CW: medical neglect

I need help, and I hate to ask. I have a rare and misunderstood condition that doctors often ignore and use to disregard and mistreat patients. I will not say which to protect my privacy.

I'm staying inpatient right now so I wish to ask of you, if possible, a prayer, a sigil or a spell. For anonymity, you can refer to me as Feather, so something to the effect of "Feather is listened to by doctors and they help her".

Magick affects the mundane and I need it seriously now. I'm in a bad condition and magick is all I have left, and I know it to work. We all here know it does.

Anything, a small prayer, a small though, a small spell, anything will help and I know the kindness of this community. Any little thing will be relief and help, and the support will bring warmth and happiness to my heart now that I need it the most.

Thank you all, blessed be. I open my soul to your magick ❤️

That's basically the question. How long do you actually take to create your own servitors? And what "method" do you use? Because I take too much time, I think too much and I'm always second guessing myself.

Part 0 of an unfinished animation I’m working on for ritual purposes (muhahahahaha).

What is a good way to clear off curse/boons/etc? I need to start fresh. Only done 3 things, one sucked majorly.

But i dont have access to those sigils or quite remember wording so I wanted do a blanket refresh kinda thing.

Everything is true

Nothing is permitted

Was thinking about the uninitiated and unsupportive folks in my life and wondered if we as a, discordians aside, community come to create a new word for the ones that aren't us, based solely on their inability or unwillingness to accept magickal thought. This will be an ongoing discussion, so don't forget to upvote your favourite comments, and feel free to turn them into fractal nonsense. It doesn't have to be pronounceable, in any specific language, or even words per se. Go get em.

I want to read more of his work but even just a few pages into the book of pleasure was confusing as fuck due to his style of writing and insanely complex vocabulary. I also have a reading disorder which doesnt help.

I want to find more of his instructions on actual practices before attempting to read and understand his insanely complex philosophy. I was able to find his instructions on the death posture...

Which of his books can I find more practical instructions of his magickal system? Or perhaps any links to online sources?

Part one of an unfinished animation.

 I'm so busy with college rn that I chose to use public servitors to do some tasks for me. 1 day after doing the last contract I couldn't meditate straight neither sleep well, my lenormand readings pointed that one of them was actually draining me. After recognizing which one was I banished and cleanse the house, unfortunately my smartphone screen cracked in the process. 🥲 

Now I'm looking for some kind of "secure" sources? Idk if this actually exists. I'm already in the process of create my own servitor, but I rlly need it help rn. If you guys now anything that could contribute I would be grateful. 🤝🏽

Thoughts?

I think the best option would be Doctor Strange, but off the top of my head I can think of:

Merlin

The Ancient One

Doctor Doom

Doctor Fate

Gandalf

Elrond

Galadriel

Albus Dumbledore

Hermione Granger

Scarlett Witch

Harry Dresden

Fantasia Mickey Mouse

Zatanna

John Constantine

Once I realize it's a Spam Caller, I just keep Spamming "Hello?" a few times after the first, until I can no longer keep from LOLing eg:

"Hello?"

"Hello this is (insert Corpo-name here)-"

"Hello??"

"Yes, hello sir-"

"HELLO?!?" (rinse & repeat) until

HANG UP

It's a great Banishing Rite leaving me feeling better than any tele-marketer call I've ever had! I wish I'd have discovered this decades ago when it would've been actually fucking USEFUL, but I take my Epiphanies where they come LOL

(for context, obviously I usually filter out Spam, but for when I'm expecting a Call that might get flagged for wtvr Reasons & I need to answer all Calls, etc. OK I now submit to all ur old geezer jokes about "Phone Calls" - make'em Good!)

To trap serpents who try to deceive with false dichotomies.