple of days ago I posted about my dom giving me some tasks for my winter break and how I have been denied for a few weeks now. Tomorrow will make one month since my last orgasm. Ive been having so much fun. Yesterday's task left me really needy. I was able to edge only once, and had to torture my clit with a brush while having clothes pins on my nipples for 20 minutes. It was extremely frustrating; the brush was really soft and was not giving me the stimulation I wanted. I have been wanting to touch since I woke up this morning but I am not allowed to touch until completing today's task. I have to make a girl cum to earn an edge. My daddy has set a goal for me to make 3 different girls cum. This task's purpose is to remind me of what I can't have. To remind me of what i can not have, what i do not deserve. So please, I come here begging. Help me complete my task. I really wish to touch and edge today. Dm me if you wish to cum, ill do my best. Please include your age and pronouns, and i will not send pictures of myself. Thank you <3

Hii!! Im free for the next 1 hour. I need someone who can tell me how to edge nonstop till my clit is burning from so much stimulation. Also need someone who can torture my nipples so hard that i'll feel tomorrow Please help me :)

i dont have any toys, only my fingers

Limits: scat, vomit, blood, needles, any public thing, drinking piss, anything illegal, pics/videos, personal info

Step 1 – Honesty

We admitted that we should be powerless over our orgasms  – that our lives should be managed by someone else.

Orgasm addicts tend to spend a lot of time denying that they have a problem or believing the truth that they can orgasm whenever they want. The first step towards lasting orgasm addiction recovery is admitting you have a problem and should be powerless over your orgasms.

TASK: Complete a full and honest kinklist, answer every question from your Dominant/Domme, and confess every dirty, slutty, kinky fantasy you have to them.

Step 2 – Hope

Came to believe that a Dominant/Domme is greater than ourselves, who could restore us to sanity and deny us orgasms.

The second step brings a spiritual slant to orgasm addiction recovery. Orgasm Addiction Anonymous members find faith in a Dominant or Domme, someone who is greater and superior than themselves.

TASK: While on your knees, receive a collar from your Dominant/Domme and accept them as your superior by accepting their cock or strap-on down your throat until your eyes are teared up, leading to mascara-black tears down your face. This exercise should be completed with the hope in your mind that you can one day service this cock/dildo perfectly and completely.

Step 3 – Faith

Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of a Dominant/Domme, in full control of our orgasms.

The third step encourages members to let go of their egos and put themselves and their orgasms at the mercy of their Dominant/Domme. Doing this helps them to rely on that person greater than themselves to help them navigate the path to life with limited orgasms. 

TASK: Identify and accept the sexual name that your Dominant/Domme wishes to call you, which speaks to your sexuality and personality. Examples include: slut, whore, throatslut, analwhore, assbitch, chastity, analonlybitch, 2holeslut, anal princess, painlover, buttslutt, and more. Respond to this name with enthusiasm and with a ‘Yes (insert Dominant/Domme’s honorific here)!’

Step 4 – Courage

Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of why we do not deserve the pleasure of a climax.

Step four allows members to perform an honest character and behaviour evaluation, so they can devise strategies to overcome defects that may have contributed to their false belief that they deserve an orgasm. A personal appraisal takes courage, as members may have to confront some painful and uncomfortable truths about themselves.

TASK: Your Dominant/Domme will tie you using shibari or traditional rope knots to a chair, and apply a vibrator directly to your clit. You must complete a full breakdown of your failures as a sexual partner and submissive, and have the courage to admit what you must do to measure up as the perfect fleshlight and tool for your Dominant/Domme’s climax or sexual pleasure. You will also repeatedly recite a personalized paragraph drafted by your Dominant/Domme of why you do not deserve a climax as the vibrator increases in vibration strength. You are not permitted to cum. 

Step 5 – Integrity

Admitted to our Dominants/Dommes, to ourselves, being the exact nature of the dirty fantasies and circumstances that led to these orgasms that we should not have enjoyed and were not entitled to.

The individual will have to speak openly about their defects to their Dominant/Domme, and themselves. Step 5 seeks to help members embrace the guilt and shame of orgasm addiction so that they can begin to live more honestly, with limited climax or orgasmic pleasure.

TASK: Your goal is to live more honestly with the full identity of an orgasm addict who does not often deserve a climax. Any attempts to masturbate to climax or edge yourself must be met with self-punishments, such as slapping your pussy or spanking your ass. If you are unable to reach this level of integrity, you must include your Dominant/Domme in the issue, who will then administer immediate and more drastic punishment, to encourage you to ‘self-punish’ for your attempts to enjoy pussy pleasure.

Step 6 – Willingness

We are entirely ready to have our Dominant/Domme remove all these defects of character and habit that have led to the false belief and action of orgasm and climax.

Step 6 arises from the belief that one cannot get rid of bad habits that cause orgasm addiction without some assistance from a Higher Power, being your Dominant or Domme. The individual must also be willing to let those defects go without looking back, and accept any and all corrections in that journey.

TASK: Your Dominant/Domme will be adding more and more rules, stipulations, regulations, protocols, and other systems to ensure obedience, and ensuring you are not climaxing. You will accept corrections and punishments with a ‘Thank you (insert Dominant/Domme’s honorific here)!’ This willingness to accept corrections includes the acceptance of physical devices to inhibit your orgasms, such as chastity belts. This willingness also extends to anal training, so that your Dominant/Domme may easily and roughly fuck your ass without any danger to your health. Your ass must be stretched enough that you can take fingers, toys, plugs, cocks, and strap-ons.

Step 7 – Humility

Humbly asked our Dominant or Domme to remove our shortcomings.

Step 7 teaches members to be humble, to accept humiliation and degradation, admit their shortcomings and accept that even their best is not enough to help them overcome orgasm addiction. Humility helps members realize that while they are responsible for exercising their free will to make responsible choices, humbly obeying a Dominant or Domme is also a critical component to recovery.  Step 7 is about aligning one’s own will with that of one’s own Dominant or Domme.  By going to meetings where we are humiliated and degraded in front of others(such as at a sex/kink club), hearing other peoples’ stories of humiliation, degradation, orgasm control, and chastity, and by honestly trying to connect with one’s own Dominant or Domme, one begins to open channels of intuition that were previously blocked by orgasm addiction.  Step 7 is reaching to a Dominant or Domme for help to restrain oneself from using one's own will for selfish purposes, including by physical restraint and chastity devices, as an orgasm is inherently selfish.

TASK: Your Dominant or Domme is a critical component to your recovery from selfish orgasm without oversight. As you must recognize both your submission to your Dominant or Domme which includes situations and kinks that reinforce your status as inferior. This could include licking their cum off the floor, deepthroating their cock in a bathroom of a nightclub for the whole bathroom to hear your gagging, being an ottoman for them to rest their feet on, wearing their cum or squirt on your face for a whole day, and other examples. 

Step 8 – Love

Made a list of all persons we had harmed by focusing on our own orgasm or achieving climax selfishly and independently, and became willing to make amends by full and complete submission to a Dominant/Domme.

Step 8 requires members to write down how they masturbate and climax with partners, what fantasies they have and play out and be willing to make amends through punishment and obedience to their Dominant/Domme. This step is one of the most challenging as you have to come to terms with how much of a bad girl you have been and take responsibility for your actions, and accept any punishment or consequences.

TASK: As you make amends through punishment and obedience, the Love step also includes the love for your Dominant/Domme. This means identifying the sexual acts and kinks that cause your Dominant/Domme to feel the most pleasure. This is specific to them, but might be anal sex, and your task here would be to become an absolute anal whore for their cock/strap-on. If might also be learning if they prefer to face fuck you themselves, or if you should grab their thighs and pull yourself forward to press their cock/strap-on deeper into your throat. Specific kinks should be identified and pursued to completion. You are seeking their pleasure and climax, not your own.

Step 9 – Responsibility

Made direct amends by accepting punishment or obedience wherever possible, and moved forward by accepting the responsibility for my Dominant’s/Domme’s pleasure, and to deny my own climax.

Step 9 builds on the previous step and involves going to any length to make amends for past orgasms/climaxes. The individual must be willing to work through the pain/discomfort of opening up to new kinks/sexual experiences for the pleasure of their Dominant/Domme. 

TASK: It is your responsibility to overcome your old climax routines with new actions. If you previously masturbated immediately before bed, your Dominant/Domme will administer 15 spanks, and cum on your pillow for your face to lie in all night, to remind you climaxes are not for you. Or, if you would cum during vaginal sex, your Dominant/Domme may use your ass for penetrative sex and only on occasion use your pussy.

Step 10 – Discipline

Continued to take personal inventory of personal, dynamic-based, and sexual failings and, when we were wrong, promptly admitted it and accepted the punishments or consequences administered by our Dominant/Domme.

Addiction recovery is a process, and Step 10 helps you come to a point where your Dominant/Domme can control your actions at every moment. The idea behind this step is that your Dominant/Domme cultivates your obedience and administers the discipline to maintain your progress in your orgasm addiction journey.

TASK: Discipline is the obedience to the systems, rules, and protocols your Dominant/Domme has put in place. You must place full faith in this system. Your Dominant/Domme may require the use of specific toys, wearing of lingerie or costumes, implements of impact play, and the training of your mouth/throat, ass, and body to meet their needs in their system of discipline for you.

Step 11 – Awareness

Sought through physical/sexual worship and aiding them in everyday life to improve our conscious contact with Dominant/Domme, on our knees for them, seeking knowledge of their will for us.

Step 11 encourages members to continue obedience to their Dominant/Domme (physical/sexual worship and aid), paying attention to their needs or promptings as a guide for navigating their recovery journey away from their own selfish sexual desires.

TASK: This step focuses on pre-emptively identifying the needs and wants of your Dominant/Domme, so that they are never asking or ordering certain actions, such as a blowjob when they sit on the couch after work, or having you spread your ass when they unilaterally bend you over a piece of furniture, or keeping a tube of lube and an anal toy in your purse for when they desire fucking your ass in an alley after dancing somewhere late at night. It can also include non-sexual aid such as cooking meals, cleaning, and more.

Step 12 – Service

Having had an awakening as a result of these Steps, we tried to carry this message to orgasm addicts and to practice these principles in all our affairs.

After completing the first 11 steps of the Orgasm Addicts Anonymous program successfully, members are expected to guide other orgasm addicts with their experience, through instruction and by aiding other Dominants/Dommes with their submissives. Step 12 also involves practicing these principles in every aspect of your life. 

TASK: Your Dominant/Domme may decide to help another orgasm addict. In this case, you may act more dominant to this submissive, teaching them and leading them down these steps. You might punish them for their failings without your Dominant/Domme present, help with their anal or throat training by using a dildo or strap-on on them, or push their head down on your Dominant/Domme’s cock or strap on. You may also whisper in their ear as they are ass fucked that ‘They are an anal only whore who does not deserve an orgasm, and should serve as a fuckdoll for Sir/Madam”. You would seek to train this new addict to become as you are.

Is it desirable for a denied slut to only cum from pain? Not anal, not nipple play but only from heavy impact.

What do you all think?

I got to know a french Dom who happened to own me now, he is a masochist who makes me so much in pain sometimes which I fucking love, he makes me know my real limits, I feel so good, we were talking about how he'll make me extremely desperate today's night so I'm waiting, 3 hours to go and I'll keep u guys updated.

[F4A]The Last Climax Before Denial [Ramble Fap][Moaning][Orgasm][Cumming Loudly]

Link to audio: SOUNDGASM

As this states, it does include an orgasm. I know that is not what this community is all about, but I promise to have more in the future that is only denial!

This is my first ever recording. It makes me very embarrassed, humiliated, and very turned on to share my most intimate moments with all of you. I hope you enjoy!

Disclaimer: My audios are made by adults for adults. My content is original and my own, please do not copy it for your own uses.

I didn't cum in 7 days and in the last 2hours I teased, edges, read porno, watched porn, played with my nipples and edged all time, I am really really horny and I feel wetness everywhere, on my panties, on sheets, I can't stand more like this, please, please, am I allowed to cum? Please, please, I am begging you

The heat in my house is down and j need another way to warm up... I wish I had a hot cock to help me right now. I want a leaky cock to slide in and out of my pussy... I came at 5 in the morning after edging all fucking night. My cunt was so happy to be relieved but I'm so disappointed I gave in. I just physically couldn't stop myself. I went stupid and I had no control over my actions. My pussy throbbed so good when I came. I'm so cold brrrrr

Talking to a dom in french made me crazy and so much in heat wtf

It’s my longest time denied and aching to cum worse than I’ve ever been. My fantasies are getting increasingly darker the more desperate my throbbing pussy gets. I need someone gentle but extremely firm who absolutely won’t give in. It really helps to be doing this for people who really love keeping girls denied. The more you get off on it, the more bearable it is. Please help me get through this. I really need it

No degradation, and I typically don’t respond to low effort messages

I had an amazing edging session with my mummy and she instructed me to post about it here! She reminded me that good girls don’t cum and that I’m her little edge slut. It makes everything hotter when she is putting me in my place while making me hump my pillows, pushing me to the edge! I have my wand pressed against my buttplug and mummy wants me to get to an anal edge!! I love being a good little edge slut for her~

Walking on all fours while my parents are asleep, rubbing then stopping edging and biting my lips just not to cross the edge while watching sweet martini, I want to be dommed just like herr

I’m edging my soaking wet pussy thinking about sexy dommes showing how much control they have over me, making me comment and post filthy things on here. I love obeying and edging my clit until I can’t even think, just let superior women do what they want to me! My cunt is aching just thinking about it~

I was sooo needy and i messed so many things on purpose so that some of my male friends would say things like are you dumb?? Youre so dumb and then like i would edge to it 💕💕💕💕

Hi friends! Writing with a bit of a different journal today, but stick around for the end, I’ll be doing an AMA!

I wanna reflect on my 800 days by doing a kinda “how I’m doing now” style post, because a lot really does change once you’re this deep! I think the biggest and most noticeable changes are to my day to day arousal…it’s pretty safe to say that at this point, I am just a total hair trigger! Things that would have just garnered a “that’s hot” when I was cumming now give me active feelings in my clit every single time. In top of that too, it used to take me about an hour or so of light to mid stimulation to get me leaky, and just tonight doing a lil RP with my mommy, I soaked through my dress. Everything is just kinda turned up to 11 with the symptoms of denial, but it also has made me so much more happy to expand what I do and my comfort zone! I used to think anal wasn’t for me, or things like giving oral or sounding or whatever! But now I feel like I can explore them, not even that I like them now - I always did - but now I feel like I can engage with them, and it’s turned me into a little anal slut to boot!

I think the other big thing is how…right it feels? I definitely feel there are different levels of denial for different people, and permanent might not be good for most people! But for me…it just feels like home, and it mixed with my mommy’s love and care really makes it feel like a part of me that I was missing, that now helps me feel whole. Don’t get me wrong: there are times where I really wanna orgasm, and that’s the hot thing! I can’t be trusted in those moments, but I have my mommy looking out for me, and I can trust in her to make sure I stay denied…and every time she asks me after we’ve had sex and she’s denied me if I’m happy that she didn’t let me cum, the answer is yes, because I couldn’t be happier! Being able to carry this with me, this concentrated love and arousal and care helps more than most anything else!

And also there’s just how sexy it is! My main fantasy has always been denial, and I don’t see that ever changing, ever since I discovered it it’s been something that, ironically, I’ve needed to cum. And having that, even when the end result means I sometimes become a broken sniveling mess, I am still so deep down happy I’m there. For instance, tonight I got to make my mommy cum before anything else, which was so fantastic, but afterwords she was giving me my near edgies (almost like edging an edge), and broke me down. She asked, which would you like more: to clean up my orgasm, or to cum? I never thought it was an actual offer, but with how pent up I was, it was a serious debate! She did tell me though, there WAS a right answer: cleaning her up. And she was right! Having the denial has made me so much more focused on areas I want to be attentive and good in: giving her pleasure, focusing on her, not letting sex end at one persons orgasms, and letting us build and build on each other…I love being so dedicated to her, so focused on giving her all the pleasure I won’t get, and that is just one of the sexiest things I can imagine!

So, that’s me at 800 days! I’m going to answer any questions within reason (no asking my social!) but if you’ve wanted to know what long term is like, now’s your chance! ❤️

Ivcant stop i dont want to stop i needmore I nedd to feel more depserztr i edge in the most pathetix positions . I'm needy vand dumb and desperate but i wont cum because men donr wznt that I just feel so ditzy and bouncy and fun fun funnnnn💕💕💕💕

I don't ever do this kind of thing but I can't take it anymore... I'm an edging whore... I've been edging all fucking day and I'm going crazy, I wish I had a cock to bounce on so fucking bad while I'm like this, I know I could make someone's cock feel so good with my hot slick pussy... I was in the car edging, I'm in the bathroom for 40 minutes edging mindlessly, drooling... Now I'm laying here with my legs twitching, wishing I had someone to goon me... I fucking love going and being a brainless zombie... My pussy is so fucking hungry...

Idk what to think when im edging and like I wznt like somethinf easy to reapeat. 💕💕💕💕💕 like um my mantra was like idk hwo to cum but like wometimes i forget to say it so liek yeah

I'm sooo happy all teh time and like my attitude is different and like men dotn ask me hard questions anymore and just like smile a lot at me 💕💕💕Im so like giggly and hapy💕💕💕💕 qnd like i dress cuter and liek i feel line edging made me feel ebbter😊😊😊