im from romania and i try to order some ...

In fact, I don't even know how to love me......

Now I need to learn how to do that....

I was thinking to try 5-me0-dmt breakthrough dosage, but it seems I need to fix some shit first, I don't know

So I got a tab laced with 1CP-AL-LAD from my vendor to try out and I finally got it tested yesterday. Marked as 150ug, the tab looked very similar to 1P-LSD tabs i got from that vendor. I popped it yesterday, after about 45-60 minutes I started feeling a come up, after another 30 minutes or so I was peaking. Unfortunately it's no comparison to LSD or 1P-LSD. The headspace is non-existent, felt more like after 2 or 3 drinks rather than LSD. The visuals were visible, but barely - some colors enhancement, a bit of morphing. After 3 hours from ingestion, I've smoked some weed, which did almost nothing to the trip - if state after that chemical can be called tripping at all. It all ended around 5-6 hours after ingestion and I had no problems whatsoever with sleeping.

Summary: very underwhelming chemical. Not really fun, no potential for self healing, much much weaker than AL-LAD. No comparison to 1P or real LSD-25.

For reference: I didn't take any psychedelics for almost 2 months prior to trying it yesterday. Normally 150ug of LSD is my sweet spot if I want to socialize a little with friends or trip alone.

I want to share my experience that I had taking the train down to London and walking around the city a couple weeks ago. There are parts that are embarrassing but I'll tell my story, nonetheless.

I'll start by saying that the first two to three hours are the most intense part of the high that are a bit anxiety and paranoia inducing for me. Followed by about another two to three hours of somewhat of the same intensity but less anxiety, and then about 6-8 hours of the perfect equilibrium; almost no intensity, ego death, and the clarity of mind and euphoria that is incredibly settling and relaxing for me.

I drop a 200 ug tab (holy fuck) and get to the train station about an hour and a half later, so I am well into my come up at this point. Being around strangers during this come up period IS NOT WISE. Mind you it's late in the morning on a weekend so we're packed like sardines on this train. People that I normally wouldn't even remotely consider a threat, I now perceive as potential threats. It's not even just an ass beating that I am thinking about. I blow it so far out of proportion that I convince myself that the threats are potentially life threatening. I have a really bad tendency to notice small innocuous details i.e. like focusing on specific words in a conversation and interpreting them as a double meaning or as subtextual and that they are maliciously directed toward me, even if people aren't talking to me and they are just talking amongst themselves. I've been on the train for a couple of minutes at this point and it hasn't even departed the station yet, and I am already a fucking wreck listening to the people around me. When I am sober and if I thought someone was doing what I just described I would brush it off and probably laugh, but during this part of the trip I am taking shit dead seriously.

Anyway, it's becoming too much for me and I panic, grab my bag and rush to the door just as it closes so now, I am stuck. Now I am convincing myself that I am in danger, and I am backed into a corner, so my fight response is kicking in very quickly. People aren't even fucking looking at me, but I am so lost in my head that I feel like people are ridiculing me and trying to either beguile me into reacting or subtly threatening me if I do react. So, I move to the other side of the compartment but it's the same thing all over again with new people. I am basically convincing myself that I am getting bullied off of this train, so I get off at the next station because I am shaken by fear and am about to start a 6-hour journey back home, but I am so fucking paranoid at this point that I start asking myself "Did these people bully me off this train to set me up to get robbed or killed when I leave the train station?" So, before I leave, I calm myself down enough to nut the fuck up and catch the next train.

I get on the next train, and it is the same motherfucking thing all over again with a group of three guys. I am convinced that I am going to have to fight this group. But there are also two guys standing next to me that I am convinced are trying to coach me through this 45-minute train ride into the city to not lose my mind or cause a scene with this group of guys. On this train ride however, I have my headphones on so I can't hear people, but I am already paranoid, so I am delusionally interpreting body language, and my intuition is telling me that these guys are a threat. It's becoming clear to me that my pride is getting me in trouble, since I perceived that people are trying to punk me, I am giving off a vibe that I am bucking back which is escalating the tension that I am feeling. Which maybe other people can feel, and they are just reacting to me? Probably likely?

Train ride is over and fucking nothing happens. It's like a breath of fresh air when I walk outside, and all this tension and weight is lifted off my shoulders. I walk to a museum and by the time I get there I am in that second two to three hours of the high and I am having a great time. There are even more people there than on the train, but all the art was cool, and it was a blast frying at the museum and thinking about all the art and the history of the varying cultures and what not. I leave I go get ramen, which was fucking delicious and walk back to the train station, get on the train and no problems the entire time and get back home and walk around the town for an hour and all is good.

I didn't let those first few hours fuck up my day or my trip. I got really comfortable after that time passed and just enjoyed myself. I was the common denominator in all that bad shit that I was experiencing and also for all the good that I experienced afterward. So, a piece of advice for myself and anyone else out there: Do not obsess, discipline your mind and stay grounded and don't freak yourself out. I convinced myself that I was living in an Orwellian world where everyone was Big Brother and knew what I was thinking and doing. That is a horrible way to go through a trip. Get some snacks, get comfortable and enjoy yourself. Life is too short to live in fear and anxiety!

Cheers!

I had a bunch of 1V that I took over the last few years and I'm about to get a new batch

I wonder if I should keep with the 1V, move to 1P or a few of both

Generally I'm very happy with 1V, but am open to try new things

I know the only difference is that 1V is slower because of the chemistry, but I wonder how mucn of a difference it actually has on the experience

Anyone tried both and can give an advice, what did you like more? Did you prefer the longer or the shorter comeup and why?

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The chemist behind 1P-LSD is closing his doors forever. A very sad day.

So Lizard Labs is closing 😭 which means it's time to stock up. Does anyone know the best method to store them and how long do the tabs keep their potency?

So I noticed when doing my own drops it soaks the paper onto foil how much am I actually losing or will paper absorb it back up, how can I prevent it from it getting on foil

Haven’t dropped acid in years (haven’t come across it in a very long time) and I’m starting to learn about 1p lsd. Are the trips and affects different between 1p and traditional lsd25? From what I’ve read, it says they’re basically the same, but I’d really appreciate peoples personal prospective. Thanks

What should i expect?

I x-posted this from /r/lsd

Hello everybody,

My girlfriend and I are very curious about LSD! Apparently you can order a derivative called 1S-LSD legally. Did anyone ever try this out? Also, how much should we take for our first time? They usually sell them in 150mcg and 250mcg doses.

We’re both experienced with psychedelics and have taken shrooms in higher doses before. We want to have a good first experience. Definitely not too mild, but don’t wish to be completely overwhelmed. Should we go for the 250mcg? Or maybe even higher? What do you guys think?

I’m tripping alone, i don’t like the longevity of LSD so not sure if 1P is the same. I get really anxious fast, but i’ll have a trip killer so it’ll be okay.

I've been holding on to my last two tabs since early this year just waiting for a good time and I always wanted to trip on Halloween so this look like the right time... But I have (maybe) an irrational fear that one day L will be extinct and I'll never get it again.

Every time I try to stock pile (I'm not even talking an unreasonable amount, just a vial or sheet strictly for personal use I can keep in the reserves) people don't want to work with me or aren't able to.

Sometimes I only have enough money for a strip, sometimes the people are dry or the middle man bitches up instead of putting me onto the plug. It's frustrating, I just want to make one decent move and then I'm never doing anything illegal again but the universe is working against me lol.

I'm also considering maybe it'll be my last time and that should be okay because anything can happen and I should cherish my life and brain but that's basically the point of stocking up, so that I can use sparingly for years.

I guess I'm just hoping you guys can reassure me that I'll have luck in the future and that this stuff isn't going extinct and I'm just paranoid haha. Anyone else?

Anyways I'm rambling. Who else is getting spooky this year?

Recently acquired a strip of 150mcg and for the first time i tripped on 300mcg which is a high dose for me. Everything felt different and more intense for me cos i give a whole lot of spacing on psychedelics and regular on weed. So the intensity of the trip and also a heavy head for a while just make the visions weird and hard to keep focus. But every few minutes when Ive taken few steps off reality into the other side i hear some kinda voices like whispers, just like two people having a conversations or more like a gossip. Disappointing i couldnt make out the words when i kick back into reality but i have a strong feeling the conversation was about the end of the world. May not actually be this world cos the term (our) was used, so technically its their world. I want to know if there has ever been anything similar. Thank you❤️

21F, started with 37.5 mg venlafaxine for initial 10 days and now the dose is upped to 75mg, been a total of 20 days since i started with these meds. is it safe to combine the two?

Hey everyone,

I'm looking for some advice on what substance to take tomorrow for a solo trip while I'm home alone with my dogs. Here's a bit of context:

• I've never done 1P-LSD before, only shrooms and 2C-B, and I’m reluctant to try anything too introspective right now (I'll explain why in a bit).
• AL-LAD seems like a good option as I've read it’s very visual and less mentally intense, which sounds appealing, but I’ve never tried it before.
• 4-HO-MET I’ve done once and had an amazing time, but I was on vacation with my wife, so it was a very different setting than being alone at home.
• My go-to is 2C-B, which I’ve used many times and is always reliable, but I’m wondering if I should switch things up.

The Situation: My wife is leaving for a few days (Monday to Thursday), and we've been together for 17 years. This will be the longest we've ever been apart. She’s my best friend and soulmate, so I know I’m going to feel down and miss her a lot while she’s gone. That’s why I’m hesitant to try something like LSD or anything that could lead to deep introspection while I’m already feeling a bit off emotionally.

On top of that, I’ll be taking care of our two senior dogs (plus my in-laws' dog). They require a lot of attention—meds, bathroom breaks multiple times an hour, etc.—so I’ll need to stay on top of things and make sure they’re well cared for.

What I’m Looking For:

• A substance that will help me have a positive, enjoyable experience without making me feel too introspective or overwhelmed with emotions.
• Ideally, something that’s visually fun and uplifting, since I’ll already be feeling a bit down with my wife gone.
• Worst case, I can always fall back on 2C-B, but I’m open to trying something else if you think it might be a better fit.

One Last Question: If I take 2C-B tomorrow (Monday), could I still take 4-HO-MET or AL-LAD the next day or two without too much tolerance buildup?

Any advice or thoughts would be super appreciated!

Thanks in advance!

Hey Reddit,

I’m considering taking LSD for the first time but wanted to get some advice. I’ve done mushrooms a handful of times and have also taken 2C-B quite a bit, so I have some experience with psychedelics. My wife and I spend basically everyday together for the last 17 years and she is heading out of town for 2-3 days to visit family, and I’ll be home alone. I’ll be taking care of our three dogs (one of which belongs to my in-laws) while she’s away and the other two are senior dogs and mine.

Here’s my dilemma: I feel like this could be a good opportunity to trip on my own and explore LSD, but I’m worried that I might end up missing her and get into a bad headspace. We’re usually together, so the idea of being without her around feels a bit off. At the same time, since she doesn’t do LSD, this could be a chance to have the experience solo.

I’ll have responsibilities with the dogs, so I won’t be completely alone, but I want to make sure their care wouldn’t be an issue either. I’d love to hear any advice, especially from anyone who’s done LSD solo while feeling a bit vulnerable or emotional. Should I wait until I feel 100% ready or could this be a good chance to dive in?

I have 1P-LSD and was going to do 100ug.

Thanks in advance for any input!

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